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{Verse 1}
They way this world is crafted, murder has to happen
But how could a loving God create a man who's capable of rape?

Now most of me is thankful. But one small piece is hateful
Cause when common sense applies religions dies and I'm left with all this rage

{Chorus}
I don't know what's worse conforming or resistance (but I know)
The Genuine and decent people have it the worst (that's for sure)
I'm sick and tired of waiting on our so called savior (but who knows?)
You'd think with time and wisdom things would become clearer but they don't.

{Verse 2}
Can he even see us? Last I checked he breeds us
Yet we suffer and we suffer man we suffer everyday

Now at heart I'm a theist. But my mind won't believe him
Cause I've been spit upon and disrespected in every single way

{Chorus}
I don't know what's worse conforming or resistance (but I know)
The Genuine and decent people have it the worst (that's for sure)
I'm sick and tired of waiting on our so called savior (but who knows?)
You'd think with time and wisdom things would become clearer but they don't.

{Breakdown}
I am not an atheist. That's means I think you exist.
That doesn't mean we're on the same page
I will shut up and let you explain
If you made us why do we stink?
If you made us why do we stink?
If you made us why do we stink?
Oh I forgot you don't speak.... To us

{Verse 3}
Most of life is painful. That's not why they hate you.
The contradictions and pulpits and shit we've had it up to here

There's no way around this.The final tallies Counted
Some will smile I guess but most digress and can't see through the tears.

{Chorus}

Absent Holy father

Verse 1
The sun has set its blistering cold
There is no warmth, it feels so wrong
Yet next month makes another yr
Still somehow we go on

Drifting away but still we stay
Trapped by the safety comfort brings
We'll rather walk round with resentment, than to be alone....

This igloo was our home
But now......

Chorus
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Please Grab it don't let it escape
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Hang in there we will be ok
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away
I'm willing to do what it takes
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
From us oh us oh yea oh yay

Verse2
Turn back the clock the day we met
Could you do this all again?
I say hell yeah! But that's just me
I'll need your answer babe

If you'd decline then that's ok
Allow me to vacate your space
But once my bags are packed you won't see me round here no more

This igloo was our home
But now...

Chorus
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Please Grab it don't let it escape
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Hang in there we will be ok
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away
I'm willing to do what it takes
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
From us oh us oh yea oh yay

Igloo

[Verse 1]
I reject, that if i don't go with you i'll never be anything.
My blessings are not items therefore they can never be stolen
There's things!!!. Some things!!! Not even the TOUGHEST men can Stand
I lived through some of them and i stand here wonDering how i Didnt drown.

[Chorus]
Oh whoa oh
Whoa ohhhh
Oh whoa oh You Cant have my life!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH i said YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
Oh whoa oh
Whoa ohhhh
Oh whoa oh... oh Noooo

[VErse 2]
Hearts are protected by the unknown and the facts that we cant prove
The truth burns mOre purely than any uncleansed, fleshbound, infected wound,
And theres Things!!! Some Things!!! Not even the tougest men can take
I've conquered some of them and i stand here wondering how i didnt drown

[CHORUS]
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH I SAID YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH... OH NOOOO

I've been there... So i understand
I've been there... So i understand
I've been there... Yea i understand
I've been there! That means i understand!

You feel overwhelmed and uncertain
Self loathing and fear they now burn yea!
When he unleashes his hell, you feel abandoned by the light!
Hen all hope is gone yoU cower like you wont survive the night!
As your intuition proved it, You know something wasnt right!

Look that fxxxer in his eyes and tell him....
You cant have my Life!

OH WHOA OH
Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa

Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa...

Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa oh
Whoa oh nooooo...

You Can't Have My Life


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{Verse 1}
They way this world is crafted, murder has to happen
But how could a loving God create a man who's capable of rape?

Now most of me is thankful. But one small piece is hateful
Cause when common sense applies religions dies and I'm left with all this rage

{Chorus}
I don't know what's worse conforming or resistance (but I know)
The Genuine and decent people have it the worst (that's for sure)
I'm sick and tired of waiting on our so called savior (but who knows?)
You'd think with time and wisdom things would become clearer but they don't.

{Verse 2}
Can he even see us? Last I checked he breeds us
Yet we suffer and we suffer man we suffer everyday

Now at heart I'm a theist. But my mind won't believe him
Cause I've been spit upon and disrespected in every single way

{Chorus}
I don't know what's worse conforming or resistance (but I know)
The Genuine and decent people have it the worst (that's for sure)
I'm sick and tired of waiting on our so called savior (but who knows?)
You'd think with time and wisdom things would become clearer but they don't.

{Breakdown}
I am not an atheist. That's means I think you exist.
That doesn't mean we're on the same page
I will shut up and let you explain
If you made us why do we stink?
If you made us why do we stink?
If you made us why do we stink?
Oh I forgot you don't speak.... To us

{Verse 3}
Most of life is painful. That's not why they hate you.
The contradictions and pulpits and shit we've had it up to here

There's no way around this.The final tallies Counted
Some will smile I guess but most digress and can't see through the tears.

{Chorus}

Absent Holy father

Verse 1
The sun has set its blistering cold
There is no warmth, it feels so wrong
Yet next month makes another yr
Still somehow we go on

Drifting away but still we stay
Trapped by the safety comfort brings
We'll rather walk round with resentment, than to be alone....

This igloo was our home
But now......

Chorus
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Please Grab it don't let it escape
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Hang in there we will be ok
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away
I'm willing to do what it takes
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
From us oh us oh yea oh yay

Verse2
Turn back the clock the day we met
Could you do this all again?
I say hell yeah! But that's just me
I'll need your answer babe

If you'd decline then that's ok
Allow me to vacate your space
But once my bags are packed you won't see me round here no more

This igloo was our home
But now...

Chorus
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Please Grab it don't let it escape
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Hang in there we will be ok
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away
I'm willing to do what it takes
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
From us oh us oh yea oh yay

Igloo

[Verse 1]
I reject, that if i don't go with you i'll never be anything.
My blessings are not items therefore they can never be stolen
There's things!!!. Some things!!! Not even the TOUGHEST men can Stand
I lived through some of them and i stand here wonDering how i Didnt drown.

[Chorus]
Oh whoa oh
Whoa ohhhh
Oh whoa oh You Cant have my life!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH i said YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
Oh whoa oh
Whoa ohhhh
Oh whoa oh... oh Noooo

[VErse 2]
Hearts are protected by the unknown and the facts that we cant prove
The truth burns mOre purely than any uncleansed, fleshbound, infected wound,
And theres Things!!! Some Things!!! Not even the tougest men can take
I've conquered some of them and i stand here wondering how i didnt drown

[CHORUS]
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH I SAID YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH... OH NOOOO

I've been there... So i understand
I've been there... So i understand
I've been there... Yea i understand
I've been there! That means i understand!

You feel overwhelmed and uncertain
Self loathing and fear they now burn yea!
When he unleashes his hell, you feel abandoned by the light!
Hen all hope is gone yoU cower like you wont survive the night!
As your intuition proved it, You know something wasnt right!

Look that fxxxer in his eyes and tell him....
You cant have my Life!

OH WHOA OH
Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa

Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa...

Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa oh
Whoa oh nooooo...

You Can't Have My Life

Some days I'm weak and some days I'm strong
Some days I see but sometimes I'm blind.
You're in their fake world and I live in mine.
Maybe it's best if I would just die. Just die...

No tears shall fall but trust me I cry.
I am a man it's balled up inside
You still can't feel this. You can't empathize
But I can't go on living this lie.... This lie...

I cannot show you even if I tried
You'd have to keep it posses it inside
I cannot make you, open your eyes
But I can't go on living this lie. This lie....

Instrumental Break

In bed I'd lay and I'd wonder why
If he is real then I guess he decides
The machine is greedy the machine is wise.
But I can't go on living this lie. This Lie...

I know you love me. I love you too.
I want no one else. I want only you.
There's things you can't see yet. But you will soon.
You and I can't be until you do...
This Lie.. This Lie...

This Lie

Keep your suggestions... To yourself.
Even if you...Do nothing else for me!

Cause she's my lady now and I'd hate to have a fight with you.
Why must we go through this same bullshit every night fellas?

Chorus
She means the world to me! We are connected at the soul!
Her past is all my friends see! That's why they won't leave me alone!
Try to block out the things they say! There's only so much I can take!
I'm gonna break someone's face! Unless I leave this fxxxing place!!... They're disrespectful.

Are you my friend?... Or my foe...
If you answered A? Let this topic go.. Jus drop it!

I know who I'm dating and don't need your approval buddy!
You claim it's good advice. It's more like ridicule real funny.

Chorus
She means the world to me! We are connected at the soul!
Her past is all my friends see! That's why they won't leave me alone!
Try to block out the things they say! There's only so much I can take!
I'm gonna break someone's face! Unless I leave this fxxxing place!!... They're disrespectful.

Break

Handshakes and hugs! And so much love! Is what I'm given. Then we drink...
The booze kicks in! Here we go again! Insults and bullshit is all I see!
This is the last time! I swear to God! Before my fist begin to swing!
Hear me clear and loud! Glad we talked this out! Can you respect this simple thing!?

Chorus
She means the world to me! We are connected at the soul!
Her past is all my friends see! That's why they won't leave me alone!
Try to block out the SHIT they say! There's only so much I can take!
I'm gonna break someone's face! Unless I leave this fxxxing place!!... They're disrespectful.

They're Disrespectful

Comfort me to sleep. But don't swim in the lake.
What we sow we reap. It's not yours to take .
No lies shall be sworn. Simply there's no need.
What good is a man, deprived of liberty.

The Bee only give us breath. Yet we swat and smash the Bees.
The fear of being stung, justifies the deed
It might be the way things are. But not how they have to be.
And this way we all lose. All guaranteed defeat.

Spirits cold as steel. We'll watch it all unfold.
I won't try to run. Now passively behold.
No lives shall be spared. Collective misery.
Tell me what good is a man deprived of liberty.

The Bee only give us breath. Yet we swat and smash the Bees.
The fear of being stung, justifies the deed
It might be the way things are. But not how they have to be.
And this way we all lose. All guaranteed defeat.

Instrumental Break

Swiftly through the streets. The unofficial race.
Most unlikely threat, hatred gets misplaced.
No he can't save us all. That's not reality
A man is no damn good deprived of liberty.

The Bee only give us breath. Yet we swat and smash the Bees.
The fear of being stung, justifies the deed
It might be the way things are. But not how they have to be.
And this way we all lose. All guaranteed defeat.

Smash the Bees

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{Verse 1}
They way this world is crafted, murder has to happen
But how could a loving God create a man who's capable of rape?

Now most of me is thankful. But one small piece is hateful
Cause when common sense applies religions dies and I'm left with all this rage

{Chorus}
I don't know what's worse conforming or resistance (but I know)
The Genuine and decent people have it the worst (that's for sure)
I'm sick and tired of waiting on our so called savior (but who knows?)
You'd think with time and wisdom things would become clearer but they don't.

{Verse 2}
Can he even see us? Last I checked he breeds us
Yet we suffer and we suffer man we suffer everyday

Now at heart I'm a theist. But my mind won't believe him
Cause I've been spit upon and disrespected in every single way

{Chorus}
I don't know what's worse conforming or resistance (but I know)
The Genuine and decent people have it the worst (that's for sure)
I'm sick and tired of waiting on our so called savior (but who knows?)
You'd think with time and wisdom things would become clearer but they don't.

{Breakdown}
I am not an atheist. That's means I think you exist.
That doesn't mean we're on the same page
I will shut up and let you explain
If you made us why do we stink?
If you made us why do we stink?
If you made us why do we stink?
Oh I forgot you don't speak.... To us

{Verse 3}
Most of life is painful. That's not why they hate you.
The contradictions and pulpits and shit we've had it up to here

There's no way around this.The final tallies Counted
Some will smile I guess but most digress and can't see through the tears.

{Chorus}

Absent Holy father

Verse 1
The sun has set its blistering cold
There is no warmth, it feels so wrong
Yet next month makes another yr
Still somehow we go on

Drifting away but still we stay
Trapped by the safety comfort brings
We'll rather walk round with resentment, than to be alone....

This igloo was our home
But now......

Chorus
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Please Grab it don't let it escape
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Hang in there we will be ok
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away
I'm willing to do what it takes
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
From us oh us oh yea oh yay

Verse2
Turn back the clock the day we met
Could you do this all again?
I say hell yeah! But that's just me
I'll need your answer babe

If you'd decline then that's ok
Allow me to vacate your space
But once my bags are packed you won't see me round here no more

This igloo was our home
But now...

Chorus
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Please Grab it don't let it escape
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
Hang in there we will be ok
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away
I'm willing to do what it takes
It's slipping, it's slipping, it's slipping away...
From us oh us oh yea oh yay

Igloo

[Verse 1]
I reject, that if i don't go with you i'll never be anything.
My blessings are not items therefore they can never be stolen
There's things!!!. Some things!!! Not even the TOUGHEST men can Stand
I lived through some of them and i stand here wonDering how i Didnt drown.

[Chorus]
Oh whoa oh
Whoa ohhhh
Oh whoa oh You Cant have my life!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH i said YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
Oh whoa oh
Whoa ohhhh
Oh whoa oh... oh Noooo

[VErse 2]
Hearts are protected by the unknown and the facts that we cant prove
The truth burns mOre purely than any uncleansed, fleshbound, infected wound,
And theres Things!!! Some Things!!! Not even the tougest men can take
I've conquered some of them and i stand here wondering how i didnt drown

[CHORUS]
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH I SAID YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH YOU CANT HAVE MY LIFE!!
OH WHOA OH
WHOA OHHHH
OH WHOA OH... OH NOOOO

I've been there... So i understand
I've been there... So i understand
I've been there... Yea i understand
I've been there! That means i understand!

You feel overwhelmed and uncertain
Self loathing and fear they now burn yea!
When he unleashes his hell, you feel abandoned by the light!
Hen all hope is gone yoU cower like you wont survive the night!
As your intuition proved it, You know something wasnt right!

Look that fxxxer in his eyes and tell him....
You cant have my Life!

OH WHOA OH
Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa

Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa...

Oh whoa oh
Oh whoa oh
Whoa oh nooooo...

You Can't Have My Life

Some days I'm weak and some days I'm strong
Some days I see but sometimes I'm blind.
You're in their fake world and I live in mine.
Maybe it's best if I would just die. Just die...

No tears shall fall but trust me I cry.
I am a man it's balled up inside
You still can't feel this. You can't empathize
But I can't go on living this lie.... This lie...

I cannot show you even if I tried
You'd have to keep it posses it inside
I cannot make you, open your eyes
But I can't go on living this lie. This lie....

Instrumental Break

In bed I'd lay and I'd wonder why
If he is real then I guess he decides
The machine is greedy the machine is wise.
But I can't go on living this lie. This Lie...

I know you love me. I love you too.
I want no one else. I want only you.
There's things you can't see yet. But you will soon.
You and I can't be until you do...
This Lie.. This Lie...

This Lie

Keep your suggestions... To yourself.
Even if you...Do nothing else for me!

Cause she's my lady now and I'd hate to have a fight with you.
Why must we go through this same bullshit every night fellas?

Chorus
She means the world to me! We are connected at the soul!
Her past is all my friends see! That's why they won't leave me alone!
Try to block out the things they say! There's only so much I can take!
I'm gonna break someone's face! Unless I leave this fxxxing place!!... They're disrespectful.

Are you my friend?... Or my foe...
If you answered A? Let this topic go.. Jus drop it!

I know who I'm dating and don't need your approval buddy!
You claim it's good advice. It's more like ridicule real funny.

Chorus
She means the world to me! We are connected at the soul!
Her past is all my friends see! That's why they won't leave me alone!
Try to block out the things they say! There's only so much I can take!
I'm gonna break someone's face! Unless I leave this fxxxing place!!... They're disrespectful.

Break

Handshakes and hugs! And so much love! Is what I'm given. Then we drink...
The booze kicks in! Here we go again! Insults and bullshit is all I see!
This is the last time! I swear to God! Before my fist begin to swing!
Hear me clear and loud! Glad we talked this out! Can you respect this simple thing!?

Chorus
She means the world to me! We are connected at the soul!
Her past is all my friends see! That's why they won't leave me alone!
Try to block out the SHIT they say! There's only so much I can take!
I'm gonna break someone's face! Unless I leave this fxxxing place!!... They're disrespectful.

They're Disrespectful

Comfort me to sleep. But don't swim in the lake.
What we sow we reap. It's not yours to take .
No lies shall be sworn. Simply there's no need.
What good is a man, deprived of liberty.

The Bee only give us breath. Yet we swat and smash the Bees.
The fear of being stung, justifies the deed
It might be the way things are. But not how they have to be.
And this way we all lose. All guaranteed defeat.

Spirits cold as steel. We'll watch it all unfold.
I won't try to run. Now passively behold.
No lives shall be spared. Collective misery.
Tell me what good is a man deprived of liberty.

The Bee only give us breath. Yet we swat and smash the Bees.
The fear of being stung, justifies the deed
It might be the way things are. But not how they have to be.
And this way we all lose. All guaranteed defeat.

Instrumental Break

Swiftly through the streets. The unofficial race.
Most unlikely threat, hatred gets misplaced.
No he can't save us all. That's not reality
A man is no damn good deprived of liberty.

The Bee only give us breath. Yet we swat and smash the Bees.
The fear of being stung, justifies the deed
It might be the way things are. But not how they have to be.
And this way we all lose. All guaranteed defeat.

Smash the Bees


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