MUSIC FOR SALE

[ VERSE 1 ]
I'm finally clean from the drug that is you, infecting my veins like poison.
Finally, I’m living my life happily again, surviving your implosion.

Yesterday morning, I woke up and watched the sun rise.
My heart no longer feels the pain, stabbing like a knife.


But just like before, I start having withdrawals, needing you once again.
I sweat, I itch, I crave the chaos in my life; it feels like a sin.


[ CHORUS ]
I search for you, and come to realize my heart is in chains.
You held my heart in your hands, and like glass, --- you broke it every time.
I search for you and come to realize I must be going insane.
You hold my heart in your hands, and like glass, --- you let it shatter every time.


[ VERSE 2 ]
Just one more time, I tell myself,
Then I will truly walk away.

I'm not addicted to you anymore,
not like yesterday.


Though I must admit, for once,
I was happy, without you around.
No drama, no chaos
It was nice not to hear that sound.

But then I go and,

[ CHORUS ]
I search for you and come to realize my heart is in chains.
You held my heart in your hands---and like glass, you broke it every time.
I search for you and come to realize I must be going insane.
You hold my heart in your hands, and like glass, --- you let it shatter every time.

[ VERSE 3 ]
Who cares anyway?
I'm not hurting anyone,
It's something that can't
just be undone.

Then I let you back in my life,
little by little every day,
You promised me that everything,
was going to be okay.

I can not save you,
It just isn't right.
I no longer want to
scream and fight.

I don’t crave heroin, meth, or pills,
I don’t drink alcohol or snort cocaine.
It seems the only thing
that I need is you in my veins.

I love you; I hate you; I hide you.
I need you.
It's my hunger that you feed.

I crave you, I feel you, I touch you,
I breathe you,
It's you that I need.

That's when I--

[ CHORUS ]
I search for you--and come to realize my heart is in chains.
You held my heart in your hands---and like glass, you broke it every time.
I search for you--and come to realize I must be going insane.
You hold my heart in your hands, and like glass, --- you let it shatter every time.

[VERSE 3 ]
The honeymoon is over, and like before,
The drama and chaos return.
The demons you have, I cannot fight;
I will never win on your terms.

We argue and yell, and hurtful words become weapons.
Is this what I deserve? Am I being taught a lesson?

I think I need to go to rehab and clean you out of my veins,
I think you should probably go and do the same

I don’t think this was ever love, you see.
Because Love wouldn’t hurt to this degree.

I can now say goodbye, it's finally over, it’s true--
It feels good to be clean--from the drug that was you.