Surviving
By Bigvern
Title
(Surviving)
Verse 1
They always wanna question you,
All different people try and tell you what to do,
They don’t understand what your going through,
The places and thoughts that are in your mind,
All the time,
There constant,
Can never be forgotten,
No matter how hard or what you try,
It's like a ticking bomb inside.
Chorus
Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.
Verse 2
The ups the downs the maybes,
It's sending me so crazy,
Want to put them in the past,
Right behind me,
So you and me can never see,
Them horrid days again,
Just need to get on with my life again,
My kids are my best friends,
I don’t no where I’d be without them,
I’m done with all the shouting,
The crying,
Just got to keep on trying,
To get back the happy days again,
The laughter,
The banter,
Popping open the champer,
Going to new places,
Meeting different faces,
Wondering what I can do next in life,
Maybe meet my future wife.
Chorus.
Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.
Verse 3
Ime looking at reality,
Staring at the family tree,
The branches,
There getting shorter,
Not longer,
Need to be stronger,
For my family,
So they will see,
The positivity inside again,
That I'm trying to be a better person to my loved ones family and friends.
Chorus
Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.
Verse 4
I’m never gonna give up trying,
Surviving
Every day is a struggle,
Its like falling into a dark puddle,
Trying to climb out but its to deep,
Just wanna get back on my own 2 feet,
To get my head back up high,
Like on cloud 9,
It might take some time,
Il get there in the end,
Might depend on my loved ones,
Family and friends.
Chorus
Ticking bomb,
Why did it go so wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
So wrong,
Ticking bomb.
Verse 5
My family stuck by me,
Everyone could see,
But not the haters,
They should of been grateful,
Not hatful ,
The jealousy didn’t affect me,
Reflected on me ,
No one listened when I was crying,
Nearly dying and nothing made sense.
Wayne Davison wrote this song in 2021
