FINAL NOTE
By Seywrld
VERSE 1
You think I'm happy, but I'm dying inside
Bleeding through smiles that I can't hide
You see me breathing, but I'm suffocating slowly
Drowning in one sided love you'll never understand
What am I supposed to do with this poison in my veins?
This toxic love that's driving me insane?
Should I carve it out or let it consume me whole?
Trade my sanity for a love that's killing my soul?
CHORUS
Is it worth destroying myself for you?
Bleeding out, trying to pull us through.
Only the broken love this deep,
Dying inside, still begging to be enough.
You’ll never find someone this torn apart,
Who bleeds devotion from their scars?
VERSE 2
The darkness in you matches mine.
Two shattered souls by design
The emptiness between us is screaming loudly
But we're both too broken to be proud
Take me to that place where souls decay
Where we can rot together, fade away
Take me there if you can bear the sight
Of what love looks like when it dies each night
We'll bury dreams in shallow graves.
Dance with ghosts of what we could have saved
(BRIDGE)
You think I'm living (but I'm already dead)
Can't escape (the voices in my head)
You think I'm fine with the way things are
But I'm bleeding out from every scar
I've been swallowing pills for years.
Drowning in my own tears
What we had was never real
Just two wounds that couldn't heal
CHORUS
Is it worth destroying myself for you?
Bleeding out, trying to pull us through.
Only the broken love this deep,
Dying inside, still begging to be enough.
You’ll never find someone this torn apart,
Who bleeds devotion from their scars?
(BUILDING INTENSITY)
Someone like me... (Who hates themselves)
Someone like me... (Who's going to hell)
Someone like me... (Who can't be saved)
OUTRO
This love I gave you is my suicide note
Every word is a cry from a sore throat
You're looking for someone better, I know
While I'm six feet under
With nowhere to go
I was never enough
What was stopping you?
From trying to love me,
The way I deserve too.