Amberleigh

Chorus

I Must go on
Believing it's all right....

Verse 1

I just wanted an answer to know
But you looked for an excuse to go
Into your bubble for your fun
Not seeing the impact you had done

Verse 2

And shortly after I got the letter
A new life, not surely better
But just not yet you needed the cake
Not quite sure unless it's fake

Verse 3

In the end I saw Miss Hill
She decided against the pill
It was best for me to talk
But not for you, you had to walk

Verse 4

For four long months you dragged it out
There must of been some doubt
But in the end it finally came
Here I go, into the shame

Chorus

Why did you have to Gaslight
And re-write my history
There was no need to Gaslight
But blame me's a mystery

Verse 1

This is gonna take a bit of time
To work through the stages
I need to learn to understand
By reading lots of pages

Verse 2

It's gonna be a bumpy ride
A coaster of emotion
If only I read the warning signs
But I didn't have a notion

Verse 3

Did you think we'ed just adapt in time
And come around to your thinking again
Your comments were oh so bizarre
You drove back to drinking

Verse 4

I just want to run away
But I know I'm needed here
I don't think I can face right now
Got a very deep sense of fear

Verse 5

But....I....Must
Just get through day by day
I have the support
And I know ill be ok
This journeys took its toll
But I'm a much stronger person
To deal with you right now

Chorus

Square One.....That's were I'm back
Square One.....Just felt ive had the sack
Square One.....Back at the bottom
Square One.....No hope ive been forgotten

Verse

Mistakes.....There have been
Regrets.....These weren't forseen
Hindsight.....If only I knew
Maybe.....Id still be with you
Attraction.....It was there
Love.....It wasn't to be fair
Respect.....There was a lot
Compactable.....There was not
Affection.....It was gone
Loving.....There was none
Trust.....It was lost
Us.....At a cost

Chorus

Ball Stone, Ball Stone
When will it go
Ball Stone, Ball Stone
Quick, not slow

Verse

I wish I knew, what's this pain
Its in my chest, and when It came

Ive had no sleep, been up to long
Its just a phase, whats gone wrong

Ive taken things, to help me through
I need support, not just from you
Ive seen you watch, and take a look
It needs to clear, with some luck

When I was, in better shape
Has a smile, across my face
And now its gone, because of you
The pain gets worse, so very true

Another long wait, staring at the wall
Waiting for my fate and maybe a massive fall
Thinking back and forth of events now and then
Looking to the future and having it all again
Am I right or am I wrong, tell me why
Did I play this well or has it all gone rye

Chorus

Guardian, Guardian my futures in your hands
Guardian, Guardian oh, can't you understand
Guardian, Guardian I may take another path
Guardian, Guardian you've made an awful gaff

Listening to my outcome, judged on someone's thoughts
They don't know the emotions of all that has been fought
Someone will tell me what I have to do
After all the fighting and what I've just been through

So it has become, another period of time
Talking to me now, do you think it will all be fine
We will be back again sometime in middle may
When we sit again, hopefully it will go my way

Tonight is gonna be the night
That I say it, all to you
I know its gonna be hurtful
But its something that I have to do

I wish it had never come to this
But it has come to an end
I know it will be a mess
And I hope you'll still be a friend

(Pre chorus)

I'd wish you'd just speak from the heart
As all this doubt is pulling us apart
Make your choice and choose your direction
If its me then show me affection

(Chorus)

I love you............
Do you do.............
And because of it.....
I'm your opposite.....

Can we move forward
And do something together
If we can
I will know you forever

Pre chorus x 1

Chorus x 4

If only I had told you
How much you were for me
Then I wouldn't have felt like this
Deep inside if you could see

(Chorus 1)

If only I had listened when you talked
It just went straight through my mind
I didn't want to lose control
I didn't want to lose control

If I bought you flowers
Was this an extension of guilt
You were the only one
Who I ever really felt

(Chorus 2)

If i'd given you more freedom
Then you wouldn't have rebelled
I didn't want to lose control
I didn't want to lose control

(Verse 2)

Give..me..one more chance
On equal terms with you
We..can..prove that together
We will see it through

Chorus 1 again

Verse 2 again

Title x 8

Verse 1 again

Chorus 1 then 2 again

(Fade with)

Maybe I never had control