Shelley violet Smith

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Shelley violet Smith

Verse 1
I don't wanna see you
It's not a question of if I have the time
You go on living your life
As if you never harmed mine
Go ahead and tell it your way
I don't have to mind


Pre chorus
'Cause one day you'll be gone
And they'll ask me if I'll come
But I don't know if I'll go
It was never what I called home


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad


Verse 2
I don't wanna hear from you
It's not a question of if I owe you anything
You get to pretend I don't exist
Unless I give in to your demands
Go ahead and say whatever you like
I don't need to know about any of it


Pre chorus
'Cause one day you'll be gone
And they'll ask me if I'll come
But I don't know if I'll go
It was never what I called home


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad


Bridge
Expectation doesn't mean I'm obligated
I stepped back to avoid the pressure I'm related to
My feelings mattered, society told me they didn't
No one questioned my grief I carried it in silence


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Chorus
And if I told them every word
Here's what you said
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
If they heard what happened
Would the world still defend
And say yeah, but they're still your parents?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad

It happened years ago

Verse 1
Insulting my face while you're hiding yours is so wild
Wild
Guess you lost the argument
Got nothing else to give
Now here comes the self entitled prick
Hidden underneath everything
Where's your profile pic?
Let's see what you're really ashamed of


Pre chorus
If you're tryna hurt my feelings
Let me save you some time
I don't have any
So stop wasting your life


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when someone comes at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing anyway
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one
You messed with the wrong one


Verse 2
Did I hurt your feelings?
When I called you on your bullsxxx?
Go and cry about it
In your parents basement
You just look so desperate
Trying to change the topic
Isn't it just so telling
When you can't handle a conversation?
Where you didn't get to win


Pre chorus
If you're tryna hurt my feelings
Let me save you some time
I don't have any
So stop wasting your life


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when someone comes at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing anyway
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one
You messed with the wrong one


Verse 3
Oh, the irony behind you saying to me
I don't write my own songs
Why don't you try again?
Here's one I wrote' cause I was so amused
By the unearned confidence you showed
Look at what I did with your unravelling ego...


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when you come at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing it away
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one

You messed with the wrong one


Final chorus
Internet troll gets immortalised
I wrote your muppetry
Into my new lyric lines
I'd love to know what you've got to show...
For all your trolling?
I'm still laughing

You messed with the wrong one

You messed with the wrong one
Can't hurt my feelings
Why don't you cry about it though

Raised on sarcasm

Verse 1
I guess I'm feeling reckless again
Haven't even had my breakfast yet
I just woke up and chose violence
Violence
I know I should seek therapy instead
But that won't give me my secret fix


Pre-Chorus
I must be a masochist
'Cause I'm always choosing self-violence
And if he's bad for me
I'm truly invested in this


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Verse 2
If you knew what he did to me
To make me feel this way, yeah
You'd definitely think I'm twisted in my brain
Maybe there's something in it
I'd hate to admit


Pre-Chorus
I must be a masochist
'Cause I'm always choosing self-violence
And if he's bad for me
I'm truly invested in this


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Bridge
Why do I always want the guys I know aren't nice?
I want real with the wrong one
And I'm still so surprised when it blows up
I must be a... (prize)
I must be a... masochist
In love with a sadist


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Chorus
I might need a straight jacket
Something in my head
Likes it bad like that
Always down for it
Just want him in my bed again

Where's that lovely straight jacket?
Can I get a pretty bow with it?

I'm a masochist


Outro
I'm a masochist
Choosing self-violence
I'm in love with the idea of it
No denying it, I'm a masochist

Masochist


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Verse 1
I don't wanna see you
It's not a question of if I have the time
You go on living your life
As if you never harmed mine
Go ahead and tell it your way
I don't have to mind


Pre chorus
'Cause one day you'll be gone
And they'll ask me if I'll come
But I don't know if I'll go
It was never what I called home


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad


Verse 2
I don't wanna hear from you
It's not a question of if I owe you anything
You get to pretend I don't exist
Unless I give in to your demands
Go ahead and say whatever you like
I don't need to know about any of it


Pre chorus
'Cause one day you'll be gone
And they'll ask me if I'll come
But I don't know if I'll go
It was never what I called home


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad


Bridge
Expectation doesn't mean I'm obligated
I stepped back to avoid the pressure I'm related to
My feelings mattered, society told me they didn't
No one questioned my grief I carried it in silence


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Chorus
And if I told them every word
Here's what you said
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
If they heard what happened
Would the world still defend
And say yeah, but they're still your parents?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad

It happened years ago

Verse 1
Insulting my face while you're hiding yours is so wild
Wild
Guess you lost the argument
Got nothing else to give
Now here comes the self entitled prick
Hidden underneath everything
Where's your profile pic?
Let's see what you're really ashamed of


Pre chorus
If you're tryna hurt my feelings
Let me save you some time
I don't have any
So stop wasting your life


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when someone comes at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing anyway
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one
You messed with the wrong one


Verse 2
Did I hurt your feelings?
When I called you on your bullsxxx?
Go and cry about it
In your parents basement
You just look so desperate
Trying to change the topic
Isn't it just so telling
When you can't handle a conversation?
Where you didn't get to win


Pre chorus
If you're tryna hurt my feelings
Let me save you some time
I don't have any
So stop wasting your life


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when someone comes at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing anyway
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one
You messed with the wrong one


Verse 3
Oh, the irony behind you saying to me
I don't write my own songs
Why don't you try again?
Here's one I wrote' cause I was so amused
By the unearned confidence you showed
Look at what I did with your unravelling ego...


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when you come at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing it away
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one

You messed with the wrong one


Final chorus
Internet troll gets immortalised
I wrote your muppetry
Into my new lyric lines
I'd love to know what you've got to show...
For all your trolling?
I'm still laughing

You messed with the wrong one

You messed with the wrong one
Can't hurt my feelings
Why don't you cry about it though

Raised on sarcasm

Verse 1
I guess I'm feeling reckless again
Haven't even had my breakfast yet
I just woke up and chose violence
Violence
I know I should seek therapy instead
But that won't give me my secret fix


Pre-Chorus
I must be a masochist
'Cause I'm always choosing self-violence
And if he's bad for me
I'm truly invested in this


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Verse 2
If you knew what he did to me
To make me feel this way, yeah
You'd definitely think I'm twisted in my brain
Maybe there's something in it
I'd hate to admit


Pre-Chorus
I must be a masochist
'Cause I'm always choosing self-violence
And if he's bad for me
I'm truly invested in this


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Bridge
Why do I always want the guys I know aren't nice?
I want real with the wrong one
And I'm still so surprised when it blows up
I must be a... (prize)
I must be a... masochist
In love with a sadist


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Chorus
I might need a straight jacket
Something in my head
Likes it bad like that
Always down for it
Just want him in my bed again

Where's that lovely straight jacket?
Can I get a pretty bow with it?

I'm a masochist


Outro
I'm a masochist
Choosing self-violence
I'm in love with the idea of it
No denying it, I'm a masochist

Masochist

Verse 1
Remember walking in the park, yeah
You fell on your arse there
I laughed at you as I helped you up again
Remember sitting in the baths, yeah
To stay out of the cold autumn air
We got ourselves kicked out from there
'Cause you said you couldn't resist
Kissing my sweet lips


Pre chorus
Was it worth all the fake romance
Just to get into my pants
'Cause you did get into my pants
And I kept your hoodie
You wanted it back from me


Chorus
My new guy ripped it up
Right into pieces out of jealousy
I loved that hoodie more than you loved me
It's funny the things I think of
When I'm alone with my thoughts
Your hoodie has a hold on me


Hook
Do you still miss your hoodie?
Does it make you think of me, eh?


Verse 2
I hear you're going bald
As you're growing old, oh
Did you know, I still have all my hair?
Leaving pieces of me everywhere
Do you remember when you said You couldn't bear to leave me there?
It tainted how I saw the world
'Cause then you left
What the heck was that?


Pre chorus
Was it worth all the fake romance
Just to get into my pants
'Cause you did get into my pants
And I kept your hoodie
You wanted it back from me


Chorus
My new guy ripped it up
Right into pieces out of jealousy
I loved that hoodie more than you loved me
It's funny the things I think of
When I'm alone with my thoughts
Your hoodie has a hold on me


Hook
Do you still miss your hoodie?
Does it make you think of me, eh?


Bridge
Have you learned to never leave things that way?
Did you ever give another hoodie away?
Was there anything you could've taken from those mistakes
Do you ever wonder how all that affected me?
It affected me


Final chorus
I kept your hoodie, yeah
It looked much better on me anyway
Oh anyway
Until he ripped it away
He couldn't bear to know what it meant to me
Always go for guys that wanna decide things for me
That's my mistake
Ooh your hoodie has a hold on me


Hook
Do you still miss your hoodie?
Does it make you think of me, eh?
Hoodie ooh your hoodie
It looked better on me
It looked better on me though

Your hoodie

Verse 1
Did it feel good when you called
Social services on us
Saying we don't clean at all
And how'd you know?
From your home
Far away, so far away
With your magic telescope
That can see through my door
Were you spying on me again?


Pre chorus
It's so damn creepy, yeah
Didn't think about that though
It's so very creepy, to me
La de da da de deeee


Chorus
The no bars hold
'Cause you just had to provoke
Do you like the words that I wrote?
Did you read it with your magic telescope?
Magic telescope
Watching from the comfort of your home



Verse 2
Did you deny it every time
Yes we both know
Blah blah blah word vomit 'I don't lie'
Is that so?
Did your magic telescope tell you so?
So far gone,
You're so far gone
You don't even know real from your own
Bumhole


Pre chorus
It's so damn creepy, yeah
Didn't think about that though
It's so very creepy, to me
La de da da de deeee


Chorus
The no bars hold
'Cause you just had to provoke
Do you like the words that I wrote?
Did you read it with your magic telescope?
Magic telescope
Watching from the comfort of your home


Bridge
How'd you even see my post
When you're blocked and I'm basically a ghost
You gotta admit, it's a good likeness though
How much time did you spend
Watching me again and again and again and again...
Until the end
Where's it end?


Watching with your magic telescope
It's so creepy, though


Chorus
The no bars hold
'Cause you just had to provoke
Do you like the words that I wrote?
Did you read it with your magic telescope?
Magic telescope
Watching from the comfort of your home


Outro
Magic telescope
Magic telescope
Get your head out of your hole
Magic telescope

Magic Telescope

Verse 1
Ooh what I'd give for someone who sees me
And what I'd do for truly loving energy
I need someone who looks at me
And sees me as his queen
Even when I'm annoying
Ooh what I'd give for a love like this


Pre chorus
Won't you be
My kind of weird
Won't you see
My kind of weird
As something sweet


Chorus
Could you take me as I am?
As I am?
A little messy and insane
Stuck in my daydreams to escape reality
Could you laugh and sing with me
Completely out of tune
As my therapy
As my therapy


Verse 2
Ooh, would you drink coffee with me?
Even if you knew what it does to my brain?
The weirdest shit you've ever seen
Conversations so unhinged and so funny
Would you still look at me and think she's my queen
Just a little quirky in her ways


Pre chorus
Won't you be
My kind of weird
Won't you see
My kind of weird
As something sweet


Chorus
Could you take me as I am?
As I am?
A little messy and insane
Stuck in my daydreams to escape reality
Could you laugh and sing with me
Completely out of tune
As my therapy
As my therapy


Bridge
And when I'm laughing at my phone
Would it make you simply smile at me?
If I cry at what I'm reading
Would you think it's sweet?
Would you think it's sweet?
Never mocking me for my weird ways


Pre chorus
Will you be
My kind of weird
Will you see
My kind of weird
As something sweet


Chorus
Can you take me as I am?
As I am?
A little messy and insane
Stuck in my daydreams to escape reality
Can you laugh and sing with me
Completely out of tune
As my therapy
As my therapy


Will you be

Will you be

My kind of weird
If I'm your kind of weird

My kind of weird

Verse 1
Can't be laid to rest
Until you're blessed
Hot bread across your cool chest
Soak up the unspoken sins within
Lick my lips... Devour it
Throw your sticks and stones
To chase me from your home


Pre chorus
I took you in
My body, my sin to carry
Now you can't stand me
You burn what I leave
It's confusing for me


Chorus
I'm the sin eater
Drinking in your deepest secrets
'Cause you couldn't bear to keep them
I'm the outsider
Left in the wreckage
You exclude my presence...
Now you're free to shun me


Verse 2
On the edge of modern living
Guess I'm a pariah
To all you oppose and desire
Whenever it suits... you feed me again
And I'll keep drinking it in
Place your silver within
The palm of my hand


Pre chorus
I took you in
My body, my sin to carry
Now you can't stand me
You burn what I leave
It's confusing for me


Chorus
I'm the sin eater
Drinking in your deepest secrets
'Cause you couldn't bear to keep them
I'm the outsider
Left in the wreckage
You exclude my presence...
Now you're free to shun me... Again


Bridge
The message comes again
My services are needed
I'm hungry for the sin
To feed this loneliness within

Pre chorus
My body, my sin...
It's confusing


Chorus
I'm the sin eater
Drinking in your deepest secrets
'Cause you couldn't bear to keep them
I'm the outsider
Left in the wreckage
You exclude my presence...
Now you're free to shun me... Again



Chorus
I'm the sin eater
I held all your pieces
'Cause you couldn't keep them
I'm the outsider
I could decide to deny ya
This hunger won't die yeah
So I'll take what I find
Let them shun while I hide...
I remain outside

The sin eater

Verse 1
What's on your mind?
You ask me, so flippantly
And in this day
It doesn't mean you're really asking me
I am a product of a twisted system
Meant to drown me
Do you know I begged for mercy
So to speak
Yet I am not weak


Chorus
Left out in the cold
Where is my home?
Can somebody take me in
Shelter me
Won't you hold me, darling, near
Near
Forever here
Where is home?


Verse 2
You say "I'm always here"
As an answer to my fears
And in this world
It doesn't mean you're really here
A product of a broken promise
You dont intend to keep
Do you know I begged to be seen?
So to speak
Yet I am not weak

I am not weak


Chorus
Left out in the cold
Where is my home?
Can somebody take me in
Shelter me
Won't you hold me, darling, near
Near
Forever here
Where is home?


Verse 3
Why are you so quiet
As if you don't understand
And in my mind
It doesn't mean you really care to see
Silence is a product of a broken society
Meant to isolate me
Do you know
I cried myself to sleep
When you abandoned me
So to speak
Yet I am not weak

I am not weak

Ooh I am not weak

Ooh I am not weak


Chorus
Left out in the cold
Where is my home?
Can somebody take me in
Shelter me
Won't you hold me, darling, near
Near
Forever here
Where is home?


Chorus
Left me to the cold
Where is my home?
Won't somebody take me in
Shelter me
Will you hold me, darling, near
Near
Forever here
Where is home?
Are you my home?


Outro
I am not weak

Where is my home?
Won't somebody tell me
Are you my home?
Are you my home?

Where is home?

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Verse 1
I don't wanna see you
It's not a question of if I have the time
You go on living your life
As if you never harmed mine
Go ahead and tell it your way
I don't have to mind


Pre chorus
'Cause one day you'll be gone
And they'll ask me if I'll come
But I don't know if I'll go
It was never what I called home


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad


Verse 2
I don't wanna hear from you
It's not a question of if I owe you anything
You get to pretend I don't exist
Unless I give in to your demands
Go ahead and say whatever you like
I don't need to know about any of it


Pre chorus
'Cause one day you'll be gone
And they'll ask me if I'll come
But I don't know if I'll go
It was never what I called home


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad


Bridge
Expectation doesn't mean I'm obligated
I stepped back to avoid the pressure I'm related to
My feelings mattered, society told me they didn't
No one questioned my grief I carried it in silence


Chorus
And when I'm thinking it over
I remember what you said...
Yeah, here's what you said:
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
But did you tell people what you said?
Or what it was that happened?


Chorus
And if I told them every word
Here's what you said
"It happened years ago
It doesn't matter anymore
You should just let it go"
If they heard what happened
Would the world still defend
And say yeah, but they're still your parents?


Hook
I'm guessing not
When it looks bad
It looks bad

It happened years ago

Verse 1
Insulting my face while you're hiding yours is so wild
Wild
Guess you lost the argument
Got nothing else to give
Now here comes the self entitled prick
Hidden underneath everything
Where's your profile pic?
Let's see what you're really ashamed of


Pre chorus
If you're tryna hurt my feelings
Let me save you some time
I don't have any
So stop wasting your life


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when someone comes at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing anyway
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one
You messed with the wrong one


Verse 2
Did I hurt your feelings?
When I called you on your bullsxxx?
Go and cry about it
In your parents basement
You just look so desperate
Trying to change the topic
Isn't it just so telling
When you can't handle a conversation?
Where you didn't get to win


Pre chorus
If you're tryna hurt my feelings
Let me save you some time
I don't have any
So stop wasting your life


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when someone comes at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing anyway
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one
You messed with the wrong one


Verse 3
Oh, the irony behind you saying to me
I don't write my own songs
Why don't you try again?
Here's one I wrote' cause I was so amused
By the unearned confidence you showed
Look at what I did with your unravelling ego...


Chorus
Isn't it just so obvious when you come at us
Hey, where's your argument?
Did you lose it where your picture's at?
Got nothing left so you insult me
And I'm just laughing it away
'Cause I was raised on sarcasm
You messed with the wrong one

You messed with the wrong one


Final chorus
Internet troll gets immortalised
I wrote your muppetry
Into my new lyric lines
I'd love to know what you've got to show...
For all your trolling?
I'm still laughing

You messed with the wrong one

You messed with the wrong one
Can't hurt my feelings
Why don't you cry about it though

Raised on sarcasm

Verse 1
I guess I'm feeling reckless again
Haven't even had my breakfast yet
I just woke up and chose violence
Violence
I know I should seek therapy instead
But that won't give me my secret fix


Pre-Chorus
I must be a masochist
'Cause I'm always choosing self-violence
And if he's bad for me
I'm truly invested in this


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Verse 2
If you knew what he did to me
To make me feel this way, yeah
You'd definitely think I'm twisted in my brain
Maybe there's something in it
I'd hate to admit


Pre-Chorus
I must be a masochist
'Cause I'm always choosing self-violence
And if he's bad for me
I'm truly invested in this


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Bridge
Why do I always want the guys I know aren't nice?
I want real with the wrong one
And I'm still so surprised when it blows up
I must be a... (prize)
I must be a... masochist
In love with a sadist


Chorus
What can I do with a guy like this
So stuck in my head
'Cause he's bad like that
And I'm down for it
Just wanna take him to bed
Let more of his toxic fill me in
I think it could take me right to the edge


Chorus
I might need a straight jacket
Something in my head
Likes it bad like that
Always down for it
Just want him in my bed again

Where's that lovely straight jacket?
Can I get a pretty bow with it?

I'm a masochist


Outro
I'm a masochist
Choosing self-violence
I'm in love with the idea of it
No denying it, I'm a masochist

Masochist

Verse 1
Remember walking in the park, yeah
You fell on your arse there
I laughed at you as I helped you up again
Remember sitting in the baths, yeah
To stay out of the cold autumn air
We got ourselves kicked out from there
'Cause you said you couldn't resist
Kissing my sweet lips


Pre chorus
Was it worth all the fake romance
Just to get into my pants
'Cause you did get into my pants
And I kept your hoodie
You wanted it back from me


Chorus
My new guy ripped it up
Right into pieces out of jealousy
I loved that hoodie more than you loved me
It's funny the things I think of
When I'm alone with my thoughts
Your hoodie has a hold on me


Hook
Do you still miss your hoodie?
Does it make you think of me, eh?


Verse 2
I hear you're going bald
As you're growing old, oh
Did you know, I still have all my hair?
Leaving pieces of me everywhere
Do you remember when you said You couldn't bear to leave me there?
It tainted how I saw the world
'Cause then you left
What the heck was that?


Pre chorus
Was it worth all the fake romance
Just to get into my pants
'Cause you did get into my pants
And I kept your hoodie
You wanted it back from me


Chorus
My new guy ripped it up
Right into pieces out of jealousy
I loved that hoodie more than you loved me
It's funny the things I think of
When I'm alone with my thoughts
Your hoodie has a hold on me


Hook
Do you still miss your hoodie?
Does it make you think of me, eh?


Bridge
Have you learned to never leave things that way?
Did you ever give another hoodie away?
Was there anything you could've taken from those mistakes
Do you ever wonder how all that affected me?
It affected me


Final chorus
I kept your hoodie, yeah
It looked much better on me anyway
Oh anyway
Until he ripped it away
He couldn't bear to know what it meant to me
Always go for guys that wanna decide things for me
That's my mistake
Ooh your hoodie has a hold on me


Hook
Do you still miss your hoodie?
Does it make you think of me, eh?
Hoodie ooh your hoodie
It looked better on me
It looked better on me though

Your hoodie

Verse 1
Did it feel good when you called
Social services on us
Saying we don't clean at all
And how'd you know?
From your home
Far away, so far away
With your magic telescope
That can see through my door
Were you spying on me again?


Pre chorus
It's so damn creepy, yeah
Didn't think about that though
It's so very creepy, to me
La de da da de deeee


Chorus
The no bars hold
'Cause you just had to provoke
Do you like the words that I wrote?
Did you read it with your magic telescope?
Magic telescope
Watching from the comfort of your home



Verse 2
Did you deny it every time
Yes we both know
Blah blah blah word vomit 'I don't lie'
Is that so?
Did your magic telescope tell you so?
So far gone,
You're so far gone
You don't even know real from your own
Bumhole


Pre chorus
It's so damn creepy, yeah
Didn't think about that though
It's so very creepy, to me
La de da da de deeee


Chorus
The no bars hold
'Cause you just had to provoke
Do you like the words that I wrote?
Did you read it with your magic telescope?
Magic telescope
Watching from the comfort of your home


Bridge
How'd you even see my post
When you're blocked and I'm basically a ghost
You gotta admit, it's a good likeness though
How much time did you spend
Watching me again and again and again and again...
Until the end
Where's it end?


Watching with your magic telescope
It's so creepy, though


Chorus
The no bars hold
'Cause you just had to provoke
Do you like the words that I wrote?
Did you read it with your magic telescope?
Magic telescope
Watching from the comfort of your home


Outro
Magic telescope
Magic telescope
Get your head out of your hole
Magic telescope

Magic Telescope

Verse 1
Ooh what I'd give for someone who sees me
And what I'd do for truly loving energy
I need someone who looks at me
And sees me as his queen
Even when I'm annoying
Ooh what I'd give for a love like this


Pre chorus
Won't you be
My kind of weird
Won't you see
My kind of weird
As something sweet


Chorus
Could you take me as I am?
As I am?
A little messy and insane
Stuck in my daydreams to escape reality
Could you laugh and sing with me
Completely out of tune
As my therapy
As my therapy


Verse 2
Ooh, would you drink coffee with me?
Even if you knew what it does to my brain?
The weirdest shit you've ever seen
Conversations so unhinged and so funny
Would you still look at me and think she's my queen
Just a little quirky in her ways


Pre chorus
Won't you be
My kind of weird
Won't you see
My kind of weird
As something sweet


Chorus
Could you take me as I am?
As I am?
A little messy and insane
Stuck in my daydreams to escape reality
Could you laugh and sing with me
Completely out of tune
As my therapy
As my therapy


Bridge
And when I'm laughing at my phone
Would it make you simply smile at me?
If I cry at what I'm reading
Would you think it's sweet?
Would you think it's sweet?
Never mocking me for my weird ways


Pre chorus
Will you be
My kind of weird
Will you see
My kind of weird
As something sweet


Chorus
Can you take me as I am?
As I am?
A little messy and insane
Stuck in my daydreams to escape reality
Can you laugh and sing with me
Completely out of tune
As my therapy
As my therapy


Will you be

Will you be

My kind of weird
If I'm your kind of weird

My kind of weird


About Me

Bio

I’m a lyricist who writes concept-driven songs about perception, emotional truth, character, and the things that sit underneath what people say and do.

I’m drawn to storytelling with layers, whether that comes through recurring imagery, unusual characters, dark humour, folklore, symbolism, or a line that means something slightly different once you hear the song again. I like songs to have personality and their own internal world, rather than feeling like they’ve been written to fit a formula.

My writing can be vulnerable, conversational, playful, dark, strange, or quietly unsettling depending on the idea. I’m interested in the tension between what’s lived, what’s remembered, what’s presented, and what’s actually going on underneath it all.

I’m currently developing my voice and creative direction independently, particularly the relationship between lyrics, melody, vocal delivery, and production. I’m interested in building an identity that feels recognisably mine rather than being tied to one genre.

I’m open to genuine creative connections with artists and writers who value originality, nuance, and emotional depth.

I’m not currently seeking paid production or external development services.

CV/History

I’m a songwriter and lyricist interested in concept-driven writing, emotional truth, character, and the space between what happens and the story we tell about it afterwards.

I enjoy finding unusual ways into an idea and letting meaning build through perspective, imagery, recurring motifs, symbolism, and subtext. I’m particularly drawn to folklore, mythology, strange little stories, and the way old ideas can be reworked into something personal and contemporary.

My writing can range from emotionally vulnerable and restrained to playful, confrontational, darkly funny, or deliberately strange. I like creating characters with their own voices, motives and quirks, and I’m interested in songs that reveal more of themselves as you listen rather than explaining everything immediately.

While alternative pop, indie, dark pop and ballad writing are natural spaces for some of my work, I don’t want genre to dictate the writing. The idea comes first, and I’m interested in finding the right combination of lyric, melody, vocal character and production to bring it to life.

I’m currently developing my songwriting and artistic direction independently, with a focus on finding a recognisable creative voice and staying true to the personality of each song.

I’m selective about collaborations and interested in working with people who value the writing, the concept and the individuality of a piece.

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