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I can’t take a step,
I’m stuck in fear,
From all the losses in life.
My heart races towards you,
But my mind stops me,
Afraid to step into
The same mud
That was so hard to climb back up.
I’m afraid I would fall into that same pit,
One step forward,
One step back.
You know it is so hard
To open my world again,
To someone outside.
You know it is so easy
To put the walls around me,
Close myself from the world,
And keep my heart from burning again,
To keep myself from falling again,
To keep myself from being broken
Into countless pieces.
You know it is easier to close my heart forever
And not let anybody in?
Because if I open once more
And it breaks,
I’m afraid I won’t be able to put pieces together.
I’m afraid this time
I would fall forever.
I’m afraid this time
My heart might die.
I’m afraid this time
My heart might be shattered with no way back.
I’m afraid this time
I won’t be able to stand back up.
I’m afraid this time
The heartbreak would kill me.
Was it too much to ask for your love?
To hold me close, keep me safe and warm,
To make me feel like I mattered,
When you were all I had in this big world,
The first face I saw when I came into it,
Yet, I felt so alone,
Just needing your love and care,
To fill the love I thought was missing.
I'm just a broken kid,
Scared and sitting in the corner,
Too afraid to come out,
Worried I might get hurt.
I don't know how to be in this world,
Don't know who I need to be,
To be loved, heard, and cared for.
My little kid inside is hurting,
In pain and scared,
Afraid to live in this world.
Mama, papa, at four years old,
I needed your love, your protection,
To feel that, no matter what,
I'd be loved unconditionally.
I needed to feel like nothing's wrong with me,
That I'm enough and deserve love.
To know it's safe to be me,
To be my true self, to express myself,
To be safe in this world,
To be me, without walls and shields,
Between you and me,
To open my heart and love,,
I needed your love so that forever,
I wouldn't look for it from others,
So I wouldn't try to fill the emptiness inside
with others
I can’t take a step,
I’m stuck in fear,
From all the losses in life.
My heart races towards you,
But my mind stops me,
Afraid to step into
The same mud
That was so hard to climb back up.
I’m afraid I would fall into that same pit,
One step forward,
One step back.
You know it is so hard
To open my world again,
To someone outside.
You know it is so easy
To put the walls around me,
Close myself from the world,
And keep my heart from burning again,
To keep myself from falling again,
To keep myself from being broken
Into countless pieces.
You know it is easier to close my heart forever
And not let anybody in?
Because if I open once more
And it breaks,
I’m afraid I won’t be able to put pieces together.
I’m afraid this time
I would fall forever.
I’m afraid this time
My heart might die.
I’m afraid this time
My heart might be shattered with no way back.
I’m afraid this time
I won’t be able to stand back up.
I’m afraid this time
The heartbreak would kill me.
Was it too much to ask for your love?
To hold me close, keep me safe and warm,
To make me feel like I mattered,
When you were all I had in this big world,
The first face I saw when I came into it,
Yet, I felt so alone,
Just needing your love and care,
To fill the love I thought was missing.
I'm just a broken kid,
Scared and sitting in the corner,
Too afraid to come out,
Worried I might get hurt.
I don't know how to be in this world,
Don't know who I need to be,
To be loved, heard, and cared for.
My little kid inside is hurting,
In pain and scared,
Afraid to live in this world.
Mama, papa, at four years old,
I needed your love, your protection,
To feel that, no matter what,
I'd be loved unconditionally.
I needed to feel like nothing's wrong with me,
That I'm enough and deserve love.
To know it's safe to be me,
To be my true self, to express myself,
To be safe in this world,
To be me, without walls and shields,
Between you and me,
To open my heart and love,,
I needed your love so that forever,
I wouldn't look for it from others,
So I wouldn't try to fill the emptiness inside
with others
I can’t take a step,
I’m stuck in fear,
From all the losses in life.
My heart races towards you,
But my mind stops me,
Afraid to step into
The same mud
That was so hard to climb back up.
I’m afraid I would fall into that same pit,
One step forward,
One step back.
You know it is so hard
To open my world again,
To someone outside.
You know it is so easy
To put the walls around me,
Close myself from the world,
And keep my heart from burning again,
To keep myself from falling again,
To keep myself from being broken
Into countless pieces.
You know it is easier to close my heart forever
And not let anybody in?
Because if I open once more
And it breaks,
I’m afraid I won’t be able to put pieces together.
I’m afraid this time
I would fall forever.
I’m afraid this time
My heart might die.
I’m afraid this time
My heart might be shattered with no way back.
I’m afraid this time
I won’t be able to stand back up.
I’m afraid this time
The heartbreak would kill me.
Was it too much to ask for your love?
To hold me close, keep me safe and warm,
To make me feel like I mattered,
When you were all I had in this big world,
The first face I saw when I came into it,
Yet, I felt so alone,
Just needing your love and care,
To fill the love I thought was missing.
I'm just a broken kid,
Scared and sitting in the corner,
Too afraid to come out,
Worried I might get hurt.
I don't know how to be in this world,
Don't know who I need to be,
To be loved, heard, and cared for.
My little kid inside is hurting,
In pain and scared,
Afraid to live in this world.
Mama, papa, at four years old,
I needed your love, your protection,
To feel that, no matter what,
I'd be loved unconditionally.
I needed to feel like nothing's wrong with me,
That I'm enough and deserve love.
To know it's safe to be me,
To be my true self, to express myself,
To be safe in this world,
To be me, without walls and shields,
Between you and me,
To open my heart and love,,
I needed your love so that forever,
I wouldn't look for it from others,
So I wouldn't try to fill the emptiness inside
with others
