Javoid

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Javoid

V1
Like a harvester in a drought,
I'm disinclined to wait it out,

My fealty is in doubt,
A working man's bounty just doesn't amount,

So I will flee, and let my onus recede,
I feel the wind is blowing westwardly.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V2
I've heard stories of better men,
Who kept their cool, and paid homage to their land,
But I've had enough, I've had as much as I can stand.
This toil has left me with aged palms.
I'm inclined to rethink my plan.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V3
I know I'm bold, for letting go,
People have shared, their opinion so.
Saying you cant change the way you've been bred,
But that I figured is just your mindset,
It doesn't restrict your depth.
I go deeper than that, there's more to me I know,
There was always room to grow.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V4
Don't let specious words keep you stuck,
keep you in a rut, keep you in your allocated plot.
No one ever said stripes can't be changed.
Time to take off, time to let go...
Time for me to embrace the world.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

Taking off

V1
She's a busybody,
She's an ultracrepidarian,
She's just no fun, everything is overdone,

She's demur,
She's reticent,
I wonder if I'd notice if she was even absent,

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question,
open to suggestions,
Capable of reception,
explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

V2
I don't want passive,
I don't want assertive,
I want concessions,
I want the friendship,
This union we create, together we will make it,
We both claim stakes to this beautiful mistake.
We're equally to blame. There's no shame.
The balance steadies the flame.
Between peace and rage.
A medium perpetuates.

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question, open to suggestions,
Capable of reception, explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

V3
I guess I'm trying to say oscillation is the way,
A bit of give, a bit of take,
a bit of meet me in the middle lane,
Its the epitome, the quintessence, the archetype of our connectivity, in this insanity.
Your my gravity, my tether to normality.
And I think you know it's what I need. A moderate stability in this jungle called the playing field.

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question, open to suggestions,
Capable of reception, explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

I want you

V1
See where your life is,
Judged by your canon,
Think your in crisis,
Never known a rut like this!

You think your bleeding,
You got no questions to believe in,
I'll tell you my state, I'm barely breathing.
No air for screaming! Lost all sense of dreaming.
You need to reason, you and your where, how'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

V2
Still your feeling,
Your in the deep end,
Are your bills up to your neck?
Are you ship wrecked!
Would you like a cigarette?
There's people fleeing, days without eating!
If this is so called freedom, leave me in my so called cage! You need to reason, you and your where, how'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

V3
you think you compare, to a squalid existence,
You've hit a dead end, the path of the tempest,
Complaining your despair, for not being more respected,
never mind the wretched, or disconsolate,
Those with so much more anguish, do you care,
you need to re-evaluate, you and your where?
How'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

How'd you fare


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V1
Like a harvester in a drought,
I'm disinclined to wait it out,

My fealty is in doubt,
A working man's bounty just doesn't amount,

So I will flee, and let my onus recede,
I feel the wind is blowing westwardly.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V2
I've heard stories of better men,
Who kept their cool, and paid homage to their land,
But I've had enough, I've had as much as I can stand.
This toil has left me with aged palms.
I'm inclined to rethink my plan.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V3
I know I'm bold, for letting go,
People have shared, their opinion so.
Saying you cant change the way you've been bred,
But that I figured is just your mindset,
It doesn't restrict your depth.
I go deeper than that, there's more to me I know,
There was always room to grow.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V4
Don't let specious words keep you stuck,
keep you in a rut, keep you in your allocated plot.
No one ever said stripes can't be changed.
Time to take off, time to let go...
Time for me to embrace the world.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

Taking off

V1
She's a busybody,
She's an ultracrepidarian,
She's just no fun, everything is overdone,

She's demur,
She's reticent,
I wonder if I'd notice if she was even absent,

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question,
open to suggestions,
Capable of reception,
explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

V2
I don't want passive,
I don't want assertive,
I want concessions,
I want the friendship,
This union we create, together we will make it,
We both claim stakes to this beautiful mistake.
We're equally to blame. There's no shame.
The balance steadies the flame.
Between peace and rage.
A medium perpetuates.

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question, open to suggestions,
Capable of reception, explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

V3
I guess I'm trying to say oscillation is the way,
A bit of give, a bit of take,
a bit of meet me in the middle lane,
Its the epitome, the quintessence, the archetype of our connectivity, in this insanity.
Your my gravity, my tether to normality.
And I think you know it's what I need. A moderate stability in this jungle called the playing field.

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question, open to suggestions,
Capable of reception, explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

I want you

V1
See where your life is,
Judged by your canon,
Think your in crisis,
Never known a rut like this!

You think your bleeding,
You got no questions to believe in,
I'll tell you my state, I'm barely breathing.
No air for screaming! Lost all sense of dreaming.
You need to reason, you and your where, how'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

V2
Still your feeling,
Your in the deep end,
Are your bills up to your neck?
Are you ship wrecked!
Would you like a cigarette?
There's people fleeing, days without eating!
If this is so called freedom, leave me in my so called cage! You need to reason, you and your where, how'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

V3
you think you compare, to a squalid existence,
You've hit a dead end, the path of the tempest,
Complaining your despair, for not being more respected,
never mind the wretched, or disconsolate,
Those with so much more anguish, do you care,
you need to re-evaluate, you and your where?
How'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

How'd you fare

V1
I'm gonna kick your arse,
Your gonna feel the pain,
My arms are built like bricks,
So best to watch your face,
This I only ask, For your mother's sake!
So she can recognize you, on open casket day!

Ch
You never asked, if I'm insane,
(2)Well now you know,
Let's play the game!
(2)Of sticks and stones.
My maniacal affray,
Will destroy your soul,
Your legacy... Is contemptible!
No worth to me, not worth a memory.
No worth at all, nothing left to see.

V2
You've had no morals since birth,
You've spent your time, purporting lies,
But your path met Me,
you trifled with the wrong guy,
You thought you could undermine,
coerce what was mine.
This time your selected victim, doesn't bark, I bite.

Ch
You never asked, if I'm insane,
(2)Well now you know,
Let's play the game!
(2)Of sticks and stones.
My maniacal affray,
Will destroy your soul,
Your legacy... Is contemptible!
No worth to me, not worth a memory.
No worth at all, nothing left to see.

V3
You feel fatigued, your knees are weak,
Trying to circumvent my hell bent revenge,
Think again!

You tried to defend, you tried to rebut,
This ain't no trial, there ain't no one who gives a f**k,
Your out of luck!

There's just tribulations for your diabolical transgressions.
All this pain and suffering, karma is sat there laughing, see my reaction, a grimace of sadistic satisfaction.

Ch
You never asked, if I'm insane,
(2)Well now you know,
Let's play the game!
(2)Of sticks and stones.
My maniacal affray,
Will destroy your soul,
Your legacy... Is contemptible!
No worth to me, not worth a memory.
No worth at all, nothing left to see.

No worth, nothing left to see

V1
I take a drag, the damage makes me choke,
I slake my throat with one last whisky and coke.
I know I'm broke, with no more cash in the vault,
But even down this low, I won't dishonor my code,
Even this cold, I won't sell my soul, the words on my gravestone will convey the same, Hell no, no way, i belong to me!!

Ch
I won't denounce my creed,
I won't renounce my beliefs,
I'm no apostate, I exist beyond locked gates,
This kingdom has no key, to manipulate my anatomy. I'm the exception to the contrary, I'm a 100% certainty.

Worse than a pious priest,
I'm the essence of the free,
All threats dissipate, go over my head,
Gods will entrenched, my spirit can't be benched,
All you need to conceive, I can't concede,
Anything you do or say, will end the same, a message, I've imprinted in your brain, hell no, no way, I belong to me!!

V2
There's some stale bread left,
And gone off eggs, I figure I'll get by,
With what strangers throw away,
I'll scout the bins in the middle of the night,
I still won't break my oath, some things are inviolable.
I can bear the brunt of the worst I can't be burnt,
I walked through the devil's wasteland, I never ran, and when I traversed through he offered me his hand, I denied, he didn't understand, It was part of the plan, a caveat to undermine, faith cannot be damned!!

Ch
I won't denounce my creed,
I won't renounce my beliefs,
I'm no apostate, I exist beyond locked gates,
This kingdom has no key, to manipulate my anatomy. I'm the exception to the contrary, I'm a 100% certainty.

Worse than a pious priest,
I'm the essence of the free,
All threats dissipate, go over my head,
Gods will entrenched, my spirit can't be benched,
All you need to conceive, I can't concede,
Anything you do or say, will end the same, a message, I've imprinted in your brain, hell no, no way, I belong to me!!

V3
Against my better judgement,
I spent my last coin on a whisky and coke,
Against my better judgement,
I traded old clothes for smokes,
I reflect on my life, i review it more than twice,
being vain or judicious, just weren't my stripes,
Though I appear bear to the bone, with no humble abode.
With No belonging, no belongings, there was one thing I did own, I did own my soul,
My only goal, something you can't behest,
your decree, trampling so many, until I woke.
I've broken your impenetrable hold!! Just by being me, I've demonstrated to the masses, spreading like a virus, with no remedy!!
My belief in virtue is everlasting!

Ch
I won't denounce my creed,
I won't renounce my beliefs,
I'm no apostate, I exist beyond locked gates,
This kingdom has no key, to manipulate my anatomy. I'm the exception to the contrary, I'm 100% certainty.

Worse than a pious priest,
I'm the essence of the free,
All threats go straight through me,
Gods will entrenched, my spirit can't be benched,
All you need to conceive, I can't concede,
Anything you do or say, will end the same, a message, I've imprinted in your brain, hell no, no way, I belong to me!!

Hell no, no way!

Ch
Beckon me to your door,
Mislead me like you've done before,
While the angels sleep,
And the demons applaud,
I have fallen on my sword.

Do I give in, or do I hold out,
Will I resist, or will i go down,
My soul is now forlorn and empty!
What would Christ do in this crisis!

Can I refuse to concede or can I bear to bleed?
Is this damnation for eternity.

Concede.... Or... Bleed
Bleed...
Concede.
What shall be my destiny???

V1
Is there salvation in my desperation,
(2) You wonder did god receive your last confession,
I'm praying, please grant me amnesty,
(2) Or is it too late for you to bestow me with such mercy,
I didn't try to redeem, for my misdeeds,
(2) All my wrongs, all my regrets,
Is there no second chance to recompense.
Is there no more time to repent.

Ch
Beckon me to your door,
Mislead me like you've done before,
While the angels sleep,
And the demons applaud,
I have fallen on my sword.

Do I give in, or do I hold out,
Will I resist, or will i go down,
My soul is now forlorn and empty!
What would Christ do in this crisis!

Can I refuse to concede or can I bear to bleed?
Is this damnation for eternity.

Concede.... Or... Bleed
Bleed...
Concede.
What shall be my destiny???

V2
Now I know what is in store,
(2)The peril that awaits behind that door,
Seems my final request was ignored,
(2) Only now I agree, I should have sought, redemption for my tort, for my flaws, for my brazen discourse,
(2)But I gave it no thought, Before I arrived at this infernal inferno,
this perdition is my destiny,
(2)Now I conceive, now I believe.
There was consequences for my nihilist beliefs.

Ch
Beckon me to your door,
Mislead me like you've done before,
While the angels sleep,
And the demons applaud,
I have fallen on my sword.

Do I give in, or do I hold out,
Will I resist, or will i go down,
My soul is now forlorn and empty!
What would Christ do in this crisis!

Can I refuse to concede or can I bear to bleed?
Is this damnation for eternity.

Concede.... Or... Bleed
Bleed...
Concede.
What shall be my destiny???

Concede or bleed

V1
Is Transgressions our lessons?
Our constraints our depressions,
Our burden our questions,
Is belief, your perceptions,
Do you really make your decisions,
Based On this first impression?
Is what we conceive, built on deception,
I reject this conjecture, thus this ends the lecture,
Reality really isn't in the eye of the beholder.

Ch
When I look into your eyes,
When you look into mine,
Is it a quizzical question,
Who's sight is blind?
Look at my eyes,
Look in your mind,
Is there room for us both to be right?
Does the eye of the beholder show insight?
Bear some room for a Panoramic view,
There has always been a blind spot when looking straight at you!

V2
I give in, I give out,
I convey my deference,
I give my assurance,
That I capitulate my resilience,
I yield, I surrender,
Thus this ends the lesson,
My motivation is in suspension,
I have no intention to challenge your personal sentiment.
Reality really is in the eye of the beholder.


Ch
When I look into your eyes,
When you look into mine,
Is it a quizzical question,
Who's sight is blind?
Look at my eyes,
Look in your mind,
Is there room for us both to be right?
Does the eye of the beholder show insight?
Bear some room for a Panoramic view,
There has always been a blind spot when looking straight at you!

V3
Is it fair to presume, that my visions are too,
Does this include everyone who contemplates what's true, if so there's a multitude of predicates that can be conclude, so again I ask you, which eye, of which beholder, really knows for sure, In certainty, what is the real reality.
Is reality really in the eye of the beholder?

Ch
When I look into your eyes,
When you look into mine,
Is it a quizzical question,
Who's sight is blind?
Look at my eyes,
Look in your mind,
Is there room for us both to be right?
Does the eye of the beholder show insight?
Bear some room for a Panoramic view,
There has always been a blind spot when looking straight at you!

Eye of the beholder

V1
Just the feel to need,
To accomplish our deeds,
Waiting makes me antsy,
Like I breathe to feed,
This tentative thrill,
To add fuel to the fire,
And once the fumes have left the room,
I have this unsatisfied desire,
It's a greed, an addiction, a disease.
A relentless ire!

Ch
It's an unfettered craving,
A freedom we've forsaken,
It's a monster held beneath,
It just wants to break free!!

This rampant itch in my feet,
I just need a morsel of relief,
This carnage is invasive, incurs my grinding teeth.
The monster keeps on saying,
Allow yourself, this unfettered craving!

Permit yourself this misbehaving, sate your complaining, Please the fiend, Go wild and devour the dream!! Feast! Feast! Feast!
Grant this unfettered craving!

V2
Time is short,
But only insanity would implore,
To extend this restless longevity,
Our souls are sought and bought,
In this chaos we are playing we are wrought,
This perturbed distress, this interminable unrest,
I will not, demonstrate the fraught,
What within I am praying.

Ch
It's an unfettered craving,
A freedom we've forsaken,
It's a monster held beneath,
It just wants to break free!!

This rampant itch in my feet,
I just need a morsel of relief,
This carnage is invasive, incurs my grinding teeth.
The monster keeps on saying,
Allow yourself, this unfettered craving!

Permit yourself this misbehaving, sate your complaining, Please the fiend, Go wild and devour the dream!! Feast! Feast! Feast!
Grant this unfettered craving!

V3
So I plea, so I bleed, so I dare to believe,
That my delusional belief, this nocebo, isn't just me,
Its genuine and more than a question of my psyche.
It is reality, it's a plain you don't see.
It's time to release! It's time to eat!!
Here comes the ravenous beast!!

Ch
It's an unfettered craving,
A freedom we've forsaken,
It's a monster held beneath,
It just wants to break free!!

This rampant itch in my feet,
I just need a morsel of relief,
This carnage is invasive, incurs my grinding teeth.
The monster keeps on saying,
Allow yourself, this unfettered craving!

Permit yourself this misbehaving, sate your complaining, Please the fiend, Go wild and devour the dream!! Feast! Feast! Feast!
Grant this unfettered craving!

Unfettered craving

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V1
Like a harvester in a drought,
I'm disinclined to wait it out,

My fealty is in doubt,
A working man's bounty just doesn't amount,

So I will flee, and let my onus recede,
I feel the wind is blowing westwardly.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V2
I've heard stories of better men,
Who kept their cool, and paid homage to their land,
But I've had enough, I've had as much as I can stand.
This toil has left me with aged palms.
I'm inclined to rethink my plan.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V3
I know I'm bold, for letting go,
People have shared, their opinion so.
Saying you cant change the way you've been bred,
But that I figured is just your mindset,
It doesn't restrict your depth.
I go deeper than that, there's more to me I know,
There was always room to grow.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

V4
Don't let specious words keep you stuck,
keep you in a rut, keep you in your allocated plot.
No one ever said stripes can't be changed.
Time to take off, time to let go...
Time for me to embrace the world.

Ch
I'm taking off,
I've had enough of these chores,
I'm changing my role,
I'm risking it all,
I'm seeking gold, before I'm too old,
I'm taking off before I lose hope,
I'm changing my inherent nature.
No mans fate is written in permanent makeup,
My fortune to date, is still unsewn, I'm...
Taking off, taking off, off I go...

Taking off

V1
She's a busybody,
She's an ultracrepidarian,
She's just no fun, everything is overdone,

She's demur,
She's reticent,
I wonder if I'd notice if she was even absent,

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question,
open to suggestions,
Capable of reception,
explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

V2
I don't want passive,
I don't want assertive,
I want concessions,
I want the friendship,
This union we create, together we will make it,
We both claim stakes to this beautiful mistake.
We're equally to blame. There's no shame.
The balance steadies the flame.
Between peace and rage.
A medium perpetuates.

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question, open to suggestions,
Capable of reception, explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

V3
I guess I'm trying to say oscillation is the way,
A bit of give, a bit of take,
a bit of meet me in the middle lane,
Its the epitome, the quintessence, the archetype of our connectivity, in this insanity.
Your my gravity, my tether to normality.
And I think you know it's what I need. A moderate stability in this jungle called the playing field.

Ch
I want you, center of the spectrum,
Your my equilibrium,
My platonic connection.

I want you, someone free of direction,
But still likes to question, open to suggestions,
Capable of reception, explicit in affection,
I want you my poised lady of perfection.

Is it fair to say there's a fluency in our chemistry,
There's nothing that can unhinge this unity.
No ultimatum can mandate us to change,
I want you endlessly.

I want you

V1
See where your life is,
Judged by your canon,
Think your in crisis,
Never known a rut like this!

You think your bleeding,
You got no questions to believe in,
I'll tell you my state, I'm barely breathing.
No air for screaming! Lost all sense of dreaming.
You need to reason, you and your where, how'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

V2
Still your feeling,
Your in the deep end,
Are your bills up to your neck?
Are you ship wrecked!
Would you like a cigarette?
There's people fleeing, days without eating!
If this is so called freedom, leave me in my so called cage! You need to reason, you and your where, how'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

V3
you think you compare, to a squalid existence,
You've hit a dead end, the path of the tempest,
Complaining your despair, for not being more respected,
never mind the wretched, or disconsolate,
Those with so much more anguish, do you care,
you need to re-evaluate, you and your where?
How'd you fare?

Ch
I'd say we got it pretty good,
When we look at the overview of where we're stood, can you say all you got,
Is the same cliche line as the clothes on your back,
if this isn't true, if this isn't fact,
If every day your not breaking your back,
Praying for the sack.
I could say to you, we got it pretty good,
than the millions screwed, In destitute,
a scuzzy reality, a grind on every tooth,look at where your stood.
Now in the mirror, ask yourself, how'd you fare?

How'd you fare

V1
I'm gonna kick your arse,
Your gonna feel the pain,
My arms are built like bricks,
So best to watch your face,
This I only ask, For your mother's sake!
So she can recognize you, on open casket day!

Ch
You never asked, if I'm insane,
(2)Well now you know,
Let's play the game!
(2)Of sticks and stones.
My maniacal affray,
Will destroy your soul,
Your legacy... Is contemptible!
No worth to me, not worth a memory.
No worth at all, nothing left to see.

V2
You've had no morals since birth,
You've spent your time, purporting lies,
But your path met Me,
you trifled with the wrong guy,
You thought you could undermine,
coerce what was mine.
This time your selected victim, doesn't bark, I bite.

Ch
You never asked, if I'm insane,
(2)Well now you know,
Let's play the game!
(2)Of sticks and stones.
My maniacal affray,
Will destroy your soul,
Your legacy... Is contemptible!
No worth to me, not worth a memory.
No worth at all, nothing left to see.

V3
You feel fatigued, your knees are weak,
Trying to circumvent my hell bent revenge,
Think again!

You tried to defend, you tried to rebut,
This ain't no trial, there ain't no one who gives a f**k,
Your out of luck!

There's just tribulations for your diabolical transgressions.
All this pain and suffering, karma is sat there laughing, see my reaction, a grimace of sadistic satisfaction.

Ch
You never asked, if I'm insane,
(2)Well now you know,
Let's play the game!
(2)Of sticks and stones.
My maniacal affray,
Will destroy your soul,
Your legacy... Is contemptible!
No worth to me, not worth a memory.
No worth at all, nothing left to see.

No worth, nothing left to see

V1
I take a drag, the damage makes me choke,
I slake my throat with one last whisky and coke.
I know I'm broke, with no more cash in the vault,
But even down this low, I won't dishonor my code,
Even this cold, I won't sell my soul, the words on my gravestone will convey the same, Hell no, no way, i belong to me!!

Ch
I won't denounce my creed,
I won't renounce my beliefs,
I'm no apostate, I exist beyond locked gates,
This kingdom has no key, to manipulate my anatomy. I'm the exception to the contrary, I'm a 100% certainty.

Worse than a pious priest,
I'm the essence of the free,
All threats dissipate, go over my head,
Gods will entrenched, my spirit can't be benched,
All you need to conceive, I can't concede,
Anything you do or say, will end the same, a message, I've imprinted in your brain, hell no, no way, I belong to me!!

V2
There's some stale bread left,
And gone off eggs, I figure I'll get by,
With what strangers throw away,
I'll scout the bins in the middle of the night,
I still won't break my oath, some things are inviolable.
I can bear the brunt of the worst I can't be burnt,
I walked through the devil's wasteland, I never ran, and when I traversed through he offered me his hand, I denied, he didn't understand, It was part of the plan, a caveat to undermine, faith cannot be damned!!

Ch
I won't denounce my creed,
I won't renounce my beliefs,
I'm no apostate, I exist beyond locked gates,
This kingdom has no key, to manipulate my anatomy. I'm the exception to the contrary, I'm a 100% certainty.

Worse than a pious priest,
I'm the essence of the free,
All threats dissipate, go over my head,
Gods will entrenched, my spirit can't be benched,
All you need to conceive, I can't concede,
Anything you do or say, will end the same, a message, I've imprinted in your brain, hell no, no way, I belong to me!!

V3
Against my better judgement,
I spent my last coin on a whisky and coke,
Against my better judgement,
I traded old clothes for smokes,
I reflect on my life, i review it more than twice,
being vain or judicious, just weren't my stripes,
Though I appear bear to the bone, with no humble abode.
With No belonging, no belongings, there was one thing I did own, I did own my soul,
My only goal, something you can't behest,
your decree, trampling so many, until I woke.
I've broken your impenetrable hold!! Just by being me, I've demonstrated to the masses, spreading like a virus, with no remedy!!
My belief in virtue is everlasting!

Ch
I won't denounce my creed,
I won't renounce my beliefs,
I'm no apostate, I exist beyond locked gates,
This kingdom has no key, to manipulate my anatomy. I'm the exception to the contrary, I'm 100% certainty.

Worse than a pious priest,
I'm the essence of the free,
All threats go straight through me,
Gods will entrenched, my spirit can't be benched,
All you need to conceive, I can't concede,
Anything you do or say, will end the same, a message, I've imprinted in your brain, hell no, no way, I belong to me!!

Hell no, no way!

Ch
Beckon me to your door,
Mislead me like you've done before,
While the angels sleep,
And the demons applaud,
I have fallen on my sword.

Do I give in, or do I hold out,
Will I resist, or will i go down,
My soul is now forlorn and empty!
What would Christ do in this crisis!

Can I refuse to concede or can I bear to bleed?
Is this damnation for eternity.

Concede.... Or... Bleed
Bleed...
Concede.
What shall be my destiny???

V1
Is there salvation in my desperation,
(2) You wonder did god receive your last confession,
I'm praying, please grant me amnesty,
(2) Or is it too late for you to bestow me with such mercy,
I didn't try to redeem, for my misdeeds,
(2) All my wrongs, all my regrets,
Is there no second chance to recompense.
Is there no more time to repent.

Ch
Beckon me to your door,
Mislead me like you've done before,
While the angels sleep,
And the demons applaud,
I have fallen on my sword.

Do I give in, or do I hold out,
Will I resist, or will i go down,
My soul is now forlorn and empty!
What would Christ do in this crisis!

Can I refuse to concede or can I bear to bleed?
Is this damnation for eternity.

Concede.... Or... Bleed
Bleed...
Concede.
What shall be my destiny???

V2
Now I know what is in store,
(2)The peril that awaits behind that door,
Seems my final request was ignored,
(2) Only now I agree, I should have sought, redemption for my tort, for my flaws, for my brazen discourse,
(2)But I gave it no thought, Before I arrived at this infernal inferno,
this perdition is my destiny,
(2)Now I conceive, now I believe.
There was consequences for my nihilist beliefs.

Ch
Beckon me to your door,
Mislead me like you've done before,
While the angels sleep,
And the demons applaud,
I have fallen on my sword.

Do I give in, or do I hold out,
Will I resist, or will i go down,
My soul is now forlorn and empty!
What would Christ do in this crisis!

Can I refuse to concede or can I bear to bleed?
Is this damnation for eternity.

Concede.... Or... Bleed
Bleed...
Concede.
What shall be my destiny???

Concede or bleed


About Me

Bio

A simple man, who likes a pint of ale, listening to music, a bit studious at times, with a great fondness for nature and a sensitivity of fauna, opting to be vegetarian, I enjoy following and supporting rugby union, Wales being my native team. Otherwise family and friends is where I find time is best spent.

CV/History

Education level, PhD in cyber threat defense (incompleted)

MSc in computer systems

Last employment, software quality assurance team member for a company called thru point in telephony communications software.

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