expressing my addiction, trauma, abuse, feels, so
iety, and hope
it’s jïkko j, hear me out!
I wake up, miserable as hell
My past still haunts my dreams,
I just want a good nights sleep but my thoughts are on repeat
Like a hamster wheel that has no end
Begging for death or strength not to give in
Over and over I find myself in this mess
Held hostage by my own demise
My mind is sick, I gotta admit
And that’s the first step of getting me outta this shit
I can’t battle this shit on my own
Lord knows I’ve tried a thousand times
My old life went up in flames
Like the phoenix tatted on my back, I will rise through fire, just not on my own
I need the one true King whose sitting on His throne (you know who it is)
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
I gotta get off my island and stop isolatin’ get out my mind
The flashbacks are gore, rated R, don’t wanna think about it
My mind is no friend of mine
Shit, I gotta humble myself
Smash that fuckin ego off the shelf
And know that it’s not weak to ask for help
A few months in, the signal gets clearer
I’m no longer white knuckling it on my own, feeling misunderstood
I gotta a place where I belong
A place that feels like home that brings peace like I’ve never know
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
Turned my hopelessness into hopes and dreams that I never imagined could be, now I see the light at the end
Darkness is no longer my only friend
It’s all or nothing, life or death
I know I’ll never fully get better
With each morning means a daily surrender
They say suffering is for the living, peace is for the dead
If I stop lying to myself and keep climbing the steps
I can find serenity they all talkin ‘bout
Its a fact, feelings pass like the tide just like the cravings in my mind and it’s a promise that the pain will ease up in time
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
That’s why I keep coming back to listen to wisdom from the wise, where the lies don’t surprise, they’re see through
I know it works, I see miracles right in front of my eyes every time I arrive
So I can put my past in the review mirror, live in the now but never lose sight from where I came, walking through the valley of death, cuz I could be right back there in the nick of time(yo)
BRIDGE:
Look up to the sky, up at the heavens
Keep my eyes fixed on the one true prize so I can walk so I can walk the streets of gold with my God who never left my side
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa, whooo-raaa)
(fuck yea, dude)
(my????->) hahaha if you know you know
✌????jj out
it’s jïkko j, hear me out!
I wake up, miserable as hell
My past still haunts my dreams,
I just want a good nights sleep but my thoughts are on repeat
Like a hamster wheel that has no end
Begging for death or strength not to give in
Over and over I find myself in this mess
Held hostage by my own demise
My mind is sick, I gotta admit
And that’s the first step of getting me outta this shit
I can’t battle this shit on my own
Lord knows I’ve tried a thousand times
My old life went up in flames
Like the phoenix tatted on my back, I will rise through fire, just not on my own
I need the one true King whose sitting on His throne (you know who it is)
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
I gotta get off my island and stop isolatin’ get out my mind
The flashbacks are gore, rated R, don’t wanna think about it
My mind is no friend of mine
Shit, I gotta humble myself
Smash that fuckin ego off the shelf
And know that it’s not weak to ask for help
A few months in, the signal gets clearer
I’m no longer white knuckling it on my own, feeling misunderstood
I gotta a place where I belong
A place that feels like home that brings peace like I’ve never know
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
Turned my hopelessness into hopes and dreams that I never imagined could be, now I see the light at the end
Darkness is no longer my only friend
It’s all or nothing, life or death
I know I’ll never fully get better
With each morning means a daily surrender
They say suffering is for the living, peace is for the dead
If I stop lying to myself and keep climbing the steps
I can find serenity they all talkin ‘bout
Its a fact, feelings pass like the tide just like the cravings in my mind and it’s a promise that the pain will ease up in time
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
That’s why I keep coming back to listen to wisdom from the wise, where the lies don’t surprise, they’re see through
I know it works, I see miracles right in front of my eyes every time I arrive
So I can put my past in the review mirror, live in the now but never lose sight from where I came, walking through the valley of death, cuz I could be right back there in the nick of time(yo)
BRIDGE:
Look up to the sky, up at the heavens
Keep my eyes fixed on the one true prize so I can walk so I can walk the streets of gold with my God who never left my side
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa, whooo-raaa)
(fuck yea, dude)
(my????->) hahaha if you know you know
✌????jj out
it’s jïkko j, hear me out!
I wake up, miserable as hell
My past still haunts my dreams,
I just want a good nights sleep but my thoughts are on repeat
Like a hamster wheel that has no end
Begging for death or strength not to give in
Over and over I find myself in this mess
Held hostage by my own demise
My mind is sick, I gotta admit
And that’s the first step of getting me outta this shit
I can’t battle this shit on my own
Lord knows I’ve tried a thousand times
My old life went up in flames
Like the phoenix tatted on my back, I will rise through fire, just not on my own
I need the one true King whose sitting on His throne (you know who it is)
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
I gotta get off my island and stop isolatin’ get out my mind
The flashbacks are gore, rated R, don’t wanna think about it
My mind is no friend of mine
Shit, I gotta humble myself
Smash that fuckin ego off the shelf
And know that it’s not weak to ask for help
A few months in, the signal gets clearer
I’m no longer white knuckling it on my own, feeling misunderstood
I gotta a place where I belong
A place that feels like home that brings peace like I’ve never know
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
Turned my hopelessness into hopes and dreams that I never imagined could be, now I see the light at the end
Darkness is no longer my only friend
It’s all or nothing, life or death
I know I’ll never fully get better
With each morning means a daily surrender
They say suffering is for the living, peace is for the dead
If I stop lying to myself and keep climbing the steps
I can find serenity they all talkin ‘bout
Its a fact, feelings pass like the tide just like the cravings in my mind and it’s a promise that the pain will ease up in time
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
That’s why I keep coming back to listen to wisdom from the wise, where the lies don’t surprise, they’re see through
I know it works, I see miracles right in front of my eyes every time I arrive
So I can put my past in the review mirror, live in the now but never lose sight from where I came, walking through the valley of death, cuz I could be right back there in the nick of time(yo)
BRIDGE:
Look up to the sky, up at the heavens
Keep my eyes fixed on the one true prize so I can walk so I can walk the streets of gold with my God who never left my side
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa, whooo-raaa)
(fuck yea, dude)
(my????->) hahaha if you know you know
✌????jj out
it’s jïkko j, hear me out!
I wake up, miserable as hell
My past still haunts my dreams,
I just want a good nights sleep but my thoughts are on repeat
Like a hamster wheel that has no end
Begging for death or strength not to give in
Over and over I find myself in this mess
Held hostage by my own demise
My mind is sick, I gotta admit
And that’s the first step of getting me outta this shit
I can’t battle this shit on my own
Lord knows I’ve tried a thousand times
My old life went up in flames
Like the phoenix tatted on my back, I will rise through fire, just not on my own
I need the one true King whose sitting on His throne (you know who it is)
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
I gotta get off my island and stop isolatin’ get out my mind
The flashbacks are gore, rated R, don’t wanna think about it
My mind is no friend of mine
Shit, I gotta humble myself
Smash that fuckin ego off the shelf
And know that it’s not weak to ask for help
A few months in, the signal gets clearer
I’m no longer white knuckling it on my own, feeling misunderstood
I gotta a place where I belong
A place that feels like home that brings peace like I’ve never know
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
Turned my hopelessness into hopes and dreams that I never imagined could be, now I see the light at the end
Darkness is no longer my only friend
It’s all or nothing, life or death
I know I’ll never fully get better
With each morning means a daily surrender
They say suffering is for the living, peace is for the dead
If I stop lying to myself and keep climbing the steps
I can find serenity they all talkin ‘bout
Its a fact, feelings pass like the tide just like the cravings in my mind and it’s a promise that the pain will ease up in time
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
That’s why I keep coming back to listen to wisdom from the wise, where the lies don’t surprise, they’re see through
I know it works, I see miracles right in front of my eyes every time I arrive
So I can put my past in the review mirror, live in the now but never lose sight from where I came, walking through the valley of death, cuz I could be right back there in the nick of time(yo)
BRIDGE:
Look up to the sky, up at the heavens
Keep my eyes fixed on the one true prize so I can walk so I can walk the streets of gold with my God who never left my side
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa, whooo-raaa)
(fuck yea, dude)
(my????->) hahaha if you know you know
✌????jj out
it’s jïkko j, hear me out!
I wake up, miserable as hell
My past still haunts my dreams,
I just want a good nights sleep but my thoughts are on repeat
Like a hamster wheel that has no end
Begging for death or strength not to give in
Over and over I find myself in this mess
Held hostage by my own demise
My mind is sick, I gotta admit
And that’s the first step of getting me outta this shit
I can’t battle this shit on my own
Lord knows I’ve tried a thousand times
My old life went up in flames
Like the phoenix tatted on my back, I will rise through fire, just not on my own
I need the one true King whose sitting on His throne (you know who it is)
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
I gotta get off my island and stop isolatin’ get out my mind
The flashbacks are gore, rated R, don’t wanna think about it
My mind is no friend of mine
Shit, I gotta humble myself
Smash that fuckin ego off the shelf
And know that it’s not weak to ask for help
A few months in, the signal gets clearer
I’m no longer white knuckling it on my own, feeling misunderstood
I gotta a place where I belong
A place that feels like home that brings peace like I’ve never know
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
Turned my hopelessness into hopes and dreams that I never imagined could be, now I see the light at the end
Darkness is no longer my only friend
It’s all or nothing, life or death
I know I’ll never fully get better
With each morning means a daily surrender
They say suffering is for the living, peace is for the dead
If I stop lying to myself and keep climbing the steps
I can find serenity they all talkin ‘bout
Its a fact, feelings pass like the tide just like the cravings in my mind and it’s a promise that the pain will ease up in time
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
That’s why I keep coming back to listen to wisdom from the wise, where the lies don’t surprise, they’re see through
I know it works, I see miracles right in front of my eyes every time I arrive
So I can put my past in the review mirror, live in the now but never lose sight from where I came, walking through the valley of death, cuz I could be right back there in the nick of time(yo)
BRIDGE:
Look up to the sky, up at the heavens
Keep my eyes fixed on the one true prize so I can walk so I can walk the streets of gold with my God who never left my side
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa, whooo-raaa)
(fuck yea, dude)
(my????->) hahaha if you know you know
✌????jj out
it’s jïkko j, hear me out!
I wake up, miserable as hell
My past still haunts my dreams,
I just want a good nights sleep but my thoughts are on repeat
Like a hamster wheel that has no end
Begging for death or strength not to give in
Over and over I find myself in this mess
Held hostage by my own demise
My mind is sick, I gotta admit
And that’s the first step of getting me outta this shit
I can’t battle this shit on my own
Lord knows I’ve tried a thousand times
My old life went up in flames
Like the phoenix tatted on my back, I will rise through fire, just not on my own
I need the one true King whose sitting on His throne (you know who it is)
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
I gotta get off my island and stop isolatin’ get out my mind
The flashbacks are gore, rated R, don’t wanna think about it
My mind is no friend of mine
Shit, I gotta humble myself
Smash that fuckin ego off the shelf
And know that it’s not weak to ask for help
A few months in, the signal gets clearer
I’m no longer white knuckling it on my own, feeling misunderstood
I gotta a place where I belong
A place that feels like home that brings peace like I’ve never know
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
Turned my hopelessness into hopes and dreams that I never imagined could be, now I see the light at the end
Darkness is no longer my only friend
It’s all or nothing, life or death
I know I’ll never fully get better
With each morning means a daily surrender
They say suffering is for the living, peace is for the dead
If I stop lying to myself and keep climbing the steps
I can find serenity they all talkin ‘bout
Its a fact, feelings pass like the tide just like the cravings in my mind and it’s a promise that the pain will ease up in time
I know I’m not alone anymore(not alone anymore, no not anymoreee)
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I’m willing to work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa)
That’s why I keep coming back to listen to wisdom from the wise, where the lies don’t surprise, they’re see through
I know it works, I see miracles right in front of my eyes every time I arrive
So I can put my past in the review mirror, live in the now but never lose sight from where I came, walking through the valley of death, cuz I could be right back there in the nick of time(yo)
BRIDGE:
Look up to the sky, up at the heavens
Keep my eyes fixed on the one true prize so I can walk so I can walk the streets of gold with my God who never left my side
CHORUS:
You can’t go back and rewrite the past
I did what I did now I gotta live with that
The I went through I’ll never forget
The best time for change is right fucking now
I’ll own my shift I’m not ashamed anymore
The chains around me are broken at last
I’m tryna pick up the of broken pieces of my heart and bring back that little girl back from the start
cause it works if I work it and I’m worth it (whooo-raaa, whooo-raaa)
(fuck yea, dude)
(my????->) hahaha if you know you know
✌????jj out
expressing my addiction, trauma, abuse, feels, so
iety, and hope
