Nobody

My life isn’t thrilling
You know it’s really quite boring
But I am at peace with myself
No need to adore me
Whether you are against me or for me
I’m not livin’ life for the glory
Not givin' up all of my story
You barely, you barely know me
Ooo, I am writin’ a pop song
And I know that is so corny
But it isn’t for you, it is for me
I’ll dance in my room, I dance poorly
Cross fadin’ and dancin’ til mornin'
Yeah, I’m dancin’ I’m dancin’ so poorly
But I’m learnin’ to like what’s before me
Yeah, I’m dancin’ I’m dancin’ so poorly
But I’m finally gettin’ to know me
Didn’t need you to love me or show me
Yeah, I’m dancin’ I’m dancin’ so poorly
Don’t like me pretend you don’t know me
I’ll keep dancin’ and dancin’ so poorly
I’m learnin’ to like what’s before me
I’m learnin’ to like what’s before me

All I used to do
Is cry and hurt
Not like others I'm introvert
Couldn’t figure out what I had to say
Countin' all the ways I could fail
I was never expressing myself
Always thinkin’ I needed some help
Always wondering if you could tell
That I wasn’t feeling too well
Now I am learning I don't give a shit
I’m developing all of my gifts
In sync with my special sound
Don’t need to have you around
I am ok on my own
I’m never really alone
I’m finally, finally free
Livin’ the life that’s for me
Livin’ the life that’s for me
Livin’ the life that’s for me
Livin’ the life that’s for me

My life isn’t thrilling
You know it’s really quite boring
But I am at peace with myself
Don’t need you to adore me
Whether you are against me or for me
I’m not livin’ my life for the glory
Not givin' up all my story
You barely, you barely know me
Ooo, I am writin’ a pop song
And I know that is so corny
But it isn’t for you, it is for me
I’ll dance in my room, I dance poorly
Cross fadin’ and dancin’ til mornin'
Yeah, I’m dancin’ I’m dancin’ so poorly
But I’m learnin’ to like what’s before me
Yeah, I’m dancin’ I’m dancin’ so poorly
But I’m finally gettin’ to know me
Didn’t need you to love me or show me
Yeah, I’m dancin’ I’m dancin’ so poorly
Don’t like me pretend you don’t know me
I’ll keep dancin’ and dancin’ so poorly
I’m learnin’ to like what’s before me
I’m learnin’ to like what’s before me
I’m dancin’ and dancin’ til morning
I’m not livin’ my life for the glory
I’ll keep dancin’ til morning
I’ll keep on dancin’ til morning
I’ll keep on dancin' til morning

(Too, damn, bad)
Makin’ your excuse
(too, damn, bad)
No sympathy for you
(Too, damn, bad)
Time to turn me loose
(too, damn, bad)
You are master of the ruse
(That is too, damn, bad)

I am makin’ myself up
You are tryin’ to dress me down
You are lookin’ for the fight
I am lookin’ for a way around

Gotta chip upon your shoulder
Always ready to boil over
You’re frontin’
(playin’ with the facts)
And I can’t live my life like that

I turned blind eye
To infidelity
I gave your lyrics
All my melody
I bought the product you were sellin’ me
Didn’t listen to what you were tellin’ me

I get along with your friends
You ain’t happy
About that
I am desired by other men
You ain’t happy
About that
I earn the dough
I wear the pants
Got it together, spittin’ facts
And you sure as shit
Ain’t happy
About that

(Too, damn, bad)
I’m tone deaf to your excuse
(too, damn, bad)
I am weary of your abuse
(too, damn, bad)
I’m not gettin’ through to you
(too, damn, bad)
It is time to turn me loose
(too, damn, bad)
Get out my head, and let me get on with my life
Can’t you understand
I said can’t you understand
I want a real man
I want a real man
(real man)
Ima gonna find
The polar opposite of you
Search your soul
To see the truth

Relationships
They are precarious
Your actions bordered on nefarious
There’s no denying what we had
Our daughter
She will miss her dad
I’m claims adjuster for all the damage
Storage unit for the baggage
No winners here
Just broken memories of the past
And that is
Too damn bad
That is too damn bad
Too damn bad
That is too damn bad

The skills you have developed
They aren’t measured in acceptance
Your brain’s becoming scattered
You have forgotten what truly matters

Art is art is art
Whether I’ve seen it or not
Approval is antithetical
Your visions are incredible

Use some introspection
For apathy and rejection
Creating will help unwind
All the wonders of your mind

You want like and subscribe?
Chasin’ feedback high
Your beautiful creation
Doesn’t need an affirmation

Put down your phone
And pick up a vibe
Let your vision come alive
Your artistic transformation
Is a cause for celebration

I will share my song with you
But it’s also just for me
My creative juices flowing
to artistic fantasy

Doctor Frank-N-Furter
Was a prescient observer
He created Rocky Horror
But he didn’t do it for ya

Create the art you love
You can display it with great pride
It is the essence of you
Always treasure it inside

Cotton Candy Life
Ooh, ahh
Cotton Candy Life
Cotton Candy Life

I got booze, shrooms
Got me fire weed
I got everything I need
You vax me from vanilla
Want me a sexy fella

You’re deaf to what I say
Conversation zero
It’s Ohio up in here
You make me want to disappear

Superficial interplay
Motivation disarray
I’m a buzzin' social bee
But there ain’t no queen inside of me

Chemistry is mostly void
Your illusions are destroyed
Eyes on my body tea
You won’t get a drink from me

Liquor’s flowin’, music pumpin’
Wishin’ I was feelin’ somethin’
Throwin’ shade at your attack
I’m vibin’ to my own diss track

Cotton Candy Life
I’m bored and horny
Don’t ignore me
Light and fluffy
Really nothin’
Cotton candy life
My cotton candy life
Short and sweet
Indiscreet
Just a clone
I’m alone
I’m all alone
Cotton candy life
It’s not a meal
Just a treat
I'm half alive
I’m incomplete

The guys I want are N.P.C.’s
All these brokies crowdin’ me
Drunken hoards of douchey bro’s
Crazy Ladies Tusi nose

I keep lightin’ up my senses
I keep droppin’ my defenses
Gotta empty honey pot
You won't tell me what you got

I wanna naked cliff jump
Come see me in the dark
I can be your fantasy
You just light my spark

Now I got the comedown
Gimme early ending
There is no second try
Cause you ain’t sellin’
What I buy

Cotton candy life
I’m bored and horny
Don’t ignore me
Light and fluffy
Really nothin’
Cotton candy life
Oh oh oh oh oh
My cotton candy life
Short and sweet
Indiscreet
Just a clone
I’m all alone
Cotton candy life
Cotton candy life
It’s not a meal
Just a treat
I'm half alive
I’m incomplete
Cotton Candy life
(Cotton Candy Life)
Short and sweet
Indiscreet
Short and sweet
Indiscreet
Cotton candy life
My cotton candy life
Short and sweet
Indiscreet
Just a clone
I’m all alone
I’m all alone
Cotton candy life
It’s not a meal
Just a treat
I'm half alive
I’m incomplete

You don’t need a reason
Yeah you just need a chance
It’s universal
Doesn’t need to be planned

Come on now
Has it been awhile?
You know how to do it
Show off your style

Grab a partner
Or go it alone
Choreograph it
Or tap the unknown

Express all your sadness
Create some romance
But no matter how you do it
Get out there and
Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance

Your heart and brain
Both found the beat
You don’t need a lesson
Just your hands and your feet

You are distinctive
You’re custom made
The talent you have
Is meant to display

Feel the magic
And go with the flow
Dance on a trend
Or like someone you know

You can dance naked
Go into a trance
You can dance angry
Or give happy a chance

Hip Hop or ballet
Flamengo or Jazz
No matter how you do it
Get out there and
Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance

It’s your personal truth
It’s a public reveal
Dancing connects us
It's the way that we feel
Show off your skills
Dance through the night
It can never be wrong
It will always be right

On the street corner
Underwater, on ice
No matter how you do it
Get out there and
Dance, dance, dance, dance
Come on now
(dance, dance, dance)
I see you movin’
No second chance
You cannot resist it
Every body
Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance

Drivin’ down the freeway
My lights are on
My eyes are closed
I'm gamblin’ with my god damn life
Let's see how this story goes
How does it go?
You think you know?
You think you know

I'm in a twisted romance
My new lover is the end
It’s startin’ to get serious
I haven't told my friends
You're not my friend
You're not my fxxxin' friend
You’re not my friend

You think I'm all used up?
I am the gum you are about to spit
You think I'm all used up?
I do not give a shit
(don’t give a shit)
I do not give a shit

Imposter
She lurks within me
In my creative soul
Foggin’ up the mirror
That tells me what I know
A seamstress sewing up
The doubtful dress I often wear
Questioning my every move
And fueling my despair
My deep despair
My despair

I drink the poison coffee
That's now my daily grind
Grasping for some sanity
You know there’s nothing left to find

I want to stop this madness
The ending won’t pick up my call
Please let me get out of here
I wanna end it all
End it all

Woo!
I’m freezing up
And burning out
My talent has no whereabouts
Life is savage
My soul is dead
I fear my sanity has fled

Imposter
(imposter)
Yeah you know just who I am
Every thing I have created
It is all a fxxxin’ scam
I am woman
(am woman)
But you will never hear me roar
I am spilling out my guts
And you are mopping up the floor

Stagnation
(My enemy)
Spectacular
(catastrophe)
You can count me out
You're lookin' right through me
But I will show you how to fail
Here comes catastrophe
(catastrophe)
I’m tormented by my failures
And I’m taunted by success
Darkness hides what I have done
I will not confess
Will not confess

Woo!
I’m freezing up
And burning out
My talent has no whereabouts
Life is savage
My soul is dead
I fear my sanity has fled

Imposter
(imposter)
Yeah you know just who I am
Every thing I have created
It is all a fxxxin’ scam
I am woman
(am woman)
But you will never hear me roar
I am spilling out my guts
And you are mopping up the floor

Woo!
I’m freezing up
And burning out
My talent has no whereabouts
Life is savage
My soul is dead
I fear my sanity has fled

The vibes that I give off
Are not the ones you are supposed to feel
I choose my words quite carefully
I’m siphoning your dignity

I know that this, is not the way
You’re not supposed to be
Praying for the woman
You know I can never be

When you defend yourself
My hunger pains will show up fast
You’ll drink a cup of my abuse
Drink it slow, it’s meant to last

Emotional cannibal
(cannibal)
I am hunting for my food
Emotional cannibal
(cannibal)
All my meals come from you
Emotional cannibal
(cannibal)
Your mental goose is cooked
Emotional cannibal
(I am a cannibal)
You judge my taste by how I look

I’m self aware, it tortures me
I have a
Deeply fractured philosophy
But self awareness
Is not enough
I’m still a master of the bluff

Only losers in our game
This is the one
You should have never played
Your friends and family
They knew the score
They knew the bet you made

Emotional cannibal
(cannibal)
I want to learn to fast
Emotional cannibal
(cannibal)
Hoping every meal’s my last
Emotional cannibal
(cannibal)
Serve me up a different taste
Emotional cannibal
(you’re collateral)
I don’t want you on my plate

You are the victim
And you know I am a tortured soul
Still trying to warm up to me
While I’m thriving in the cold
Emotional cannibal
(I am an animal)
My hunt will carry on
You didn’t heed the warning
And now you are my favorite pawn

I have the friend you never want
She is always with me now
I don’t know how she got here
I do not ask, I’m not allowed

She’s jealous of our friendship
Her goal is strengthening our bond
The longer we’re together
The less likely I’ll move on

Sometimes she whispers sordid lies
I’m not supposed to hear
Instructions for a final task
And how to disappear

Gatekeeper of my social skills
The writer of my songs
I do not step in front of her
I know where I belong

Oh loneliness
You are my closest friend
You have always been there for me
I wish you were pretend
Hey there loneliness
You are the constant I despise
You know how to comfort me
With your distorted lies
Oh my loneliness
You take the solace from my eyes
At least you are the only one
Who sees me when I cry

And so my story goes
I will keep on biding time
Apathy’s my curse
I am along for my own ride

My body is behind the wheel
But my mind is in the trunk
The creations that I treasure
Are just other people’s junk

She colors all the things I do
She pulls the trigger
I react
She reminds me that happiness
Is never coming back

The olive branch that you extend
Cannot be seen by me
My interpreter is loneliness
The message misery

Oh loneliness
You are my closest friend
You have always been there for me
I wish you were pretend
Hey there loneliness
You are the constant I despise
You know how to comfort me
With your distorted lies
Oh my loneliness
You take the solace from my eyes
At least you are the only one
Who sees me when I cry