I really feel you left me out
Why you mad? What could you be stressing bout?
Without a doubt, you the one with all the clout
Now you wanna take disagreements up out the house
I'm about, to simmer down a lil bit
I'm no fool, I ain't nobodies idiot
It's hideous, the things you did, since we were kids
In the pantry, in the closet, is where you hid
Then you slid, away for the summer
Moved far away and changed your number
Left to reminisce, on those days we slumbered
Moved to present day, and you haven't changed none ah
Your adolescent ways, kinda make me wonder
If you'll ever change or ever stray from the
Person you became, a reflection of your mother
It's hard to change a person, that's one thing I discovered
I could hold your hand, it's up to you if you recover
Therapy could help, all the truth that they uncover
Thinking to myself, does this make you smothered?
I think I'm just goin have to say a prayer for you brotha
To show you that I really do care for you brotha
And I hope that you really are aware that I love ya
-CHORUS- Repeat 3X
Is this real life? Or just a real dream?
When I go to sleep, keep thinking that I see things
When I wake up in the morning I can hear screams
Got me questioning myself, if it's the real me
Dayum, where did all the time go?
The beats playing, but where did all my rhymes go?
Writers block got me thinking that my mind's slow
Matter fact, what the hell i rhyme for?
For a lane? For the fame?
For the people, to recognize my name?
It's such a shame the way we play these silly games
I feel the pain cuz it's messing with my brain
All those days that I sat up in the rain
Talking to myself, tryna figure out this game
Writing down my goals, tryna figure out my aim
Thinking to myself could I really be insane
It's hard to attain all the levels that we wanted
If I could be point blank downright honest
I'm hoping one day I can realize my promise
And take back the reins and do things that I wanted
Yet I know, that's not always how the story go
Gotta go thru a maze, before you reach glory road
Then you sit back amazed, once the whole story's told...