MUSIC FOR SALE

[Intro]
As I open my eyes to a brand new day, my heart begins to
race the feelings come back im right there here it comes all the pain sorrow guilt blame shame today is that day, fear fills my body, mind, and soul as I start my journey back to that day 43yrs have past sense you went away.


[Verse]
Just as I get those first few words out, my tears flow down like they did on that day, the day you left and everything changed, I knew you were sick but I didn't realize at the time
Just how sick you were, I promise you if I did I would have done so much more.


[Pre-chorus]
I'm truly so sorry it's taking so long, it's been 43 years 17 days 11 hrs don't know the seconds but I felt everyone of them sense you went away.



[Chorus]
there's never ever been one day one hour one minute or one second, that has ever past by that I haven't thought of you my mom my mother my best friend you always called me your Toddie,



[Post-chorus]
that's the first time I've said that word out loud, it took my breath away just to hear it after all those 43 years, sense you went away. I'm not mad at you mom i never ever was
I just wish you didn't have to go away so soon I felt sooo
robbed.



[Bridge]
when my forty second birthday finally arrived tears filled my eyes, to know how young you were when you went away, made me so angry I blamed it all on God, told him I'll never ever serve you what kind of God allows this to happen to one of his own.



[Outro]
I made that decision all on my own, because at that moment
I thought if I didn't come to see you that night before you went away, I thought you wouldn't go away until you seen me again.



[End]
the first thing they told me was that mom asked where's my
Toddie, my heart sank and body went numb and I instantly knew you were gone for good, And good by was gone and you went away.


It's may 16th 2026 mom i love you always have and always will sorry again for all the time that has gone by, i finally with the help of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ i was saved by his mercy grace and forgiveness To God be all the Glory Amen. Love you my mother see you soon.