LYRIC FOR SALE

By Misha Lynn

Up staring into the darkness once again
Another night I can’t sleep peacefully
Quiet just makes my mind focus on the hurt
I don’t know how to make myself feel better

The things you chose to do caused pain
You say that I’m overthinking it
But you don’t get to decide how I feel
You can’t justify it and make it go away

The hurt doesn’t stop just because you say so
The pain still lingers in my thoughts
Your confession isn’t the end of the story
It’s the beginning of an endless ache in my heart

It’s like a rollercoaster that I never wanted to ride
The constant up and down of emotions
As soon as I think I’ve learned the turns;
Another loop and twist appears out of nowhere

You were supposed to be my safety zone
I thought I had found the one I could trust
Now I don’t know how to feel anymore
I want to let it go but I keep getting caught up

The hurt doesn’t stop just because you say so
The pain still lingers in my thoughts
Your confession isn’t the end of the story
It’s the beginning of an endless ache in my heart

You say I shouldn’t think of it the way I do
You’re mind says it should be forgotten now
But that’s not how hurt and anger works
It’s not a switch that you can flip for fun

I wish you had taken just a single minute;
A moment of thought for my feelings;
Then we wouldn’t be having this rough time
Instead we would be living our best life together

The hurt won’t stop because you say it should
The pain is lingering on in my thoughts
Your confession didn’t end the story
It was the beginning of my broken heart…

You have to stop causing all this hurt
Find a way to fix this broken heart of mine
I don’t want us to end but I don’t know how to go on
This crazy ride has to come to a stop
I want to be able to let go of the hurt….