LYRIC FOR SALE

By Jimmy Larkin

I can't pretend it doesn't still hurt
A man addicted to pain considers death a comfort
I know I've made mistakes but I'm only human
Some can't understand, I thought I knew them
Overthinking is such a disease
Cannot the heavens of serenity grant me peace?

Believable lies, I try not to listen
But my mind is worse than a prison
I'm so lost and out of place, how
Can I be found without a trace now?
You can't relive or change the past
Life's too short so make your peace at last

Show me a cross and I'll turn it upside down
Lay me before it and I'll burn it to the ground
Believe in the faith you live with
Blissful denial that God is a myth
Pray every prayer while you kneel
'Cause Heaven is fake and Hell is real

There's too many things I haven't admitted
Secrets so dark I should die with it
I tried to wait but you're out of time
These are confessions of a broken mind
There's too many things I haven't admitted
If you knew half of them, you'd have me committed
I tried to wait but you crossed the line
These are confessions of a dangerous mind

Tortured by jealous visions
I'm glad you burned the bridges
Forgetting as much as I can
I never wanna see you again
Before I get you out of my mind
I just wanna fxxx you one more time

Give me a cross and I'll break it in half
Show me a sign and I'll just let it pass
I don't know how much longer I can wait
You are the ghost that just won't go away
"Went Down Fighting" engraved on my tombstone
'Cause this is one war I can't win alone

There's too many things I haven't admitted
Secrets so dark I should die with it
I tried to wait but you're out of time
These are confessions of a broken mind
There's too many things I haven't admitted
If you knew half of them, you'd have me committed
I tried to wait but you crossed the line
These are confessions of a dangerous mind

I saved you
Was it for my own good?
I praised you
You never understood
I betrayed you
I never thought I would
I hate you
I never thought I could

There's too many things I haven't admitted
Secrets so dark I should die with it
I tried to wait but you're out of time
These are confessions of a broken mind
There's too many things I haven't admitted
If you knew half of them, you'd have me committed
I tried to wait but you crossed the line
These are confessions of a dangerous mind