Steve Poly

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Steve Poly

I am standing by your side ,I am waiting for you to hold my hand ,you never do ,........ there is a nailrain between us....no feeling in my heart......our relationship was fxxxed... i fell down on the ground…no one was there to lift me up ... doesn’t anyone care to be with me… how can I change your mind?... It’s so damn cold inside ,so deep inside ,I will never survive in this painful bleeding life ,can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand and find me someone to warm my deep frozen heart.I am not truly searching for anything ..........I don’t care if there is anyone out there for me to share my love......sometimes i don’t wanna have anyone around me......but i always have the need for someone to hug me......noone is near......,,who can be, by my side?......when I am always running away from everyone....i wonder....... has anyone ever really loved me?...why do I have the feeling that something is always chasing me?...is there someone behind me?......and when i turnback , noone is behind me…nothing is following me…maybe something is haunting me......i have never been in-love with anything or anyone ....nothing truly excites me anymore...it’s so damn cold inside, so deep inside ,I will never have you this painful bleeding life, can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand before I add another veincut.... A rotten nail...A rotten nail ... Deep.......Deep..... inside of me.............causing me unstoppable bleeding....causing me uncurable pain .............oooo why am i so unhappy?.....oooo why are only your eyes making me happy ........And you really cheer me up!!! Cheer me up!!!Cheer me up.....!!!!! it’s a dark frozen night .....and it’s still a fxxxing daylight .......i don’t want the night to come......you will never be mine in this painful bleeding life ...cause deep inside i have a nail...which is bleeding my heart......makes me wonder if I am still alive or… am i one with the dead? Makes me wonder if I am really in my room or am I locked up in a mental institution? .... am i a human or an alien?...Makes me wonder ..... Do I have a beating heart or a vampired one......why am I drifting around these empty streets....acting like a junky, hanging out with punks....and pimps ........ I am so damn cold inside ...... so fxxxing frozen ....i feel no fxxxing blood... running through my veins anymore........I am always fighting with everyone ....or maybe I am battling with my own demons...... you made me feel so vulnerable...so vulnerable , that if someone touches me , I am afraid that I am gonna be torn apart ......shattered into million little bloody pieces .......because I will never be with you ...only your touch and your voice can feed...... my hungry for love heart ......I am not with you ...i am not with you.......you and me....we will never become one ......as we dreamed...... about it.....My mind is full of hopeless thoughts......you will never touch ....my inner feelings......you will never touch my inner hopes........you will never touch my loving desires, that come from deep within ............You will never heal my deep wounds…you nailed my heart for nothing, now how can I give you something...you came back........Do you really enjoy watching me suffer ,do you really enjoy watching me be in terrible pain?...I will never give you my heart again.....!!!You rip it apart and you nailed it for fun!!!!!You nailed my heart!!!! And you let that nail.... Rott .... Rott … inside of me....!!!.......It is bleeding me..... it is hurting me.....it is killing me .......You made me feel like a complete loser!!Like a complete nothing..... i don’t care if everything is messed up...since we aren’t together!!!!Nothing is complicated when we are together..... You left me living in a state.......that i don’t recognize ...not even my own self....even if you follow my heart's blood trails..... they wont lead you to my deepest loving needs .....You will never find out what I am truly hiding deep inside ........you have haunted my bleeding heart.... ..you made me even cry with tears of blood , you made me feel so alone.........i know exactly what you are!!!..You are my invisible ...my invisible....... Rotten nail.....my rotten nail........A nail !!!!!.. A nail !!!.... That is bleeding my heart ...... from the inside .....i finally figure out what you make me feel ......You are my invisible.......my invisible.........my rotten nail....my rotten nail.....That lays deep inside my bleeding heart!!!!!!!!! ...who is going to save me... from this endless bleeding pain......who is going to save me from this endless slowing heartless torture .....maybe I am just trapped in my own mind.....maybe I am just living a torture of being in love and hurt together ,how can I live without you forever?..... lost deep in my own thoughts.......without you......am I living in hell or in heaven???... am i standing on the ground or am i just flying around?.......am i in love with an angel ...or with a demon?….Our lost connection caused my heroin injection....its so damn cold inside , so deep inside , I will never be happy in this painful bleeding life ,can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand before I add the final veincut …You nailed my heart for nothing now how can you deserve something….You came back...to feed me with lies? To tell me one truth?stop talking...hold my hand... hug me as a teen....stroke my hair a bit....and kiss me sweet on my cheek.....i won’t ask for much this night...... let’s be one tonight.....you and me.....i won’t even bother asking why you came back!!!!.....i won’t start a fight this night.....i just wanna have you..... i just wanna have you by my side....having you here with me tonight....is enough to save me from a certain suicide......having you here tonight...... is all I’ve ever wanted ,,,,,in my entire life....your kiss , has managed to fill in my lost heart blood..........I am with you.....I am Finally with you...... i love you .... i love you.....

You Nailed My Heart

Holding me tight,so tight with no movement allowed...feeling like a criminal,feeling like an animal.Here I am,and i lay down on my bed struggling to find a way to escape . i feel no hate no love not even 1 known human feeling.Trapped inside this asylum, body and mind caged !!nurses come and go,giving me desgusting pills against my own will……spitting out thsese pills……feelling like a schyzo feeling like a wild beast ... BLOODchained like this!!!!.is there someone else living inside me?AND I AM TORTURED LIKE THIS??CAN SOMEONE ANSWER Me????AND WHAT THE ASWER WILL BE!!!!!WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE ONCE AGAIN?WILL I EVER LIVE LIKE I USED TO LiVE?is THERE ANYONE OUT THERE???....FEELING THE SAME PAIN LIKE ME???OPENING THE GATES OF HELL AND HEAVEN EVERY DAY AND NIGHT...WATCHING DEMONS AND ANGELS FIGHTING TO CAPTURE MY NON EXISTING SOUL...MY NON EXISTING SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!!!....YOU CANNOT CAPTURE MY SOUL...YOU CANNOT ENSLAVE MY SOUL!!!NO-ONE WILL EVER CAPTURE MY SOUL ...NO -ONE WILL EVER ENSLAVE MY SOUL!!!!NO-ONE WILL EVER TORTURE MY SOUL!!!!my non existence soul!!! My non existence soul!!!thristy for blood demons, will come!!hearing from everywhere slaughtered souls screams!!Bloodcrying like a kid ..bloodscratching the walls like a lunatic!!!!! MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL …IS LISTENNING THE DEMON’s CALL!!!YOU WILL NEVER CAPTURE MY SOUL!!! YOU WILL NEVER ENSLAVE MY NON-EXISTeNCE SOUL!!! MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL ,,MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL! I FIGHT ON MY OWN!!!!!!HOW CAN I ESCAPE FROM THIS ASYLUM!!TO BE FREE ONCE AGAIN,,,, TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT ANY PAIN!!!HOW CAN I ESCAPE FROM ALL THIS HATE!!!!my non excisting soul!!!!!my non-existing soul!!! I shall capture you all!!!!!my non fxxxing existing soul!!!I SHALL ENSLAVE YOU ALL!!! My non fxxxing existing soul!!!!!MY NON fxxxING EXCISTING SOUL!!!!!I SHALL RAPE YA ALL!!!! TREATING ME SO CRUEL , I’ll SEND You ALL IN A BLOODed FLAME CAGE!!! MY NON EXISTING soul is THE ONE ABOVE ALL!!! I shall enslave ya all!!!! Cause my soul is above all!!!!even LUCIFER I WILL DE-THRONE ,SO I CAN REIGN IN HELL ALONE!!!ON MY OWN!!!MY NON fxxxING EXISTING SOUL!!!MY NON-fxxxING EXISTING SOUL!!! .I. GIVE ME THE fxxxING CROWN SO I CAN HUNT YOU all DOWN!!!SLAGHTERING EVERYONE I KNOW!!!!I SHALL WALK THROUGH YOUR BLOOD’S PATH ONCE MORE!!!! OBEY MY CALL SO YOU’LL be NEAR MY THRONE!!!!MY NON EXISTING SOUL!!!!MY NON –EXISTING SOUL !!!!!WILL BE FREE ONCE MORE!!!!YOU SHALL ALL BOW ,UNDER MY CROWN!!!MY NON-EXISTING SOUL!!!WILL BE FREE ONCE MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!No existence for my soul!!no existence for my soul!no existence!! No existence

No Existence

Can someone tell me
Why I love her eyes
Can someone tell me
Why I cry at nights and blood is running from my eyes
Can someone tell me
Why she left last night
Can someone tell me
Why my heart is broken
Can someone tell me
Why my soul is empty
Can someone tell me
Why she can’t stand my sight
Can someone tell me
Why my world has fallen
Can someone tell me
Why my feelings are stolen
Can someone tell me
Why my dreams are over
Can someone tell me
Why words became rusty nails
Can someone tell me
Why I struggle to survive
Can someone tell me
Why my life lost it’s meaning
Can someone tell me
Why colors are fading
Can someone tell me
Why heroine has no taste anymore
Can someone tell me
Why am i living this pain
Can someone tell me
Can someone tell me

Can Someone Tell Me


Latest Uploads

I am standing by your side ,I am waiting for you to hold my hand ,you never do ,........ there is a nailrain between us....no feeling in my heart......our relationship was fxxxed... i fell down on the ground…no one was there to lift me up ... doesn’t anyone care to be with me… how can I change your mind?... It’s so damn cold inside ,so deep inside ,I will never survive in this painful bleeding life ,can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand and find me someone to warm my deep frozen heart.I am not truly searching for anything ..........I don’t care if there is anyone out there for me to share my love......sometimes i don’t wanna have anyone around me......but i always have the need for someone to hug me......noone is near......,,who can be, by my side?......when I am always running away from everyone....i wonder....... has anyone ever really loved me?...why do I have the feeling that something is always chasing me?...is there someone behind me?......and when i turnback , noone is behind me…nothing is following me…maybe something is haunting me......i have never been in-love with anything or anyone ....nothing truly excites me anymore...it’s so damn cold inside, so deep inside ,I will never have you this painful bleeding life, can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand before I add another veincut.... A rotten nail...A rotten nail ... Deep.......Deep..... inside of me.............causing me unstoppable bleeding....causing me uncurable pain .............oooo why am i so unhappy?.....oooo why are only your eyes making me happy ........And you really cheer me up!!! Cheer me up!!!Cheer me up.....!!!!! it’s a dark frozen night .....and it’s still a fxxxing daylight .......i don’t want the night to come......you will never be mine in this painful bleeding life ...cause deep inside i have a nail...which is bleeding my heart......makes me wonder if I am still alive or… am i one with the dead? Makes me wonder if I am really in my room or am I locked up in a mental institution? .... am i a human or an alien?...Makes me wonder ..... Do I have a beating heart or a vampired one......why am I drifting around these empty streets....acting like a junky, hanging out with punks....and pimps ........ I am so damn cold inside ...... so fxxxing frozen ....i feel no fxxxing blood... running through my veins anymore........I am always fighting with everyone ....or maybe I am battling with my own demons...... you made me feel so vulnerable...so vulnerable , that if someone touches me , I am afraid that I am gonna be torn apart ......shattered into million little bloody pieces .......because I will never be with you ...only your touch and your voice can feed...... my hungry for love heart ......I am not with you ...i am not with you.......you and me....we will never become one ......as we dreamed...... about it.....My mind is full of hopeless thoughts......you will never touch ....my inner feelings......you will never touch my inner hopes........you will never touch my loving desires, that come from deep within ............You will never heal my deep wounds…you nailed my heart for nothing, now how can I give you something...you came back........Do you really enjoy watching me suffer ,do you really enjoy watching me be in terrible pain?...I will never give you my heart again.....!!!You rip it apart and you nailed it for fun!!!!!You nailed my heart!!!! And you let that nail.... Rott .... Rott … inside of me....!!!.......It is bleeding me..... it is hurting me.....it is killing me .......You made me feel like a complete loser!!Like a complete nothing..... i don’t care if everything is messed up...since we aren’t together!!!!Nothing is complicated when we are together..... You left me living in a state.......that i don’t recognize ...not even my own self....even if you follow my heart's blood trails..... they wont lead you to my deepest loving needs .....You will never find out what I am truly hiding deep inside ........you have haunted my bleeding heart.... ..you made me even cry with tears of blood , you made me feel so alone.........i know exactly what you are!!!..You are my invisible ...my invisible....... Rotten nail.....my rotten nail........A nail !!!!!.. A nail !!!.... That is bleeding my heart ...... from the inside .....i finally figure out what you make me feel ......You are my invisible.......my invisible.........my rotten nail....my rotten nail.....That lays deep inside my bleeding heart!!!!!!!!! ...who is going to save me... from this endless bleeding pain......who is going to save me from this endless slowing heartless torture .....maybe I am just trapped in my own mind.....maybe I am just living a torture of being in love and hurt together ,how can I live without you forever?..... lost deep in my own thoughts.......without you......am I living in hell or in heaven???... am i standing on the ground or am i just flying around?.......am i in love with an angel ...or with a demon?….Our lost connection caused my heroin injection....its so damn cold inside , so deep inside , I will never be happy in this painful bleeding life ,can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand before I add the final veincut …You nailed my heart for nothing now how can you deserve something….You came back...to feed me with lies? To tell me one truth?stop talking...hold my hand... hug me as a teen....stroke my hair a bit....and kiss me sweet on my cheek.....i won’t ask for much this night...... let’s be one tonight.....you and me.....i won’t even bother asking why you came back!!!!.....i won’t start a fight this night.....i just wanna have you..... i just wanna have you by my side....having you here with me tonight....is enough to save me from a certain suicide......having you here tonight...... is all I’ve ever wanted ,,,,,in my entire life....your kiss , has managed to fill in my lost heart blood..........I am with you.....I am Finally with you...... i love you .... i love you.....

You Nailed My Heart

Holding me tight,so tight with no movement allowed...feeling like a criminal,feeling like an animal.Here I am,and i lay down on my bed struggling to find a way to escape . i feel no hate no love not even 1 known human feeling.Trapped inside this asylum, body and mind caged !!nurses come and go,giving me desgusting pills against my own will……spitting out thsese pills……feelling like a schyzo feeling like a wild beast ... BLOODchained like this!!!!.is there someone else living inside me?AND I AM TORTURED LIKE THIS??CAN SOMEONE ANSWER Me????AND WHAT THE ASWER WILL BE!!!!!WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE ONCE AGAIN?WILL I EVER LIVE LIKE I USED TO LiVE?is THERE ANYONE OUT THERE???....FEELING THE SAME PAIN LIKE ME???OPENING THE GATES OF HELL AND HEAVEN EVERY DAY AND NIGHT...WATCHING DEMONS AND ANGELS FIGHTING TO CAPTURE MY NON EXISTING SOUL...MY NON EXISTING SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!!!....YOU CANNOT CAPTURE MY SOUL...YOU CANNOT ENSLAVE MY SOUL!!!NO-ONE WILL EVER CAPTURE MY SOUL ...NO -ONE WILL EVER ENSLAVE MY SOUL!!!!NO-ONE WILL EVER TORTURE MY SOUL!!!!my non existence soul!!! My non existence soul!!!thristy for blood demons, will come!!hearing from everywhere slaughtered souls screams!!Bloodcrying like a kid ..bloodscratching the walls like a lunatic!!!!! MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL …IS LISTENNING THE DEMON’s CALL!!!YOU WILL NEVER CAPTURE MY SOUL!!! YOU WILL NEVER ENSLAVE MY NON-EXISTeNCE SOUL!!! MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL ,,MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL! I FIGHT ON MY OWN!!!!!!HOW CAN I ESCAPE FROM THIS ASYLUM!!TO BE FREE ONCE AGAIN,,,, TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT ANY PAIN!!!HOW CAN I ESCAPE FROM ALL THIS HATE!!!!my non excisting soul!!!!!my non-existing soul!!! I shall capture you all!!!!!my non fxxxing existing soul!!!I SHALL ENSLAVE YOU ALL!!! My non fxxxing existing soul!!!!!MY NON fxxxING EXCISTING SOUL!!!!!I SHALL RAPE YA ALL!!!! TREATING ME SO CRUEL , I’ll SEND You ALL IN A BLOODed FLAME CAGE!!! MY NON EXISTING soul is THE ONE ABOVE ALL!!! I shall enslave ya all!!!! Cause my soul is above all!!!!even LUCIFER I WILL DE-THRONE ,SO I CAN REIGN IN HELL ALONE!!!ON MY OWN!!!MY NON fxxxING EXISTING SOUL!!!MY NON-fxxxING EXISTING SOUL!!! .I. GIVE ME THE fxxxING CROWN SO I CAN HUNT YOU all DOWN!!!SLAGHTERING EVERYONE I KNOW!!!!I SHALL WALK THROUGH YOUR BLOOD’S PATH ONCE MORE!!!! OBEY MY CALL SO YOU’LL be NEAR MY THRONE!!!!MY NON EXISTING SOUL!!!!MY NON –EXISTING SOUL !!!!!WILL BE FREE ONCE MORE!!!!YOU SHALL ALL BOW ,UNDER MY CROWN!!!MY NON-EXISTING SOUL!!!WILL BE FREE ONCE MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!No existence for my soul!!no existence for my soul!no existence!! No existence

No Existence

Can someone tell me
Why I love her eyes
Can someone tell me
Why I cry at nights and blood is running from my eyes
Can someone tell me
Why she left last night
Can someone tell me
Why my heart is broken
Can someone tell me
Why my soul is empty
Can someone tell me
Why she can’t stand my sight
Can someone tell me
Why my world has fallen
Can someone tell me
Why my feelings are stolen
Can someone tell me
Why my dreams are over
Can someone tell me
Why words became rusty nails
Can someone tell me
Why I struggle to survive
Can someone tell me
Why my life lost it’s meaning
Can someone tell me
Why colors are fading
Can someone tell me
Why heroine has no taste anymore
Can someone tell me
Why am i living this pain
Can someone tell me
Can someone tell me

Can Someone Tell Me

One day you will be mine
And our dreams will be divine
I will hold you by my hand
And we will always be unite
You will never have to cry
Cause I will always be by your side
Our hearts will be one
Until we come undone
I will never leave you alone
I hope you wont treat me like a clown
If you leave me you will stab my heart
If I leave you I will lose my mind
Our souls deserve happiness
Sadness will never touch us
Body and mind
You are mine
Body and mind
You are mine
Come a bit closer
I wanna have you around my arms
Everywhere you touch me
I feel happy inside
When you kiss me
I melt inside
When you cry
I die inside
When you are away
I feel empty inside
I will love you
Until my last dying breath
Body and mind
You are mine
Body and mind
You are mine
Body and mind
You are mine

You Are Mine

My Uploads

I am standing by your side ,I am waiting for you to hold my hand ,you never do ,........ there is a nailrain between us....no feeling in my heart......our relationship was fxxxed... i fell down on the ground…no one was there to lift me up ... doesn’t anyone care to be with me… how can I change your mind?... It’s so damn cold inside ,so deep inside ,I will never survive in this painful bleeding life ,can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand and find me someone to warm my deep frozen heart.I am not truly searching for anything ..........I don’t care if there is anyone out there for me to share my love......sometimes i don’t wanna have anyone around me......but i always have the need for someone to hug me......noone is near......,,who can be, by my side?......when I am always running away from everyone....i wonder....... has anyone ever really loved me?...why do I have the feeling that something is always chasing me?...is there someone behind me?......and when i turnback , noone is behind me…nothing is following me…maybe something is haunting me......i have never been in-love with anything or anyone ....nothing truly excites me anymore...it’s so damn cold inside, so deep inside ,I will never have you this painful bleeding life, can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand before I add another veincut.... A rotten nail...A rotten nail ... Deep.......Deep..... inside of me.............causing me unstoppable bleeding....causing me uncurable pain .............oooo why am i so unhappy?.....oooo why are only your eyes making me happy ........And you really cheer me up!!! Cheer me up!!!Cheer me up.....!!!!! it’s a dark frozen night .....and it’s still a fxxxing daylight .......i don’t want the night to come......you will never be mine in this painful bleeding life ...cause deep inside i have a nail...which is bleeding my heart......makes me wonder if I am still alive or… am i one with the dead? Makes me wonder if I am really in my room or am I locked up in a mental institution? .... am i a human or an alien?...Makes me wonder ..... Do I have a beating heart or a vampired one......why am I drifting around these empty streets....acting like a junky, hanging out with punks....and pimps ........ I am so damn cold inside ...... so fxxxing frozen ....i feel no fxxxing blood... running through my veins anymore........I am always fighting with everyone ....or maybe I am battling with my own demons...... you made me feel so vulnerable...so vulnerable , that if someone touches me , I am afraid that I am gonna be torn apart ......shattered into million little bloody pieces .......because I will never be with you ...only your touch and your voice can feed...... my hungry for love heart ......I am not with you ...i am not with you.......you and me....we will never become one ......as we dreamed...... about it.....My mind is full of hopeless thoughts......you will never touch ....my inner feelings......you will never touch my inner hopes........you will never touch my loving desires, that come from deep within ............You will never heal my deep wounds…you nailed my heart for nothing, now how can I give you something...you came back........Do you really enjoy watching me suffer ,do you really enjoy watching me be in terrible pain?...I will never give you my heart again.....!!!You rip it apart and you nailed it for fun!!!!!You nailed my heart!!!! And you let that nail.... Rott .... Rott … inside of me....!!!.......It is bleeding me..... it is hurting me.....it is killing me .......You made me feel like a complete loser!!Like a complete nothing..... i don’t care if everything is messed up...since we aren’t together!!!!Nothing is complicated when we are together..... You left me living in a state.......that i don’t recognize ...not even my own self....even if you follow my heart's blood trails..... they wont lead you to my deepest loving needs .....You will never find out what I am truly hiding deep inside ........you have haunted my bleeding heart.... ..you made me even cry with tears of blood , you made me feel so alone.........i know exactly what you are!!!..You are my invisible ...my invisible....... Rotten nail.....my rotten nail........A nail !!!!!.. A nail !!!.... That is bleeding my heart ...... from the inside .....i finally figure out what you make me feel ......You are my invisible.......my invisible.........my rotten nail....my rotten nail.....That lays deep inside my bleeding heart!!!!!!!!! ...who is going to save me... from this endless bleeding pain......who is going to save me from this endless slowing heartless torture .....maybe I am just trapped in my own mind.....maybe I am just living a torture of being in love and hurt together ,how can I live without you forever?..... lost deep in my own thoughts.......without you......am I living in hell or in heaven???... am i standing on the ground or am i just flying around?.......am i in love with an angel ...or with a demon?….Our lost connection caused my heroin injection....its so damn cold inside , so deep inside , I will never be happy in this painful bleeding life ,can you take away that blooded razor blade from my hand before I add the final veincut …You nailed my heart for nothing now how can you deserve something….You came back...to feed me with lies? To tell me one truth?stop talking...hold my hand... hug me as a teen....stroke my hair a bit....and kiss me sweet on my cheek.....i won’t ask for much this night...... let’s be one tonight.....you and me.....i won’t even bother asking why you came back!!!!.....i won’t start a fight this night.....i just wanna have you..... i just wanna have you by my side....having you here with me tonight....is enough to save me from a certain suicide......having you here tonight...... is all I’ve ever wanted ,,,,,in my entire life....your kiss , has managed to fill in my lost heart blood..........I am with you.....I am Finally with you...... i love you .... i love you.....

You Nailed My Heart

Holding me tight,so tight with no movement allowed...feeling like a criminal,feeling like an animal.Here I am,and i lay down on my bed struggling to find a way to escape . i feel no hate no love not even 1 known human feeling.Trapped inside this asylum, body and mind caged !!nurses come and go,giving me desgusting pills against my own will……spitting out thsese pills……feelling like a schyzo feeling like a wild beast ... BLOODchained like this!!!!.is there someone else living inside me?AND I AM TORTURED LIKE THIS??CAN SOMEONE ANSWER Me????AND WHAT THE ASWER WILL BE!!!!!WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE ONCE AGAIN?WILL I EVER LIVE LIKE I USED TO LiVE?is THERE ANYONE OUT THERE???....FEELING THE SAME PAIN LIKE ME???OPENING THE GATES OF HELL AND HEAVEN EVERY DAY AND NIGHT...WATCHING DEMONS AND ANGELS FIGHTING TO CAPTURE MY NON EXISTING SOUL...MY NON EXISTING SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!NO EXISTeNCE FOR MY SOUL!!!!!....YOU CANNOT CAPTURE MY SOUL...YOU CANNOT ENSLAVE MY SOUL!!!NO-ONE WILL EVER CAPTURE MY SOUL ...NO -ONE WILL EVER ENSLAVE MY SOUL!!!!NO-ONE WILL EVER TORTURE MY SOUL!!!!my non existence soul!!! My non existence soul!!!thristy for blood demons, will come!!hearing from everywhere slaughtered souls screams!!Bloodcrying like a kid ..bloodscratching the walls like a lunatic!!!!! MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL …IS LISTENNING THE DEMON’s CALL!!!YOU WILL NEVER CAPTURE MY SOUL!!! YOU WILL NEVER ENSLAVE MY NON-EXISTeNCE SOUL!!! MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL ,,MY NON EXISTeNCE SOUL! I FIGHT ON MY OWN!!!!!!HOW CAN I ESCAPE FROM THIS ASYLUM!!TO BE FREE ONCE AGAIN,,,, TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT ANY PAIN!!!HOW CAN I ESCAPE FROM ALL THIS HATE!!!!my non excisting soul!!!!!my non-existing soul!!! I shall capture you all!!!!!my non fxxxing existing soul!!!I SHALL ENSLAVE YOU ALL!!! My non fxxxing existing soul!!!!!MY NON fxxxING EXCISTING SOUL!!!!!I SHALL RAPE YA ALL!!!! TREATING ME SO CRUEL , I’ll SEND You ALL IN A BLOODed FLAME CAGE!!! MY NON EXISTING soul is THE ONE ABOVE ALL!!! I shall enslave ya all!!!! Cause my soul is above all!!!!even LUCIFER I WILL DE-THRONE ,SO I CAN REIGN IN HELL ALONE!!!ON MY OWN!!!MY NON fxxxING EXISTING SOUL!!!MY NON-fxxxING EXISTING SOUL!!! .I. GIVE ME THE fxxxING CROWN SO I CAN HUNT YOU all DOWN!!!SLAGHTERING EVERYONE I KNOW!!!!I SHALL WALK THROUGH YOUR BLOOD’S PATH ONCE MORE!!!! OBEY MY CALL SO YOU’LL be NEAR MY THRONE!!!!MY NON EXISTING SOUL!!!!MY NON –EXISTING SOUL !!!!!WILL BE FREE ONCE MORE!!!!YOU SHALL ALL BOW ,UNDER MY CROWN!!!MY NON-EXISTING SOUL!!!WILL BE FREE ONCE MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!No existence for my soul!!no existence for my soul!no existence!! No existence

No Existence

Can someone tell me
Why I love her eyes
Can someone tell me
Why I cry at nights and blood is running from my eyes
Can someone tell me
Why she left last night
Can someone tell me
Why my heart is broken
Can someone tell me
Why my soul is empty
Can someone tell me
Why she can’t stand my sight
Can someone tell me
Why my world has fallen
Can someone tell me
Why my feelings are stolen
Can someone tell me
Why my dreams are over
Can someone tell me
Why words became rusty nails
Can someone tell me
Why I struggle to survive
Can someone tell me
Why my life lost it’s meaning
Can someone tell me
Why colors are fading
Can someone tell me
Why heroine has no taste anymore
Can someone tell me
Why am i living this pain
Can someone tell me
Can someone tell me

Can Someone Tell Me

One day you will be mine
And our dreams will be divine
I will hold you by my hand
And we will always be unite
You will never have to cry
Cause I will always be by your side
Our hearts will be one
Until we come undone
I will never leave you alone
I hope you wont treat me like a clown
If you leave me you will stab my heart
If I leave you I will lose my mind
Our souls deserve happiness
Sadness will never touch us
Body and mind
You are mine
Body and mind
You are mine
Come a bit closer
I wanna have you around my arms
Everywhere you touch me
I feel happy inside
When you kiss me
I melt inside
When you cry
I die inside
When you are away
I feel empty inside
I will love you
Until my last dying breath
Body and mind
You are mine
Body and mind
You are mine
Body and mind
You are mine

You Are Mine


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I love writing lyrics , its my passion.My songs and lyrics are created mostly from real life events and experiences and have priceless emotional value for me.Thats why the prices might be high,But if you really like the a song or lyrics of mine we can figure out an agreement.Thank you

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