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Butterfly…..my heart is so broken, I’mdf feeling so down, I need to go outside, take a good look around. The sky is so blue and the clouds are so white…it’s all so beautiful but I don’t feel quite right. Im empty and lost, don’t know how to be found, then I turn in my chair and I look at the ground..I see this small butterfly, it’s trying it’s best, to get off of this ground and go back to its nest. One wing is so perfect but one’s partly bent, it’s worn out out from the struggles it’s life has spent. I am sitting in awe at the life that I see, it crawls over a leaf then up to a tree. I watch it climb slowly as time slips by, I watch it climb up as I laugh and I cry. If this beautiful creature could have so much hope, how could I ever be at the end of my rope? She got to the spot where she needed to be, then I watched her take off…gorgeous and free. So to my little butterfly so precious and light, because of your strength I will fight my fight. Thank you.

Butterfly

I laid in my bed, and started to cry.. the doctors looked at me and said I would die.. I did die that day, I ceased to exist.. for God was to grant me his greatest of gifts…. A brand new life, like nothing before.. I took a deep breath and walked through that door… a world so amazing, one I’d never known… I fell to my knees and cried at his thrown…for who was this person he knew I could be.. a person so happy, so peaceful and free.. for through his mercy, his grace and his love, his spirit came in me and fit like a glove……gone was the pain, the sadness and fears.. the struggles I’d had through all of my years… strong, he said he replaced by a peace, a love so strong.. He said he’d been with me all along… my eyes had been opened, my heart overflowing, He had walked by my side with me never knowing…so goodbye to my past, the Lamb has arrived, my new life begins with him by my side……….for who was this person He knew I could be, a person so happy so peaceful and free… for through his mercy, his grace and his love, his spirit came in me and fit like a glove…………… for who was this person he knew I could be, a person so happy, so peaceful and free… for through his mercy, his grace and his love his spirit came in me and fit like a glove…

Reborn

No one ever said that she was plain. When she was on that stage everyone knew her name. Drawing in the crowds down by the bay..everyone knew the great Renee. At night she was on fire, she took a different form.. but when the lights went down her life was a perfect storm. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills….Miles and miles on the road chasing the next dream.her life was coming apart at the seams. She couldn’t stay in one place for long she had to get away. Running from ghosts of her past only she could say. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills. At night she was on fire. She took a different form. But when the lights went down, her life was a perfect storm. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills.

Lilacs and Zills


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Butterfly…..my heart is so broken, I’mdf feeling so down, I need to go outside, take a good look around. The sky is so blue and the clouds are so white…it’s all so beautiful but I don’t feel quite right. Im empty and lost, don’t know how to be found, then I turn in my chair and I look at the ground..I see this small butterfly, it’s trying it’s best, to get off of this ground and go back to its nest. One wing is so perfect but one’s partly bent, it’s worn out out from the struggles it’s life has spent. I am sitting in awe at the life that I see, it crawls over a leaf then up to a tree. I watch it climb slowly as time slips by, I watch it climb up as I laugh and I cry. If this beautiful creature could have so much hope, how could I ever be at the end of my rope? She got to the spot where she needed to be, then I watched her take off…gorgeous and free. So to my little butterfly so precious and light, because of your strength I will fight my fight. Thank you.

Butterfly

I laid in my bed, and started to cry.. the doctors looked at me and said I would die.. I did die that day, I ceased to exist.. for God was to grant me his greatest of gifts…. A brand new life, like nothing before.. I took a deep breath and walked through that door… a world so amazing, one I’d never known… I fell to my knees and cried at his thrown…for who was this person he knew I could be.. a person so happy, so peaceful and free.. for through his mercy, his grace and his love, his spirit came in me and fit like a glove……gone was the pain, the sadness and fears.. the struggles I’d had through all of my years… strong, he said he replaced by a peace, a love so strong.. He said he’d been with me all along… my eyes had been opened, my heart overflowing, He had walked by my side with me never knowing…so goodbye to my past, the Lamb has arrived, my new life begins with him by my side……….for who was this person He knew I could be, a person so happy so peaceful and free… for through his mercy, his grace and his love, his spirit came in me and fit like a glove…………… for who was this person he knew I could be, a person so happy, so peaceful and free… for through his mercy, his grace and his love his spirit came in me and fit like a glove…

Reborn

No one ever said that she was plain. When she was on that stage everyone knew her name. Drawing in the crowds down by the bay..everyone knew the great Renee. At night she was on fire, she took a different form.. but when the lights went down her life was a perfect storm. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills….Miles and miles on the road chasing the next dream.her life was coming apart at the seams. She couldn’t stay in one place for long she had to get away. Running from ghosts of her past only she could say. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills. At night she was on fire. She took a different form. But when the lights went down, her life was a perfect storm. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills.

Lilacs and Zills

Butterfly…..my heart is so broken, I’mdf feeling so down, I need to go outside, take a good look around. The sky is so blue and the clouds are so white…it’s all so beautiful but I don’t feel quite right. Im empty and lost, don’t know how to be found, then I turn in my chair and I look at the ground..I see this small butterfly, it’s trying it’s best, to get off of this ground and go back to its nest. One wing is so perfect but one’s partly bent, it’s worn out out from the struggles it’s life has spent. I am sitting in awe at the life that I see, it crawls over a leaf then up to a tree. I watch it climb slowly as time slips by, I watch it climb up as I laugh and I cry. If this beautiful creature could have so much hope, how could I ever be at the end of my rope? She got to the spot where she needed to be, then I watched her take off…gorgeous and free. So to my little butterfly so precious and light, because of your strength I will fight my fight. Thank you.

Butterfly

Who knew when this began how it would go .. we can meet for a drink because you never know ..when I saw you standing there so nervous and shy I have to admit you really caught my eye. I knew I was in trouble. The butterflies were there. I looked in the mirror, checked my lipstick my hair. That first night we talked for hours time flew by so fast, and I knew deep inside this was going to last. Now the time is flown by look where we are now little did we know when we recited our vows. Through sickness and health through good times and bad. I thank God every day for the life that we’ve had. You’re my rock you’re my anchor. You’re my best friend. We will walk side-by-side and see how this ends. Through sickness and health, through good times and bad. I thank God every day for the life that we’ve had. You’re my rock you’re my anchor. You’re my best friend. We will walk side-by-side and see how this ends…….who knew….who knew..

Who Knew

I woke up with the air in my lungs…my love was having coffee and had made me some….My legs were strong beneath me, my heart is full of love, every gift I have in my life has come from up above….As I get up get moving i stand proud and I stand tall.i smile to myself and whisper thank you lord for it all!! today will be a good day, and all the days to come.. all of this is possible through the sacrifice of your son…….I put my sneakers on as I head out to the gym, I know this all is possible only because of him…. Today will be a good day, and all the days to come, I am loved I am forgiven through the sacrifice of your son…..The world is so beautiful. I just feel so alive. Just two years ago they said I wouldn’t survive.. but here I am strong and true because of your mercy and love, I raise my arms above me and give thanks to up above… today is such a good day. I can’t wait for the days to come, I know this is all given to me through the sacrifice of your son…. Yes, today is a good day… yes today is a good day…

Good Day

And I Cry For the World…. I wake up this morning and take a look outside.. everything is so beautiful the trees the birds the sky…then across my phone it comes like so many times before another bombing more dead in an unnecessary war… countries fighting for land that only God owns bombing, churches and hospitals, children sleeping in their homes………And I cry for the world… it brings me to my knees… God come heal our souls… I am begging you please… bring back the love we use to have for each other, let us walk side-by-side as sisters and brothers, who have nothing to hide, a simple love for each other ……Please bring back the love the fellowship and peace, please make this hatred end, and all the fighting cease…………A good man was killed executed for his beliefs, A wife and two babies overcome with grief…. Everyday there is a shooting, no one is immune, children stolen and sold, I’m just so consumed, the grief that I feel for this world, for us all, piles of rubble where buildings once stood tall……….and I cry for the world…it brings me to my knees… God come, heal our souls, I am begging you please….bring back the love we used to have for each other, let us walk side-by-side as sisters and brothers… please bring back the love, the fellowship and peace, please make this hatred end and all the fighting cease…… people please look around you open your eyes and see, we must end all this fighting this hatred and live free.. free from the wars, the famine, we must make a choice… we must all come together and lift up our voice……and I cry for this world…. Oh, I cry for this world…. How I cry for this world….

I Cry For The World

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Butterfly…..my heart is so broken, I’mdf feeling so down, I need to go outside, take a good look around. The sky is so blue and the clouds are so white…it’s all so beautiful but I don’t feel quite right. Im empty and lost, don’t know how to be found, then I turn in my chair and I look at the ground..I see this small butterfly, it’s trying it’s best, to get off of this ground and go back to its nest. One wing is so perfect but one’s partly bent, it’s worn out out from the struggles it’s life has spent. I am sitting in awe at the life that I see, it crawls over a leaf then up to a tree. I watch it climb slowly as time slips by, I watch it climb up as I laugh and I cry. If this beautiful creature could have so much hope, how could I ever be at the end of my rope? She got to the spot where she needed to be, then I watched her take off…gorgeous and free. So to my little butterfly so precious and light, because of your strength I will fight my fight. Thank you.

Butterfly

I laid in my bed, and started to cry.. the doctors looked at me and said I would die.. I did die that day, I ceased to exist.. for God was to grant me his greatest of gifts…. A brand new life, like nothing before.. I took a deep breath and walked through that door… a world so amazing, one I’d never known… I fell to my knees and cried at his thrown…for who was this person he knew I could be.. a person so happy, so peaceful and free.. for through his mercy, his grace and his love, his spirit came in me and fit like a glove……gone was the pain, the sadness and fears.. the struggles I’d had through all of my years… strong, he said he replaced by a peace, a love so strong.. He said he’d been with me all along… my eyes had been opened, my heart overflowing, He had walked by my side with me never knowing…so goodbye to my past, the Lamb has arrived, my new life begins with him by my side……….for who was this person He knew I could be, a person so happy so peaceful and free… for through his mercy, his grace and his love, his spirit came in me and fit like a glove…………… for who was this person he knew I could be, a person so happy, so peaceful and free… for through his mercy, his grace and his love his spirit came in me and fit like a glove…

Reborn

No one ever said that she was plain. When she was on that stage everyone knew her name. Drawing in the crowds down by the bay..everyone knew the great Renee. At night she was on fire, she took a different form.. but when the lights went down her life was a perfect storm. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills….Miles and miles on the road chasing the next dream.her life was coming apart at the seams. She couldn’t stay in one place for long she had to get away. Running from ghosts of her past only she could say. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills. At night she was on fire. She took a different form. But when the lights went down, her life was a perfect storm. All of her life, climbing those hills with her lilacs and zills.

Lilacs and Zills

Butterfly…..my heart is so broken, I’mdf feeling so down, I need to go outside, take a good look around. The sky is so blue and the clouds are so white…it’s all so beautiful but I don’t feel quite right. Im empty and lost, don’t know how to be found, then I turn in my chair and I look at the ground..I see this small butterfly, it’s trying it’s best, to get off of this ground and go back to its nest. One wing is so perfect but one’s partly bent, it’s worn out out from the struggles it’s life has spent. I am sitting in awe at the life that I see, it crawls over a leaf then up to a tree. I watch it climb slowly as time slips by, I watch it climb up as I laugh and I cry. If this beautiful creature could have so much hope, how could I ever be at the end of my rope? She got to the spot where she needed to be, then I watched her take off…gorgeous and free. So to my little butterfly so precious and light, because of your strength I will fight my fight. Thank you.

Butterfly

Who knew when this began how it would go .. we can meet for a drink because you never know ..when I saw you standing there so nervous and shy I have to admit you really caught my eye. I knew I was in trouble. The butterflies were there. I looked in the mirror, checked my lipstick my hair. That first night we talked for hours time flew by so fast, and I knew deep inside this was going to last. Now the time is flown by look where we are now little did we know when we recited our vows. Through sickness and health through good times and bad. I thank God every day for the life that we’ve had. You’re my rock you’re my anchor. You’re my best friend. We will walk side-by-side and see how this ends. Through sickness and health, through good times and bad. I thank God every day for the life that we’ve had. You’re my rock you’re my anchor. You’re my best friend. We will walk side-by-side and see how this ends…….who knew….who knew..

Who Knew

I woke up with the air in my lungs…my love was having coffee and had made me some….My legs were strong beneath me, my heart is full of love, every gift I have in my life has come from up above….As I get up get moving i stand proud and I stand tall.i smile to myself and whisper thank you lord for it all!! today will be a good day, and all the days to come.. all of this is possible through the sacrifice of your son…….I put my sneakers on as I head out to the gym, I know this all is possible only because of him…. Today will be a good day, and all the days to come, I am loved I am forgiven through the sacrifice of your son…..The world is so beautiful. I just feel so alive. Just two years ago they said I wouldn’t survive.. but here I am strong and true because of your mercy and love, I raise my arms above me and give thanks to up above… today is such a good day. I can’t wait for the days to come, I know this is all given to me through the sacrifice of your son…. Yes, today is a good day… yes today is a good day…

Good Day


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I am a 56 yr old female from Phoenix. I am first and foremost a Christian. I am also a wife and mother of 2 and step mother of 4. We are recent empty nesters and loving traveling. When we can’t do big trips we do small ones.???? I was given 6 months to live in November of 2023 but have made an amazing recovery. I am filled with love and gratitude in my life. I write from my heart. A lot of my personal experiences and feelings are in my writings, if not all of my writings.

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