Aspiring songwriter, that writes about real emotions and how I see the world.


My mind is relentless, on permanent attack in my brain
It never lets up and chooses to refrain
I am never able to drown the noise out
Becasue it just becomes louder and starts to shout
Its like an assassin with its target in sight
The Crosshairs are on me to escape I must fight
But its exhausting to always maintain a defence
So i tend to give up at my own expense
Untill I give myself a rally call
I have to.continue to rise else I will fall
But I pick myself up to fall down again
And say maybe its goodbye from.me, God bless and amen
The assassin is me, gun aimed at my own brain
Thinking this could be over, I wouldnt have to do it again
This is the best way to gain back control
Take back the power from which it stole
But who am I kidding I dont even have the strength to wave the white flag
But the real strength is in admitting and letting the cat out the bag
Share your story with others around
Dont sit in silence and make no sound
There is no weakness in not holding it together
So dont slip away, throw a rope to tether
To anchor you so you cant drift away
And will be here to exist in another day
Never let darkness to get in the way
From being able to observe a bright sunny day
For even if it is full sun outside
You cant see it if you have the curtains drawn and hide
Are able to see the joy in existence
If the outside world is at a distance
Walk in the sand or amongst the trees
Inhale the air and feel the breeze
Stand in the rain and get wet
Go for a run and start to sweat
Look after your body and your mind
And the inner peace you will be able to find
But dont stop there but continue to help others
Your mum, your dad, sisters or brothers
Friends or just people in the community
It all helps to maintain our immunity
To build up the antibody to fight the disease
When you catch the virus from somebody's sneeze
Stop thinking of depression as not a real illness
Dont beat yourself up, and learn forgiveness
Its one of the hardest things a person can acquire
It can affect the most confident not just those that are shyer
Those that seem to have it all
It just means maybe they have greater to fall
We are all human beings, that feel doubt and shame
Deep down inside we are all the same



My mind is relentless, on permanent attack in my brain
It never lets up and chooses to refrain
I am never able to drown the noise out
Becasue it just becomes louder and starts to shout
Its like an assassin with its target in sight
The Crosshairs are on me to escape I must fight
But its exhausting to always maintain a defence
So i tend to give up at my own expense
Untill I give myself a rally call
I have to.continue to rise else I will fall
But I pick myself up to fall down again
And say maybe its goodbye from.me, God bless and amen
The assassin is me, gun aimed at my own brain
Thinking this could be over, I wouldnt have to do it again
This is the best way to gain back control
Take back the power from which it stole
But who am I kidding I dont even have the strength to wave the white flag
But the real strength is in admitting and letting the cat out the bag
Share your story with others around
Dont sit in silence and make no sound
There is no weakness in not holding it together
So dont slip away, throw a rope to tether
To anchor you so you cant drift away
And will be here to exist in another day
Never let darkness to get in the way
From being able to observe a bright sunny day
For even if it is full sun outside
You cant see it if you have the curtains drawn and hide
Are able to see the joy in existence
If the outside world is at a distance
Walk in the sand or amongst the trees
Inhale the air and feel the breeze
Stand in the rain and get wet
Go for a run and start to sweat
Look after your body and your mind
And the inner peace you will be able to find
But dont stop there but continue to help others
Your mum, your dad, sisters or brothers
Friends or just people in the community
It all helps to maintain our immunity
To build up the antibody to fight the disease
When you catch the virus from somebody's sneeze
Stop thinking of depression as not a real illness
Dont beat yourself up, and learn forgiveness
Its one of the hardest things a person can acquire
It can affect the most confident not just those that are shyer
Those that seem to have it all
It just means maybe they have greater to fall
We are all human beings, that feel doubt and shame
Deep down inside we are all the same





My mind is relentless, on permanent attack in my brain
It never lets up and chooses to refrain
I am never able to drown the noise out
Becasue it just becomes louder and starts to shout
Its like an assassin with its target in sight
The Crosshairs are on me to escape I must fight
But its exhausting to always maintain a defence
So i tend to give up at my own expense
Untill I give myself a rally call
I have to.continue to rise else I will fall
But I pick myself up to fall down again
And say maybe its goodbye from.me, God bless and amen
The assassin is me, gun aimed at my own brain
Thinking this could be over, I wouldnt have to do it again
This is the best way to gain back control
Take back the power from which it stole
But who am I kidding I dont even have the strength to wave the white flag
But the real strength is in admitting and letting the cat out the bag
Share your story with others around
Dont sit in silence and make no sound
There is no weakness in not holding it together
So dont slip away, throw a rope to tether
To anchor you so you cant drift away
And will be here to exist in another day
Never let darkness to get in the way
From being able to observe a bright sunny day
For even if it is full sun outside
You cant see it if you have the curtains drawn and hide
Are able to see the joy in existence
If the outside world is at a distance
Walk in the sand or amongst the trees
Inhale the air and feel the breeze
Stand in the rain and get wet
Go for a run and start to sweat
Look after your body and your mind
And the inner peace you will be able to find
But dont stop there but continue to help others
Your mum, your dad, sisters or brothers
Friends or just people in the community
It all helps to maintain our immunity
To build up the antibody to fight the disease
When you catch the virus from somebody's sneeze
Stop thinking of depression as not a real illness
Dont beat yourself up, and learn forgiveness
Its one of the hardest things a person can acquire
It can affect the most confident not just those that are shyer
Those that seem to have it all
It just means maybe they have greater to fall
We are all human beings, that feel doubt and shame
Deep down inside we are all the same



Aspiring songwriter, that writes about real emotions and how I see the world.