MUSIC FOR SALE

I had it all with you
I don’t now how I got threw it all without you.
The shock and pain was unbearable
I had to fight with myself to wanna stay and do it alll without you.

You were the sweetest most beautiful girl I ever knew
You had to leave so early
it made me crazy

Honey finding out you were gone there was no way I could move on
You disappeared without a trace
There’s no way to replace you

I remember you chasing me around are place
when you caught me you’d kiss me all over my face and said
“I love you“
It was the most memorable times of my life and loosing you was the most hardest thing to go through.
I never got a “good byye”
Yeah you were gone , cremated and put somewhere
I didn’t find out for 3 weeks in time

You disappeared without a trace

I had to google your name because I haven’t heard back from you
Honey what I read about you
i dropped to the floor rolling around saying “No no no “
“it can’t be true”

You disappeared without a trace

It booked marked a timeline in my life and mind

No matter where I was or what I was doing
I teerd up all the time, especially when I’m somewhere and I’d hear are songs
or are movies would happen to be on

Honey I remember when you were still here and I had to go out for the day and you were home waiting for me
I couldn’t wait to come back to be with you .
I would walk up to are front door and smell your perfume right before I would step in the door but when I did , I’d come in and I would kiss you, “hello my dear”.

That crazy good perfume smell stayed with me for a long time

I even smelled it once again in the first year when you were gone
in the air around your spot on the couch
I cried out “Journey are you here” I feel like you were

It’s been 8 and half years since you passed as I’m writing this song its bringing me back to the sadness and the tears
Honey I miss you so much

The shock and pain was way too much
I had to fight with myself to wanna stay or go and be with you
I had do it alll without you.

I only got to feel new things with you.

Now all I got is talking to you while Im looking at your pictures, talking to you on the balcony and saying “good night, I’ll never forget you” as I stand on are spot where we would hug and look at the stars and moon

I suffered deeply without you

I looked for you every where
like a kid

I saw flashing lights everywhere

On my birthday I saw a post on Tic tok about a movie we watched many times , at the end of the post the creator wrote on his hand
“ let go it’s going to be ok”
I totally believe it was you giving me a sign that you’re with me everywhere I go and every step I take
that it’s going to be ok with out you

You left me so many signs of you
I totally believe they’re true .

I remember when you were here I dedicated a song to you by the scorpions called
“no one like youuu“
Honey I will always miss youuu
Iii willl always loooaave youuuu
you’ll always be my goat