Steve Poly

Into the shadows i am lurking
do i believe in something?
my painful life is ending
trusting you is disgusting
and it is self destructing
strange things are happening
feeling that spirits are haunting
your actions to my death are pulling

it is same as always
i get hurt in many ways
with my pain everyone plays
i dont have any gains

will my wishes ever come true?
searching for compassion is what i do
maybe you can try it too
seperating my heart in two
that won't lead me to you
my chances are few
how can i pass this through
help i won't get from anyone i knew


you ignore me always
you hurt me in many ways
being happy that my pain ,your life entertains
i dont have any gains

with your first look
my heart away you took
you trapped my life into a book
you never treated me, like you should
all my signals you ignored. just cause you could
you kept me away from your life,and mine you overtook
left hurt , searching for a hope
everything is lost, alone i woke


absolute darkness
possesses sadness
absolute darkness
feeds my madness

poisoned from fake loves
love does what it does
betrayed hearts, has
terrible pain comes
death it becomes
absolute darkness it constracts
thats what happened to us
but our end never comes


absolute darkness
possesses sadness
absolute darkness
feeds my madness

searching for you in magical parades
cutting my veins with razor blades
i love you with all my heart's shades
in my mind your thought invades
the bright color from my life fades
i dont need human aids
you are everything that my heart hates
your sight my soul pervades


shattered memories
bleeding by my enemies
shattered memories
trapped in hopeless destinies

you are in my dreams
my heart for yours screams
i feel ,from you,negative beams
my life is ending , it seems and pain redeems
your touch, my blood , cleans
i wanna be with you by all means
a tragic hope ,in my heart, lives
and everything forgives

shattered memories
trying to love all my enemies
shattered memories
captured by all entyties

you know i will always care about you
it doesn't matter if you broke my heart in two
i will try everything to do
so you can be mine and yours again too
let me give you a clue
together we can start something new
without you, my life is blue
i am a captain without a crew

angels are fallen
dreams are stolen
hearts are broken
you are my chosen

your shadow is haunting me
you are far away from me
how can this be
everywhere your shape i can see
i wanna suicide in the sea
it hurts when there is no more "we"
my love will never be free
bound to you i will always be

my heart is open
all our words are spoken
all my thoughts are frozen
you are my chosen

the time has come
to prove my true love
there is a lot to be done
in the world ,only you i have
i will love you until i come undone
mark my words, soon it will become
the chase for your heart i start
your apathy will tear me apart

my feelings are broken
your touch is frozen
our love has fallen
you are my chosen

i cant see any light in this darkness
following my madness
you are the incarnate of badness
you will never give me gladness
captured by your look
everything from me you took
my dreams you hang on a hook
all my feellings you nuke

dark ages are coming
all away from me are running
you are unbelievable stunning
how can i escape from this drowning

there is no hope for me
my death you are about to see
my heart is the one you keep
from me , there is nothing that you need
the last letter from you i read
from my pain you feed
your plans succeed
to your hollow heart they lead

your dark path i follow
your dark blood i swallow
my heart also became hollow
just walk and i will desperately follow

you are away from me
my true self you will never see
you had my heart in your hands
and you threw it away
your eyes cant see
your heart cant feel
colder than ice
is what you are
you were never there for me
but at least ,now, iam free

no-one to blame
life is not a game
nothing to explain
true love i claim

tears fall
my heart is gone
away from your zone
tired of being alone
my hopes are unknown
there is nothing to be shown
being treated like a cone
i am on my own
everything is blown
pain i want to pospone


calling your name
a beast i became
we dont feel the same
true love i claim

my eyes are getting dark
life left me a mark
love started with a spark
kids are playing in the park
a song of a lost king
is whispering in the wind
someone must cure the blind
for this job i am not assigned

trapped in my mind's maze
my thoughts cant escape
cover me with my cape
i can see a light and a white shape


a king without a crown
it's time for me to fall down
i cant turn the time around
laught with me , i am a clown
i live in a small town
all think that my eyes are brown
my soul is a dying light
i will die quitely in the night

doors shut
there is no but
from death i cant escape
i can see a light and a white shape

sad from your song
i dont know where i belong
my heart is not strong
you loved me,but not for long
in front of me you appear?
you are not here
screams i hear
the night is near
my soul you dont own
find your own

cry out loud
i hear no sound
hearts bound
the lost is found

dreaming is my way of life
if you dont care ,wait, i have a life
you hurt my pride
leave your hate aside
not much i can provide
my wings are open wide
i wanna live away from you
i know you want this too
not much i can do
our relationship,you blew

in love are all allowed
blame me, i am proud
hearts bound
the lost is found