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We screamed at each other,
what we said was never meant,
but it got so tough we can't forget
all those things we said.
Now it's not fair to pretend
you and I are okay.
I lock myself in the room.
I won't see you until noon.
Whatever you say, I don't care.
Don't call my name again.
Don't try to play it nice again
'cause I'll pretend you're not there.

I can't understand why you don't get
if you hold my hand, you'll see how hurt I am.

All my life
as you asked, I wore a disguise
and it's all a matter of pride,
it's all because of your pride.
You don't know why,
you just can't accept my life.
As it is, it hurts you inside.
It's all a matter of pride.

If you cannot accept
I am who I am,
you can't change my life.
It may hurt your heart,
but look deep inside
a gay son is a son after all.

I can't understand why you can't get
if you love me, protect me now.

All my life
as you asked, I wore a disguise
and it's all a matter of pride.
Don't be ashamed, this is my life.
You don't know why,
you just can't accept my life.
As it is, it hurts you inside.
You're so ashamed of what I am.

A matter of pride

We dreamt of this love
for such a long we can't recall.
Now all we know
is that our bond is the strongest of all.
It started as desire
and it became the brighest fire
which can't be fought by anyone,
no one can put it down.

Now we onow we're almost meant to be.
Our love was always meant to exist.

Hold my hand tight,
are you ready to shout it out loud?
Say my name tonight
and let the world know about us.
I miss you
even before you walk through the door
so I guess we should stay forever together.

A wise man once told me
if I got to love someone
with such a passion that ablazes me
I deserve to be burned down
because such love rarely exists
and it's the reason why we stay alive
and, since you're the one who completes me,
we should go down in flames tonight.

Now we know what it feels like to be loved
by someone you can trust.

Hold my hand tight,
are you ready to shout it out loud?
Say my name tonight
and let the world know about us.
I miss you
even before you walk through the door
so I guess we should stay forever together.

I look at you and in your eyes I meet paradise
and it's the perfect life,
a love to mesmerize,
the true feeling in your eyes
telling me that together feels fine.

Together

I wake up in the morning to a bright sunshine,
who gives a fxxx what hurt yesterday?
Think of those issues lingering in the back of my mind,
who wants to live a life that's a misery?

My fave song is playing on the radio,
I feel okay and that's the beginning.
If you feel like dancing,
go dancing and that's all.
I've been shameless for such a long,
the old me is gone since a while ago.
Don't tease me that way,
don't start that way.

God, today's gonna be alright
I just need one day, one day to be fine.
Who knows what will happen tonight
so I just want, just want to feel alive.

Last night it got so twisted and pathetic.
It was hard for both of us to go to sleep.
I refused to talk, tried not to end up neurotic.
See? I just wanted to clean up my mess.

Open my eyes, try to realize
everything's good, no more lies.
If you feel like shouting,
shout and don't stop screaming.
I've been shameless for such a long,
you saw me naked a while ago.
I came clean to you,
let myself be sincere to you.

God, today's gonna be alright
I just need one day, one day to be fine.
Who knows what will happen tonight
so I just want, just want to feel alive.

Gonna be alright


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We screamed at each other,
what we said was never meant,
but it got so tough we can't forget
all those things we said.
Now it's not fair to pretend
you and I are okay.
I lock myself in the room.
I won't see you until noon.
Whatever you say, I don't care.
Don't call my name again.
Don't try to play it nice again
'cause I'll pretend you're not there.

I can't understand why you don't get
if you hold my hand, you'll see how hurt I am.

All my life
as you asked, I wore a disguise
and it's all a matter of pride,
it's all because of your pride.
You don't know why,
you just can't accept my life.
As it is, it hurts you inside.
It's all a matter of pride.

If you cannot accept
I am who I am,
you can't change my life.
It may hurt your heart,
but look deep inside
a gay son is a son after all.

I can't understand why you can't get
if you love me, protect me now.

All my life
as you asked, I wore a disguise
and it's all a matter of pride.
Don't be ashamed, this is my life.
You don't know why,
you just can't accept my life.
As it is, it hurts you inside.
You're so ashamed of what I am.

A matter of pride

We dreamt of this love
for such a long we can't recall.
Now all we know
is that our bond is the strongest of all.
It started as desire
and it became the brighest fire
which can't be fought by anyone,
no one can put it down.

Now we onow we're almost meant to be.
Our love was always meant to exist.

Hold my hand tight,
are you ready to shout it out loud?
Say my name tonight
and let the world know about us.
I miss you
even before you walk through the door
so I guess we should stay forever together.

A wise man once told me
if I got to love someone
with such a passion that ablazes me
I deserve to be burned down
because such love rarely exists
and it's the reason why we stay alive
and, since you're the one who completes me,
we should go down in flames tonight.

Now we know what it feels like to be loved
by someone you can trust.

Hold my hand tight,
are you ready to shout it out loud?
Say my name tonight
and let the world know about us.
I miss you
even before you walk through the door
so I guess we should stay forever together.

I look at you and in your eyes I meet paradise
and it's the perfect life,
a love to mesmerize,
the true feeling in your eyes
telling me that together feels fine.

Together

I wake up in the morning to a bright sunshine,
who gives a fxxx what hurt yesterday?
Think of those issues lingering in the back of my mind,
who wants to live a life that's a misery?

My fave song is playing on the radio,
I feel okay and that's the beginning.
If you feel like dancing,
go dancing and that's all.
I've been shameless for such a long,
the old me is gone since a while ago.
Don't tease me that way,
don't start that way.

God, today's gonna be alright
I just need one day, one day to be fine.
Who knows what will happen tonight
so I just want, just want to feel alive.

Last night it got so twisted and pathetic.
It was hard for both of us to go to sleep.
I refused to talk, tried not to end up neurotic.
See? I just wanted to clean up my mess.

Open my eyes, try to realize
everything's good, no more lies.
If you feel like shouting,
shout and don't stop screaming.
I've been shameless for such a long,
you saw me naked a while ago.
I came clean to you,
let myself be sincere to you.

God, today's gonna be alright
I just need one day, one day to be fine.
Who knows what will happen tonight
so I just want, just want to feel alive.

Gonna be alright

You can't conceal the truth.
I'm everything you waited for,
I'm the man your body cried for.
After everything we've been through,
we deserve to relax for a long,
we need this stress to be gone.

This will last all night,
this will be as sweet as sugar,
this will make you feel alright,
this will be my best piece of art.
Watch me do it all over again,
breathe on me and touch my hand,
show me you know the way I like.

Whisper to me I'm the best.
Show me how you love my dirty sex.
Repeat I'm better than your tiny ex.
Touch me and we'll do it all over again.
You know I have the power
to keep you satisfied all over the place.
Show me how bad you crave my sex.
Hit me and we'll do it all over again.

Tonight I'll show you I'm not myself.
I turn into your favorite slave,
chained and ready to be tamed.
All your desires will come true, babe
once you rub me the right way,
once it starts there's no way to stop it.

Trick me and make me fall
down on my knees and pray for
a little mercy before it's gone
and we start this naughty road.
Down like a man should be
I'll be if you get on your knees
and do whatever I please.

Whisper to me I'm the best.
Show me how you love my dirty sex.
Repeat I'm better than your tiny ex.
Touch me and we'll do it all over again.
You know I have the power
to keep you satisfied all over the place.
Show me how bad you crave my sex.
Hit me and we'll do it all over again.

There's no way this could get better
I know right how to get you wetter.
It's a matter of knowing how to treat you,
how to touch you and show you I am...

Whisper to me I'm the best.
Show me how you love my dirty sex.
Repeat I'm better than your tiny ex.
Touch me and we'll do it all over again.
You know I have the power
to keep you satisfied all over the place.
Show me how bad you crave my sex.
Hit me and we'll do it all over again.

Sex

Don't you think he's been here way too long?
I think it's high time he came to know
he's no longer welcome
and I'm the one if you have to choose.

He doesn't treat you like you deserve,
you and him were not meant to be a thing,
loving him was such an epic fail.
You couldn't upload shots on the Internet,
your affair wasn't meant to get any better
and now he's going a bit insane.
What are you waiting for?

Of course he will be a bit upside down
until he mans up and comes around,
it was time for you to kick him out.
You'll be much better off without him now.
Don't pity him, he never texted you that much.
Of course he will be a bit upside down
but it was time for you to kick him out.

He's been giving you more than one reason
to give up on him and everything you had.
Loving him is not a matter of being a good person,
he's turned so stressing for your head.

What are you waiting for?

Kick him out

I've never been this full of energies,
there's nothing I can't do.
Everywhere I look is like, oh, geez
now I'm no longer blue.
And now I breathe it.

I wake up in the morning,
I still have stars in my eyes
(my head can't spinning round).
What happened last night?
I can't recall why I feel alright
(no reason to feel down).

And now my baby's on top.
He won't stop kissing me hard.

And now I sing it, now I live it,
there's nothing I can't do.
Now I feel it, and now I dream it,
here's to us and the life we choose.
My heart beats so fast, it's like the drums
my best friend used to play when he felt down.
This world and the universe are only for us
and now I sing it.
Here's to us and the love we spread around.

I'm like one of those teenagers
I see in all magazines,
wearing tight jeans and no make up
'cause I don't have a reason to fake it.
Suddenly I wake up in my bed,
he's by my side wearing my shirt
and he kisses me good morning
and he looks so great
(Yeah, last night was a shade).

And now my baby's on top,
somehow I don't want him to stop.

And now I sing it, now I live it,
there's nothing I can't do.
Now I feel it, and now I dream it,
here's to us and the life we choose.
My heart beats so fast, it's like the drums
my best friend used to play when he felt down.
This world and the universe are only for us
and now I sing it.
Here's to us and the love we spread around.

Kiss me all over, gimme the power
to be twenteen forever, stay this way.

And now I sing it, now I live it,
there's nothing I can't do.
Now I feel it, and now I dream it,
here's to us and the life we choose.
My heart beats so fast, it's like the drums
my best friend used to play when he felt down.
This world and the universe are only for us
and now I sing it.
Here's to us and the love we spread around.

Twenteen

It's almost 6 a.m.,
somehow you won't stop saying my name.
You say I'll always be your babe,
you say you want me to forever stay.

Are you sure? Is this what you want?
Haven't you been drinking way too much?
Can you repeat? You haven't said so!
Is this a joke?

You should know, I'm all messed up
yet you say we can last forever.
To be honest, I think it's time
you and I spent some time together.
You look at me, smile at me
and this is how the story ends.
If this is so...
Yes, I wanna be your boyfriend!

Your dad thinks I'm way too fly.
Someday I'll stay and spend the night
kissing you all over if he don't mind.
Since I got here, everything's right.

Hold my hand when no one else sees,
it's a secret between just you and me.
Don't you think it's time to make it real?
Time for you and me?

You should know, I'm all messed up
yet you say we can last forever.
To be honest, I think it's time
you and I spent some time together.
You look at me, smile at me
and this is how the story ends.
If this is so...
Yes, I wanna be your boyfriend!

Shout it out loud,
let the world know about us.
It won't get you down,
unless you want to play those cards.
Get it, it's real
this is what you're waiting for,
this is what you're dreaming of.

You should know, I'm all messed up
yet you say we can last forever.
To be honest, I think it's time
you and I spent some time together.
You look at me, smile at me
and this is how the story ends.
If this is so...
Yes, I wanna be your boyfriend!

Be your boyfriend

I was broken hearted, running wild
until I got blinded by your green eyes.
Now everywhere I look seems to be fine
and every song I sing is about being alive.

I got your name tattooed across my heart
and I got your kisses all over my arms
and I know a love like ours will get farther.
Look into my eyes and tell me we're fine.
No matter what, we're always gonna be just one
and I'll always give you what you want.

And one day we will tell
our love lasted forever
and we were always together.
Until then you keep giving me
youngblood and those treats
that make me come alive again.

All your friends mayy be jealous.
At least a bit, don't daresay they're not.
'Cause you and I are smiling all the time
and this is what it feels like to be right.

I got your name tattooed across my heart
and I got your kisses all over my arms
and I know a love like ours will get farther.
Look into my eyes and tell me we're fine.
No matter what, we're always gonna be just one
and I'll always give you what you want.

And one day we will tell
our love lasted forever
and we were always together.
Until then you keep giving me
youngblood and those treats
that make me come alive again.

Youngblood

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We screamed at each other,
what we said was never meant,
but it got so tough we can't forget
all those things we said.
Now it's not fair to pretend
you and I are okay.
I lock myself in the room.
I won't see you until noon.
Whatever you say, I don't care.
Don't call my name again.
Don't try to play it nice again
'cause I'll pretend you're not there.

I can't understand why you don't get
if you hold my hand, you'll see how hurt I am.

All my life
as you asked, I wore a disguise
and it's all a matter of pride,
it's all because of your pride.
You don't know why,
you just can't accept my life.
As it is, it hurts you inside.
It's all a matter of pride.

If you cannot accept
I am who I am,
you can't change my life.
It may hurt your heart,
but look deep inside
a gay son is a son after all.

I can't understand why you can't get
if you love me, protect me now.

All my life
as you asked, I wore a disguise
and it's all a matter of pride.
Don't be ashamed, this is my life.
You don't know why,
you just can't accept my life.
As it is, it hurts you inside.
You're so ashamed of what I am.

A matter of pride

We dreamt of this love
for such a long we can't recall.
Now all we know
is that our bond is the strongest of all.
It started as desire
and it became the brighest fire
which can't be fought by anyone,
no one can put it down.

Now we onow we're almost meant to be.
Our love was always meant to exist.

Hold my hand tight,
are you ready to shout it out loud?
Say my name tonight
and let the world know about us.
I miss you
even before you walk through the door
so I guess we should stay forever together.

A wise man once told me
if I got to love someone
with such a passion that ablazes me
I deserve to be burned down
because such love rarely exists
and it's the reason why we stay alive
and, since you're the one who completes me,
we should go down in flames tonight.

Now we know what it feels like to be loved
by someone you can trust.

Hold my hand tight,
are you ready to shout it out loud?
Say my name tonight
and let the world know about us.
I miss you
even before you walk through the door
so I guess we should stay forever together.

I look at you and in your eyes I meet paradise
and it's the perfect life,
a love to mesmerize,
the true feeling in your eyes
telling me that together feels fine.

Together

I wake up in the morning to a bright sunshine,
who gives a fxxx what hurt yesterday?
Think of those issues lingering in the back of my mind,
who wants to live a life that's a misery?

My fave song is playing on the radio,
I feel okay and that's the beginning.
If you feel like dancing,
go dancing and that's all.
I've been shameless for such a long,
the old me is gone since a while ago.
Don't tease me that way,
don't start that way.

God, today's gonna be alright
I just need one day, one day to be fine.
Who knows what will happen tonight
so I just want, just want to feel alive.

Last night it got so twisted and pathetic.
It was hard for both of us to go to sleep.
I refused to talk, tried not to end up neurotic.
See? I just wanted to clean up my mess.

Open my eyes, try to realize
everything's good, no more lies.
If you feel like shouting,
shout and don't stop screaming.
I've been shameless for such a long,
you saw me naked a while ago.
I came clean to you,
let myself be sincere to you.

God, today's gonna be alright
I just need one day, one day to be fine.
Who knows what will happen tonight
so I just want, just want to feel alive.

Gonna be alright

You can't conceal the truth.
I'm everything you waited for,
I'm the man your body cried for.
After everything we've been through,
we deserve to relax for a long,
we need this stress to be gone.

This will last all night,
this will be as sweet as sugar,
this will make you feel alright,
this will be my best piece of art.
Watch me do it all over again,
breathe on me and touch my hand,
show me you know the way I like.

Whisper to me I'm the best.
Show me how you love my dirty sex.
Repeat I'm better than your tiny ex.
Touch me and we'll do it all over again.
You know I have the power
to keep you satisfied all over the place.
Show me how bad you crave my sex.
Hit me and we'll do it all over again.

Tonight I'll show you I'm not myself.
I turn into your favorite slave,
chained and ready to be tamed.
All your desires will come true, babe
once you rub me the right way,
once it starts there's no way to stop it.

Trick me and make me fall
down on my knees and pray for
a little mercy before it's gone
and we start this naughty road.
Down like a man should be
I'll be if you get on your knees
and do whatever I please.

Whisper to me I'm the best.
Show me how you love my dirty sex.
Repeat I'm better than your tiny ex.
Touch me and we'll do it all over again.
You know I have the power
to keep you satisfied all over the place.
Show me how bad you crave my sex.
Hit me and we'll do it all over again.

There's no way this could get better
I know right how to get you wetter.
It's a matter of knowing how to treat you,
how to touch you and show you I am...

Whisper to me I'm the best.
Show me how you love my dirty sex.
Repeat I'm better than your tiny ex.
Touch me and we'll do it all over again.
You know I have the power
to keep you satisfied all over the place.
Show me how bad you crave my sex.
Hit me and we'll do it all over again.

Sex

Don't you think he's been here way too long?
I think it's high time he came to know
he's no longer welcome
and I'm the one if you have to choose.

He doesn't treat you like you deserve,
you and him were not meant to be a thing,
loving him was such an epic fail.
You couldn't upload shots on the Internet,
your affair wasn't meant to get any better
and now he's going a bit insane.
What are you waiting for?

Of course he will be a bit upside down
until he mans up and comes around,
it was time for you to kick him out.
You'll be much better off without him now.
Don't pity him, he never texted you that much.
Of course he will be a bit upside down
but it was time for you to kick him out.

He's been giving you more than one reason
to give up on him and everything you had.
Loving him is not a matter of being a good person,
he's turned so stressing for your head.

What are you waiting for?

Kick him out

I've never been this full of energies,
there's nothing I can't do.
Everywhere I look is like, oh, geez
now I'm no longer blue.
And now I breathe it.

I wake up in the morning,
I still have stars in my eyes
(my head can't spinning round).
What happened last night?
I can't recall why I feel alright
(no reason to feel down).

And now my baby's on top.
He won't stop kissing me hard.

And now I sing it, now I live it,
there's nothing I can't do.
Now I feel it, and now I dream it,
here's to us and the life we choose.
My heart beats so fast, it's like the drums
my best friend used to play when he felt down.
This world and the universe are only for us
and now I sing it.
Here's to us and the love we spread around.

I'm like one of those teenagers
I see in all magazines,
wearing tight jeans and no make up
'cause I don't have a reason to fake it.
Suddenly I wake up in my bed,
he's by my side wearing my shirt
and he kisses me good morning
and he looks so great
(Yeah, last night was a shade).

And now my baby's on top,
somehow I don't want him to stop.

And now I sing it, now I live it,
there's nothing I can't do.
Now I feel it, and now I dream it,
here's to us and the life we choose.
My heart beats so fast, it's like the drums
my best friend used to play when he felt down.
This world and the universe are only for us
and now I sing it.
Here's to us and the love we spread around.

Kiss me all over, gimme the power
to be twenteen forever, stay this way.

And now I sing it, now I live it,
there's nothing I can't do.
Now I feel it, and now I dream it,
here's to us and the life we choose.
My heart beats so fast, it's like the drums
my best friend used to play when he felt down.
This world and the universe are only for us
and now I sing it.
Here's to us and the love we spread around.

Twenteen


About Me

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I am an English-Spanish sworn and freelance translator, interpreter, convo teacher, academic researcher and lyricist. Although I have not been granted with a talented voice to sing, I was born with an amazing gift to write lyrics. Ever since I was a little kid I started writing my own songs, poems, short stories... That was my way to connect with my inner world and self, my way to express and to show how unique I was. All of my lyrics are quite personal and they are about my experiences, viewpoints, feelings, but somehow I think they need to be known for many people would connect and share the same feelings and emotions.

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