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V1
Feel the beat.. boom... Boom
Feel the heat... Boom.. boom
Feel the sweat, feel the swelter,
As you cave under pressure..
I will endeavour... As you render..

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!

V2
I'll be swole, I'll be cold, I'll become frozen stone,
I won't thaw... Boom... Boom..
I won't melt.. boom.. boom...
As you plunder in the snow,
I won't blunder, I was built for Baltic terrors.

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!

V3
Here we remain! Here I was born!
This is where I belong,
if not for valor, if not for god,
For what is your home, for your own,
what else is worth your staunch!
It's what I got! It's what my soul wants,
my oath, my onus, my flesh and bone!
This I know.. boom... Boom

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!!!

Until it goes boom

V1
Knowing Everybody lies, does it make you revile?
Hell yeah well, with ire, burning my fabricated attire.
.
How Acute is your puke, makes me rebuke!
You haven't reflected for one moment,
on what it is you spew.

Time from time we all blur the lines,
But how malign is your minds eye,

I Will determine, the extent I freely despise.
Based on what entitlement, your granted to trample my life!

B1
Liars!!!!
Tarring our new born, with a legacy, they did not deserve!
Fibbers!!!
Citing surnames, so you can appoint blame for history, we did not see!!
I will not bear your sophistry!!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

V2
Don't bawl to me, lets say...
It doesn't penetrate what's beneath,

Thanks, serpentine fiend, for your deceit,
Invidiously I've become numb, I don't weep!

The symptom of empathy, no longer cripples my spleen, it petered out yesterday,
oh wait that's a memory,
I'm your indefinite modern paragon,
Of a breed that doesn't bow down to scurvy!

I typify the curse, of blood lust,
Now the remedy to your current enmity,
Shockingly the cure to societies dilemma with the scuzzy!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

V3
This Choking civility.
Has you on your knees!

When the lord swore,
Do not wield the sword,

on thy neighbor,
Not the hordes!

No one said let the demons reign,
Sometimes you must embrace the rage,
The poltroon lie, the fibbers side with the sly,
They never did have the backbone to do what's right,
To stand, to fight!
Purge the blight!!
Riot until the lie has died!!!!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

Liars and fibbers

V1
You wanna talk about who hurt who???
Snap!!

You wanna talk about who feels used??
Fact!!
( Like you haven't a clue)

You wanna talk about who's heart turned black???
Sank!!!

I only came back to give you one last stab!
Smack!!!
Let's just say, I felt I owed me, you that!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
To cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

V2
Put this courtship on your most urgent to do list!!!
Tact!

This offer is temporary, so hurry, choose?
Act!

I earnestly urge you grab with both hands...
Latch!

Time will decay this olive branch,
Crack!

Nothing perpetuates without nutrients to nurture who you are to me, who I am to you!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
To cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

V3

We both made mistakes..
The last time!
You walked away.. neglected our ways,
This time!
I called it a day, so you could feel the pain..
Hack!!!

Time???
Time to decide..
This is the last chance... To make things..
Right!!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
Won't cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

Last chance, to be friends


Latest Uploads

V1
Feel the beat.. boom... Boom
Feel the heat... Boom.. boom
Feel the sweat, feel the swelter,
As you cave under pressure..
I will endeavour... As you render..

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!

V2
I'll be swole, I'll be cold, I'll become frozen stone,
I won't thaw... Boom... Boom..
I won't melt.. boom.. boom...
As you plunder in the snow,
I won't blunder, I was built for Baltic terrors.

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!

V3
Here we remain! Here I was born!
This is where I belong,
if not for valor, if not for god,
For what is your home, for your own,
what else is worth your staunch!
It's what I got! It's what my soul wants,
my oath, my onus, my flesh and bone!
This I know.. boom... Boom

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!!!

Until it goes boom

V1
Knowing Everybody lies, does it make you revile?
Hell yeah well, with ire, burning my fabricated attire.
.
How Acute is your puke, makes me rebuke!
You haven't reflected for one moment,
on what it is you spew.

Time from time we all blur the lines,
But how malign is your minds eye,

I Will determine, the extent I freely despise.
Based on what entitlement, your granted to trample my life!

B1
Liars!!!!
Tarring our new born, with a legacy, they did not deserve!
Fibbers!!!
Citing surnames, so you can appoint blame for history, we did not see!!
I will not bear your sophistry!!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

V2
Don't bawl to me, lets say...
It doesn't penetrate what's beneath,

Thanks, serpentine fiend, for your deceit,
Invidiously I've become numb, I don't weep!

The symptom of empathy, no longer cripples my spleen, it petered out yesterday,
oh wait that's a memory,
I'm your indefinite modern paragon,
Of a breed that doesn't bow down to scurvy!

I typify the curse, of blood lust,
Now the remedy to your current enmity,
Shockingly the cure to societies dilemma with the scuzzy!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

V3
This Choking civility.
Has you on your knees!

When the lord swore,
Do not wield the sword,

on thy neighbor,
Not the hordes!

No one said let the demons reign,
Sometimes you must embrace the rage,
The poltroon lie, the fibbers side with the sly,
They never did have the backbone to do what's right,
To stand, to fight!
Purge the blight!!
Riot until the lie has died!!!!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

Liars and fibbers

V1
You wanna talk about who hurt who???
Snap!!

You wanna talk about who feels used??
Fact!!
( Like you haven't a clue)

You wanna talk about who's heart turned black???
Sank!!!

I only came back to give you one last stab!
Smack!!!
Let's just say, I felt I owed me, you that!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
To cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

V2
Put this courtship on your most urgent to do list!!!
Tact!

This offer is temporary, so hurry, choose?
Act!

I earnestly urge you grab with both hands...
Latch!

Time will decay this olive branch,
Crack!

Nothing perpetuates without nutrients to nurture who you are to me, who I am to you!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
To cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

V3

We both made mistakes..
The last time!
You walked away.. neglected our ways,
This time!
I called it a day, so you could feel the pain..
Hack!!!

Time???
Time to decide..
This is the last chance... To make things..
Right!!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
Won't cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

Last chance, to be friends

V1
This hatred, you've created,
You contrived a storm in my eyes!!
Slandering my home, cursing it with lies.

I Should of known, that tone, pitiful guise,
How could so many be so blind..
Your here to desecrate out of spite,

Giving into empathy, made us unwise,
Once they had a foot in our door,
A nuance in their smile, their derision revived,

Now distinct the difference in rapport,
Knew it Was niggling at me, at my core,
I should of exposed their scorn...

Ch
This blame game,
This shame game,
You've got me raging in my cage,
Dredging up the past, it's a laugh,
Its hate all the same,

Why unfurl such disdain,
Unless you mimic what you slate,
Enrage me!
This projected disgrace,
The issue is yourself!
Time you contemplate,
Scathe me again!

No more blaming, no more shaming,
I'm back to slay you waywardness lambs!
Was reigniting my rage your plan?

V2
As though it was yesterday,
Oh wait, what occurred centuries ago,
Your claims of persecution, you declaim,
Are your woes,
So you were there in person??
I don't think so,
Dare I ask what is it I owe?
You ask reparations, I think no!

Ch
This blame game,
This shame game,
You've got me raging in my cage,
Dredging up the past, it's a laugh,
Its hate all the same,

Why unfurl such disdain,
Unless you mimic what you slate,
Enrage me!
This projected disgrace,
The issue is yourself!
Time you contemplate.
Scathe me again!

No more blaming, no more shaming,
I'm back to slay you waywardness lambs!
Was reigniting my rage your plan??

V3
This guilt trip, you try, to place around my neck,
With spouting opinions that didn't pass the test,
This sinister trick, giving me lip,
you think makes you hip, man...

Stifling on what you spit,
You superficial prick!
Nothing you say sticks,
Get a grip! You misguided trivial bitch!

I Won't have you revile me.... No more.....
I won't have you gas lighting... The law...
I have no reason to stone.
My words pierce the soul.

V4
Blame me
Enrage me...
Shame me
Scathe me....
Set alight my flame, utilise my pain!
Your refueling my brain, I'm enraged!!
This is what you sought... Fine!
Fire in my mind.... Fine!
I'll give you what you awe!!
A fight worth dying for!
I am here to break your thrall!
Go on Enrage me more and more!
You will fall!

Ch
This blame game,
This shame game,
You've got me raging in my cage,
Dredging up the past, it's a laugh,
Its hate all the same,

Why unfurl such disdain,
Unless you mimic what you slate,
Enrage me!
This projected disgrace,
The issue is yourself!
Time you contemplate.
Scathe me again!

No more blaming, no more shaming,
I'm back to slay you waywardness lambs!
Was reigniting my rage your plan??

My rage, your plan

V1
The People skulking, your always the same,
I'm asking, beseech you, enemies refrain,
the games your playing, its insane.

It's the same polemic you state,
Its rife, everyday,
This life is grey,
The nimbus is following me, once again.

Chorus

Enemies playing games,
Choosing to deface your faith,
Losing your way. Losing your grace.
Condemning the human race,

Enemies playing games,
Your gonna regret your dying breath,
Your torment, I promise will come next,
Ill ensure your descent,

You'll bear the infernal fate, if you persist your fray...
Quit Playing your games!!

V2
When will they learn, the tide will turn,
When will they foresee, it's their turn to bleed.

Playing with the arts,
Thinking they have smarts,
It means nothing in the dark.

I will leave, leave them recede,
Let them bear the fear, The anguish is near,
Let the horror engulf their mentality,
Ravish them, Prodigiously....

Chorus

Enemies playing games,
Choosing to deface your faith,
Losing your way. Losing your grace.
Condemning the human race,

Enemies playing games,
Your gonna regret your dying breath,
Your torment, I promise will come next,
Ill ensure your descent,

You'll bear the infernal fate, if you persist your fray...
Quit Playing your games!!


V3
Your humanity is aflame,
Choosing to sully the righteous name,
You'll find no peace in this disdain.
Keep incurring this excruciating pain.
I'm claiming your grave,

The games your playing, goes without saying..
Keep paving the way, to be eternally slain,
the devil knows your name.

Enemies playing games!!
Keep filling your face,
Keep stabbing that plate.
You'll never sate!
Play your games!
Your destiny has a scheduled date!!

Chorus

Enemies playing games,
Choosing to deface your faith,
Losing your way. Losing your grace.
Condemning the human race,

Enemies playing games,
Your gonna regret your dying breath,
Your torment, I promise will come next,
Ill ensure your descent,

You'll bear the infernal fate, if you persist your fray...
Quit Playing your games!!

Enemies..
Check mate!

Enemies playing games

V1
One man's trash is another man's treasure,
One man's loss is another man's gain,
Ones humble abode,
Can be another's broken home,
It only takes one mistake!!

In reflection..
What will lead you to satisfaction,
Are you willing to do anything it takes???
What is the risk, what if you fail!!
What is the price you pay?

Ch
I'm not willing to defy you,
But I'm waiting for you to say,
You know I've always been behind you?
But you knew that this would happen one day?

The risk will be too high, too high for me to shake,
A stake that will break whats between us,
Is the risk I'm not willing to take!!

I'm circumspect, for fear ill lose you!!
I'm circumspect, ill always choose you,
Your a risk I can't make, never to this day!
I'm circumspect stained!

V2
Where there is damnation,
There's a road to salvation,
Where there is a locked door,
There's an open window to escape from,
Dodge the horrors of the outlaws!!
You don't need the escapades,
Choose reflection, to choose direction,
You can still have fun, without being on the run,
Be prepared for errors, the risks you may face!!

Ch
I'm not willing to defy you,
But I'm waiting for you to say,
You know I've always been behind you?
But you knew that this would happen one day?

The risk will be too high, too high for me to shake,
A stake that will break whats between us,
Is the risk I'm not willing to take!!

I'm circumspect, for fear ill lose you!!
I'm circumspect, ill always choose you,
Your a risk I can't make, never to this day!
I'm circumspect stained!

V3
One man's ideal harmony,
is another's tedious purgatory,
what we seek, what we sought,
what we discern as we wrought our thoughts,
Can you be bought!

Always avoid the jagged edges and steep bends, Walk the line the best we can.
Did the plain sailing serve us well??
Only time will tell!

But we all hear the same ringing of the reapers bell.
Do you question where your soul will rest,
In heaven or hell? Did you risk this as well???

Ch
I'm not willing to defy you,
But I'm waiting for you to say,
You know I've always been behind you?
But you knew that this would happen one day?

The risk will be too high, too high for me to shake,
A stake that will break whats between us,
Is the risk I'm not willing to take!!

I'm circumspect, for fear ill lose you!!
I'm circumspect, ill always choose you,
Your a risk I can't make, never to this day!
I'm circumspect stained!

Circumspect

V1
We started this undertaking, our awakening,
We started on the same page,
Felt I could read you, we were see through,
Like transparency we were the same,

But then it came, this need for change,
you chose the road, to mold, a crevice in our souls,
Lead you to your fall, we were two no more,
Something we had known,
since the day we were born. Was gone!

Ch
The hardship of time,
Always leaves me behind,
Leaves me screaming why?
Why must Everything depart, dissipate and die!

The hardship in my mind,
Feels like life is a landslide.
That we can't escape! We can't scale! We can't evade, the descent of our days!

Damn this hardship of time!
That weighs on your spine!
In This transient existence called life!

V2
Nothing but the precipice you face,
Nothing but the hardship you remember.
Once you mature in age,
It dawn's on you your fate,
A headstone with no name,
A lonely desolate grave,
This is the same destiny that awaits every existing being, no matter what you believe in.

Ch
The hardship of time,
Always leaves me behind,
Leaves me screaming why?
Why must Everything depart, dissipate and die!

The hardship in my mind,
Feels like life is a landslide.
That we can't escape! We can't scale! We can't evade, the descent of our days!

Damn this hardship of time!
That weighs on your spine!
In This transient existence called life!

V3
So in my latest blunder,
I fell from grace and hunger,
All I planned was turned upside down.
With that so much was lost and found.
But nothing saturates the soul, than the hardships of mortal woes. With time dictating our growth.
You can't escape your ghosts.

Ch
The hardship of time,
Always leaves me behind,
Leaves me screaming why?
Why must Everything depart, dissipate and die!

The hardship in my mind,
Feels like life is a landslide.
That we can't escape! We can't scale! We can't evade, the descent of our days!

Damn this hardship of time!
That weighs on your spine!
In This transient existence called life!

V4
Look in the mirror over your shoulder,
Until you no longer wonder or wander,
Make sense of this farrago of numbers,
You'll finally reap what you sew,
No longer reaching for endless goals,
You'll finally achieve repose.
Let time be a hardship no more!

Hardship of time

V1
The eagles have flown,
The fledglings have left the nest,
It's better to move on,
Than live in the past with regrets,
You said you were home,
But I knew better than that,
You could never stay and face the aftermath,
My heart found equanimity in this animosity,
I always loved your generosity,
This realization has me aspiring to dare to dream.

Ch
I'm breathing, I'm relishing what I feel,
This sensation elating me,
I'm free, I'm at peace, ohhh ataraxy,

Euphoria soothing my soul,
The world has relief and I've let go,
Once again I embody all that's holy, ohhh ataraxy,

You extricate me from within, completely.
I am calmly serene. Ataraxy.

V2
The eye of the storm had us torn,
The atmosphere relapsed,
Left us marred, but now has been restored,
The sight of the stars, we gasp,
And the climate change has petered away,
Nature can breathe at last,
The lessons we learned, the knowledge we churned,
Gives us a better chance,
To make better use of our smarts,
I know you'll do just that.

Ch
I'm breathing, I'm relishing what I feel,
This sensation elating me,
I'm free, I'm at peace, ohhh ataraxy,

Euphoria soothing my soul,
The world has relief and I've let go,
Once again I embody all that's holy, ohhh ataraxy,

You extricate me from within, completely.
I am calmly serene. Ataraxy.

V3
You were always the one, but I've let go of that.
Your spirit reborn, and now your aplomb,
I can make peace with that,
I've made my prayers and I'm happy at last.
The zen I feel, this ataraxy, I am in repose.

Ch
I'm breathing, I'm relishing what I feel,
This sensation elating me,
I'm free, I'm at peace, ohhh ataraxy,

Euphoria soothing my soul,
The world has relief and I've let go,
Once again I embody all that's holy, ohhh ataraxy,

You extricate me from within, completely.
I am calmly serene. Ataraxy.

Ataraxy

My Uploads

V1
Feel the beat.. boom... Boom
Feel the heat... Boom.. boom
Feel the sweat, feel the swelter,
As you cave under pressure..
I will endeavour... As you render..

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!

V2
I'll be swole, I'll be cold, I'll become frozen stone,
I won't thaw... Boom... Boom..
I won't melt.. boom.. boom...
As you plunder in the snow,
I won't blunder, I was built for Baltic terrors.

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!

V3
Here we remain! Here I was born!
This is where I belong,
if not for valor, if not for god,
For what is your home, for your own,
what else is worth your staunch!
It's what I got! It's what my soul wants,
my oath, my onus, my flesh and bone!
This I know.. boom... Boom

Ch
Whether the weather is changing,
Climates rearranging,
I'm stating, I am staying, will you do the same??

Defiant to god's rods,
Thunder all you want!!
I swore my heart to this rock!!
Do you know, what it is you pride yourself on??

I am here all the same, until it goes boom!!!

Until it goes boom

V1
Knowing Everybody lies, does it make you revile?
Hell yeah well, with ire, burning my fabricated attire.
.
How Acute is your puke, makes me rebuke!
You haven't reflected for one moment,
on what it is you spew.

Time from time we all blur the lines,
But how malign is your minds eye,

I Will determine, the extent I freely despise.
Based on what entitlement, your granted to trample my life!

B1
Liars!!!!
Tarring our new born, with a legacy, they did not deserve!
Fibbers!!!
Citing surnames, so you can appoint blame for history, we did not see!!
I will not bear your sophistry!!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

V2
Don't bawl to me, lets say...
It doesn't penetrate what's beneath,

Thanks, serpentine fiend, for your deceit,
Invidiously I've become numb, I don't weep!

The symptom of empathy, no longer cripples my spleen, it petered out yesterday,
oh wait that's a memory,
I'm your indefinite modern paragon,
Of a breed that doesn't bow down to scurvy!

I typify the curse, of blood lust,
Now the remedy to your current enmity,
Shockingly the cure to societies dilemma with the scuzzy!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

V3
This Choking civility.
Has you on your knees!

When the lord swore,
Do not wield the sword,

on thy neighbor,
Not the hordes!

No one said let the demons reign,
Sometimes you must embrace the rage,
The poltroon lie, the fibbers side with the sly,
They never did have the backbone to do what's right,
To stand, to fight!
Purge the blight!!
Riot until the lie has died!!!!

Ch
Liars lighting fires,
Fibbers pointing fingers,
Sins of the father, defacing my honour.
It's lunacy.

Mendacity the mockery of honesty,
Why did we condemn our progeny?
Your fibs, your lies, it's all heresy.
It's fallacy.

Don't let them damn your right to thrive!!
Fuck the democracy!

Liars and fibbers

V1
You wanna talk about who hurt who???
Snap!!

You wanna talk about who feels used??
Fact!!
( Like you haven't a clue)

You wanna talk about who's heart turned black???
Sank!!!

I only came back to give you one last stab!
Smack!!!
Let's just say, I felt I owed me, you that!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
To cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

V2
Put this courtship on your most urgent to do list!!!
Tact!

This offer is temporary, so hurry, choose?
Act!

I earnestly urge you grab with both hands...
Latch!

Time will decay this olive branch,
Crack!

Nothing perpetuates without nutrients to nurture who you are to me, who I am to you!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
To cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

V3

We both made mistakes..
The last time!
You walked away.. neglected our ways,
This time!
I called it a day, so you could feel the pain..
Hack!!!

Time???
Time to decide..
This is the last chance... To make things..
Right!!

Ch
This is it! We will, or I won't be!!
If I slit this wrist, or nick my artery,
There's no way.. to recover what I bleed,
Won't cauterize this dark hole, taking hold of me!

This is it! For our old time memories,
If you inflict, another lesion, again,
This is it! This is the end of we.

No tourniquet can keep out this toxicity,
No way, to iron out this bitter crease!
There's no way.. to recover from this resentful misery!

This is the final attempt!
This is my final friend request!
This is the last chance, to be friends!

Last chance, to be friends

V1
This hatred, you've created,
You contrived a storm in my eyes!!
Slandering my home, cursing it with lies.

I Should of known, that tone, pitiful guise,
How could so many be so blind..
Your here to desecrate out of spite,

Giving into empathy, made us unwise,
Once they had a foot in our door,
A nuance in their smile, their derision revived,

Now distinct the difference in rapport,
Knew it Was niggling at me, at my core,
I should of exposed their scorn...

Ch
This blame game,
This shame game,
You've got me raging in my cage,
Dredging up the past, it's a laugh,
Its hate all the same,

Why unfurl such disdain,
Unless you mimic what you slate,
Enrage me!
This projected disgrace,
The issue is yourself!
Time you contemplate,
Scathe me again!

No more blaming, no more shaming,
I'm back to slay you waywardness lambs!
Was reigniting my rage your plan?

V2
As though it was yesterday,
Oh wait, what occurred centuries ago,
Your claims of persecution, you declaim,
Are your woes,
So you were there in person??
I don't think so,
Dare I ask what is it I owe?
You ask reparations, I think no!

Ch
This blame game,
This shame game,
You've got me raging in my cage,
Dredging up the past, it's a laugh,
Its hate all the same,

Why unfurl such disdain,
Unless you mimic what you slate,
Enrage me!
This projected disgrace,
The issue is yourself!
Time you contemplate.
Scathe me again!

No more blaming, no more shaming,
I'm back to slay you waywardness lambs!
Was reigniting my rage your plan??

V3
This guilt trip, you try, to place around my neck,
With spouting opinions that didn't pass the test,
This sinister trick, giving me lip,
you think makes you hip, man...

Stifling on what you spit,
You superficial prick!
Nothing you say sticks,
Get a grip! You misguided trivial bitch!

I Won't have you revile me.... No more.....
I won't have you gas lighting... The law...
I have no reason to stone.
My words pierce the soul.

V4
Blame me
Enrage me...
Shame me
Scathe me....
Set alight my flame, utilise my pain!
Your refueling my brain, I'm enraged!!
This is what you sought... Fine!
Fire in my mind.... Fine!
I'll give you what you awe!!
A fight worth dying for!
I am here to break your thrall!
Go on Enrage me more and more!
You will fall!

Ch
This blame game,
This shame game,
You've got me raging in my cage,
Dredging up the past, it's a laugh,
Its hate all the same,

Why unfurl such disdain,
Unless you mimic what you slate,
Enrage me!
This projected disgrace,
The issue is yourself!
Time you contemplate.
Scathe me again!

No more blaming, no more shaming,
I'm back to slay you waywardness lambs!
Was reigniting my rage your plan??

My rage, your plan

V1
The People skulking, your always the same,
I'm asking, beseech you, enemies refrain,
the games your playing, its insane.

It's the same polemic you state,
Its rife, everyday,
This life is grey,
The nimbus is following me, once again.

Chorus

Enemies playing games,
Choosing to deface your faith,
Losing your way. Losing your grace.
Condemning the human race,

Enemies playing games,
Your gonna regret your dying breath,
Your torment, I promise will come next,
Ill ensure your descent,

You'll bear the infernal fate, if you persist your fray...
Quit Playing your games!!

V2
When will they learn, the tide will turn,
When will they foresee, it's their turn to bleed.

Playing with the arts,
Thinking they have smarts,
It means nothing in the dark.

I will leave, leave them recede,
Let them bear the fear, The anguish is near,
Let the horror engulf their mentality,
Ravish them, Prodigiously....

Chorus

Enemies playing games,
Choosing to deface your faith,
Losing your way. Losing your grace.
Condemning the human race,

Enemies playing games,
Your gonna regret your dying breath,
Your torment, I promise will come next,
Ill ensure your descent,

You'll bear the infernal fate, if you persist your fray...
Quit Playing your games!!


V3
Your humanity is aflame,
Choosing to sully the righteous name,
You'll find no peace in this disdain.
Keep incurring this excruciating pain.
I'm claiming your grave,

The games your playing, goes without saying..
Keep paving the way, to be eternally slain,
the devil knows your name.

Enemies playing games!!
Keep filling your face,
Keep stabbing that plate.
You'll never sate!
Play your games!
Your destiny has a scheduled date!!

Chorus

Enemies playing games,
Choosing to deface your faith,
Losing your way. Losing your grace.
Condemning the human race,

Enemies playing games,
Your gonna regret your dying breath,
Your torment, I promise will come next,
Ill ensure your descent,

You'll bear the infernal fate, if you persist your fray...
Quit Playing your games!!

Enemies..
Check mate!

Enemies playing games

V1
One man's trash is another man's treasure,
One man's loss is another man's gain,
Ones humble abode,
Can be another's broken home,
It only takes one mistake!!

In reflection..
What will lead you to satisfaction,
Are you willing to do anything it takes???
What is the risk, what if you fail!!
What is the price you pay?

Ch
I'm not willing to defy you,
But I'm waiting for you to say,
You know I've always been behind you?
But you knew that this would happen one day?

The risk will be too high, too high for me to shake,
A stake that will break whats between us,
Is the risk I'm not willing to take!!

I'm circumspect, for fear ill lose you!!
I'm circumspect, ill always choose you,
Your a risk I can't make, never to this day!
I'm circumspect stained!

V2
Where there is damnation,
There's a road to salvation,
Where there is a locked door,
There's an open window to escape from,
Dodge the horrors of the outlaws!!
You don't need the escapades,
Choose reflection, to choose direction,
You can still have fun, without being on the run,
Be prepared for errors, the risks you may face!!

Ch
I'm not willing to defy you,
But I'm waiting for you to say,
You know I've always been behind you?
But you knew that this would happen one day?

The risk will be too high, too high for me to shake,
A stake that will break whats between us,
Is the risk I'm not willing to take!!

I'm circumspect, for fear ill lose you!!
I'm circumspect, ill always choose you,
Your a risk I can't make, never to this day!
I'm circumspect stained!

V3
One man's ideal harmony,
is another's tedious purgatory,
what we seek, what we sought,
what we discern as we wrought our thoughts,
Can you be bought!

Always avoid the jagged edges and steep bends, Walk the line the best we can.
Did the plain sailing serve us well??
Only time will tell!

But we all hear the same ringing of the reapers bell.
Do you question where your soul will rest,
In heaven or hell? Did you risk this as well???

Ch
I'm not willing to defy you,
But I'm waiting for you to say,
You know I've always been behind you?
But you knew that this would happen one day?

The risk will be too high, too high for me to shake,
A stake that will break whats between us,
Is the risk I'm not willing to take!!

I'm circumspect, for fear ill lose you!!
I'm circumspect, ill always choose you,
Your a risk I can't make, never to this day!
I'm circumspect stained!

Circumspect


About Me

Bio

A simple man, who likes a pint of ale, listening to music, a bit studious at times, with a great fondness for nature and a sensitivity of fauna, opting to be vegetarian, I enjoy following and supporting rugby union, Wales being my native team. Otherwise family and friends is where I find time is best spent.

CV/History

Education level, PhD in cyber threat defense (incompleted)

MSc in computer systems

Last employment, software quality assurance team member for a company called thru point in telephony communications software.

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