Faya

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Faya

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

I don't want to question "what if we might've tried",
be my prayer to the skies & my sign of life, my dead or alive & my ride or die,
in my darkest nights be my brighter light, we can try to fight,
girl I'll lift your curses, replace them with blessings,
I can rid all your burdens, replace them with feathers,
and we'll close the curtains, to all what not matters,
cause both of us got a past both of us know that's how this live is,
knowing where you've been treatment like a queen for you is righteous,
I know you wanna ride the wave but will you make it to the tides,
I got a thoughtful mind sometimes my doubt gets too alive,
we could fight together but I'm not forcing you to fight,
I overthink the future like a psychic but we will live tonight

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

I told you my story you relate to mine, when you ask "whats up" I say I'm fine,
but your eye colours the same as my state of mind,
I see your mark in all the stars, you're in my system install my heart,
I play on you with all my cards, still I'm too scared to fall apart,
when I'm sad you're who I need around,
I've been getting high, cause I've been feeling down,
I gave you a touch of my mind so you feel me now,
you're the colour to fill in the blanks,
you're my weakness but giving me strength,
just for your presence you're infinitely thanked,
too bad you already have a partner and a left hand, he's not a hero, girl, he is a badman,
you’re asleep and I can’t seem to stop you, and I just keep on dreaming of you

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

Something To Hold Onto

Yeah I made my mistakes but you're not a saint,
and I made some decisions that you couldn't make,
you were breaking promises I never thought you would break,
you're not a queen but a king cobra snake, well fxxxing aint you,
acting like I somehow framed you, acting like an angel,
and everybody falsely blames you, but I see no difference from the woman that made you,
I mean forever means never in your own little language,
the severe the better when you're doing damage,
it's like I'm a cursed man handing blessings, I dont get it,
I gave this girl my heart I swear she can keep it,
if she can't be the one I don't really need it,
I keep my distance from these girls tell them I got my reasons,
I know that you can't see it but I've got feelings I'm just another human being,
swear I can be around everyone I know and still feel alone,
I know I could've done better but I did you no wrong.

Keeping my guard up, keeps getting harder
So I build up my walls up, they’re ten feet tall
And I feel not a feeling at all, I feel not a feeling at all.

The chain round my neck feels like a rope,
I breathe you in and think that I choke,
I feel the stress lurk, I feel my chest burn,
and to say goodbye is what I'll last learn.
the past never glorified me, and I don’t want it stored inside me,
I´m so balanced that sometimes it´s the wrongs that right me.
it’s funny how they tried to tell me there’s a calm before the storm,
it’s funny how roses define beauty but are covered in thorns,
luck's not in my system and happiness is a luxury that I can't afford,
next time I'll let you break me, baby, I don't want to bend no more.

Keeping my guard up, keeps getting harder
So I build up my walls up, they’re ten feet tall
And I feel not a feeling at all, I feel not a feeling at all.

king cobra snake

I'm gonna snap now, muscles are flexed out,
no time to relax now, when I pull the cash out,
people be talkin like they have been let down, listen,
everyones opinion out but I dont listen,
I'm in the field with the pythons in it,
worked on my craft now I'm done smithing,
I should be an icon living,
see the billboards with my songs in it,
fxxx it though I dont need to proof shit, I don’t see them do this,
I don’t see them catch up with me they know I move quick,
cash is what the business is, I've been in love with this shit,
so I dont need your gimmicks bitch, see they aint got no love for you,
but they gon be on top of you, so don't ever get too comfortable,

I don’t really know about a stopping sign, no
I don’t need girls I’m in love with my, dough
see me with the money yeah I got it like, woah
yeah they see me with the money and I got it like, woah

I shoot to kill, drop em, I loot to fill, pockets
break hearts is what I do to real lovers,
If you get me pissed off then I won’t be with the shit,
man, I be on them trees, prolly pull up with a stick
believe this aint no chit chat, little bit of this that,
and you will get your bitch back, see you put in stiff steps,
I wanna get my wrist wet, so I need some big stacks,
no room in my place, still bring more cheese in,
stack it to space, I know no ceiling,
mad that I flex, mans is just teasing,
with privates no jets, go straight the streets in,
they wanna see me rest in peace, I wont rest untill I peace out,
just try to get my blessings, sneeze, I guess I leave now,

I don’t really know about a stopping sign, no
I don’t need girls I’m in love with my, dough
see me with the money yeah I got it like, woah
yeah they see me with the money and I got it like, woah

woah!


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Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

I don't want to question "what if we might've tried",
be my prayer to the skies & my sign of life, my dead or alive & my ride or die,
in my darkest nights be my brighter light, we can try to fight,
girl I'll lift your curses, replace them with blessings,
I can rid all your burdens, replace them with feathers,
and we'll close the curtains, to all what not matters,
cause both of us got a past both of us know that's how this live is,
knowing where you've been treatment like a queen for you is righteous,
I know you wanna ride the wave but will you make it to the tides,
I got a thoughtful mind sometimes my doubt gets too alive,
we could fight together but I'm not forcing you to fight,
I overthink the future like a psychic but we will live tonight

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

I told you my story you relate to mine, when you ask "whats up" I say I'm fine,
but your eye colours the same as my state of mind,
I see your mark in all the stars, you're in my system install my heart,
I play on you with all my cards, still I'm too scared to fall apart,
when I'm sad you're who I need around,
I've been getting high, cause I've been feeling down,
I gave you a touch of my mind so you feel me now,
you're the colour to fill in the blanks,
you're my weakness but giving me strength,
just for your presence you're infinitely thanked,
too bad you already have a partner and a left hand, he's not a hero, girl, he is a badman,
you’re asleep and I can’t seem to stop you, and I just keep on dreaming of you

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

Something To Hold Onto

Yeah I made my mistakes but you're not a saint,
and I made some decisions that you couldn't make,
you were breaking promises I never thought you would break,
you're not a queen but a king cobra snake, well fxxxing aint you,
acting like I somehow framed you, acting like an angel,
and everybody falsely blames you, but I see no difference from the woman that made you,
I mean forever means never in your own little language,
the severe the better when you're doing damage,
it's like I'm a cursed man handing blessings, I dont get it,
I gave this girl my heart I swear she can keep it,
if she can't be the one I don't really need it,
I keep my distance from these girls tell them I got my reasons,
I know that you can't see it but I've got feelings I'm just another human being,
swear I can be around everyone I know and still feel alone,
I know I could've done better but I did you no wrong.

Keeping my guard up, keeps getting harder
So I build up my walls up, they’re ten feet tall
And I feel not a feeling at all, I feel not a feeling at all.

The chain round my neck feels like a rope,
I breathe you in and think that I choke,
I feel the stress lurk, I feel my chest burn,
and to say goodbye is what I'll last learn.
the past never glorified me, and I don’t want it stored inside me,
I´m so balanced that sometimes it´s the wrongs that right me.
it’s funny how they tried to tell me there’s a calm before the storm,
it’s funny how roses define beauty but are covered in thorns,
luck's not in my system and happiness is a luxury that I can't afford,
next time I'll let you break me, baby, I don't want to bend no more.

Keeping my guard up, keeps getting harder
So I build up my walls up, they’re ten feet tall
And I feel not a feeling at all, I feel not a feeling at all.

king cobra snake

I'm gonna snap now, muscles are flexed out,
no time to relax now, when I pull the cash out,
people be talkin like they have been let down, listen,
everyones opinion out but I dont listen,
I'm in the field with the pythons in it,
worked on my craft now I'm done smithing,
I should be an icon living,
see the billboards with my songs in it,
fxxx it though I dont need to proof shit, I don’t see them do this,
I don’t see them catch up with me they know I move quick,
cash is what the business is, I've been in love with this shit,
so I dont need your gimmicks bitch, see they aint got no love for you,
but they gon be on top of you, so don't ever get too comfortable,

I don’t really know about a stopping sign, no
I don’t need girls I’m in love with my, dough
see me with the money yeah I got it like, woah
yeah they see me with the money and I got it like, woah

I shoot to kill, drop em, I loot to fill, pockets
break hearts is what I do to real lovers,
If you get me pissed off then I won’t be with the shit,
man, I be on them trees, prolly pull up with a stick
believe this aint no chit chat, little bit of this that,
and you will get your bitch back, see you put in stiff steps,
I wanna get my wrist wet, so I need some big stacks,
no room in my place, still bring more cheese in,
stack it to space, I know no ceiling,
mad that I flex, mans is just teasing,
with privates no jets, go straight the streets in,
they wanna see me rest in peace, I wont rest untill I peace out,
just try to get my blessings, sneeze, I guess I leave now,

I don’t really know about a stopping sign, no
I don’t need girls I’m in love with my, dough
see me with the money yeah I got it like, woah
yeah they see me with the money and I got it like, woah

woah!

My love for you is undeniable, but my heart is unreliable,
I forget when I'm around you, I forgive when it's about you,
shit I shouldn't be so doubtful, I know I'd like to, I know I want you

I felt it but didnt know if it was fake or real,
I dont really show it my hearts made of steel,
when I see your face it still feels like I kissed it,
I still feel the gentle lipstick, try to read your lip sync,
unreadable signs like they are cryptic,
no birthday but she’s gifted,
the way you talk is like you're a poet,
but talking bout love then you don't know it,
almost like your heart's still broken, so I can't really tell it,
it's tragic, everybody keeps tresspassing unaware that I'm crashing,
you build up your walls I'm pounding and smashing
all I wanted was for my dreams to never end,
felt like an angel that's heaven sent, it made me a better man,
but when I wake up they take it from me,
feels like I fall asleep and they make her love me,
and when I awaken they take her from me,
and then I wake up lonely

My love for you is undeniable, but my heart is unreliable,
I forget when I'm around you, I forgive when it's about you,
shit I shouldn't be so doubtful, I know I'd like to, I know I want you

And when I see you reality hits, try to fight it what kind of anarchy's this,
eyes on lock with every blink, you make me feel like heaven exists,
but I can't tell you any of this, shit, give me my time to fall into character again,
put on my mask and barrier again, and think about you everywhere again,
I was born in a puzzle, I was torn into pieces,
you puzzled me together, I still don't know the meaning,
it's hard to face reality, I still think that I'm dreaming,
one day I'll find the answers, and I will learn the reason

My love for you is undeniable, but my heart is unreliable,
I forget when I'm around you, I forgive when it's about you,
shit I shouldn't be so doubtful, I know I'd like to, I know I want you

Dream Girl

Cause really your heart is something I would fight for
Something I'd hit the road at late night and ride for
Something I would take your knives out my back and die for
I’ve been wondering, without love what is life for

Lately I've been thinking 'bout you and our moments,
we gotta focus and let those moments own us,
let happen what happens before chances are over,
'cause not taking chance is the cause of why my heart was broken,
you know we can't still be playin' around when we're grown ups,
and you know that they will judge us even when they don't know us,
I know for a fact that this might just work out, even when the sun's down,
even with crashing waves and bridges that burn down, our flame won’t burn out,
it will turn out okay, we will turn out okay, I ain't playing no game,
I'm saying the same, my feelings won't change, and I'm staying the same,

Cause really your heart is something I would fight for
Something I'd hit the road at late night and ride for
Something I would take your knives out my back and die for
I’ve been wondering, without love what is life for

And she said; when I look you in the eyes I just see something bigger,
I see the pain the lies and the burning bridges, how you kept being triggered,
I saw your writings and how you truly missed her,
I saw you cross the line but that line got thinner,
but I also see the happiness you found in the mess,
how you were able to deal with getting less, she said,
sometimes you might be struggling to see it but really you're blessed,
baby you're still alive that's what she said as she was laying on my chest,
you deserve nothing less but the best, and those words got stuck in my head,
as I was staring in the mirror I couldn't see what she meant,
it's a disease, a struggle in beliefs, it makes you struggle to believe,
if I trust you will you leave, I look twice at least, to see if I'm deceived,
I'm lost in finding me, trying to be all that I can be, to be with the one that I need,
and to cover up the scars that still bleed, I try to put my mind at ease

Cause really your heart is something I would fight for
Something I'd hit the road at late night and ride for
Something I would take your knives out my back and die for
I’ve been wondering, without love what is life for

Your Knives

I can't blame her though, she didn't know,
and if she did know, she didn't show,
I'll only tell this once so listen close,
if you'd attach to my soul you'd been given gold,
I've always been living low,
paying attention til the credits show,
my spirit is feeling old and my heart is thrilling cold,
when you make me sad it's spilling snow,
thought we played together but we had different goals,
I know you're out there killing souls,
no time to waste if hope by the minute goes,
I've always been living low,
observing well to know you're out there killing souls.

I remember when kids used to find a song to relate to,
but since then I used to always grab a piece of paper to explain to,
what kind of struggle I came through,
I'm having troubles watching into the mirror and seeing the same me,
while I've been trying to help you getting back to the same you.
But I can't blame you, I love you,
I just feel that when they made you, you were given the good side of an angel,
don’t let these demons put their horns on your halo, don’t let them break you
and it was yourself who changed you, but
you thanked me for everything, I too just had to thank you,
I’ve been happy ever since I met you, and that’s rare cause
I've been feeling way too much like they don't let me love them,
like we're no friends, and the space between right and wrong has been feeling so thin,
like they want us all to go sin, it's hard to explain your feelings when you're feeling nothing,
trying not to get broken on your way to find anything that makes you feel something,
trying to keep myself from provoking, but it's something you get lost in,
when you feel left out by the circle you should be close in, in a chapter that should be closing.
What you have become is what makes me empty,
old feelings are tempting, I’m cursed by my blessings,
the beginning of the ending, and my fly is crashing,
my waves are stranded, and the booze in my blood and my high have blended,
my system's crashing, oh, where did I ever leave my passion?
Haven't been able to find it back in a while,
I don't have to be OK, as long as they see me smile.

My spirit is feeling old and my heart is thrilling cold,
your single touch made me feeling love, but
Love is so deceivable, you make me sad, I’m seeing snow,
I’ll carry on and keep it low,
knowing you’re still killing souls.

Gold

Don't listen to them all in times like these, they ain't walking with ya through nights like these,
even your homie who you'd expect to be with ya has changed now,
and now it's all fake love and fake smiles,
and whenever you take your girl with ya she's the one they try to make smile,
I'm just saying, you can't always play along the games they're playing,
they turn around their head for the things that you're facing, don’t be mistaken,

don't turn your back if you don't want scars,
it's like when you find a good girl they always want yours,
like there aint plenty of choice, instead of finding what is meant for you,
or what is best for you, they tried to take what was meant for me,
I showed you the best of me, but I know no better you,
what is it that I have to do to get to you,
never knew it was all tricks no treats,
I thought you were so sweet but bitch no, please,
you're so bitter, these demons probably looking for some horns to fit her,
and for anyone who’s been saying that I still miss her,
she's not the one I fell in love with anymore, I don't hold on to it anymore,
I closed those doors, I even deleted your pictures,
and I don't regret our times but the one you were then and who you are now differs,
but you can't seem to see the difference, we just gotta be happy with whatever they give us,
I've been drinking like I've got a golden liver, I've been smoking like I've got golden lungs,
but that's better than to be pushing drugs and holding guns,
I need to think about my future not just entertainment in something fun,
I’m not here to play or fight, I'm just being true is it so hard for you to save the lies, girl
I trusted you way too much and for that I have to pay the price, so
if I ever miss you, girl, I won't- let you show,
and even if I wanted to let you know, they'd tell me; don't, let her go

Don't listen to them all in times like these, they ain't walking with ya through nights like these,
even your homie who you'd expect to be with ya has changed now,
and now it's all fake love and fake smiles,
and whenever you take your girl with ya she's the one they try to make smile,
I'm just saying, you can't always play along the games they're playing,
they turn around their head for the things that you're facing, don’t be mistaken,

Fake Love

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Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

I don't want to question "what if we might've tried",
be my prayer to the skies & my sign of life, my dead or alive & my ride or die,
in my darkest nights be my brighter light, we can try to fight,
girl I'll lift your curses, replace them with blessings,
I can rid all your burdens, replace them with feathers,
and we'll close the curtains, to all what not matters,
cause both of us got a past both of us know that's how this live is,
knowing where you've been treatment like a queen for you is righteous,
I know you wanna ride the wave but will you make it to the tides,
I got a thoughtful mind sometimes my doubt gets too alive,
we could fight together but I'm not forcing you to fight,
I overthink the future like a psychic but we will live tonight

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

I told you my story you relate to mine, when you ask "whats up" I say I'm fine,
but your eye colours the same as my state of mind,
I see your mark in all the stars, you're in my system install my heart,
I play on you with all my cards, still I'm too scared to fall apart,
when I'm sad you're who I need around,
I've been getting high, cause I've been feeling down,
I gave you a touch of my mind so you feel me now,
you're the colour to fill in the blanks,
you're my weakness but giving me strength,
just for your presence you're infinitely thanked,
too bad you already have a partner and a left hand, he's not a hero, girl, he is a badman,
you’re asleep and I can’t seem to stop you, and I just keep on dreaming of you

Don't know if you're down for it, nobody knows what you're up to,
there's some things I walk away from, you're the one I run to,
I can't seem to get a grip, but you've got something to hold onto,
you're sleeping on what we could be, while I am dreaming of you

Something To Hold Onto

Yeah I made my mistakes but you're not a saint,
and I made some decisions that you couldn't make,
you were breaking promises I never thought you would break,
you're not a queen but a king cobra snake, well fxxxing aint you,
acting like I somehow framed you, acting like an angel,
and everybody falsely blames you, but I see no difference from the woman that made you,
I mean forever means never in your own little language,
the severe the better when you're doing damage,
it's like I'm a cursed man handing blessings, I dont get it,
I gave this girl my heart I swear she can keep it,
if she can't be the one I don't really need it,
I keep my distance from these girls tell them I got my reasons,
I know that you can't see it but I've got feelings I'm just another human being,
swear I can be around everyone I know and still feel alone,
I know I could've done better but I did you no wrong.

Keeping my guard up, keeps getting harder
So I build up my walls up, they’re ten feet tall
And I feel not a feeling at all, I feel not a feeling at all.

The chain round my neck feels like a rope,
I breathe you in and think that I choke,
I feel the stress lurk, I feel my chest burn,
and to say goodbye is what I'll last learn.
the past never glorified me, and I don’t want it stored inside me,
I´m so balanced that sometimes it´s the wrongs that right me.
it’s funny how they tried to tell me there’s a calm before the storm,
it’s funny how roses define beauty but are covered in thorns,
luck's not in my system and happiness is a luxury that I can't afford,
next time I'll let you break me, baby, I don't want to bend no more.

Keeping my guard up, keeps getting harder
So I build up my walls up, they’re ten feet tall
And I feel not a feeling at all, I feel not a feeling at all.

king cobra snake

I'm gonna snap now, muscles are flexed out,
no time to relax now, when I pull the cash out,
people be talkin like they have been let down, listen,
everyones opinion out but I dont listen,
I'm in the field with the pythons in it,
worked on my craft now I'm done smithing,
I should be an icon living,
see the billboards with my songs in it,
fxxx it though I dont need to proof shit, I don’t see them do this,
I don’t see them catch up with me they know I move quick,
cash is what the business is, I've been in love with this shit,
so I dont need your gimmicks bitch, see they aint got no love for you,
but they gon be on top of you, so don't ever get too comfortable,

I don’t really know about a stopping sign, no
I don’t need girls I’m in love with my, dough
see me with the money yeah I got it like, woah
yeah they see me with the money and I got it like, woah

I shoot to kill, drop em, I loot to fill, pockets
break hearts is what I do to real lovers,
If you get me pissed off then I won’t be with the shit,
man, I be on them trees, prolly pull up with a stick
believe this aint no chit chat, little bit of this that,
and you will get your bitch back, see you put in stiff steps,
I wanna get my wrist wet, so I need some big stacks,
no room in my place, still bring more cheese in,
stack it to space, I know no ceiling,
mad that I flex, mans is just teasing,
with privates no jets, go straight the streets in,
they wanna see me rest in peace, I wont rest untill I peace out,
just try to get my blessings, sneeze, I guess I leave now,

I don’t really know about a stopping sign, no
I don’t need girls I’m in love with my, dough
see me with the money yeah I got it like, woah
yeah they see me with the money and I got it like, woah

woah!

My love for you is undeniable, but my heart is unreliable,
I forget when I'm around you, I forgive when it's about you,
shit I shouldn't be so doubtful, I know I'd like to, I know I want you

I felt it but didnt know if it was fake or real,
I dont really show it my hearts made of steel,
when I see your face it still feels like I kissed it,
I still feel the gentle lipstick, try to read your lip sync,
unreadable signs like they are cryptic,
no birthday but she’s gifted,
the way you talk is like you're a poet,
but talking bout love then you don't know it,
almost like your heart's still broken, so I can't really tell it,
it's tragic, everybody keeps tresspassing unaware that I'm crashing,
you build up your walls I'm pounding and smashing
all I wanted was for my dreams to never end,
felt like an angel that's heaven sent, it made me a better man,
but when I wake up they take it from me,
feels like I fall asleep and they make her love me,
and when I awaken they take her from me,
and then I wake up lonely

My love for you is undeniable, but my heart is unreliable,
I forget when I'm around you, I forgive when it's about you,
shit I shouldn't be so doubtful, I know I'd like to, I know I want you

And when I see you reality hits, try to fight it what kind of anarchy's this,
eyes on lock with every blink, you make me feel like heaven exists,
but I can't tell you any of this, shit, give me my time to fall into character again,
put on my mask and barrier again, and think about you everywhere again,
I was born in a puzzle, I was torn into pieces,
you puzzled me together, I still don't know the meaning,
it's hard to face reality, I still think that I'm dreaming,
one day I'll find the answers, and I will learn the reason

My love for you is undeniable, but my heart is unreliable,
I forget when I'm around you, I forgive when it's about you,
shit I shouldn't be so doubtful, I know I'd like to, I know I want you

Dream Girl

Cause really your heart is something I would fight for
Something I'd hit the road at late night and ride for
Something I would take your knives out my back and die for
I’ve been wondering, without love what is life for

Lately I've been thinking 'bout you and our moments,
we gotta focus and let those moments own us,
let happen what happens before chances are over,
'cause not taking chance is the cause of why my heart was broken,
you know we can't still be playin' around when we're grown ups,
and you know that they will judge us even when they don't know us,
I know for a fact that this might just work out, even when the sun's down,
even with crashing waves and bridges that burn down, our flame won’t burn out,
it will turn out okay, we will turn out okay, I ain't playing no game,
I'm saying the same, my feelings won't change, and I'm staying the same,

Cause really your heart is something I would fight for
Something I'd hit the road at late night and ride for
Something I would take your knives out my back and die for
I’ve been wondering, without love what is life for

And she said; when I look you in the eyes I just see something bigger,
I see the pain the lies and the burning bridges, how you kept being triggered,
I saw your writings and how you truly missed her,
I saw you cross the line but that line got thinner,
but I also see the happiness you found in the mess,
how you were able to deal with getting less, she said,
sometimes you might be struggling to see it but really you're blessed,
baby you're still alive that's what she said as she was laying on my chest,
you deserve nothing less but the best, and those words got stuck in my head,
as I was staring in the mirror I couldn't see what she meant,
it's a disease, a struggle in beliefs, it makes you struggle to believe,
if I trust you will you leave, I look twice at least, to see if I'm deceived,
I'm lost in finding me, trying to be all that I can be, to be with the one that I need,
and to cover up the scars that still bleed, I try to put my mind at ease

Cause really your heart is something I would fight for
Something I'd hit the road at late night and ride for
Something I would take your knives out my back and die for
I’ve been wondering, without love what is life for

Your Knives

I can't blame her though, she didn't know,
and if she did know, she didn't show,
I'll only tell this once so listen close,
if you'd attach to my soul you'd been given gold,
I've always been living low,
paying attention til the credits show,
my spirit is feeling old and my heart is thrilling cold,
when you make me sad it's spilling snow,
thought we played together but we had different goals,
I know you're out there killing souls,
no time to waste if hope by the minute goes,
I've always been living low,
observing well to know you're out there killing souls.

I remember when kids used to find a song to relate to,
but since then I used to always grab a piece of paper to explain to,
what kind of struggle I came through,
I'm having troubles watching into the mirror and seeing the same me,
while I've been trying to help you getting back to the same you.
But I can't blame you, I love you,
I just feel that when they made you, you were given the good side of an angel,
don’t let these demons put their horns on your halo, don’t let them break you
and it was yourself who changed you, but
you thanked me for everything, I too just had to thank you,
I’ve been happy ever since I met you, and that’s rare cause
I've been feeling way too much like they don't let me love them,
like we're no friends, and the space between right and wrong has been feeling so thin,
like they want us all to go sin, it's hard to explain your feelings when you're feeling nothing,
trying not to get broken on your way to find anything that makes you feel something,
trying to keep myself from provoking, but it's something you get lost in,
when you feel left out by the circle you should be close in, in a chapter that should be closing.
What you have become is what makes me empty,
old feelings are tempting, I’m cursed by my blessings,
the beginning of the ending, and my fly is crashing,
my waves are stranded, and the booze in my blood and my high have blended,
my system's crashing, oh, where did I ever leave my passion?
Haven't been able to find it back in a while,
I don't have to be OK, as long as they see me smile.

My spirit is feeling old and my heart is thrilling cold,
your single touch made me feeling love, but
Love is so deceivable, you make me sad, I’m seeing snow,
I’ll carry on and keep it low,
knowing you’re still killing souls.

Gold


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I've been working on my craft since 2014.
Eventhough I'm from Dutch origins, I've always had a thing for English music, the lyrics tend to hit me harder.
Looking up to some of my favourite artists I try to write good lyrics, mainly on how I feel.
I love lyrics with a deeper meaning and believe that's what I write best about, but I try to write about multiple topics, not only serious ones.

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