Natasha Mavis

Professional Subscriber to Songbay
Natasha Mavis

Verse 1

With that glint

In your eye

I was instantly hooked to you

With that hint

Of a smile

I was forever in love with you


Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

I should have said something to you

And now I am left feeling blue

But yet again, words have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I let my pride get in the way

And now you’ve gone so far away

But yet again, words have failed me
 

Verse 2

For you I burn

In my heart

Now everything is just so dark

For you I yearn

In my core

I cannot live without your spark

 
Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

As I would be looking for a thrill

You would be alone in our bed

But yet again, my ways have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I put aside my feeling of guilt

And now I am left feeling regret

But yet again, my ways have failed me

 
Bridge

Can’t we end this meaningless strife

Condemning me to this lonely life

You’ve sent me to my hell

With this everlasting farewell

I beg you to save me from yourself

As I am losing my sense of self

If only your love had not faded

Your mind could have possibly been swayed

 
Verse 3

With all your hurt

You pierced my soul

It’s just so goddamn hard

With a few words

You could heal the hole

Lodged deep within my heart

 
Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

I should have said something to you

And now I am left feeling blue

But yet again, words have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I let my pride get in the way

And now you’ve gone so far away

But yet again, words have failed me


Outro

I’m such a goddamn fool

I’m such a goddamn fool

I’m such a goddamn fool

Goddamn Fool

Verse 1

Here you are, lurking in the obscurity

Burdened with deeply treacherous thoughts

Another day brimming with your inner struggle

You are surrounded by instability

All my efforts are regrettably for naught

Your emotions remain unpredictable


Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart


Verse 2

Waiting for change was a foolish journey

You project these illusions of my fate

For a moment you almost had me believe

Your shadow longs for some company

And is trying to consume me in its hate

But no longer will I be its captive


Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart

 
Verse 3

Failure awaits if I am complacent

My mind may have been manipulated

But I must transcend my limitations

I won’t be a target of your displacement

My soul will soon be liberated

By adopting self-preservation

 
Transition

It’s time I regain control

 
Bridge

Yes I’m finally putting up a fight

Your affliction has rendered you blind

This burden is just too hard to bear

I won’t be driven into despair

 
Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart


Outro

You love me

You hate me

You break me

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart

Regaining Control


Latest Uploads

Verse 1

With that glint

In your eye

I was instantly hooked to you

With that hint

Of a smile

I was forever in love with you


Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

I should have said something to you

And now I am left feeling blue

But yet again, words have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I let my pride get in the way

And now you’ve gone so far away

But yet again, words have failed me
 

Verse 2

For you I burn

In my heart

Now everything is just so dark

For you I yearn

In my core

I cannot live without your spark

 
Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

As I would be looking for a thrill

You would be alone in our bed

But yet again, my ways have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I put aside my feeling of guilt

And now I am left feeling regret

But yet again, my ways have failed me

 
Bridge

Can’t we end this meaningless strife

Condemning me to this lonely life

You’ve sent me to my hell

With this everlasting farewell

I beg you to save me from yourself

As I am losing my sense of self

If only your love had not faded

Your mind could have possibly been swayed

 
Verse 3

With all your hurt

You pierced my soul

It’s just so goddamn hard

With a few words

You could heal the hole

Lodged deep within my heart

 
Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

I should have said something to you

And now I am left feeling blue

But yet again, words have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I let my pride get in the way

And now you’ve gone so far away

But yet again, words have failed me


Outro

I’m such a goddamn fool

I’m such a goddamn fool

I’m such a goddamn fool

Goddamn Fool

Verse 1

Here you are, lurking in the obscurity

Burdened with deeply treacherous thoughts

Another day brimming with your inner struggle

You are surrounded by instability

All my efforts are regrettably for naught

Your emotions remain unpredictable


Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart


Verse 2

Waiting for change was a foolish journey

You project these illusions of my fate

For a moment you almost had me believe

Your shadow longs for some company

And is trying to consume me in its hate

But no longer will I be its captive


Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart

 
Verse 3

Failure awaits if I am complacent

My mind may have been manipulated

But I must transcend my limitations

I won’t be a target of your displacement

My soul will soon be liberated

By adopting self-preservation

 
Transition

It’s time I regain control

 
Bridge

Yes I’m finally putting up a fight

Your affliction has rendered you blind

This burden is just too hard to bear

I won’t be driven into despair

 
Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart


Outro

You love me

You hate me

You break me

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart

Regaining Control

My Uploads

Verse 1

With that glint

In your eye

I was instantly hooked to you

With that hint

Of a smile

I was forever in love with you


Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

I should have said something to you

And now I am left feeling blue

But yet again, words have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I let my pride get in the way

And now you’ve gone so far away

But yet again, words have failed me
 

Verse 2

For you I burn

In my heart

Now everything is just so dark

For you I yearn

In my core

I cannot live without your spark

 
Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

As I would be looking for a thrill

You would be alone in our bed

But yet again, my ways have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I put aside my feeling of guilt

And now I am left feeling regret

But yet again, my ways have failed me

 
Bridge

Can’t we end this meaningless strife

Condemning me to this lonely life

You’ve sent me to my hell

With this everlasting farewell

I beg you to save me from yourself

As I am losing my sense of self

If only your love had not faded

Your mind could have possibly been swayed

 
Verse 3

With all your hurt

You pierced my soul

It’s just so goddamn hard

With a few words

You could heal the hole

Lodged deep within my heart

 
Chorus

Oh but I’m such a goddamn fool

I should have said something to you

And now I am left feeling blue

But yet again, words have failed me

Why am I such a goddamn tool

I let my pride get in the way

And now you’ve gone so far away

But yet again, words have failed me


Outro

I’m such a goddamn fool

I’m such a goddamn fool

I’m such a goddamn fool

Goddamn Fool

Verse 1

Here you are, lurking in the obscurity

Burdened with deeply treacherous thoughts

Another day brimming with your inner struggle

You are surrounded by instability

All my efforts are regrettably for naught

Your emotions remain unpredictable


Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart


Verse 2

Waiting for change was a foolish journey

You project these illusions of my fate

For a moment you almost had me believe

Your shadow longs for some company

And is trying to consume me in its hate

But no longer will I be its captive


Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart

 
Verse 3

Failure awaits if I am complacent

My mind may have been manipulated

But I must transcend my limitations

I won’t be a target of your displacement

My soul will soon be liberated

By adopting self-preservation

 
Transition

It’s time I regain control

 
Bridge

Yes I’m finally putting up a fight

Your affliction has rendered you blind

This burden is just too hard to bear

I won’t be driven into despair

 
Chorus

It’s time I regain control

To try and save my bleeding heart

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart


Outro

You love me

You hate me

You break me

You love me

You hate me

You break me

It’s time I regain control

Before I end up falling apart

Regaining Control


About Me

Bio

User has yet to complete this section.

CV/History

User has yet to complete this section.

Contact

Do you want to Work with Natasha Mavis?