Not a day goes by that I am not creating! I love music.
start fresh until ..
cool out the flesh
and heal
cant
Do
physical pain,
so for to rest
I lay a pill
on my tongue
don’t care if it’s a crumb
any sense
of feeling
relieved ..
bein in state
of calm
Moments, I
rather
peach than plum
I rather love you
n cuddle
Instead of fuck
n duck ..
I duck off..
my duck ass .
No mistakes I guess
I had to put it in dey face
I won the war,
battle
just not
the race
I don’t run from shit
I’m rarely getting chased
Me & my first
body got married
It’s okay
to break face
Im jocing ,
said b4?
I left
without a trace
I came out bi
instead of gay
Knowing damn well
that
it’s anything
but straight
I had sex all fucking day
I hate that I started too young
And too early
She want more
I decided
to go n party
In my bathroom
In my last room
She on my trail.
on my ass too .
like the wipes
N toilet paper
She puckered up
Im in awe
She wan kiss
my tattooos
What’s wrong with me?
What’s wrong wit you ?
I’m jhaz, so never
ina bad mood
Always that girl,
that woman
still I’m that dude
Or so they say
Anyway or any way ,
I’m out the way
One more source of income
I’ll be good
for the rest of day
What about rest of life?
What da hell, I hit my wife
I hit her but cnt forget her
Aw man, this my fuckin life
I can say couple shit twice
But choose to say it once
I offered my heart.
still gave bullets
W no gun
Life is art so wtf is death
Birth is wow, so wtf is sex
Guns go pow ,
bleeding-Out
So what’s
next
she say she love me,
she just want control me
I love her back
sometimes
but duh
That’s typical ole Jay
attached to your hugs,
kisses,
The way we align
when we cuddle.
we together, it storm outside
so subtle ..
I don’t even flinch,
when we lock eye to eye ,
my lover
It’s your presence that had me feel like, we was it for each other
I thought I loved her, I know I didn’t need her
yet,
She was a pretty flex
I loved seeing
n greeting ..
pulling up fa no reason
U miss me you say
I miss you too
What the fuck
but ion need to see yo face
Our time ran out
Too much done came from
the cracks of the walls
Numbers on the scale, feel like I bagged the sandwich bag wrong
You know watchu said, watchu did & what was said to me
I don’t believe shit you say girl
I never knew you to play with me
It’s like u were here everyday with me
Even had your child around
More than once, more than twice
who am I to fucking count?
taking 2s was like
stealing
it from heaven
And paying for it,
with a trip thru hell.
I wrote our initials in the
snow, that morning
on side of me
texting bro
Sayin how
you don’t want me
You the one came after Rod Wave
with old bitch, or so u say
Nomo uptown fa you
Its laplace, its laplace
Still you run back to me,
back to jhaz
& my hopeless ass, come open that door for yo ass
How Tf I ended up loving this girl so deeply ?
she really my everything
until she’s nothing to me Or for me
I kno I will fall in love again,
I must first fall out of it with you first .
In ya dreams-
Until I turn that dream,
into a nightmare
Move ha hand, push me in
She like “right there”
Tryna leave, I don’t care
Losing, Lost, Live, Laugh, Love, Let me see your phone
start fresh until ..
cool out the flesh
and heal
cant
Do
physical pain,
so for to rest
I lay a pill
on my tongue
don’t care if it’s a crumb
any sense
of feeling
relieved ..
bein in state
of calm
Moments, I
rather
peach than plum
I rather love you
n cuddle
Instead of fuck
n duck ..
I duck off..
my duck ass .
No mistakes I guess
I had to put it in dey face
I won the war,
battle
just not
the race
I don’t run from shit
I’m rarely getting chased
Me & my first
body got married
It’s okay
to break face
Im jocing ,
said b4?
I left
without a trace
I came out bi
instead of gay
Knowing damn well
that
it’s anything
but straight
I had sex all fucking day
I hate that I started too young
And too early
She want more
I decided
to go n party
In my bathroom
In my last room
She on my trail.
on my ass too .
like the wipes
N toilet paper
She puckered up
Im in awe
She wan kiss
my tattooos
What’s wrong with me?
What’s wrong wit you ?
I’m jhaz, so never
ina bad mood
Always that girl,
that woman
still I’m that dude
Or so they say
Anyway or any way ,
I’m out the way
One more source of income
I’ll be good
for the rest of day
What about rest of life?
What da hell, I hit my wife
I hit her but cnt forget her
Aw man, this my fuckin life
I can say couple shit twice
But choose to say it once
I offered my heart.
still gave bullets
W no gun
Life is art so wtf is death
Birth is wow, so wtf is sex
Guns go pow ,
bleeding-Out
So what’s
next
she say she love me,
she just want control me
I love her back
sometimes
but duh
That’s typical ole Jay
attached to your hugs,
kisses,
The way we align
when we cuddle.
we together, it storm outside
so subtle ..
I don’t even flinch,
when we lock eye to eye ,
my lover
It’s your presence that had me feel like, we was it for each other
I thought I loved her, I know I didn’t need her
yet,
She was a pretty flex
I loved seeing
n greeting ..
pulling up fa no reason
U miss me you say
I miss you too
What the fuck
but ion need to see yo face
Our time ran out
Too much done came from
the cracks of the walls
Numbers on the scale, feel like I bagged the sandwich bag wrong
You know watchu said, watchu did & what was said to me
I don’t believe shit you say girl
I never knew you to play with me
It’s like u were here everyday with me
Even had your child around
More than once, more than twice
who am I to fucking count?
taking 2s was like
stealing
it from heaven
And paying for it,
with a trip thru hell.
I wrote our initials in the
snow, that morning
on side of me
texting bro
Sayin how
you don’t want me
You the one came after Rod Wave
with old bitch, or so u say
Nomo uptown fa you
Its laplace, its laplace
Still you run back to me,
back to jhaz
& my hopeless ass, come open that door for yo ass
How Tf I ended up loving this girl so deeply ?
she really my everything
until she’s nothing to me Or for me
I kno I will fall in love again,
I must first fall out of it with you first .
In ya dreams-
Until I turn that dream,
into a nightmare
Move ha hand, push me in
She like “right there”
Tryna leave, I don’t care
Losing, Lost, Live, Laugh, Love, Let me see your phone
had to fix my face.
The world dnt owe me nun
mad at the world as if the earth owe me sum
should b frustrated at my self
and the solutions
fa not coming quick enough
now I’m shuttin dwn
ion want talk , I give it up
what a bad example, jay
but they call me a leader
I hate having expectations
when I fall who gon b there
If I’m not close , who’s gon meet ya
I have ya
I’m holding out my hand
waiting for you to grab it
been with cap since I was 17
the one to see what’s in ya wallet
now he pattin his pockets
he dont got it, his life
He is leavin without it
I leave with blood on my knife
never of me being coward
And it’s blood on these dollars
Blood on my collar, had to burn it
Too spooked to Thro it ina dumpstA
I pop a 2hunnit
Cause I feel dem nightmares comin
I’m constantly running, mentally exhausted
.. From my demons. I cnt face dat shit,
When I face that shit
I accept it. It still chase me
No erasing it ..
Dey say I’m dark, I sit in my car & the wood I just spark, like the stars
My mama nem put me ona pedestal
Like it wasn’t just DEATH I’ll choose
Ain listen to rap in 3 months,
Monique had da blues
Phone had em too
After dat, 22
Adam who?
1on1 no jumper
You’ll think I was saving Dave’s life
The way nigga kept affidavits
Do you got air for David?
Sitting with the candle lit
No lights . No tv
With a nice size wood
man, I hope this bitch hit,
lord knows ion feel like
rerollinn up shit
Paris came thru with this,
shoutout to my bby sis tho
I better feel this shit or you go have a diss from me bro
Nah let me go
always thinking ahead of myself or under,
Always feeling to fight fire with fire
or rain with thunder
get a shovel & bury the pain I’m under
even tho I barely feel it
i can’t describe the shit, or even lie of this, it’s how I’m feeling
I be so thrown off to where I feel I’m on point
I done shot , I done robbed
, fuck na I gotta get Off this gun
I wrote down bby names I b thinkin bout a son
I b thinkin bout a daughter, I b thinkin bout my lawyer
I b dreaming bou my future
Ya kno then it just get me happy
My future keep me sane & that’s cus im so fond of magic
I kno they lookin to jack me
Dey kno I'm lookin to kill em
So yu might as well whack me
Cause ima rob & step on you
Wont rep on you
Ima G , I stick to my nightmares
Fuck a nigga life
Wonder y I took theirs
Flashing out
White night, all black ride
With a 4 pound
I hate riding with her, always tellin me to slow down
Red lights, go go
Green beam if you wan to
I pull over I tell her get on top
She owe me mo rounds
My phone ring, this nigga say he got paid, Jay I wan some mo pounds
Strictly save mode
man how ima save wen im still n a hole
Not with no nigga but the law
Got me stressing ,I couldnt even light a gar
I still stacked n got a car
Stacked mo wen I got a job
I went to kenner holding cell same day I was pose to get the key to my house, to my new place
As I sat in them ppl place
With thin sheets above
I got my mind on fuck
Nigga just reed up
Nigga on probation and I might b n here stuck
I kno everybody life goin on, nobody give a fuck
But I’m wrong,
Still life goes on
I aint choose, i cant say whos who
I kno I'm the one who broke the rule
Life goes on
Neva need a codefendant
Take my lick alone, I’m on my own wen I'm sinning
start fresh until ..
cool out the flesh
and heal
cant
Do
physical pain,
so for to rest
I lay a pill
on my tongue
don’t care if it’s a crumb
any sense
of feeling
relieved ..
bein in state
of calm
Moments, I
rather
peach than plum
I rather love you
n cuddle
Instead of fuck
n duck ..
I duck off..
my duck ass .
No mistakes I guess
I had to put it in dey face
I won the war,
battle
just not
the race
I don’t run from shit
I’m rarely getting chased
Me & my first
body got married
It’s okay
to break face
Im jocing ,
said b4?
I left
without a trace
I came out bi
instead of gay
Knowing damn well
that
it’s anything
but straight
I had sex all fucking day
I hate that I started too young
And too early
She want more
I decided
to go n party
In my bathroom
In my last room
She on my trail.
on my ass too .
like the wipes
N toilet paper
She puckered up
Im in awe
She wan kiss
my tattooos
What’s wrong with me?
What’s wrong wit you ?
I’m jhaz, so never
ina bad mood
Always that girl,
that woman
still I’m that dude
Or so they say
Anyway or any way ,
I’m out the way
One more source of income
I’ll be good
for the rest of day
What about rest of life?
What da hell, I hit my wife
I hit her but cnt forget her
Aw man, this my fuckin life
I can say couple shit twice
But choose to say it once
I offered my heart.
still gave bullets
W no gun
Life is art so wtf is death
Birth is wow, so wtf is sex
Guns go pow ,
bleeding-Out
So what’s
next
she say she love me,
she just want control me
I love her back
sometimes
but duh
That’s typical ole Jay
attached to your hugs,
kisses,
The way we align
when we cuddle.
we together, it storm outside
so subtle ..
I don’t even flinch,
when we lock eye to eye ,
my lover
It’s your presence that had me feel like, we was it for each other
I thought I loved her, I know I didn’t need her
yet,
She was a pretty flex
I loved seeing
n greeting ..
pulling up fa no reason
U miss me you say
I miss you too
What the fuck
but ion need to see yo face
Our time ran out
Too much done came from
the cracks of the walls
Numbers on the scale, feel like I bagged the sandwich bag wrong
You know watchu said, watchu did & what was said to me
I don’t believe shit you say girl
I never knew you to play with me
It’s like u were here everyday with me
Even had your child around
More than once, more than twice
who am I to fucking count?
taking 2s was like
stealing
it from heaven
And paying for it,
with a trip thru hell.
I wrote our initials in the
snow, that morning
on side of me
texting bro
Sayin how
you don’t want me
You the one came after Rod Wave
with old bitch, or so u say
Nomo uptown fa you
Its laplace, its laplace
Still you run back to me,
back to jhaz
& my hopeless ass, come open that door for yo ass
How Tf I ended up loving this girl so deeply ?
she really my everything
until she’s nothing to me Or for me
I kno I will fall in love again,
I must first fall out of it with you first .
In ya dreams-
Until I turn that dream,
into a nightmare
Move ha hand, push me in
She like “right there”
Tryna leave, I don’t care
Losing, Lost, Live, Laugh, Love, Let me see your phone
had to fix my face.
The world dnt owe me nun
mad at the world as if the earth owe me sum
should b frustrated at my self
and the solutions
fa not coming quick enough
now I’m shuttin dwn
ion want talk , I give it up
what a bad example, jay
but they call me a leader
I hate having expectations
when I fall who gon b there
If I’m not close , who’s gon meet ya
I have ya
I’m holding out my hand
waiting for you to grab it
been with cap since I was 17
the one to see what’s in ya wallet
now he pattin his pockets
he dont got it, his life
He is leavin without it
I leave with blood on my knife
never of me being coward
And it’s blood on these dollars
Blood on my collar, had to burn it
Too spooked to Thro it ina dumpstA
I pop a 2hunnit
Cause I feel dem nightmares comin
I’m constantly running, mentally exhausted
.. From my demons. I cnt face dat shit,
When I face that shit
I accept it. It still chase me
No erasing it ..
Dey say I’m dark, I sit in my car & the wood I just spark, like the stars
My mama nem put me ona pedestal
Like it wasn’t just DEATH I’ll choose
Ain listen to rap in 3 months,
Monique had da blues
Phone had em too
After dat, 22
Adam who?
1on1 no jumper
You’ll think I was saving Dave’s life
The way nigga kept affidavits
Do you got air for David?
Sitting with the candle lit
No lights . No tv
With a nice size wood
man, I hope this bitch hit,
lord knows ion feel like
rerollinn up shit
Paris came thru with this,
shoutout to my bby sis tho
I better feel this shit or you go have a diss from me bro
Nah let me go
always thinking ahead of myself or under,
Always feeling to fight fire with fire
or rain with thunder
get a shovel & bury the pain I’m under
even tho I barely feel it
i can’t describe the shit, or even lie of this, it’s how I’m feeling
I be so thrown off to where I feel I’m on point
I done shot , I done robbed
, fuck na I gotta get Off this gun
I wrote down bby names I b thinkin bout a son
I b thinkin bout a daughter, I b thinkin bout my lawyer
I b dreaming bou my future
Ya kno then it just get me happy
My future keep me sane & that’s cus im so fond of magic
I kno they lookin to jack me
Dey kno I'm lookin to kill em
So yu might as well whack me
Cause ima rob & step on you
Wont rep on you
Ima G , I stick to my nightmares
Fuck a nigga life
Wonder y I took theirs
Flashing out
White night, all black ride
With a 4 pound
I hate riding with her, always tellin me to slow down
Red lights, go go
Green beam if you wan to
I pull over I tell her get on top
She owe me mo rounds
My phone ring, this nigga say he got paid, Jay I wan some mo pounds
Strictly save mode
man how ima save wen im still n a hole
Not with no nigga but the law
Got me stressing ,I couldnt even light a gar
I still stacked n got a car
Stacked mo wen I got a job
I went to kenner holding cell same day I was pose to get the key to my house, to my new place
As I sat in them ppl place
With thin sheets above
I got my mind on fuck
Nigga just reed up
Nigga on probation and I might b n here stuck
I kno everybody life goin on, nobody give a fuck
But I’m wrong,
Still life goes on
I aint choose, i cant say whos who
I kno I'm the one who broke the rule
Life goes on
Neva need a codefendant
Take my lick alone, I’m on my own wen I'm sinning
Not a day goes by that I am not creating! I love music.
I have been writing and making music since the day I started talking,
