Jake B

What has my life come to?
I don’t really want to.
But, I’m thinking about killing myself.
I’m too strong to do that, but my life is Hell.
There’s so many reasons, blame I could lay, but I’m just gonna blame myself.
This is my own fault. I thought I could cause better reasons for my situation.
But, as my luck would have it, my ship has capsized and it’s just sinking for me.

I don’t want to do it
But, it’s getting more & more intriguing to me.
I really don’t want to do it, but I keep asking “What’s in it for me?”
The answer is “NOTHING”
Because I have nothing.
There’s not a single thing for me.
All I can say is if I do it, there’s a few I am taking with me…

I was told lately that I am miserable to live with.
I wonder why that is, considering I am miserable myself.
That’s what happens when you are under fxxxed and overstuffed with all a narcissist’s shit!
So high on herself, bitch can’t see any other level than herself, but as a Scorpiopath, that’s her main wealth.
She’s SO DEMEANING.
Truth is I am so done with it.
My life is now bullshit.
I feel like I am now on knees.
I’m the one eating shit.

I don’t want to do it
But, it’s getting more & more intriguing to me.
I really don’t want to do it, but I keep asking “What’s in it for me?”
The answer is “NOTHING”
Because I have nothing.
There’s not a single thing for me.
All I can say is if I do it, there’s a few I am taking with me…

I was supposed to be happy.
I am fxxxing NOT.
If this is happy, it’s going to take more buckshot.
Because, this kind of happy just results in my end.
I don’t want to do it, but it won’t be just mine, it’ll also be her end.