MUSIC FOR SALE

[Title: Secret Society] (completed)

[Verse 1]
My wife's confused,
She can't see through my lies,
And I catch my reflection
In the hurt in her eyes.
Another excuse,
It's becoming a habit,
She lets me off
Without hesitation…
And I grab it.

[Verse 2]
This house feels like a stranger,
It don't feel like home,
And my heart and my head
Keep getting lost on their own.
Lonely and desperate,
Alone in the night,
No judgement, no anger,
No reason to fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
Should I apologise
For feeling like this?
Should I tell her the truth,
Or keep hiding in bliss?
Should I deny
That I just wanna leave?

[Chorus]
My mind won't stop,
I can't find the switch,
And the darkness consumes me -
That son of a bitch.
And why does it feel
Like a friend I can trust?
When none of it makes sense,
Why can't I adjust?

[Guitar break]

[Bridge]
The questions are endless,
I'm asking myself,
My head keeps on spinning
Like a top on a shelf.
The answers I'll find,
Of this I've no doubt,
And maybe when I find them
I can finally breathe out.

[Final Chorus]
My mind won't stop,
I can't find the switch,
But I'm learning to breathe
Through the dark like this.
Maybe I'm broken,
Maybe I'm scared,
Maybe there's something
Was I ever prepared…
But until then I'll remain...
In this secret society...
With my old friend and my oldest foe...
His name is…
ANXIETY..

[Outro]
Why can't I adjust...
Maybe I'll breathe...
Anxiety.