MUSIC FOR SALE

Verse 1
I wake up angry and I hate it
I feel fire in my chest before I even know why
The world keeps moving like nothing happened
But I’m stuck in the moment you died
I yell at the sky because it took you
I slam a door and fall to the floor
I cry so hard my whole body shakes
I’ve never felt this broken before

Pre Chorus
I never meant to turn into this person
But losing you changed the way I breathe
Everything hurts in ways I can’t explain

Chorus
This is anger born from love
This is grief with nowhere to go
I scream because you mattered
I shake because you’re gone
I get mad at everything
I get mad at nothing
I get mad at you for leaving
Then hate myself for thinking it
God please tell me I’m not heartless
And that this too shall soon pass
Please carry what’s crushing me
God help me breathe while I learn to stay

Verse 2
I snap over small things and it scares me
I don’t feel like myself at all
People say I’m strong but they don’t see
How fast I crumble when I’m alone
Sometimes I feel angry at you
And that guilt hits harder than anything
I never knew grief could twist like this
I never knew missing you could burn like a sting

Pre Chorus
I try to talk myself down
I try to tell myself this is part of loving you
But the storm inside me keeps coming back

Chorus
This is anger born from love
This is grief with nowhere to go
I scream because you mattered
I shake because you’re gone
I get mad at everything
I get mad at nothing
I get mad at the life I’m left with
And the silence where you used to be
God please tell me I’m not heartless
And that this too shall soon pass
Please carry what’s crushing me
God help me breathe while I learn to stay

Bridge
I step outside just to feel the cold
I write the things I can’t say out loud
I talk to the sky like it can hear me
I tell myself I’ll survive today
I’m learning that anger’s only the shadow
Of the love I still have for you
It’s the part no one talks about
The part that tears you in two

Final Chorus
This is anger born from love
This is grief that hits without warning
I scream because you mattered
I shake because you’re gone
I still get mad because I still love you
And the guilt tries to drown me
God please tell me I’m not heartless
And that this too shall soon pass
Please carry what’s crushing me
God help me breathe while I learn to stay
Help me
learn to stay