WHY ME
By Bigvern
The dark side to domestic violence,
Is why we don’t speak out and just stay silent,
It's not your fault you've been abused, your just figuring out what to do,
Don't make noise don’t make a sound,
You can hear his footsteps on the ground, your terrified of what’s going to happen next,
Feeling both hands around your neck.
Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.
Be brave and don’t be scared,
You hope theres a way out of there,
You know when it’s about to happen next,
As the room goes quiet heart beating out your chest,
Your bruised and broken on the floor,
But he only wants to hurt you more,
He also thinks he's jack the lad,
But always hides behind the crowd.
Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.
I’m a good person deep inside,
Was so funny though when he cried,
Calling me those stupid names,
He's mum would be very ashamed.
Struggling to breathe and passing out,
Hands over your mouth trying to shout,
Stay strong until his had enough,
It's not ok but I'm very tough,
Tougher then you ever thought,
It won't be long until he's caught,
Fighting for your life it's so insane,
why’s he doing this to me again.
Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.
Trying to take your own life to get out of this mess,
This is the only option to give me some rest,
You know when it’s time to escape,
Before he kills me and then it's to late,
keep fighting for your life is so sad,
It's also driving everyone so mad,
All the time he thought he kept winning,
But this is my chance for a new beginning,
Don't look back it’s time to leave,
Hold your head up high your be relieved.
Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.
Stay thankful that your still alive,
He's so evil has the devil inside,
How did I even survive all that,
Didn't know I was stuck in a trap,
With all my heart it was my kids in my mind,
They needed there mum not dead but alive,
Its made me see how strong I am ,
Up against that monster of a man,
He met his match with the scars on his head,
Oh yeah I did them before going to bed,
Don't mess with someone who will fight you back,
And takes no tolerance I'm back on track,
I’d do anything to beat you down,
I'm the only one who wears the crown,
You should be grateful you’re not dead,
Be true to me you are brown bread,
But I’d never do time for you,
I'd rather slap you with the back of my shoe.
Chorus
Should of left this all behind,
Felling stupid deep inside,
Felling stupid crying tears,
Lost so many family years.
Ill fight and fight your evil face,
Until your put in the right place,
I’m still standing with my scars inside,
Not scared anymore and don’t need to hide ,
I’ve got myself back from a dark place,
I now walk around with a smiley face,
I’m strong and at peace finally,
my beautiful family sure saved me.????
Written by Wayne Davison 27/08/2026
