MUSIC FOR SALE

I know what it’s like to feel so alone day after day after long day, After cold day, After hard day, after a long hot day or every other day

Ooooooh oooooooh

I know what it’s like to cry myself to sleep night after night after long night After a hard days night

I know the anguish, The desperation
And feeling my tear spigot will never run out

Tears they just keep rolling down my face
Salty to the taste

I know what it feels like to feel like I’m screaming for help and nobody can hear it because it’s a silent plea to God and myself

Not brushing my teeth for days
Not showering for a week
The inability to get out of bed
The awful feeling of not wanting to be alive and also not wanting to be dead

The pain isn’t sharp
It’s a dull but empty ache
It’s not wanting to do the things I used to love
It’s not loving the things I used to do
Ooooooh oooooh oooooooh

I know what it’s like to have a binding thing you cannot see
I know what it’s like to have gripping anxiety

I know what it’s like to wake up at two in the morning and stare at the ceiling
I know what it’s like to feel everything and nothing

I know the intense worry this is permanent
I know the feeling of having not a single friend

Tears they just keep rolling down my face
Salty to the taste
Sometimes I have no tears, only apathy

Not brushing my teeth for days
Not showering for a week
The inability to get out of bed
The awful feeling of not wanting to be alive
And also not wanting to be dead

Whoaaaaaa I know
Iiiiii what it’s like
To be depressed
To be an utter mess
Whoaaaaaa I know

Mmmmmmmmm
Mmmmmmmmm
Whoaaaaaassss