Gez

Letting go

(verse1)
I heard someone from the party say
that you met a guy gave yourself away.
I wonder now just what you think,
do you regret being full of the drink?
Did it influence you in your choice?
Did it subdue your morals & your voice?
Do you feel happy now?

(chorus)
I have got your back
but if I can't be there when you fall,
let me be the one to help you!
Dust you down and stand you tall!

(verse2)
It is such a precious thing
when that glow inside you
makes you smile & makes you sing!
Happy in your own skin
Yes it's true that I still love you
I am trying hard what can I do?
Like your hand fitting into my glove
I quickly fell under your spell of love.

(bridge)
Yes I know its none of my business
to find out the things you do!
Just let me be there & pick up your pieces
because I still care for you!

(verse3)
After your pain and all of your tears,
the thought of pregnancy gives you the fears.
The hurt & humiliation of being some guy's fun
but after dark storm clouds out comes the sun!
I know that you are no angel
I know you fell from grace!
I know it's your intention
to get right back into the race!

Sanitizer

(verse 1)
Detained in my flat
like a little lab rat.
With no-where to go
and with no one to see,
my worlds went claustrophobic
and it is panicking me!

(chorus)
I am washing my hands all of the time
and I am rubbing in the gel!
I am paranoid and it is a living hell
that one day I awake with no taste and no smell!

(verse 2)
Slipping deeper inside my head
silently screaming and dreaming I am dead.
Me on my own is not a good place to be
lucky I have my demons to keep me company.
Living my life now virtually on-line
getting deliveries of pizza and bottles of wine.

(verse 3)
So what are the new rules?
Can I go outside for a walk?
Can I sit next to my friend
and have a coffee and talk?
The sacrifices that we all have made
I can't remember the last time I got laid!

Stranger Danger!!

(verse 1)
When I'm on my own all through the night
I sit & troll my way through each adult date site.
Looking for the vulnerable and the alone
as I start to groom you by message on my phone.
Cause I'm a sex offender!
Cause I'm a sex offender!

(chorus)
Do you know where I've been?
The things I have done & the things I have seen?
So take me in and let me stay
You will get to trust me
I,l get to play!

(verse 2|)
I will abduct you in the boot of my car
to some location near or maybe far.
Have my way with you & leave you bound
lying naked to be found
Cause I'm a sex offender!
Cause I'm a sex offender!

(verse 3)
I frequent wine bars and swimming
just so that I can Lear at all the women.
I am in the shadows lurking in the dark
I hang around at the children's play-park
Cause I'm a sex offender!
Cause I'm a sex offender!

Road to recovery

(verse 1)
What's done is done
we can not change it.
Our lives move forward
so let's embrace it.
We are still here
and getting strong.
When many friends
have sadly gone.

(verse 2)
Never forget where you have been,
how you lived that life
and the pain that you have seen.
Maybe one day
when you are strong
you could help others
whose lives have gone wrong?

(verse 3)
We have been given a second chance
to begin our new life.
It may be difficult
and cut deeper than a knife!
Live your best life,
be the best that you can be.
Learn to live and to love again
your pain has set you free.

Nature of the beast
(verse 1)
I never knew what I wanted to do,
I didn't know which direction to go!
Squeezing my round peg into your square hole
contemplating our relationship and my life's role.
Blundering my way day after day
getting bored of you and responsibility too!

(chorus)
Rewind my life back to when it was good!
I'm sorry but I can't do this family thing!
I'm sorry but I'm not that dude!
I need to go please take back my ring.

(verse 2)
I needed the excitement our life couldn't bring.
Waking up wherever I left my hat,
usually still drunk in some strangers flat!
Having to come home and explain myself to you
living a second life what else could I do?
It took a lot of effort spinning all those plates
keeping up with my lies so I could get out on dates.

(verse 3)
Looking back now I can see it wasn't right!
Disrespecting you and treating you like shight.
I should never have made the commitment of marriage
by saying that I do, giving myself completely to you!
I'm not the type that can ever settle down
so sorry you decided on me to champion your crown.

Rules for fools

(verse 1)
When bullying is unethical then
psychopathy will do just fine,
even though it's just a works get-together
there will be rather a lot of wine!
Of course, there are no double standards,
you are all under lockdown you see
Mr Speaker, I just make the rules but they don't apply to me!

(chorus)
We are heartless corrupt bastards,
the lairds and the elite!
We amuse making rules for fools
with our lies and our deceit.

(verse 2)
Dead bodies will be piling up high
along with rubbish on our street!
To be honest I care not a jot
as long as I can keep my seat!
We award ourselves multi-million contracts
for vital hospital equipment and PPE
Covid has made us millions we just hope you cant see!

(verse 3)
One of my finest moments
when the latest wife was preggo and fat,
you all paid for our handcrafted wallpaper
before we moved into our flat!
Even though I am a wealthy man,
you complain you can't afford food,
it only cost £800 a roll so don't you be so rude!

(verse 4)
They say that a person's eyes are the gateway to their soul,
frankly, I am uncomfortable with this belief
I've been involved with the Police for domestic violence
but I can hide the detail with some relief!
It is absurd you think I am some serial killer?
Cutting benefits without any empathy or compassion,
I'm just your worst nightmare devoid of any fashion!

A Diamond in the dark

(Verse 1)
Walking around the streets
where nice folk have never been.
Dodging from the Police
trying to remain unseen.
Asking drunk guys for business
and hoping they say aye,
so I can buy food for my baby
fill her belly & stop her cry.

(Chorus)
The law has it all wrong
& we are serving the time,
for your husbands to have sex with us
tell me who is committing the crime?

(Verse 2)
Do you know I am just like you,
my parent's little star,
got a degree at university,
& thought that id go far!
There is no protection for what I do
girls go missing and get stabbed too!
It helps to make my life easier with a fix
to bare the cold & suck your dicks.

(Verse 3)
Circumstances allow you to degrade my body
for such a measly little sum,
as you fumble and abuse me
and try to stick it up my bum!
Do you ever think about me?
Wonder if I'm still alive?
As you play your happy families
to make your shallow life thrive!

Little Emo Babe

Verse 1
Such a beautiful and dark complex being.
With the purest of emotions processing
everything that you are seeing.
With your style and your method of dress,
you look as if you couldn't care less.

Chorus
Disturbed complexities behind an angelic face.
Industrial piercings and black eyeliner embrace,
your siren violet hairstyle and
Vivian Westwood top in black lace.

Verse 2
In the silence of the night,
there are no prying eyes you're out of sight!
Trying to manage your pain and despair,
you seek solace in your razor blade
press deep until you feel the tear.

Verse 3
Cleaning the blood from your cuts
as you watch them swell and bruise,
connecting deep with the lyrics of your music
from Radio head, Placebo and Muse.
Who was to know of the life we would lose?

Verse 4
Spending most of her time in her home.
Chatting on social media platforms on her phone.
Targeted as a victim by but a few,
who chose to insult and cyberbully you.
The insult hurt more than a knife, sadly you took your life!