Sean H. Scully

Verse1
Jesus come save thee
Me from this Hell.
I'm just so drawn,
to redeeming myself.
Mom says my mind lis,
And my soul is just twelve
But she doesn't know
what seems to help.
All this reckless behavior is hopeless,
but feel like its all that I need
The devil is calling and holding me prisoner,
will someone please set me free.

Chorus
I'm drowning,
momma don't waste your time on me.
I'm so damaged beyond repair.
The devil has shattered my dreams.
I'm drowning,
momma don't waste your time on me.
I'm so damaged beyond repair,
the devil has shattered my dreams.

Verse2
What if the ocean
was missing the blue?
And there were no ships to use
to see Neptune.
And all of my pain has
been smoked to the moon.
It's the only peace I ever do.
All of this reckless behavior is hopeless,
but I feel like your all that I need.
The devil is calling and holding me prisoner,
will someone set me free.

Chorus
I'm drowning,
momma don't waste your time on me.
I'm so damaged beyond repair.
The devil has shattered my dreams.
I'm drowning,
momma don't waste your time on me.
I'm so damaged beyond repair,
the devil has shattered my dreams.

[Verse1]
Fast cars bright nights
Living in the spotlight
Hearts break I don't mind
Love's just for the night

[Verse 2]
Slick moves smooth talk
Every step's a moonwalk
No ties no strings
In the air freedom sings

[Chorus]
Playboy life wild and free
Come join the party with me
No regrets no looking back
Living on the edge off track

[Verse 3]
City lights neon signs
Late nights wine and dine
Quick hearts can't stay
Tomorrow's just another day

[Verse 4]
Designer suits, top floor
Endless thrill we crave more
Champagne dreams in the sky
Never sleep we just fly

[Chorus]
Playboy life wild and free
Come join the party with me
No regrets no looking back
Living on the edge off track

[Verse 5]
Flashing lights, cameras, scenes
Living fast, American dreams
Heart beats to the sound
Non-stop up and down

[Bridge]
Rolling dice taking chance
In this wild romance
Tomorrow's a mystery
Just living for the spree

[Chorus]
Playboy life wild and free
Come join the party with me
No regrets no looking back
Living on the edge off track

One day I was striding down on sunset,
One lovely Sunday morning’s bet,
Hearing the birds lend their tunes to the air
Smelling flowers, sweet and fair,
May’s affair

I glimpsed your shadow,
Saw grace in your sway
Spreading colors in a world draped in gray
You painted the pavement, each step a new hue,
I knew right then what I had to pursue

“I wanna win your heart,”
I whispered to the breeze,
With every step, I felt the squeeze
Your eyes caught the sunlight
Spun it into gold
In this painted moment,
bold and cold.

We walked together,
As the world spun around
In our little bubble,
No feet on the ground
Your laughter told stories,
Colored outside the lines
Under the the banner of swaying pines

With every heartbeat,
I drafted a dream
On the canvas of Sunset,
We were the theme,
From whispers to wishes,
In hue so bright
I promised to win your heart by night

Now every Sunday, on that golden street,
I walked where our colors promised to meet
Still hearing those birds,
Still smelling the blossoms
Hope swirls in May’s warm,
Inviting plumes

One day was all it took to see,
The truest colors you brought out in me,
Under the vast, embracing sky
On Sunset where dreams don’t care to die

Verse 1:
In the twilight of my room
Where the shadows dance with doom
The echos of a spoon
Falling far from the moon

Walls breathe with eyes unseen
Morphing veins in the in-between
Whispers from a darkened screen
Reality’s fray, a ragged dream

Chorus:
I’m pulling back from the monsters within my veins
Echoes of chaos, in the rattling chains
Every shadow morphs, takes a different form
As I battle the beasts in this withdrawal storm

Verse 2:

Visions swirl, they twist and scream
In the corners where light once beamed
Shaking hands, a silent plea
From the poison that won’t let me be

Spectral foes, the nightly hosts
Guardians of what haunts me most
The remnants of my chemical ghosts
Face them alone, this morbid post

Chorus:
I’m pulling back from the monsters within my veins
Echoes of chaos, in the rattling chains
Every shadow morphs, takes a different form
As I battle the beasts in this withdrawal storm

Bridge:
Racing heart, cold sweat, the fight
Haunting forms in the lack of light
Is this madness or just insight?
Clinging to hopes with all my might

Outro:
Day by day, let the monsters fade
Reclaim the life that I once made
Each breath a step, in light remade
From the shadows, I won’t be swayed

Verse 1:
My ex is a psycho
Overdosing my brain
Narcissistic behavior
Save your bullshit this time

I’m falling apart
Cause you’re breaking my heart
And leaving your scars
It’s killing me

I even cried on the floor
Soul searching for more
I know I said it before
But I’m sick of this


Pre Chorus:
Even when the clouds form around me I still beg for rain
Cause even the moon has its craters so maybe….


Chorus :
No more feigning for pain
No more crying your name
No more going insane
Cause I’m over it

Now your feeling ignored
And your beggin’ for more
But you’re no good for sure
And I’m over it

Now that you’re in a song
I know it won’t be for long
Before your calling me phone
But I’m over it

As your guillotine sits
I’m calling it quits
Because I don’t give a shit
I’m over it

Verse 2:
My ex is a psycho
Overdosing my brain
My psyche can’t take it
And I’m gasping for air

Should’ve known it was fate
When you tried to dictate
Me hanging with mates
So I’m over you

Now I don’t even care
That you weren’t even there
I know it’s not even fair
So disintegrate

Pre chorus:
Even when the clouds form around me I still beg for rain
Cause even the moon has its craters so maybe….

Chorus :
No more feigning for pain
No more crying your name
No more going insane
Cause I’m over it

Now your feeling ignored
And your beggin’ for more
But you’re no good for sure
And I’m over it

Now that you’re in a song
I know it won’t be for long
Before your calling me phone
But I’m over it

As your guillotine sits
I’m calling it quits
Because I don’t give a shit
I’m over it

Verse 1:

Lost and I’m broken
Beaten and hopeless
The world around me
Is hard to cope
Feeling unsure
And I can’t take anymore
Beaten and broken
Lost and I know this
Dark woods surround
And I’m all alone
Somebody save me
Take me back home

Chorus:

Lost like before
Broken and sore
I’ll push on through
This dark road some more
I’ll push on through
this dark road some more

Verse 2:

Cold winds blow
As my soul begins to fold
Somebody save me
I’m all alone
When it rains it pours
I stumble and I fall
A brother’s love
Will fix it all

Chorus:

Lost like before
Broken and sore
I’ll push on through
This dark road some more
I’ll push on through
this dark road some more

Chorus:
51:50 that’s my anthem
Are you down to ride?
The voices in my head
Have me contemplating suicide
I’ve been anxiety ridden
Stress is killing
Working overtime
Now I’m taking pills
And smoking weed
Just ease my mind

Verse 1:
When I was just a kid
I would stop and stare
Momma’s poppin’ speed
Not just poppin’
She was drinking there
Not stoppin’
Her brain was fried
When she’d beat me
I’d just cry
These tears are flooding my eyes
Can you hug me one more time?

(Switch/change)

What a joke.

I’m sure you’re startin’ to wrinkle and see your old
Especially now that time is cutting close
Now you’re starting to see you’ll die alone

(Let beat run)

Chorus:
51:50 that’s my anthem
Are you down to ride?
The voices in my head
Have me contemplating suicide
I’ve been anxiety ridden
Stress is killing
Working overtime
Now I’m taking pills
And smoking weed
Just ease my mind

51:50 that’s my anthem
Are you down to ride?
The voices in my head
Have me contemplating suicide
I’ve been anxiety ridden
Stress is killing
Working overtime
Now I’m taking pills
And smoking weed
Just ease my mind

Verse 2:
I lost my dad to cancer
I died with him, no savior
This arson inside my heart
Has got me gripping the wheel in anger
This pain inside my soul
Aggressively limits me,
This meaning literally
Banging my head on the stairs
Til somebody cares
But nobody does
So I stand alone

But I’m not really scared
Cuz I laugh at death
I have murder on my mind
No time to rest
Don’t check on me
My life’s a mess
Plus I’m cooking these lyrics
Like an alchemist

Puke up these pills
Like I don’t want it
Swallow my pride
Put it in my stomach
Grab that rag
Clean up my vomit
Let’s see who”s scared
And see who wants it

Chorus:
51:50 that’s my anthem
Are you down to ride?
The voices in my head
Have me contemplating suicide
I’ve been anxiety ridden
Stress is killing
Working overtime
Now I’m taking pills
And smoking weed
Just ease my mind

51:50 that’s my anthem
Are you down to ride?
The voices in my head
Have me contemplating suicide
I’ve been anxiety ridden
Stress is killing
Working overtime
Now I’m taking pills
And smoking weed
Just ease my mind