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[female vocal]
[hook]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why

[female vocal]
[verse]
[female vocal]
I know our love fell off, and its hurting you
how its hurting me,
but its only right,
that you feel the same pain that I felt inside,
oooh-
but everytime
the thought of you crosses my mind
I refuse to look at my reflection,
cause I know a tear will fall from my eye
ive been through soo-
much-
heavy Hearted pain-
so please I dont want to hear
another damn lie
oh oooh-

[ female vocal]
[hook]
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why



[verse]
[male deep vocal tone]

listen here,
my beauty queen
I know i fell through a really dark hole
and you you stuck with me through it all
I deeply apologize from the bottom of
my heart,
I will try my best,
I didn't plan to fall in to addiction
im in full regret
you stuck with me through thick and thin
we have fought so many battles,
we have had so many battles,
baby our love could only get stronger,
so please dont walk out that door,
your the love of my life ,
life wont seem right without you,
oh baby,
I cant promise you a life with out another battle but
I can promise I will give it all I got
to not let it beat me again
and be the man you've always wanted me to be,
oh baby please

[hook]
[ male deep vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why -


[Male and female vocals]
[hook]
[male and female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why


oh baby why


oh baby why

[male and female]
[verse]
[male and female]
if i promise you
can you promise me
that after this last downfall
you will give it all you got
to be the one
the love of my life
oh baby
ooh
[female]
I need you
[male]
I need you
[male and female]
baby we need eachother
so please dont give up
I'll never give up
[male]
im gonna give it my all baby

[female and male]
[bridge]
[female and male]
love is ment to be holy
love is ment to be wholey
so slowly
we will make it out
of all the pain
I got you if you got me
oooh ooh

[hook]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why

Love Is Holy

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuuaaDraada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos

Con un Pase En La Llave

Andamos Por Donde Sea
sea chamba
oh pa lo que nos de la ganas
Wuevos Nos sobra
aki les regalo
pobre vatos Dan lastima..






movemos kilos por la calle Colorado
ai tenemos lo que ocupamos para aserlos desaparacer
Ala verga la migra
a mi me la pelan entera
con saliva pa que resvale bien

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuuaadrada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos

Con un pase en la llave

Ami me encuentran en olmito en la Mera Colorado un balazo en la frente recibiras

Ala verga los gringos
Ala verga trump
pura gente envidiosa,


andamos chambiando asiendo feria pa la familia,
y si soy immigrante de corazon
mexicano de corazon

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuUAdrada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos


so porfavor vallaseeee muncho ala verga
aki no Andamos con mamadas
aki asemos lo que decimos ,
oh por las buenas oh por las malas,


saves pues Ala verga aki les tengo unos takitos de perro con extra wuevo para que se le atorra en la garganta,
aver si les ase bien
que le ase falta
y asi como le gusta echanselo
entero con saliva y todo vamonos ahhRreeee
ah y aki le mando un 20 para la gota para que se valla eh
"A Chingar Su Madre"


Pura Letra Original
[departe del chito]

ACSM

Spark up the blunt gotta get so high,
Had a stressed up day, I needs to erase m...
Play Now

Numb The Mind


Latest Uploads

[female vocal]
[hook]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why

[female vocal]
[verse]
[female vocal]
I know our love fell off, and its hurting you
how its hurting me,
but its only right,
that you feel the same pain that I felt inside,
oooh-
but everytime
the thought of you crosses my mind
I refuse to look at my reflection,
cause I know a tear will fall from my eye
ive been through soo-
much-
heavy Hearted pain-
so please I dont want to hear
another damn lie
oh oooh-

[ female vocal]
[hook]
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why



[verse]
[male deep vocal tone]

listen here,
my beauty queen
I know i fell through a really dark hole
and you you stuck with me through it all
I deeply apologize from the bottom of
my heart,
I will try my best,
I didn't plan to fall in to addiction
im in full regret
you stuck with me through thick and thin
we have fought so many battles,
we have had so many battles,
baby our love could only get stronger,
so please dont walk out that door,
your the love of my life ,
life wont seem right without you,
oh baby,
I cant promise you a life with out another battle but
I can promise I will give it all I got
to not let it beat me again
and be the man you've always wanted me to be,
oh baby please

[hook]
[ male deep vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why -


[Male and female vocals]
[hook]
[male and female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why


oh baby why


oh baby why

[male and female]
[verse]
[male and female]
if i promise you
can you promise me
that after this last downfall
you will give it all you got
to be the one
the love of my life
oh baby
ooh
[female]
I need you
[male]
I need you
[male and female]
baby we need eachother
so please dont give up
I'll never give up
[male]
im gonna give it my all baby

[female and male]
[bridge]
[female and male]
love is ment to be holy
love is ment to be wholey
so slowly
we will make it out
of all the pain
I got you if you got me
oooh ooh

[hook]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why

Love Is Holy

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuuaaDraada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos

Con un Pase En La Llave

Andamos Por Donde Sea
sea chamba
oh pa lo que nos de la ganas
Wuevos Nos sobra
aki les regalo
pobre vatos Dan lastima..






movemos kilos por la calle Colorado
ai tenemos lo que ocupamos para aserlos desaparacer
Ala verga la migra
a mi me la pelan entera
con saliva pa que resvale bien

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuuaadrada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos

Con un pase en la llave

Ami me encuentran en olmito en la Mera Colorado un balazo en la frente recibiras

Ala verga los gringos
Ala verga trump
pura gente envidiosa,


andamos chambiando asiendo feria pa la familia,
y si soy immigrante de corazon
mexicano de corazon

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuUAdrada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos


so porfavor vallaseeee muncho ala verga
aki no Andamos con mamadas
aki asemos lo que decimos ,
oh por las buenas oh por las malas,


saves pues Ala verga aki les tengo unos takitos de perro con extra wuevo para que se le atorra en la garganta,
aver si les ase bien
que le ase falta
y asi como le gusta echanselo
entero con saliva y todo vamonos ahhRreeee
ah y aki le mando un 20 para la gota para que se valla eh
"A Chingar Su Madre"


Pura Letra Original
[departe del chito]

ACSM

Spark up the blunt gotta get so high,
Had a stressed up day, I needs to erase m...
Play Now

Numb The Mind

[hook]
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself.
I miss the person I use to be ,
time, energy and dreams
ooh dear Lord
I miss me
so please
bless me with patience,
for I don't feel compatible

please bless me with energy, my children depend on me
I need to regain my strength
, I'm gonna be powerful
once again !

[verse]
you gotta look at your reflection
look at your self dead in the eye
and say I can do this
because I know i can,
Your so fxxxing beautiful
And noone can stop me
the biggest battles ever fought
were fought in this beautiful heart
and your still standing here
so what does that say
oh baby
im stronger
im getting stronger and stronger

[bridge]
Im gonna see my reflection,
And im gonna say yes i can
My children depend on me im gonna be the best that i can be
Your gonna be powerful once again!


(Hook)
I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself.
I miss the person I use to be ,
time, energy and dreams
ooh dear Lord
I miss me
so please
bless me with patience,
for I don't feel compatible

please bless me with energy,
my children depend on me
I need to regain my strength,
I'm gonna be powerful
once again !

[verse2]
I see my girl in the mirror and I see her beauty
with a tear rolling down her cheek
so we look at our reflection
We are so fxxxing beautiful
And noone can stop us
the biggest battles ever fought
were fought in these beautiful hearts
and we are still standing here
so what does that say
oh baby
im stronger
we getting stronger and stronger
I Know I Can
im gonna be the best that i can be
Im gonna be powerful once again!

[bridge]
Im gonna see my reflection,
And im gonna say yes i can
My children depend on me im gonna be the best that i can be
Your gonna be powerful once again!



{time 1:21 A.M 02/06/26}
{by Ruben Estock}
{Written as a valentines gift for my wife and daughter i love you}

Relections

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[female vocal]
[hook]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why

[female vocal]
[verse]
[female vocal]
I know our love fell off, and its hurting you
how its hurting me,
but its only right,
that you feel the same pain that I felt inside,
oooh-
but everytime
the thought of you crosses my mind
I refuse to look at my reflection,
cause I know a tear will fall from my eye
ive been through soo-
much-
heavy Hearted pain-
so please I dont want to hear
another damn lie
oh oooh-

[ female vocal]
[hook]
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-
[female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why



[verse]
[male deep vocal tone]

listen here,
my beauty queen
I know i fell through a really dark hole
and you you stuck with me through it all
I deeply apologize from the bottom of
my heart,
I will try my best,
I didn't plan to fall in to addiction
im in full regret
you stuck with me through thick and thin
we have fought so many battles,
we have had so many battles,
baby our love could only get stronger,
so please dont walk out that door,
your the love of my life ,
life wont seem right without you,
oh baby,
I cant promise you a life with out another battle but
I can promise I will give it all I got
to not let it beat me again
and be the man you've always wanted me to be,
oh baby please

[hook]
[ male deep vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why -


[Male and female vocals]
[hook]
[male and female vocal]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why


oh baby why


oh baby why

[male and female]
[verse]
[male and female]
if i promise you
can you promise me
that after this last downfall
you will give it all you got
to be the one
the love of my life
oh baby
ooh
[female]
I need you
[male]
I need you
[male and female]
baby we need eachother
so please dont give up
I'll never give up
[male]
im gonna give it my all baby

[female and male]
[bridge]
[female and male]
love is ment to be holy
love is ment to be wholey
so slowly
we will make it out
of all the pain
I got you if you got me
oooh ooh

[hook]
if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

if love was ment to be holy-
then why does my heart hurt solely-
it tearing me inside killing me-
slowly-
oh why-
can you tell me why?-

oh baby why

Love Is Holy

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuuaaDraada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos

Con un Pase En La Llave

Andamos Por Donde Sea
sea chamba
oh pa lo que nos de la ganas
Wuevos Nos sobra
aki les regalo
pobre vatos Dan lastima..






movemos kilos por la calle Colorado
ai tenemos lo que ocupamos para aserlos desaparacer
Ala verga la migra
a mi me la pelan entera
con saliva pa que resvale bien

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuuaadrada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos

Con un pase en la llave

Ami me encuentran en olmito en la Mera Colorado un balazo en la frente recibiras

Ala verga los gringos
Ala verga trump
pura gente envidiosa,


andamos chambiando asiendo feria pa la familia,
y si soy immigrante de corazon
mexicano de corazon

Pos Ala Verga El Que No Le Guste
El que No Le Guste
pos A Chingar Su Madre,
Aki No Andamos Con Mamadas
En Cada Esquina ai Raza EssCuUAdrada
Aki No Se Teme aLa Muerte,
aki Somos Los Buenos


so porfavor vallaseeee muncho ala verga
aki no Andamos con mamadas
aki asemos lo que decimos ,
oh por las buenas oh por las malas,


saves pues Ala verga aki les tengo unos takitos de perro con extra wuevo para que se le atorra en la garganta,
aver si les ase bien
que le ase falta
y asi como le gusta echanselo
entero con saliva y todo vamonos ahhRreeee
ah y aki le mando un 20 para la gota para que se valla eh
"A Chingar Su Madre"


Pura Letra Original
[departe del chito]

ACSM

Spark up the blunt gotta get so high,
Had a stressed up day, I needs to erase m...
Play Now

Numb The Mind

[hook]
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself.
I miss the person I use to be ,
time, energy and dreams
ooh dear Lord
I miss me
so please
bless me with patience,
for I don't feel compatible

please bless me with energy, my children depend on me
I need to regain my strength
, I'm gonna be powerful
once again !

[verse]
you gotta look at your reflection
look at your self dead in the eye
and say I can do this
because I know i can,
Your so fxxxing beautiful
And noone can stop me
the biggest battles ever fought
were fought in this beautiful heart
and your still standing here
so what does that say
oh baby
im stronger
im getting stronger and stronger

[bridge]
Im gonna see my reflection,
And im gonna say yes i can
My children depend on me im gonna be the best that i can be
Your gonna be powerful once again!


(Hook)
I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself.
I miss the person I use to be ,
time, energy and dreams
ooh dear Lord
I miss me
so please
bless me with patience,
for I don't feel compatible

please bless me with energy,
my children depend on me
I need to regain my strength,
I'm gonna be powerful
once again !

[verse2]
I see my girl in the mirror and I see her beauty
with a tear rolling down her cheek
so we look at our reflection
We are so fxxxing beautiful
And noone can stop us
the biggest battles ever fought
were fought in these beautiful hearts
and we are still standing here
so what does that say
oh baby
im stronger
we getting stronger and stronger
I Know I Can
im gonna be the best that i can be
Im gonna be powerful once again!

[bridge]
Im gonna see my reflection,
And im gonna say yes i can
My children depend on me im gonna be the best that i can be
Your gonna be powerful once again!



{time 1:21 A.M 02/06/26}
{by Ruben Estock}
{Written as a valentines gift for my wife and daughter i love you}

Relections


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My Names Ruben, Ive Recently Started My Own Clothing Brand And Entertainment, " Suspect Supply Co." I'm An Entrepreneur, Ive Been Through Quite Of Bit Actually And Well The Only Way To Express Has Been Through Music, I Put Lot Of Emotion Down Everything Ive Written Down So Far Is By Heart So Im Hoping You Can Hear My Beat To The lyrics While You Read It.

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