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Twisting, turning, loosing control. 9-5 I’m pushing, trying… waiting… needing… but then,



Which ways up, which ways down? So screwed up, I can’t be found. Crying on the inside. Mentally I’m falling. Physically I’m tripping. Can’t be helped, cuz my minds not ready.



Twisting, turning, loosing control. 9-5 I’m pushing, trying… waiting… needing… but then,



Sitting in the dark with secrets in the cubbards.

8 pack, 12 pack, hide them in the closet. Take a sip, chew the gum, act fine and no one will know.

Wish I wasn’t hurting. Wish I was alluring.

Damn the falls I’ve taken. Can’t be beaten. Won’t survive them. Hits keep coming. Who am I supposed to be? Death keeps calling, father, brother, those that mean so much. Who am I and why’ my fighting alone?



Twisting, turning, loosing control. 9-5 I’m pushing, trying… waiting… needing… but then,



Time to give up, or give in. Do I keep fighting? Hiding? I’m dying! Time to show up, man up, give up and be who I deserve to be. Time to fight for me.



Twisting, turning, loosing control. 9-5 I’m pushing, trying… waiting… needing… but then,



I’m Hiding in the dark but won’t give in. Determined to make it. Take it. Find my strength and take it, make it. break the chains that bind me. He’ll can’t have me. I’m not for sale. Chains can’t bind me. Don’t have to fake it. I’ll just make it. Burned by the fire, didn’t burn me, just forged me.



9-5 I’m twisting, turning not loosing control. I’m pushing, trying, dying to live. Ain’t no one can break me, not even me, I’m gonna make it. Force myself to make it… I’m worth it, I’m gonna make it