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Was waiting for January,
But now that it’s here,
I’m longing for February—
Please, please make it near!
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Waiting for spring, then missing the rain,
Wanting to go, then missing home,
Wishing for joy, then missing the pain,
Wake up—next day, everything’s gone.
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Don’t wait—just live,
Chasing better might leave you worse.
Waiting for spring, then missing the rain,
Wanting to go, then missing home,
Wishing for joy, then missing the pain,
Wake up—next day, everything’s gone.
Was waiting for January,
But now that it’s here,
I’m longing for February—
Please, please make it near!
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Don’t wait—just live,
Chasing better might leave you worse.
Tick, tick—then it’s done!
I used to laugh with a fire in my chest,
Now I smile, but it’s just a guest.
Missing the days when I’d dance in the rain,
Now I’m stuck, just numb from the pain.
Laughter was light, it was the air I breathed,
Now it’s a whisper that I can't believe.
I dig for the joy, but it slips through my hands,
I’m searching for pieces of who I am.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
The little things don’t shine like before,
The music’s softer, like it’s lost the score.
I used to feel every note in my veins,
Now it’s distant, just echoes in the rain.
Where’s the spark that used to light the night?
Where’s the laughter that felt so right?
I try to smile, but it’s hard to see,
The woman I loved staring back at me.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
Maybe she’s hiding, somewhere deep inside,
Maybe she’s waiting for the tears to dry.
But I’m learning, slowly, how to breathe again,
Trying to find her, to be whole, my friend.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
I miss her, I miss me,
But I’ll keep looking, I’ll keep searching.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’ll find her again... I’ll find me.
Life has a way of pulling you down,
Two years of numb, spinning 'round.
How do you live when joy's out of sight?
Even the things you once held tight.
Like looking through a screen at a face I know,
She talks like you, but she's not the same, though.
I catch a glimpse, and I start to see,
The person you were, but she's gone from me.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
Waking up, but it feels so strange,
Everything’s changed, but I’m still the same.
I want to feel, I want to break through,
But the person I loved feels so far from view.
I see her in flashes, then she fades away,
A memory that slips, just a breath away.
I reach for her, but she’s not quite here,
I just want to hold what I used to feel, near.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
If I could find my way, I'd walk right through,
But the path feels long, and I don’t know what to do.
Maybe one day, the light will break through,
And I’ll find my way back to you.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
I’ve lost the way home,
I’ve lost the way home.
But maybe someday, I’ll find my way back.
Was waiting for January,
But now that it’s here,
I’m longing for February—
Please, please make it near!
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Waiting for spring, then missing the rain,
Wanting to go, then missing home,
Wishing for joy, then missing the pain,
Wake up—next day, everything’s gone.
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Don’t wait—just live,
Chasing better might leave you worse.
Waiting for spring, then missing the rain,
Wanting to go, then missing home,
Wishing for joy, then missing the pain,
Wake up—next day, everything’s gone.
Was waiting for January,
But now that it’s here,
I’m longing for February—
Please, please make it near!
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Don’t wait—just live,
Chasing better might leave you worse.
Tick, tick—then it’s done!
I used to laugh with a fire in my chest,
Now I smile, but it’s just a guest.
Missing the days when I’d dance in the rain,
Now I’m stuck, just numb from the pain.
Laughter was light, it was the air I breathed,
Now it’s a whisper that I can't believe.
I dig for the joy, but it slips through my hands,
I’m searching for pieces of who I am.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
The little things don’t shine like before,
The music’s softer, like it’s lost the score.
I used to feel every note in my veins,
Now it’s distant, just echoes in the rain.
Where’s the spark that used to light the night?
Where’s the laughter that felt so right?
I try to smile, but it’s hard to see,
The woman I loved staring back at me.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
Maybe she’s hiding, somewhere deep inside,
Maybe she’s waiting for the tears to dry.
But I’m learning, slowly, how to breathe again,
Trying to find her, to be whole, my friend.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
I miss her, I miss me,
But I’ll keep looking, I’ll keep searching.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’ll find her again... I’ll find me.
Life has a way of pulling you down,
Two years of numb, spinning 'round.
How do you live when joy's out of sight?
Even the things you once held tight.
Like looking through a screen at a face I know,
She talks like you, but she's not the same, though.
I catch a glimpse, and I start to see,
The person you were, but she's gone from me.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
Waking up, but it feels so strange,
Everything’s changed, but I’m still the same.
I want to feel, I want to break through,
But the person I loved feels so far from view.
I see her in flashes, then she fades away,
A memory that slips, just a breath away.
I reach for her, but she’s not quite here,
I just want to hold what I used to feel, near.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
If I could find my way, I'd walk right through,
But the path feels long, and I don’t know what to do.
Maybe one day, the light will break through,
And I’ll find my way back to you.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
I’ve lost the way home,
I’ve lost the way home.
But maybe someday, I’ll find my way back.
Was waiting for January,
But now that it’s here,
I’m longing for February—
Please, please make it near!
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Waiting for spring, then missing the rain,
Wanting to go, then missing home,
Wishing for joy, then missing the pain,
Wake up—next day, everything’s gone.
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Don’t wait—just live,
Chasing better might leave you worse.
Waiting for spring, then missing the rain,
Wanting to go, then missing home,
Wishing for joy, then missing the pain,
Wake up—next day, everything’s gone.
Was waiting for January,
But now that it’s here,
I’m longing for February—
Please, please make it near!
Month in, month gone,
Month over and out,
Time bomb—tick, tick—then it’s done!
Don’t wait—just live,
Chasing better might leave you worse.
Tick, tick—then it’s done!
I used to laugh with a fire in my chest,
Now I smile, but it’s just a guest.
Missing the days when I’d dance in the rain,
Now I’m stuck, just numb from the pain.
Laughter was light, it was the air I breathed,
Now it’s a whisper that I can't believe.
I dig for the joy, but it slips through my hands,
I’m searching for pieces of who I am.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
The little things don’t shine like before,
The music’s softer, like it’s lost the score.
I used to feel every note in my veins,
Now it’s distant, just echoes in the rain.
Where’s the spark that used to light the night?
Where’s the laughter that felt so right?
I try to smile, but it’s hard to see,
The woman I loved staring back at me.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
Maybe she’s hiding, somewhere deep inside,
Maybe she’s waiting for the tears to dry.
But I’m learning, slowly, how to breathe again,
Trying to find her, to be whole, my friend.
I miss her, I miss me,
The woman I used to be.
The stars, the sky, the music in my soul,
Now I’m lost, but I’m searching for control.
Some days I find hope, some days I feel trapped,
Caught in between, but I’m looking back.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’m digging for the woman I used to be.
I miss her, I miss me,
But I’ll keep looking, I’ll keep searching.
I miss her, I miss me,
I’ll find her again... I’ll find me.
Life has a way of pulling you down,
Two years of numb, spinning 'round.
How do you live when joy's out of sight?
Even the things you once held tight.
Like looking through a screen at a face I know,
She talks like you, but she's not the same, though.
I catch a glimpse, and I start to see,
The person you were, but she's gone from me.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
Waking up, but it feels so strange,
Everything’s changed, but I’m still the same.
I want to feel, I want to break through,
But the person I loved feels so far from view.
I see her in flashes, then she fades away,
A memory that slips, just a breath away.
I reach for her, but she’s not quite here,
I just want to hold what I used to feel, near.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
If I could find my way, I'd walk right through,
But the path feels long, and I don’t know what to do.
Maybe one day, the light will break through,
And I’ll find my way back to you.
It's okay to get lost, you just find your way back,
But I lost the way home, lost the way back.
Chasing shadows of who I used to know,
The road is dark, and I’ve lost the glow.
I’ve lost the way home,
I’ve lost the way home.
But maybe someday, I’ll find my way back.
