ARS Music and lyrics

If you could start again, and not pretend, that the darkness that you hold , always had you giving in , were loosing control, all hope it is gone , where well end up , I dont no , I dont no where I belong , but well get up and take , every moment of the day , all the mistakes they cant stand in the way , anymore, anymore, why cant I start again , why cant I start again ,why cant I start again , take me back , to where it all began , this life is so precious, still we're dead inside, and nobody gets it , they dont no what you hide , pain and this aggression, soaks into my bones , they will never get in , unless I let go, why cant I start again , why cant I start again , why cant I start again , take me back , to where it all began , where would we go , who would we no , if we could start again , would we wind up on this road , I dont no , no I dont no , why cant I start again, why cant I start again, why cant I start again , take me back to where it all began , to where it all began

Darkness inside of my veins, im screaming, but i cant hear a thing , im tired , want to fire my brain , why cant I get out of my way, there's to much on my plate at steak, there's to much for hatred to take, just to much , for me to believe, I need to release, need to relieve, I need to be free, im drowning, cant get out of the deep , Darkness inside of my soul, its taking over all my control, im tired want to fire my brain, why cant I get out of my way , Darkness inside of my heart, its killing me that I cant restart, im tired want to fire my brain ,why cant I get out of my way