Bigvern

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Bigvern

The dark side to domestic violence,
Is why we don’t speak out and just stay silent,
It's not your fault you've been abused, your just figuring out what to do,
Don't make noise don’t make a sound,
You can hear his footsteps on the ground, your terrified of what’s going to happen next,
Feeling both hands around your neck.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Be brave and don’t be scared,
You hope theres a way out of there,
You know when it’s about to happen next,
As the room goes quiet heart beating out your chest,
Your bruised and broken on the floor,
But he only wants to hurt you more,
He also thinks he's jack the lad,
But always hides behind the crowd.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


I’m a good person deep inside,
Was so funny though when he cried,
Calling me those stupid names,
He's mum would be very ashamed.
Struggling to breathe and passing out,
Hands over your mouth trying to shout,
Stay strong until his had enough,
It's not ok but I'm very tough,
Tougher then you ever thought,
It won't be long until he's caught,
Fighting for your life it's so insane,
why’s he doing this to me again.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Trying to take your own life to get out of this mess,
This is the only option to give me some rest,
You know when it’s time to escape,
Before he kills me and then it's to late,
keep fighting for your life is so sad,
It's also driving everyone so mad,
All the time he thought he kept winning,
But this is my chance for a new beginning,
Don't look back it’s time to leave,
Hold your head up high your be relieved.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Stay thankful that your still alive,
He's so evil has the devil inside,
How did I even survive all that,
Didn't know I was stuck in a trap,
With all my heart it was my kids in my mind,
They needed there mum not dead but alive,
Its made me see how strong I am ,
Up against that monster of a man,
He met his match with the scars on his head,
Oh yeah I did them before going to bed,
Don't mess with someone who will fight you back,
And takes no tolerance I'm back on track,
I’d do anything to beat you down,
I'm the only one who wears the crown,
You should be grateful you’re not dead,
Be true to me you are brown bread,
But I’d never do time for you,
I'd rather slap you with the back of my shoe.


Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Ill fight and fight your evil face,
Until your put in the right place,
I’m still standing with my scars inside,
Not scared anymore and don’t need to hide ,
I’ve got myself back from a dark place,
I now walk around with a smiley face,
I’m strong and at peace finally,
my beautiful family sure saved me.????

Written by Wayne Davison 27/08/2026

WHY ME

Verse 1

Mental health problems yes I do have,
Sit in silence unable to speak to my dad,
My dad passed away when I was young,
I don't want this same problem to happen to my daughters or son.

Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.

Verse 2

My illness I suffer from many symptoms,
Don't wanna talk to anyone cause they can only just listen,
Keep explaining the problems over again,
To the same people it gets very very annoying,
Boring also keep repeating myself,
It just makes it worse to my mental health.


Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.


Verse 3

There's no help out that can make me feel better,
With so many problems I can express in this letter,
I've worked all my life but now only get universal credit,
This doesn't even cover my rent or any direct debits,
Bills, phone calls, letters and emails are constant,
With no job, income or money I'd rather they'd forgotten,
Forgotten will not happen in the day and age,
Inside my system it causes outrage.


Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.


Verse 4

Don't want to talk to anyone or go outside,
It's nothing personal id just rather hide,
Hiding in silence is the only treatment for me,
A few weeks or 3 pass by and then I become me,
This is far from easy as it may sound,
If not left alone il just hit the ground,
I suffer from panic attacks, anxiety, depression, S.a.d and stress,
I could go on and tell you the rest.
Them problems above seem enough for me,
Which Is what I don't want my children to see.

Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.

Verse 5

The energy, drive and passion you had,
Has all faded away which all seems so sad,
Constantly sleeping, Tiredness, headaches, moods and long face,
Around me is just not the right place,
This can't be only happening to me and living in fear,
Speak up people for the world to hear.


Written by Wayne Davison 06/08/2026

Mental health

Verse 1 (Opening)

The World Cup is finally here,
England for the win,
First to beat Croatia,
Then it all begins,
Let's wear the shirt with pride,
And show the world we're proud
Silence all the other countries,
Chanting very loud.


Verse 2

(Match 1, Croatia)

4-2 to the lions,
Winning with a breeze,
Looked a totally different team,
Compared to the old cheese,
Next up is the Gharns
Tricky tricky game,
Definitely won't be easy,
But we have Harry Kane,
I'm sure we're get the win,
That sounds very nice,
Should be a bit easier,
Cause we have Declan rice.


Verse 3

(Match 2, Ghana)

Ghana held us to the end,
A strong tough team they were,
A stalemate at the end it was,
Nil nil were take the draw.
Just couldn't find a way past them,
Although we tried our best,
The next few games ahead of us,
Are sure to be a test.
Panama are up next,
Let's put on a great display,
And show the world what we're about,
The English football trade.


Verse 4

(Match 3, Panama)

Panama swept as side,
Finished top of the group,
Should of been an easier game,
Especially with our troop,
Congo are up next,
Should be a better game,
Hope to put a few past em,
and finish em with shame,
To the last 16 we go,
Dunno who were face,
Definitely not the Germans,
They lost with huge descrase.



Verse 5

(Match 4, Congo)

Congo wasn't easy,
They battled through and fought,
Was one nil up at half time,
And held us to a halt,
Second half was different,
We played a better game,
Who once again our saviour,
For sure was Harry Kane,
Mexico now up next,
There attack us from the start,
Let's show the world what we're about,
The Englands lion's heart.


Verse 6

(Match 5, Mexico)

Mexico was a tough game,
Causing problems from the start
What a great performance boys,
Deep from the lions heart,
Showed so much more resilience,
From the start through to the end,
Who scored 2 quick good goals for us,
It sure was Bellingham,
Kane also got he's goal too,
From the ball placed on the roots,
Come on Harry a few more needed,
And your win the golden boot,
Toucal's great decision,
And the fight from the England lads,
Move us onto the next round now,
Let's wave those England flags.


Verse7

(Match 6 Norway)

Norway caused us problems,
By far was our toughest game,
We kept our cool and held our nerve,
And kept the play the same,
We came back from one nil down,
To win the match two one,
Who got that magic brace for us,
Our god jude Bellingham,
Toucal wasn't happy,
with the performance we displayed,
Through to the semi finals we go,
To show Argentina our trade,
Argentina got lucky,
V Egypt and the switz,
Come on boys put on a show,
And lets rip Argentina to bits,
England team you've made us proud,
Oh what a magic squad,
karma they will get paid back,
Maradonas hand of god.
Let's get to the final boys
and lift the golden cup,
put all the shame behind us.
In England we have trust.


Verse 8

(Match 6 Argentina)

Unfortunately that was the end for us,
They played the better game,
The tactics and decisions made,
Put England through some shame,
Was totally the managers fault,
Taking of Gordon and rice,
Thinking we could could defend the game,
But then they went and scored twice,
Should of stayed attacking,
When we was one nil up,
Might of scored another goal,
And had a shot at the Cup.
The outcome we will have to except,
England you done us proud,
We all see the effort yous put in,
As well as the English crowd,
Forget about the negatives,
There was a lot of good football played,
You can Hold your heads up very high,
The great British English football trade.



Written by
Wayne Davison
From 11th June to 19th July 2026

TITLE (Englands World Cup Journey 2026)


Latest Uploads

The dark side to domestic violence,
Is why we don’t speak out and just stay silent,
It's not your fault you've been abused, your just figuring out what to do,
Don't make noise don’t make a sound,
You can hear his footsteps on the ground, your terrified of what’s going to happen next,
Feeling both hands around your neck.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Be brave and don’t be scared,
You hope theres a way out of there,
You know when it’s about to happen next,
As the room goes quiet heart beating out your chest,
Your bruised and broken on the floor,
But he only wants to hurt you more,
He also thinks he's jack the lad,
But always hides behind the crowd.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


I’m a good person deep inside,
Was so funny though when he cried,
Calling me those stupid names,
He's mum would be very ashamed.
Struggling to breathe and passing out,
Hands over your mouth trying to shout,
Stay strong until his had enough,
It's not ok but I'm very tough,
Tougher then you ever thought,
It won't be long until he's caught,
Fighting for your life it's so insane,
why’s he doing this to me again.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Trying to take your own life to get out of this mess,
This is the only option to give me some rest,
You know when it’s time to escape,
Before he kills me and then it's to late,
keep fighting for your life is so sad,
It's also driving everyone so mad,
All the time he thought he kept winning,
But this is my chance for a new beginning,
Don't look back it’s time to leave,
Hold your head up high your be relieved.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Stay thankful that your still alive,
He's so evil has the devil inside,
How did I even survive all that,
Didn't know I was stuck in a trap,
With all my heart it was my kids in my mind,
They needed there mum not dead but alive,
Its made me see how strong I am ,
Up against that monster of a man,
He met his match with the scars on his head,
Oh yeah I did them before going to bed,
Don't mess with someone who will fight you back,
And takes no tolerance I'm back on track,
I’d do anything to beat you down,
I'm the only one who wears the crown,
You should be grateful you’re not dead,
Be true to me you are brown bread,
But I’d never do time for you,
I'd rather slap you with the back of my shoe.


Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Ill fight and fight your evil face,
Until your put in the right place,
I’m still standing with my scars inside,
Not scared anymore and don’t need to hide ,
I’ve got myself back from a dark place,
I now walk around with a smiley face,
I’m strong and at peace finally,
my beautiful family sure saved me.????

Written by Wayne Davison 27/08/2026

WHY ME

Verse 1

Mental health problems yes I do have,
Sit in silence unable to speak to my dad,
My dad passed away when I was young,
I don't want this same problem to happen to my daughters or son.

Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.

Verse 2

My illness I suffer from many symptoms,
Don't wanna talk to anyone cause they can only just listen,
Keep explaining the problems over again,
To the same people it gets very very annoying,
Boring also keep repeating myself,
It just makes it worse to my mental health.


Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.


Verse 3

There's no help out that can make me feel better,
With so many problems I can express in this letter,
I've worked all my life but now only get universal credit,
This doesn't even cover my rent or any direct debits,
Bills, phone calls, letters and emails are constant,
With no job, income or money I'd rather they'd forgotten,
Forgotten will not happen in the day and age,
Inside my system it causes outrage.


Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.


Verse 4

Don't want to talk to anyone or go outside,
It's nothing personal id just rather hide,
Hiding in silence is the only treatment for me,
A few weeks or 3 pass by and then I become me,
This is far from easy as it may sound,
If not left alone il just hit the ground,
I suffer from panic attacks, anxiety, depression, S.a.d and stress,
I could go on and tell you the rest.
Them problems above seem enough for me,
Which Is what I don't want my children to see.

Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.

Verse 5

The energy, drive and passion you had,
Has all faded away which all seems so sad,
Constantly sleeping, Tiredness, headaches, moods and long face,
Around me is just not the right place,
This can't be only happening to me and living in fear,
Speak up people for the world to hear.


Written by Wayne Davison 06/08/2026

Mental health

Verse 1 (Opening)

The World Cup is finally here,
England for the win,
First to beat Croatia,
Then it all begins,
Let's wear the shirt with pride,
And show the world we're proud
Silence all the other countries,
Chanting very loud.


Verse 2

(Match 1, Croatia)

4-2 to the lions,
Winning with a breeze,
Looked a totally different team,
Compared to the old cheese,
Next up is the Gharns
Tricky tricky game,
Definitely won't be easy,
But we have Harry Kane,
I'm sure we're get the win,
That sounds very nice,
Should be a bit easier,
Cause we have Declan rice.


Verse 3

(Match 2, Ghana)

Ghana held us to the end,
A strong tough team they were,
A stalemate at the end it was,
Nil nil were take the draw.
Just couldn't find a way past them,
Although we tried our best,
The next few games ahead of us,
Are sure to be a test.
Panama are up next,
Let's put on a great display,
And show the world what we're about,
The English football trade.


Verse 4

(Match 3, Panama)

Panama swept as side,
Finished top of the group,
Should of been an easier game,
Especially with our troop,
Congo are up next,
Should be a better game,
Hope to put a few past em,
and finish em with shame,
To the last 16 we go,
Dunno who were face,
Definitely not the Germans,
They lost with huge descrase.



Verse 5

(Match 4, Congo)

Congo wasn't easy,
They battled through and fought,
Was one nil up at half time,
And held us to a halt,
Second half was different,
We played a better game,
Who once again our saviour,
For sure was Harry Kane,
Mexico now up next,
There attack us from the start,
Let's show the world what we're about,
The Englands lion's heart.


Verse 6

(Match 5, Mexico)

Mexico was a tough game,
Causing problems from the start
What a great performance boys,
Deep from the lions heart,
Showed so much more resilience,
From the start through to the end,
Who scored 2 quick good goals for us,
It sure was Bellingham,
Kane also got he's goal too,
From the ball placed on the roots,
Come on Harry a few more needed,
And your win the golden boot,
Toucal's great decision,
And the fight from the England lads,
Move us onto the next round now,
Let's wave those England flags.


Verse7

(Match 6 Norway)

Norway caused us problems,
By far was our toughest game,
We kept our cool and held our nerve,
And kept the play the same,
We came back from one nil down,
To win the match two one,
Who got that magic brace for us,
Our god jude Bellingham,
Toucal wasn't happy,
with the performance we displayed,
Through to the semi finals we go,
To show Argentina our trade,
Argentina got lucky,
V Egypt and the switz,
Come on boys put on a show,
And lets rip Argentina to bits,
England team you've made us proud,
Oh what a magic squad,
karma they will get paid back,
Maradonas hand of god.
Let's get to the final boys
and lift the golden cup,
put all the shame behind us.
In England we have trust.


Verse 8

(Match 6 Argentina)

Unfortunately that was the end for us,
They played the better game,
The tactics and decisions made,
Put England through some shame,
Was totally the managers fault,
Taking of Gordon and rice,
Thinking we could could defend the game,
But then they went and scored twice,
Should of stayed attacking,
When we was one nil up,
Might of scored another goal,
And had a shot at the Cup.
The outcome we will have to except,
England you done us proud,
We all see the effort yous put in,
As well as the English crowd,
Forget about the negatives,
There was a lot of good football played,
You can Hold your heads up very high,
The great British English football trade.



Written by
Wayne Davison
From 11th June to 19th July 2026

TITLE (Englands World Cup Journey 2026)

Title( Lonely)

Verse 1

Everyone has there problems,
Most find it hard to express,
Unable to share there feelings,
To get it of there chest.
They feel the world is against them,
Crying deep inside,
Been shouting out for everyones help,
All heard but only denied.
Feeling so rejected,
Why is this happening to me.
I'm scared to walk alone anymore,
And sit by the old oak tree.


Chorus

Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Hands all up in the air,
Crying out loud for some help,
But not getting heard anywhere,
Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Someone must hear my tear,
It's a lonely place to be out here,
All dark and living in fear.


Verse 2

Everyone stares from a distance,
With a face that l Im feeling judged,
Just wanna get swallowed up by the world,
As l shout out loud for some hugs,
We all make big mistakes in life,
Bad choices we make too,
No one on this earth is perfect,
That's including me and you,
Staring to the floor as I walk,
Wondering what to do,
So many thoughts in my head,
Wishing some would come very true,


Chorus

Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Hands all up in the air,
Crying out loud for some help,
But not getting heard anywhere,
Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Someone must hear my tear,
It's a lonely place to be out here,
All dark and living in fear.


Verse 3

This world can be cruel at most times,
Relentless even more so,
Kicking empty cans around the streets,
As I walk with a sock out my toes,
This shouldn't really be happening to me,
Misfortune yes I've had,
The good thing in life I had are now gone,
And wear nothing else but rags.


Chorus

Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Hands all up in the air,
Crying out loud for some help,
But not getting heard anywhere,
Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Someone must hear my tear,
It's a lonely place to be out here,
All dark and living in fear.


Verse 4

All I want is my family back and some special things in life too,
These things didn't seem as important before,
But I now know are surly true,
Mercy, mercy have mercy on me,
Family is all I need,
I don't want to sit by myself anymore against the lonely old oak tree.




Written by Wayne Davison

Lonely

Title (family times)

Verse 1

Family,
You share the love stick with each other,
Don't push and shove,
Especially your mother,
Keep it tight,
keep it calm,
Definitely without no harm..


Chorus.
Family times,
Keep it right keep it real,
mention how you really feel,
No matter if it's day night,
Will keep the family close and tight.

Verse 2

Teach your kids don't be rude,
Would only cause a family feud,
Watch them grow and show them the path,
Make sure there happy and make them laugh,
Teach them love and to be kind,
And there never know who there find.



Chorus.
Family times,
Keep it right keep it real,
mention how you really feel,
No matter if it's day night,
Will keep family close and tight.


Verse 3

Happy times should only be,
And leave the vibe in the family tree,
Explore the world with each other,
Especially with your special mother,
Making memories and share the stories,
Maybe about jack and horrey.



Chorus.
Family times,
Keep it right keep it real,
mention how you really feel,
No matter if it's day night,
Will keep family close and tight.


Verse 4

Happy times should only be,
And leave the vibe in the family tree,
Explore the world with each other,
Especially with your special mother,
Making memories and share the stories,
Maybe about jack and horrey.



Written by Wayne Davison

Family times

Title (High journey)

Verse 1

Wake up in the morning,
Plans all in my head,
Feeling fresh and ready,
For the day ahead,
Always thinking poso,
Never lookin down,
Smile all on my face,
Grin from ear to ear,
Marching out the door,
without any fear.


Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.


Verse 2

Suitcase packed and ready,.
Heading out of town,
Passport in my pocket,
Dunno-what the plan,
Dressed up in the garms,,
Looking like a G,
Walking to my whip,
Car is not on finance,
Optid out of PIP.


Verse 3

Gonna hit the road,
Fast lane looking clear,
Pedal to the floor,
Looking out the rear,
Sat nav going crazy,
Police up all ahead,
Gonna shift to slow lane,
Need to dodge the feds.



Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.



Verse 4

Heading to the airport,
Destination not known yet,
Doesn't really matter,
One hundred large on a bet,
Gotta hurry up,
Dont wanna miss the flight,
Virgins always classy,
especially at night,
Laid up in my suite,
First class all the way,
Time to pop the crystal,
With a bag of !!!!!!!




Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.



Verse 5


Many hours later,
Wheels are touching down,
All up out my head,
Didnt go to plan,
Heading to the customs,
Eyes all open wide,
Looking really shifty,
Gonna get denied,
Refusal once again,
held up in the port,
Defo go the jail,
And not to the resort.



Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.



Verse 6


What a wasted journey,
gotta travel home,
Should I tell the misses,
she'll be laughing on the phone,
telling all her friends,
He's done it once again,
It's not episode number 1,
its episode number 10.


Written by Wayne Davison

High journey

Title
(Surviving)



Verse 1

They always wanna question you,
All different people try and tell you what to do,
They don’t understand what your going through,
The places and thoughts that are in your mind,
All the time,
There constant,
Can never be forgotten,
No matter how hard or what you try,
It's like a ticking bomb inside.


Chorus

Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.


Verse 2

The ups the downs the maybes,
It's sending me so crazy,
Want to put them in the past,
Right behind me,
So you and me can never see,
Them horrid days again,
Just need to get on with my life again,
My kids are my best friends,
I don’t no where I’d be without them,
I’m done with all the shouting,
The crying,
Just got to keep on trying,
To get back the happy days again,
The laughter,
The banter,
Popping open the champer,
Going to new places,
Meeting different faces,
Wondering what I can do next in life,
Maybe meet my future wife.


Chorus.

Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.


Verse 3

Ime looking at reality,
Staring at the family tree,
The branches,
There getting shorter,
Not longer,
Need to be stronger,
For my family,
So they will see,
The positivity inside again,
That I'm trying to be a better person to my loved ones family and friends.


Chorus

Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.


Verse 4

I’m never gonna give up trying,
Surviving
Every day is a struggle,
Its like falling into a dark puddle,
Trying to climb out but its to deep,
Just wanna get back on my own 2 feet,
To get my head back up high,
Like on cloud 9,
It might take some time,
Il get there in the end,
Might depend on my loved ones,
Family and friends.


Chorus

Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.


Verse 5

My family stuck by me,
Everyone could see,
But not the haters,
They should of been grateful,
Not hatful ,
The jealousy didn’t affect me,
Reflected on me ,
No one listened when I was crying,
Nearly dying and nothing made sense.



Wayne Davison wrote this song in 2021

Surviving

My Uploads

The dark side to domestic violence,
Is why we don’t speak out and just stay silent,
It's not your fault you've been abused, your just figuring out what to do,
Don't make noise don’t make a sound,
You can hear his footsteps on the ground, your terrified of what’s going to happen next,
Feeling both hands around your neck.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Be brave and don’t be scared,
You hope theres a way out of there,
You know when it’s about to happen next,
As the room goes quiet heart beating out your chest,
Your bruised and broken on the floor,
But he only wants to hurt you more,
He also thinks he's jack the lad,
But always hides behind the crowd.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


I’m a good person deep inside,
Was so funny though when he cried,
Calling me those stupid names,
He's mum would be very ashamed.
Struggling to breathe and passing out,
Hands over your mouth trying to shout,
Stay strong until his had enough,
It's not ok but I'm very tough,
Tougher then you ever thought,
It won't be long until he's caught,
Fighting for your life it's so insane,
why’s he doing this to me again.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Trying to take your own life to get out of this mess,
This is the only option to give me some rest,
You know when it’s time to escape,
Before he kills me and then it's to late,
keep fighting for your life is so sad,
It's also driving everyone so mad,
All the time he thought he kept winning,
But this is my chance for a new beginning,
Don't look back it’s time to leave,
Hold your head up high your be relieved.

Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Stay thankful that your still alive,
He's so evil has the devil inside,
How did I even survive all that,
Didn't know I was stuck in a trap,
With all my heart it was my kids in my mind,
They needed there mum not dead but alive,
Its made me see how strong I am ,
Up against that monster of a man,
He met his match with the scars on his head,
Oh yeah I did them before going to bed,
Don't mess with someone who will fight you back,
And takes no tolerance I'm back on track,
I’d do anything to beat you down,
I'm the only one who wears the crown,
You should be grateful you’re not dead,
Be true to me you are brown bread,
But I’d never do time for you,
I'd rather slap you with the back of my shoe.


Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.


Ill fight and fight your evil face,
Until your put in the right place,
I’m still standing with my scars inside,
Not scared anymore and don’t need to hide ,
I’ve got myself back from a dark place,
I now walk around with a smiley face,
I’m strong and at peace finally,
my beautiful family sure saved me.????

Written by Wayne Davison 27/08/2026

WHY ME

Verse 1

Mental health problems yes I do have,
Sit in silence unable to speak to my dad,
My dad passed away when I was young,
I don't want this same problem to happen to my daughters or son.

Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.

Verse 2

My illness I suffer from many symptoms,
Don't wanna talk to anyone cause they can only just listen,
Keep explaining the problems over again,
To the same people it gets very very annoying,
Boring also keep repeating myself,
It just makes it worse to my mental health.


Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.


Verse 3

There's no help out that can make me feel better,
With so many problems I can express in this letter,
I've worked all my life but now only get universal credit,
This doesn't even cover my rent or any direct debits,
Bills, phone calls, letters and emails are constant,
With no job, income or money I'd rather they'd forgotten,
Forgotten will not happen in the day and age,
Inside my system it causes outrage.


Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.


Verse 4

Don't want to talk to anyone or go outside,
It's nothing personal id just rather hide,
Hiding in silence is the only treatment for me,
A few weeks or 3 pass by and then I become me,
This is far from easy as it may sound,
If not left alone il just hit the ground,
I suffer from panic attacks, anxiety, depression, S.a.d and stress,
I could go on and tell you the rest.
Them problems above seem enough for me,
Which Is what I don't want my children to see.

Chorus

Leave me alone,
I just want to heel,
It's nothing personal,
It's just how I feel.

Verse 5

The energy, drive and passion you had,
Has all faded away which all seems so sad,
Constantly sleeping, Tiredness, headaches, moods and long face,
Around me is just not the right place,
This can't be only happening to me and living in fear,
Speak up people for the world to hear.


Written by Wayne Davison 06/08/2026

Mental health

Verse 1 (Opening)

The World Cup is finally here,
England for the win,
First to beat Croatia,
Then it all begins,
Let's wear the shirt with pride,
And show the world we're proud
Silence all the other countries,
Chanting very loud.


Verse 2

(Match 1, Croatia)

4-2 to the lions,
Winning with a breeze,
Looked a totally different team,
Compared to the old cheese,
Next up is the Gharns
Tricky tricky game,
Definitely won't be easy,
But we have Harry Kane,
I'm sure we're get the win,
That sounds very nice,
Should be a bit easier,
Cause we have Declan rice.


Verse 3

(Match 2, Ghana)

Ghana held us to the end,
A strong tough team they were,
A stalemate at the end it was,
Nil nil were take the draw.
Just couldn't find a way past them,
Although we tried our best,
The next few games ahead of us,
Are sure to be a test.
Panama are up next,
Let's put on a great display,
And show the world what we're about,
The English football trade.


Verse 4

(Match 3, Panama)

Panama swept as side,
Finished top of the group,
Should of been an easier game,
Especially with our troop,
Congo are up next,
Should be a better game,
Hope to put a few past em,
and finish em with shame,
To the last 16 we go,
Dunno who were face,
Definitely not the Germans,
They lost with huge descrase.



Verse 5

(Match 4, Congo)

Congo wasn't easy,
They battled through and fought,
Was one nil up at half time,
And held us to a halt,
Second half was different,
We played a better game,
Who once again our saviour,
For sure was Harry Kane,
Mexico now up next,
There attack us from the start,
Let's show the world what we're about,
The Englands lion's heart.


Verse 6

(Match 5, Mexico)

Mexico was a tough game,
Causing problems from the start
What a great performance boys,
Deep from the lions heart,
Showed so much more resilience,
From the start through to the end,
Who scored 2 quick good goals for us,
It sure was Bellingham,
Kane also got he's goal too,
From the ball placed on the roots,
Come on Harry a few more needed,
And your win the golden boot,
Toucal's great decision,
And the fight from the England lads,
Move us onto the next round now,
Let's wave those England flags.


Verse7

(Match 6 Norway)

Norway caused us problems,
By far was our toughest game,
We kept our cool and held our nerve,
And kept the play the same,
We came back from one nil down,
To win the match two one,
Who got that magic brace for us,
Our god jude Bellingham,
Toucal wasn't happy,
with the performance we displayed,
Through to the semi finals we go,
To show Argentina our trade,
Argentina got lucky,
V Egypt and the switz,
Come on boys put on a show,
And lets rip Argentina to bits,
England team you've made us proud,
Oh what a magic squad,
karma they will get paid back,
Maradonas hand of god.
Let's get to the final boys
and lift the golden cup,
put all the shame behind us.
In England we have trust.


Verse 8

(Match 6 Argentina)

Unfortunately that was the end for us,
They played the better game,
The tactics and decisions made,
Put England through some shame,
Was totally the managers fault,
Taking of Gordon and rice,
Thinking we could could defend the game,
But then they went and scored twice,
Should of stayed attacking,
When we was one nil up,
Might of scored another goal,
And had a shot at the Cup.
The outcome we will have to except,
England you done us proud,
We all see the effort yous put in,
As well as the English crowd,
Forget about the negatives,
There was a lot of good football played,
You can Hold your heads up very high,
The great British English football trade.



Written by
Wayne Davison
From 11th June to 19th July 2026

TITLE (Englands World Cup Journey 2026)

Title( Lonely)

Verse 1

Everyone has there problems,
Most find it hard to express,
Unable to share there feelings,
To get it of there chest.
They feel the world is against them,
Crying deep inside,
Been shouting out for everyones help,
All heard but only denied.
Feeling so rejected,
Why is this happening to me.
I'm scared to walk alone anymore,
And sit by the old oak tree.


Chorus

Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Hands all up in the air,
Crying out loud for some help,
But not getting heard anywhere,
Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Someone must hear my tear,
It's a lonely place to be out here,
All dark and living in fear.


Verse 2

Everyone stares from a distance,
With a face that l Im feeling judged,
Just wanna get swallowed up by the world,
As l shout out loud for some hugs,
We all make big mistakes in life,
Bad choices we make too,
No one on this earth is perfect,
That's including me and you,
Staring to the floor as I walk,
Wondering what to do,
So many thoughts in my head,
Wishing some would come very true,


Chorus

Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Hands all up in the air,
Crying out loud for some help,
But not getting heard anywhere,
Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Someone must hear my tear,
It's a lonely place to be out here,
All dark and living in fear.


Verse 3

This world can be cruel at most times,
Relentless even more so,
Kicking empty cans around the streets,
As I walk with a sock out my toes,
This shouldn't really be happening to me,
Misfortune yes I've had,
The good thing in life I had are now gone,
And wear nothing else but rags.


Chorus

Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Hands all up in the air,
Crying out loud for some help,
But not getting heard anywhere,
Reaching out,
Reaching out,
Someone must hear my tear,
It's a lonely place to be out here,
All dark and living in fear.


Verse 4

All I want is my family back and some special things in life too,
These things didn't seem as important before,
But I now know are surly true,
Mercy, mercy have mercy on me,
Family is all I need,
I don't want to sit by myself anymore against the lonely old oak tree.




Written by Wayne Davison

Lonely

Title (family times)

Verse 1

Family,
You share the love stick with each other,
Don't push and shove,
Especially your mother,
Keep it tight,
keep it calm,
Definitely without no harm..


Chorus.
Family times,
Keep it right keep it real,
mention how you really feel,
No matter if it's day night,
Will keep the family close and tight.

Verse 2

Teach your kids don't be rude,
Would only cause a family feud,
Watch them grow and show them the path,
Make sure there happy and make them laugh,
Teach them love and to be kind,
And there never know who there find.



Chorus.
Family times,
Keep it right keep it real,
mention how you really feel,
No matter if it's day night,
Will keep family close and tight.


Verse 3

Happy times should only be,
And leave the vibe in the family tree,
Explore the world with each other,
Especially with your special mother,
Making memories and share the stories,
Maybe about jack and horrey.



Chorus.
Family times,
Keep it right keep it real,
mention how you really feel,
No matter if it's day night,
Will keep family close and tight.


Verse 4

Happy times should only be,
And leave the vibe in the family tree,
Explore the world with each other,
Especially with your special mother,
Making memories and share the stories,
Maybe about jack and horrey.



Written by Wayne Davison

Family times

Title (High journey)

Verse 1

Wake up in the morning,
Plans all in my head,
Feeling fresh and ready,
For the day ahead,
Always thinking poso,
Never lookin down,
Smile all on my face,
Grin from ear to ear,
Marching out the door,
without any fear.


Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.


Verse 2

Suitcase packed and ready,.
Heading out of town,
Passport in my pocket,
Dunno-what the plan,
Dressed up in the garms,,
Looking like a G,
Walking to my whip,
Car is not on finance,
Optid out of PIP.


Verse 3

Gonna hit the road,
Fast lane looking clear,
Pedal to the floor,
Looking out the rear,
Sat nav going crazy,
Police up all ahead,
Gonna shift to slow lane,
Need to dodge the feds.



Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.



Verse 4

Heading to the airport,
Destination not known yet,
Doesn't really matter,
One hundred large on a bet,
Gotta hurry up,
Dont wanna miss the flight,
Virgins always classy,
especially at night,
Laid up in my suite,
First class all the way,
Time to pop the crystal,
With a bag of !!!!!!!




Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.



Verse 5


Many hours later,
Wheels are touching down,
All up out my head,
Didnt go to plan,
Heading to the customs,
Eyes all open wide,
Looking really shifty,
Gonna get denied,
Refusal once again,
held up in the port,
Defo go the jail,
And not to the resort.



Chorus
High journey,
High journey,
going where I choose,
Doing what I like,
Living for the dream,
Selfish it might seem,
High journey,
High journey.



Verse 6


What a wasted journey,
gotta travel home,
Should I tell the misses,
she'll be laughing on the phone,
telling all her friends,
He's done it once again,
It's not episode number 1,
its episode number 10.


Written by Wayne Davison

High journey


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I've not been writing music/lyrics for that long, probably 4 months or so, I wrote several pieces which I wasn't intended to do anything with them until some of my family members read them, they suggested I showed the music industry,
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