LYRIC FOR SALE

By Gabi

My head is there tonight,
Thoughts—dark spots coiling up and down in the middle of the night.
It’s like a void I don’t really want to avoid,
It makes me dark and empty, but also full completely.

In here, in there,
It is everywhere but nowhere.
In here, in there,
It is everywhere and nowhere.

It feels wrong, it feels good,
A void I can’t control, but it’s controlling me.
The more I feel, the less I can do.
I don’t want this to be over—it is my hold,
It is the music I hear now.

In here, in there,
It is everywhere but nowhere.
In here, in there,
It is everywhere and nowhere.

So distant, yet so warm and good.
Who are you? How do you hold me so?
I don’t want to run away,
I just want to hold this feeling for now.
My piece of rainbow.
Could it be part of me, or not?
Should it be, or should it not?

The dark spots appear clearer as the thoughts pass by,
And all I have are those little spots to hold on—
To that feeling.
I don’t want it to go away, but it is only mine,
Mine to keep.
It’s my little fire lamp through the darkness,
It is my rainbow piece.

In here, in there,
It is everywhere but nowhere.
In here, in there,
It is everywhere and nowhere.