Un passé compliquer, des talents enterrés, c'est ici que j'aimerais me relevé pour enfin le partagés.
(Verse 1)
I grew up feeling like a warning sign wearing human skin,
Like every room I walked into already knew I wouldn’t fit in.
People look at me like I’m a problem they don’t want to solve,
like I’m a story written wrong — too broken to evolve.
Shadows whisper sins I never meant to keep,
And somehow they echo louder every time I try to sleep.
They say mistakes don’t shape you, but mine molded every part.
Now even love feels dangerous when it starts.
My parents used my heart as something they could criticize,
Told me I’d never be enough — I learned to shrink to survive.
And if the ones who made me couldn’t love me from the start,
Who else could ever choose someone with a fracture for a heart?
Around good people I feel guilty just for breathing in,
like they pretend I'm welcome while they talk behind a grin.
I say I don’t care — but the truth hits hard and fast,
Every word they throw at me turns present into past.
(Pre-Chorus)
And when I finally feel safe, all I think about is fear,
Trust breaks first — it disappears.
Being left behind feels softer than pretending to belong,
Abandonment became my lullaby, twisted into song.
(Chorus)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Verse 2)
I stayed too long in cold rooms where kindness couldn’t grow,
Where violence moved like weather and affection felt like snow.
Now freedom feels like fear, like something that won’t last,
‘Cause every time I try to heal, my mind replays the past.
I learned pain like a language no one taught me to speak,
I learned sadness like a muscle that grows stronger every week.
Do I feel anything else? I honestly don’t know —
Except when he’s around, when the world softens slow.
But the fears in my lungs don’t want to let me breathe.
They say “he’ll leave first — you better learn how to leave.”
How do I turn this hurt into something I can keep?
How do I build a future when my past runs too deep?
Thoughts crash like waves dragging me underneath,
stealing every breath before I even get to breathe.
I see a future full of stars, but I’m stuck in a black hole,
trying to save the light inside me before the darkness takes control.
(Pre-Chorus)
I keep reaching out with hands that shake,
Trying to rebuild the parts they tried to break.
I want to be the version of me they’ve never seen —
But my history fights back like it's stuck in between.
(Chorus)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Bridge)
If I’m too different to be loved, then tell me why I still crave touch,
Why someone “so wrong” can still feel this much.
Maybe the darkness in me isn’t evil — just misunderstood,
Maybe I’m not broken… just badly carved from childhood.
(Verse 3)
I’m trying to make peace with the echo inside my chest,
with the parts of me that fear love, and the parts that love best.
Some days I feel human, some days I feel erased,
like I’m a poem unfinished, missing lines they misplaced.
But somewhere in the silence, something small survives —
A tired hope whispering through the cracks of my life.
And maybe — just maybe — I’m not the villain in this tale,
Maybe I’m a damaged angel learning how not to fail.
(Chorus Final)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Outro)
I’m bruised,
I’m strange,
I’m heavier than most hearts can hold —
But maybe the wrong kind of angel
Still deserves a place to unfold.
(Verse 1)
She wakes up to the same sound every morning — the crying of her child,
A life built from routine, a world where dreams go to hide.
Coffee burns, dishes pile, she stares out through the blinds,
Wondering if her life slipped away, or if she just stopped trying.
She used to paint skies on her ceiling, now it’s cracks she counts,
Used to believe in love, now she just doubts.
Her reflection looks older than her years would allow,
Another night with no one asking “How are you now?”
Bills on the table, past on replay,
He left with a note, and not much to say.
Her mother stopped calling, her friends moved away,
She’s the ghost of herself in yesterday’s grey.
Toys on the floor, tears she hides in the sound,
She whispers “I’m okay” when no one’s around.
Keeps telling herself this is just a phase,
But the mirror never lies — it just decays.
(Pre-Chorus)
Still she sings her son to sleep,
Still she smiles when her voice starts to break.
Still she dreams of what she’ll never reach,
Still she hopes — ‘cause what else can she fake?
(Chorus)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Verse 2)
She once wrote stories in notebooks under her bed,
Now it’s grocery lists and words left unsaid.
She wanted to build empires, she ended up small,
Cleaning up dreams from the hallway wall.
The world moves fast, she’s stuck in pause,
No medals for the tears, no applause.
But still she laughs for her child’s sake,
Still she cooks, still she prays, still she breaks.
Midnight comes — she scrolls her phone,
Everyone living, she dies alone.
Every post feels like another scar,
Everyone shining, she’s where they aren’t.
But she hides her pain behind cheap perfume,
Pretends the silence doesn’t fill the room.
Her worth feels like a fading sound,
In a life that never turned around.
(Chorus)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Verse 3 —)
She met someone once — kind eyes, quiet tone,
But every smile felt like stepping on unknown stone.
She’s afraid of love, afraid of the fall,
Afraid that history’s waiting behind each wall.
She builds her boundaries with trembling hands,
Every gesture feels like sinking sand.
How can you trust when you’ve drowned before?
When forever sounds like a closing door?
He says he understands, but she doesn’t believe,
Because promises sound like ghosts that deceive.
She wants to feel, but fear won’t let go,
So she stays halfway between yes and no.
She whispers “maybe someday” into her scars,
But someday feels galaxies apart.
(Bridge)
But deep inside, a fire still burns,
A quiet voice that whispers, “It’s your turn.”
To rise from the dust, to start again,
To rebuild from the cracks, not the pain.
Maybe one day her son will see,
That strength was her silent legacy.
That love didn’t die — it just changed its face,
And she wore it like armor, full of grace.
(Chorus —)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Outro — Spoken)
She smiles in the dark,
Not because it’s better,
But because she finally learned —
Even alone, she matters.
(Verse 1)
I grew up feeling like a warning sign wearing human skin,
Like every room I walked into already knew I wouldn’t fit in.
People look at me like I’m a problem they don’t want to solve,
like I’m a story written wrong — too broken to evolve.
Shadows whisper sins I never meant to keep,
And somehow they echo louder every time I try to sleep.
They say mistakes don’t shape you, but mine molded every part.
Now even love feels dangerous when it starts.
My parents used my heart as something they could criticize,
Told me I’d never be enough — I learned to shrink to survive.
And if the ones who made me couldn’t love me from the start,
Who else could ever choose someone with a fracture for a heart?
Around good people I feel guilty just for breathing in,
like they pretend I'm welcome while they talk behind a grin.
I say I don’t care — but the truth hits hard and fast,
Every word they throw at me turns present into past.
(Pre-Chorus)
And when I finally feel safe, all I think about is fear,
Trust breaks first — it disappears.
Being left behind feels softer than pretending to belong,
Abandonment became my lullaby, twisted into song.
(Chorus)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Verse 2)
I stayed too long in cold rooms where kindness couldn’t grow,
Where violence moved like weather and affection felt like snow.
Now freedom feels like fear, like something that won’t last,
‘Cause every time I try to heal, my mind replays the past.
I learned pain like a language no one taught me to speak,
I learned sadness like a muscle that grows stronger every week.
Do I feel anything else? I honestly don’t know —
Except when he’s around, when the world softens slow.
But the fears in my lungs don’t want to let me breathe.
They say “he’ll leave first — you better learn how to leave.”
How do I turn this hurt into something I can keep?
How do I build a future when my past runs too deep?
Thoughts crash like waves dragging me underneath,
stealing every breath before I even get to breathe.
I see a future full of stars, but I’m stuck in a black hole,
trying to save the light inside me before the darkness takes control.
(Pre-Chorus)
I keep reaching out with hands that shake,
Trying to rebuild the parts they tried to break.
I want to be the version of me they’ve never seen —
But my history fights back like it's stuck in between.
(Chorus)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Bridge)
If I’m too different to be loved, then tell me why I still crave touch,
Why someone “so wrong” can still feel this much.
Maybe the darkness in me isn’t evil — just misunderstood,
Maybe I’m not broken… just badly carved from childhood.
(Verse 3)
I’m trying to make peace with the echo inside my chest,
with the parts of me that fear love, and the parts that love best.
Some days I feel human, some days I feel erased,
like I’m a poem unfinished, missing lines they misplaced.
But somewhere in the silence, something small survives —
A tired hope whispering through the cracks of my life.
And maybe — just maybe — I’m not the villain in this tale,
Maybe I’m a damaged angel learning how not to fail.
(Chorus Final)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Outro)
I’m bruised,
I’m strange,
I’m heavier than most hearts can hold —
But maybe the wrong kind of angel
Still deserves a place to unfold.
(Verse 1)
She wakes up to the same sound every morning — the crying of her child,
A life built from routine, a world where dreams go to hide.
Coffee burns, dishes pile, she stares out through the blinds,
Wondering if her life slipped away, or if she just stopped trying.
She used to paint skies on her ceiling, now it’s cracks she counts,
Used to believe in love, now she just doubts.
Her reflection looks older than her years would allow,
Another night with no one asking “How are you now?”
Bills on the table, past on replay,
He left with a note, and not much to say.
Her mother stopped calling, her friends moved away,
She’s the ghost of herself in yesterday’s grey.
Toys on the floor, tears she hides in the sound,
She whispers “I’m okay” when no one’s around.
Keeps telling herself this is just a phase,
But the mirror never lies — it just decays.
(Pre-Chorus)
Still she sings her son to sleep,
Still she smiles when her voice starts to break.
Still she dreams of what she’ll never reach,
Still she hopes — ‘cause what else can she fake?
(Chorus)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Verse 2)
She once wrote stories in notebooks under her bed,
Now it’s grocery lists and words left unsaid.
She wanted to build empires, she ended up small,
Cleaning up dreams from the hallway wall.
The world moves fast, she’s stuck in pause,
No medals for the tears, no applause.
But still she laughs for her child’s sake,
Still she cooks, still she prays, still she breaks.
Midnight comes — she scrolls her phone,
Everyone living, she dies alone.
Every post feels like another scar,
Everyone shining, she’s where they aren’t.
But she hides her pain behind cheap perfume,
Pretends the silence doesn’t fill the room.
Her worth feels like a fading sound,
In a life that never turned around.
(Chorus)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Verse 3 —)
She met someone once — kind eyes, quiet tone,
But every smile felt like stepping on unknown stone.
She’s afraid of love, afraid of the fall,
Afraid that history’s waiting behind each wall.
She builds her boundaries with trembling hands,
Every gesture feels like sinking sand.
How can you trust when you’ve drowned before?
When forever sounds like a closing door?
He says he understands, but she doesn’t believe,
Because promises sound like ghosts that deceive.
She wants to feel, but fear won’t let go,
So she stays halfway between yes and no.
She whispers “maybe someday” into her scars,
But someday feels galaxies apart.
(Bridge)
But deep inside, a fire still burns,
A quiet voice that whispers, “It’s your turn.”
To rise from the dust, to start again,
To rebuild from the cracks, not the pain.
Maybe one day her son will see,
That strength was her silent legacy.
That love didn’t die — it just changed its face,
And she wore it like armor, full of grace.
(Chorus —)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Outro — Spoken)
She smiles in the dark,
Not because it’s better,
But because she finally learned —
Even alone, she matters.
(Verse 1)
I searched for you in empty rooms,
In shadows, in strangers, in fragile moons.
Every face blurred, every touch was wrong,
I was a verse without a song.
Losing you was like losing the map,
Walking blind through a world gone black.
But the moment I saw you again,
It was like the sun rose from my chest within.
Your eyes weren’t just eyes—they were keys,
Unlocking pieces I thought I’d never see.
You weren’t just someone I once adored,
You were the missing breath I was fighting for.
All the broken nights rewrote themselves,
Every silence screamed, “we belong as well.”
And when you said my name,
It was forgiveness wrapped back in our flame.
(Pre-Chorus)
Your voice touched me deeper than skin,
A single word unmade where I’d been.
Love didn’t vanish, it just hid its face,
Waiting for the right embrace.
(Chorus)
We came back like fire through the night,
Like stars colliding, setting the sky alight.
You held me and it felt divine,
The first truth I’d ever hold as mine.
In your arms, the world makes sense,
Every wound turned to innocence.
We broke, we bled, we lost, we burned.
But tonight, we returned.
(Verse 2)
Your kiss was thunder dressed as rain,
Crashing through and cleansing pain.
Our bodies spoke in sacred tongues,
Two galaxies where the stars are young.
Every touch was a rebirth,
Every breath rewrote our worth.
The sheets caught fire with every sigh,
Explosions written across our sky.
It wasn’t lust, it wasn’t need,
It was a vow that we both believed.
Your kiss was gravity pulling me home,
Your touch the spark that rewrote my bones.
In the dark we found constellations,
Every sigh a galaxy in motion.
Bodies tangled, souls set free,
It wasn’t lust—it was eternity.
The kind of love that kills the past,
And makes the broken pieces last.
(Bridge)
You whispered “I love you” into my scars,
And it healed what distance tore apart.
It didn’t sound rehearsed, or borrowed, or wrong—
It was the first I love you that ever felt strong.
We burned out once, but not tonight,
We rose from ashes, turned pain to light.
(Chorus)
We came back like fire through the night,
Like stars colliding, setting the sky alight.
You held me back and it felt divine,
The first truth I’d ever hold as mine.
In your arms, the world makes sense,
Every wound turned to innocence.
We broke, we bled, we lost, we burned
But tonight, we returned.
(Verse 4)
No goodbye could erase what we are,
No silence can outshine our star.
We are the poem unfinished before,
Now complete, now something more.
I found myself the moment I found you,
A reflection in love’s sharper truth.
Every step apart was a lesson written,
Every scar a doorway we had to step in.
(Outro)
And now,
When you hold me close, it doesn’t fade,
It doesn’t fracture, it doesn’t break.
It feels eternal, fierce, and true,
A love that died… just to be renewed.
We broke, we bled, we lost, we burned
But tonight…
we returned.
Intro
Bitch, move
I don’t have no time to waste
If you want me that much
Then come and get me if you can
Baby, come
I’m tired of this mess
Let’s stop playing games
We have life to spend
On each other arms, that’s where it began
Let’s end up like that Only if we went…
Verse 1
I’m done with the drama, I’m done with the noise
Everybody wants a piece but they don’t hear my voice
I’ve been bleeding through the cracks, hiding pain in the folds
Every truth that I spit feels too heavy to hold
I ain’t chasing validation, I ain’t begging for hands
If you want me in your life, better come with a plan
I’m not built for the shallow, not a temporary trend If we start this together,
then it’s ride to the end
Hook (Refrain)
Don’t play with my heart, I’m not a game to win
I’ve been fighting these wars I keep buried within
If you want all of me, then you better stand strong
‘Cause I’ve carried this pain on my back too long
No more lies, no excuses, I’m breaking the chain
If we fall, then we fall, but we don’t die in vain
If we rise, then we rise with the fire inside
And I swear I won’t run, I got nothing to hide
Verse 2
I’ve been locked in my head like a cell with no key
Every promise that they made turned to smoke, can’t you see?
I don’t trust words easy, I don’t fall for the fake
If your love is just a mask, then it’s more than I can take
I’ve been drowning in regret, I’ve been buried in shame
But I’d rather bleed truth than be caught in the same
You say you want forever? Then show me you do
‘Cause I’ve lost too much time being lied to by fools
Hook (Refrain)
Don’t play with my heart, I’m not a game to win
I’ve been fighting these wars I keep buried within
If you want all of me, then you better stand strong
‘Cause I’ve carried this pain on my back too long No more lies, no excuses,
I’m breaking the chain
If we fall, then we fall, but we don’t die in vain
If we rise, then we rise with the fire inside
And I swear I won’t run, I got nothing to hide
Bridge (Variation)
Bitch, move…
I don’t got no time to waste
If you want me that much
Then come and get me if you can
Baby, come…
I’m tired of this mess
Let’s stop playing games
We have life to spend
On each other arms, that’s where it began
Let’s end up like that— Only if we went…
Verse 3
This ain’t love if it’s hollow, this ain’t real if it’s weak
I need more than just words, I need actions that speak
Every scar that I show is a map of my fight
Every tear that I shed is a flame in the night
So if you’re walking with me, don’t be scared of the dark
I don’t need perfect love, I need truth from the heart
We can burn, we can break, we can bleed, we can bend
But I’d rather die real than pretend to the end
Final Hook (Refrain)
Don’t play with my heart, I’m not a game to win
I’ve been fighting these wars I keep buried within
If you want all of me, then you better stand strong
‘Cause I’ve carried this pain on my back too long No more lies, no excuses,
I’m breaking the chain
If we fall, then we fall, but we don’t die in vain
If we rise, then we rise with the fire inside
And I swear I won’t run, I got nothing to hide
[Verse 1]
Things started changing like seasons we forgot to name,
You don’t look at me the same — just shadows in your flame.
Back then, your eyes held stars and truth I could believe,
Now they barely glance at me before you turn to leave.
We were safe once — soft whispers in the dark,
Now there’s tension in your breath, silence where there was spark.
You pick up your phone, call your mother again,
While I’m sitting in the kitchen, wondering when we began to end.
Do you even want to fix this? Or is it too far gone?
Are we breaking in silence just playing along?
You push me away like love is a burden,
But I still want to be the one you turn to when the world’s uncertain.
[Pre-Chorus]
Should I have begged you to stay when your hands let go?
Or would you have left anyway, just slower, more cold?
You took the car, you took the calm —
Left me drowning in the echoes, far from your arms.
[Chorus]
And now, forever feels like a curse, not a vow,
A promise broken by the silence we allow.
The bed is cold, your side’s erased,
Empty air where I used to trace
The rhythm of your breath, your name in my chest —
Now all I hold is pain and regret.
You were my always — until always meant never.
And I’m stuck here loving you… alone, in Forever.
[Verse 2]
Arguments became our only form of touch,
Even your silence started feeling too much.
I see your eyes — they burn right through,
Not with love, but like I’m someone you once knew.
Chairs pushed, words thrown like knives,
And I collapse under the weight of our past lives.
The memories don’t let me sleep at night,
And I’m scared to reach, scared you’ll pull back again,
How do I fix something you don’t want to mend?
Can we talk, like we used to at midnight in the mirror,
When your laugh was the only sound I’d hear?
[Pre-Chorus]
We used to talk for hours, now we talk in sighs,
I still hear your voice in the mirror where truth never lies.
You packed your bags, left your scent in the air,
Now the closet echoes with the clothes no longer there.
I still see us brushing teeth, laughing with no fear,
Now I barely recognize the ghost that appears.
[Chorus]
And now, forever feels like a curse, not a vow,
A promise broken by the silence we allow.
The bed is cold, your side’s erased,
Empty air where I used to trace
The rhythm of your breath, your name in my chest —
Now all I hold is pain and regret.
You were my always — until always meant never.
And I’m stuck here loving you… alone, in Forever.
[Bridge]
Should I have held on longer? Screamed louder when you slipped?
Begged the stars to keep us from this rift?
You left with your things and half of my breath,
Now I sleep in the ruins of what we had left.
In the room where we planned forever — now full of what never began.
“Forever” was carved in the lines of our skin,
But forever, my love, was where the end begins.
[Chorus – Final]
And now, forever feels like a curse, not a vow,
A promise broken by the silence we allow.
The bed is cold, your side’s erased,
Empty air where I used to trace
The rhythm of your breath, your name in my chest —
Now all I hold is pain and regret.
You were my always — until always meant never.
And I’m stuck here loving you… alone, in Forever.
(Verse 1)
Gave my best, but you slipped through light
Offered my soul in the middle of night
Didn’t ask for anything but your skin
A little truth, a place to begin
You build a world and keep me out
Let me floating in quiet doubt
Didn’t trust me—that hurt the most
Phone off, and I kiss your ghost
(Pre-Chorus)
Losing grip in a velvet haze
You dance away in a smoke-filled phase
Listening to our tune
You faded slow under neon moon
(Chorus)
Crying alone in the cold
Back on the bed, breath runs slow
Wishing I could take your fear
Pull your pain right out of here
Heart cracked wide to keep you near
But maybe freedom’s what you need clear
Still our song keeps spinning through
At unison, but not with you
(Verse 2)
Your voice broke through late-night sound
Heard you shake when I wasn’t around
Changed for you in soft replay
Learned to love in a real way
Didn’t want the fall to catch me twice
But your lips keep me up at night
So I turned down all my light
To see yours flicker, fading bright
(Pre-Chorus)
Typing poems on your phone
While I’m replaying what we’ve known
Smoke wraps tears you try to hide
But your eyes scream what you deny
That you love me
(Chorus)
Crying alone in the cold
Back on the bed, breath runs slow
Wishing I could take your fear
Pull your pain right out of here
Heart cracked wide to keep you near
But maybe freedom’s what you need clear
Still our song keeps spinning through
At unison, but not with you
(Bridge)
I can feel what you don’t say
Weightless thoughts you locked away
I’d take the hit to ease your mind
My spine could carry what you hide
You whispered uncertainities into my sleep
I didn’t wake, but I felt it creep
Behind your blue eyes, hesitations burns
I missed the signs before the turn
(Verse 3)
Maybe I was blind in love’s design
Too busy holding what wasn’t mine
Maybe it’s what breaks the thread
Alone again, cold apartment bed
Far from arms that once felt fire
But I stayed here through all desire
Giving the little I had left
Even if it’s not enough, I kept
(Reveal Verse)
Truth is—this love was never wrong
We just ran from it not too long
Fear dressed up in lover’s clothes
Built walls around what we both chose
You were my mirror in a softer tone
But we kept pretending we’re better alone
Two hearts aching in synchronization
Calling it chaos to avoid salvation
What if all this noise was just disguise?
What if love stayed behind your eyes?
We didn’t break—we just withdrew
But I never stopped choosing you
(Outro)
Trying to hold you while you drift away
You act like love but push each day
At unison, with soft intention
But broken love needs no redemption
Still I wish to keep you close
Knowing part of you still knows
There was something more than pain—
Come back for hold back my hand
At unison, in the rain.
(Verse 1)
Curled tight in a corner of doubt,
Wishing I could just scream it out.
You ever feel like you’re breaking down?
Crying was all that I had left now.
Nobody hears you when you’re around,
And nobody trusts you when you say it loud.
Told myself I’d be strong by now,
But strength feels fake when you're hollowed out.
I'm bleeding truth in a sea of lies,
Smiling low while my spirit dies.
Mirror cracked, I avoid my glance,
Remember when he punched it—shattered the chance.
My shadow’s stuck in a static dance,
I try to speak but choke instead,
Like he grabbed me there—like I was dead.
Horrible. Yeah, now you stare,
Wrestling ghosts that never care.
In a nightmare that won’t ever end,
Chains of guilt I still defend.
Every breath, it burns my name,
Branded deep in silent shame.
I hide the war behind happy eyes,
A happy smile—But!
No medals here, just silent cries.
(Bridge)
Faith’s a flame that flickers, bends,
In winds that whisper, "this never ends."
I tried to heal with a stitched-up smile,
But the scars still bleed every once in a while.
Can't do it right when your hope feels wrong,
It’s like all I do just comes out down.
Can’t sing light in a darker song,
Still I write ‘cause it’s all I own.
These words are my blood and bone.
(Chorus)
All the voices in my head get loud,
Could you kiss me just to shut them up?
I feel myself fall back down,
Like a lord up alone on his throne.
I wish I could finally stand proud,
But all I can do is cry it loud.
Back in my ways,
Getting through it on my own.
You say you’ll come around,
While I stay against that cold wall.
Their words—yeah, they still haunt,
My dreams, six feet deep and drowned.
Burning the flames of hell’s blind fight,
Of the turmoil that holds me tight,
With my tears coming back now.
(Verse 2)
Screaming in silence, drowning in sound,
Lost in a crowd where I can’t be found.
Fighting these thoughts, round after round.
Hiding the hurt with a paper crown,
Smiling on top while I’m breaking down.
I reach for help, but it never comes,
I'm built by pain in my battlegrounds.
Like a ghost just floating along.
Tracing my pain in lines and ink,
Trying to escape what I barely think.
Memories sting like a serpent’s kiss,
The past won’t fade—it insists I miss.
I built these walls like safety nets,
Lying when it was necessary just to live with it.
But I end up trapped in my regrets.
Every "I’m fine" is a quiet scream for help,
Every tear, a dark whispered secret.
I talk to myself to push it far,
I pace the room like time is war.
Scratching truth from every image,
This ain’t depression—it’s my existence.
My emotions turned to revolution,
My voice became the execution.
A twisted comfort, a silent curse,
Wishing each line would somehow reverse.
They say I’m blessed—they see the shell,
But they don’t hear the scream I quell.
I’m not okay, but I act the part,
Smile on lips, but a grave in my heart.
(Bridge)
Maybe I’m cracked but not destroyed,
Maybe the void just fills the void.
Maybe pain is the price to pay,
I’ve walked blind through my own decay.
But what if scars were never flaws?
What if my flaws rewrite the laws?
Of what it means to rise, to fall,
To break alone... but maybe stand tall?
(Chorus)
All the voices in my head get loud,
Could you kiss me just to shut them up?
I feel myself fall back down,
Like a lord up alone on his throne.
I wish I could finally stand proud,
But all I can do is cry it loud.
Back in my ways,
Getting through it on my own.
You say you’ll come around,
While I stay against that cold wall.
Their words—yeah, they still haunt,
My dreams, six feet deep and drowned.
Burning the flames of hell’s blind fight,
Of the turmoil that holds me tight,
With my tears coming back now.
(Verse 3)
I’m the echo of a prayer never said,
The quiet storm beneath few beds.
Buried deep but still awake,
Smiling just to hide the ache we held.
I wear my trauma like a chain of gold,
Shiny outside, but the weight is cold.
Time don’t heal when it’s weaponized,
Every "you’ll be fine" just multiplies.
Some nights I talk to God, not sure He hears,
My faith’s a murmur trapped in fears.
I scream for peace in a war-torn mind,
But all I find is time rewind.
I see his ghost in the mirror each day,
Beauty wearing my face, fading away.
He smile back, but I know that lie—
It’s the mask I wear to just get by.
They say, "don’t let it win," but it’s already fed,
On dreams I’ve buried and words I’ve bled.
I’m a maze of thoughts with no escape,
Tried to run, but fear reshapes.
I lit a match to burn my past,
But the smoke just made the present last.
If healing’s real, then where’s the sign?
All I’ve found is silence—mine.
(Bridge)
They want a version that plays it safe,
But I’m rage and ruin, shaped by hate.
Smile too tight, hands that shake,
Built from glass, watch me break.
I’ve made a home in panic’s hands,
Turned every fall into a stand.
But the hope stay blurr.
I’m not okay and that’s the truth,
But I won’t lie just to soothe you.
(Final Chorus)
All these voices in my head get loud,
Every thought’s like a thundercloud.
Can’t speak, can’t breathe, can’t make a sound,
Falling fast ‘til I hit the ground.
Alone.
(Verse 1)
I grew up feeling like a warning sign wearing human skin,
Like every room I walked into already knew I wouldn’t fit in.
People look at me like I’m a problem they don’t want to solve,
like I’m a story written wrong — too broken to evolve.
Shadows whisper sins I never meant to keep,
And somehow they echo louder every time I try to sleep.
They say mistakes don’t shape you, but mine molded every part.
Now even love feels dangerous when it starts.
My parents used my heart as something they could criticize,
Told me I’d never be enough — I learned to shrink to survive.
And if the ones who made me couldn’t love me from the start,
Who else could ever choose someone with a fracture for a heart?
Around good people I feel guilty just for breathing in,
like they pretend I'm welcome while they talk behind a grin.
I say I don’t care — but the truth hits hard and fast,
Every word they throw at me turns present into past.
(Pre-Chorus)
And when I finally feel safe, all I think about is fear,
Trust breaks first — it disappears.
Being left behind feels softer than pretending to belong,
Abandonment became my lullaby, twisted into song.
(Chorus)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Verse 2)
I stayed too long in cold rooms where kindness couldn’t grow,
Where violence moved like weather and affection felt like snow.
Now freedom feels like fear, like something that won’t last,
‘Cause every time I try to heal, my mind replays the past.
I learned pain like a language no one taught me to speak,
I learned sadness like a muscle that grows stronger every week.
Do I feel anything else? I honestly don’t know —
Except when he’s around, when the world softens slow.
But the fears in my lungs don’t want to let me breathe.
They say “he’ll leave first — you better learn how to leave.”
How do I turn this hurt into something I can keep?
How do I build a future when my past runs too deep?
Thoughts crash like waves dragging me underneath,
stealing every breath before I even get to breathe.
I see a future full of stars, but I’m stuck in a black hole,
trying to save the light inside me before the darkness takes control.
(Pre-Chorus)
I keep reaching out with hands that shake,
Trying to rebuild the parts they tried to break.
I want to be the version of me they’ve never seen —
But my history fights back like it's stuck in between.
(Chorus)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Bridge)
If I’m too different to be loved, then tell me why I still crave touch,
Why someone “so wrong” can still feel this much.
Maybe the darkness in me isn’t evil — just misunderstood,
Maybe I’m not broken… just badly carved from childhood.
(Verse 3)
I’m trying to make peace with the echo inside my chest,
with the parts of me that fear love, and the parts that love best.
Some days I feel human, some days I feel erased,
like I’m a poem unfinished, missing lines they misplaced.
But somewhere in the silence, something small survives —
A tired hope whispering through the cracks of my life.
And maybe — just maybe — I’m not the villain in this tale,
Maybe I’m a damaged angel learning how not to fail.
(Chorus Final)
I feel trapped in a cage made of things I can’t undo,
Broken wings that never fly, but still want to.
If I’m the wrong kind of angel they refuse to see,
Tell me… is there space in this world for someone like me?
(Outro)
I’m bruised,
I’m strange,
I’m heavier than most hearts can hold —
But maybe the wrong kind of angel
Still deserves a place to unfold.
(Verse 1)
She wakes up to the same sound every morning — the crying of her child,
A life built from routine, a world where dreams go to hide.
Coffee burns, dishes pile, she stares out through the blinds,
Wondering if her life slipped away, or if she just stopped trying.
She used to paint skies on her ceiling, now it’s cracks she counts,
Used to believe in love, now she just doubts.
Her reflection looks older than her years would allow,
Another night with no one asking “How are you now?”
Bills on the table, past on replay,
He left with a note, and not much to say.
Her mother stopped calling, her friends moved away,
She’s the ghost of herself in yesterday’s grey.
Toys on the floor, tears she hides in the sound,
She whispers “I’m okay” when no one’s around.
Keeps telling herself this is just a phase,
But the mirror never lies — it just decays.
(Pre-Chorus)
Still she sings her son to sleep,
Still she smiles when her voice starts to break.
Still she dreams of what she’ll never reach,
Still she hopes — ‘cause what else can she fake?
(Chorus)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Verse 2)
She once wrote stories in notebooks under her bed,
Now it’s grocery lists and words left unsaid.
She wanted to build empires, she ended up small,
Cleaning up dreams from the hallway wall.
The world moves fast, she’s stuck in pause,
No medals for the tears, no applause.
But still she laughs for her child’s sake,
Still she cooks, still she prays, still she breaks.
Midnight comes — she scrolls her phone,
Everyone living, she dies alone.
Every post feels like another scar,
Everyone shining, she’s where they aren’t.
But she hides her pain behind cheap perfume,
Pretends the silence doesn’t fill the room.
Her worth feels like a fading sound,
In a life that never turned around.
(Chorus)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Verse 3 —)
She met someone once — kind eyes, quiet tone,
But every smile felt like stepping on unknown stone.
She’s afraid of love, afraid of the fall,
Afraid that history’s waiting behind each wall.
She builds her boundaries with trembling hands,
Every gesture feels like sinking sand.
How can you trust when you’ve drowned before?
When forever sounds like a closing door?
He says he understands, but she doesn’t believe,
Because promises sound like ghosts that deceive.
She wants to feel, but fear won’t let go,
So she stays halfway between yes and no.
She whispers “maybe someday” into her scars,
But someday feels galaxies apart.
(Bridge)
But deep inside, a fire still burns,
A quiet voice that whispers, “It’s your turn.”
To rise from the dust, to start again,
To rebuild from the cracks, not the pain.
Maybe one day her son will see,
That strength was her silent legacy.
That love didn’t die — it just changed its face,
And she wore it like armor, full of grace.
(Chorus —)
Trapped inside these walls,
Where the echoes never die at all.
Every day bleeds into the same gray view,
She’s fighting ghosts that the light can’t get through.
They say time heals, but what if it lies?
What if the pain just learns to disguise?
She whispers hope into the empty air,
But no one answers, no one’s there.
(Outro — Spoken)
She smiles in the dark,
Not because it’s better,
But because she finally learned —
Even alone, she matters.
(Verse 1)
I searched for you in empty rooms,
In shadows, in strangers, in fragile moons.
Every face blurred, every touch was wrong,
I was a verse without a song.
Losing you was like losing the map,
Walking blind through a world gone black.
But the moment I saw you again,
It was like the sun rose from my chest within.
Your eyes weren’t just eyes—they were keys,
Unlocking pieces I thought I’d never see.
You weren’t just someone I once adored,
You were the missing breath I was fighting for.
All the broken nights rewrote themselves,
Every silence screamed, “we belong as well.”
And when you said my name,
It was forgiveness wrapped back in our flame.
(Pre-Chorus)
Your voice touched me deeper than skin,
A single word unmade where I’d been.
Love didn’t vanish, it just hid its face,
Waiting for the right embrace.
(Chorus)
We came back like fire through the night,
Like stars colliding, setting the sky alight.
You held me and it felt divine,
The first truth I’d ever hold as mine.
In your arms, the world makes sense,
Every wound turned to innocence.
We broke, we bled, we lost, we burned.
But tonight, we returned.
(Verse 2)
Your kiss was thunder dressed as rain,
Crashing through and cleansing pain.
Our bodies spoke in sacred tongues,
Two galaxies where the stars are young.
Every touch was a rebirth,
Every breath rewrote our worth.
The sheets caught fire with every sigh,
Explosions written across our sky.
It wasn’t lust, it wasn’t need,
It was a vow that we both believed.
Your kiss was gravity pulling me home,
Your touch the spark that rewrote my bones.
In the dark we found constellations,
Every sigh a galaxy in motion.
Bodies tangled, souls set free,
It wasn’t lust—it was eternity.
The kind of love that kills the past,
And makes the broken pieces last.
(Bridge)
You whispered “I love you” into my scars,
And it healed what distance tore apart.
It didn’t sound rehearsed, or borrowed, or wrong—
It was the first I love you that ever felt strong.
We burned out once, but not tonight,
We rose from ashes, turned pain to light.
(Chorus)
We came back like fire through the night,
Like stars colliding, setting the sky alight.
You held me back and it felt divine,
The first truth I’d ever hold as mine.
In your arms, the world makes sense,
Every wound turned to innocence.
We broke, we bled, we lost, we burned
But tonight, we returned.
(Verse 4)
No goodbye could erase what we are,
No silence can outshine our star.
We are the poem unfinished before,
Now complete, now something more.
I found myself the moment I found you,
A reflection in love’s sharper truth.
Every step apart was a lesson written,
Every scar a doorway we had to step in.
(Outro)
And now,
When you hold me close, it doesn’t fade,
It doesn’t fracture, it doesn’t break.
It feels eternal, fierce, and true,
A love that died… just to be renewed.
We broke, we bled, we lost, we burned
But tonight…
we returned.
Intro
Bitch, move
I don’t have no time to waste
If you want me that much
Then come and get me if you can
Baby, come
I’m tired of this mess
Let’s stop playing games
We have life to spend
On each other arms, that’s where it began
Let’s end up like that Only if we went…
Verse 1
I’m done with the drama, I’m done with the noise
Everybody wants a piece but they don’t hear my voice
I’ve been bleeding through the cracks, hiding pain in the folds
Every truth that I spit feels too heavy to hold
I ain’t chasing validation, I ain’t begging for hands
If you want me in your life, better come with a plan
I’m not built for the shallow, not a temporary trend If we start this together,
then it’s ride to the end
Hook (Refrain)
Don’t play with my heart, I’m not a game to win
I’ve been fighting these wars I keep buried within
If you want all of me, then you better stand strong
‘Cause I’ve carried this pain on my back too long
No more lies, no excuses, I’m breaking the chain
If we fall, then we fall, but we don’t die in vain
If we rise, then we rise with the fire inside
And I swear I won’t run, I got nothing to hide
Verse 2
I’ve been locked in my head like a cell with no key
Every promise that they made turned to smoke, can’t you see?
I don’t trust words easy, I don’t fall for the fake
If your love is just a mask, then it’s more than I can take
I’ve been drowning in regret, I’ve been buried in shame
But I’d rather bleed truth than be caught in the same
You say you want forever? Then show me you do
‘Cause I’ve lost too much time being lied to by fools
Hook (Refrain)
Don’t play with my heart, I’m not a game to win
I’ve been fighting these wars I keep buried within
If you want all of me, then you better stand strong
‘Cause I’ve carried this pain on my back too long No more lies, no excuses,
I’m breaking the chain
If we fall, then we fall, but we don’t die in vain
If we rise, then we rise with the fire inside
And I swear I won’t run, I got nothing to hide
Bridge (Variation)
Bitch, move…
I don’t got no time to waste
If you want me that much
Then come and get me if you can
Baby, come…
I’m tired of this mess
Let’s stop playing games
We have life to spend
On each other arms, that’s where it began
Let’s end up like that— Only if we went…
Verse 3
This ain’t love if it’s hollow, this ain’t real if it’s weak
I need more than just words, I need actions that speak
Every scar that I show is a map of my fight
Every tear that I shed is a flame in the night
So if you’re walking with me, don’t be scared of the dark
I don’t need perfect love, I need truth from the heart
We can burn, we can break, we can bleed, we can bend
But I’d rather die real than pretend to the end
Final Hook (Refrain)
Don’t play with my heart, I’m not a game to win
I’ve been fighting these wars I keep buried within
If you want all of me, then you better stand strong
‘Cause I’ve carried this pain on my back too long No more lies, no excuses,
I’m breaking the chain
If we fall, then we fall, but we don’t die in vain
If we rise, then we rise with the fire inside
And I swear I won’t run, I got nothing to hide
[Verse 1]
Things started changing like seasons we forgot to name,
You don’t look at me the same — just shadows in your flame.
Back then, your eyes held stars and truth I could believe,
Now they barely glance at me before you turn to leave.
We were safe once — soft whispers in the dark,
Now there’s tension in your breath, silence where there was spark.
You pick up your phone, call your mother again,
While I’m sitting in the kitchen, wondering when we began to end.
Do you even want to fix this? Or is it too far gone?
Are we breaking in silence just playing along?
You push me away like love is a burden,
But I still want to be the one you turn to when the world’s uncertain.
[Pre-Chorus]
Should I have begged you to stay when your hands let go?
Or would you have left anyway, just slower, more cold?
You took the car, you took the calm —
Left me drowning in the echoes, far from your arms.
[Chorus]
And now, forever feels like a curse, not a vow,
A promise broken by the silence we allow.
The bed is cold, your side’s erased,
Empty air where I used to trace
The rhythm of your breath, your name in my chest —
Now all I hold is pain and regret.
You were my always — until always meant never.
And I’m stuck here loving you… alone, in Forever.
[Verse 2]
Arguments became our only form of touch,
Even your silence started feeling too much.
I see your eyes — they burn right through,
Not with love, but like I’m someone you once knew.
Chairs pushed, words thrown like knives,
And I collapse under the weight of our past lives.
The memories don’t let me sleep at night,
And I’m scared to reach, scared you’ll pull back again,
How do I fix something you don’t want to mend?
Can we talk, like we used to at midnight in the mirror,
When your laugh was the only sound I’d hear?
[Pre-Chorus]
We used to talk for hours, now we talk in sighs,
I still hear your voice in the mirror where truth never lies.
You packed your bags, left your scent in the air,
Now the closet echoes with the clothes no longer there.
I still see us brushing teeth, laughing with no fear,
Now I barely recognize the ghost that appears.
[Chorus]
And now, forever feels like a curse, not a vow,
A promise broken by the silence we allow.
The bed is cold, your side’s erased,
Empty air where I used to trace
The rhythm of your breath, your name in my chest —
Now all I hold is pain and regret.
You were my always — until always meant never.
And I’m stuck here loving you… alone, in Forever.
[Bridge]
Should I have held on longer? Screamed louder when you slipped?
Begged the stars to keep us from this rift?
You left with your things and half of my breath,
Now I sleep in the ruins of what we had left.
In the room where we planned forever — now full of what never began.
“Forever” was carved in the lines of our skin,
But forever, my love, was where the end begins.
[Chorus – Final]
And now, forever feels like a curse, not a vow,
A promise broken by the silence we allow.
The bed is cold, your side’s erased,
Empty air where I used to trace
The rhythm of your breath, your name in my chest —
Now all I hold is pain and regret.
You were my always — until always meant never.
And I’m stuck here loving you… alone, in Forever.
Un passé compliquer, des talents enterrés, c'est ici que j'aimerais me relevé pour enfin le partagés.
La musique, un moyen de transmettre.
L'écriture, une façon de s'exprimer.
Peut être ma destiné avec un lourd passé qui m'a fait évolué.
Et qui me fait maintenant écrire pour transmettre l'espoir et la force a travers mon âme de poète.
Participante à L'ISC 2025.
