MUSIC FOR SALE

[verse 1]
Everyday I wake up feeling a little more lost

the sun tracing the line on the wall that I'm contemplating to cross

while drownin' in an ocean of love and loss

swimming with those dark, dark thoughts

[verse 2]
First thing is staring at the ceiling
counting every piece that's been missing
lying while thinkin' about what you've been doin'
living your life without me in it
sinkin' within mental sickness
kickin' myself breathin' with this shit

[bridge]
I wanna do things but I wanna do nothin'
I wanna hold you but I know you're not comin'
I wanna make new memories the old ones are crushin'
I wanna live but I wanna numb this lack of lovin'

[Chorus]
I can't see through the Smokey haze that's dimming my nights
I'm trapped in the dark quiet corners of my mind
Sitting here hoping you'll turn on the light
pull me out of this inside fight of mine
and make me wanna survive


[Post-Chorus]
There are these things I can't tell the world
Secrets I've got waitin' to be heard
locked them up tight
hidden from prying eyes
Now I'm runnin' outta breath breathin' lies
sick of Pretending everything's alright
so i'm Searchin' inside my mind for the right time to turn off what's left of the fading lights

[verse 3]
I drowned myself until the pain went away
every day became the same as it kept coming back again and again
trying to forget your face
but I ended up forgettin' my name
and I know it'll be back tomorrow
just more time i'll need to borrow
where ever I go the memories follow
chokin' back tears as I try to swallow
trying to fill the place that I made hollow

[bridge]
love and life always comes with a price
it's what you wanna pay to make it right
when you see the cost of the hard times
I didn't want the debt so I paid with spite

I was outta line
Now you're outta sight
and I'm fighting while losing my mind

[Chorus]
I can't see through the Smokey haze that's dimming my nights
I'm trapped in the dark quiet corners of my mind
Sitting here hoping you'll turn on the light
pull me out of this inside fight of mine
and make me wanna survive


[Post-Chorus]
sick of Pretending everything's alright
so i'm Searchin' inside my mind for the right time to turn off what's left of the fading lights

[verse 4]
come back to me please
before I lose anymore sleep
see the tears on my face
let me admit the mistakes I made
I can't take it
every time I hear your name
It feels like there's ice running through my veins
I can't handle all this pain
I need you to take it all away
before the last mistake I make
will mean I never get to see you again

[outro]
Gone are the days where everything felt right
now I live in the darkest corners of my mind
livin' with the thoughts of you like neon lights
fading out into the night
I need you here breathin' by my side
before this night is the last one of mine
(I've got not more will to survive)