Noise
By Jimmy Larkin
Always there, never for love
Ghost of the demons that I dream of
You wanna be close while miles apart
Blunt force trauma to my heart
Helpless and scared in what I've been through
Why would you care? It's not about you
You are the voice, in my head
You are the noise, that I dread
You have no choice, it's my life
You get annoyed, unless you're right
The ignorance, I avoid
My confidence, you've destroyed
You cause migraines, that I don't need
You'd rather bitch, and watch me bleed
Your head is thicker than blood
Too naive to know what it does
I pull away to protect my peace
And think for myself, to say the least
Desperate and alone in what I've been through
Why would you care? It's all about you
You are the voice, in my head
You are the noise, that I dread
You have no choice, it's my life
You get annoyed, unless you're right
The ignorance, I avoid
My confidence, you've destroyed
You cause migraines, that I don't need
You'd rather bitch, and watch me bleed
As you ignore the arrogance of your disease
(I'm so lost and out of place, how)
No longer will I bear the burden of your insecurities
(Can I be found without a trace now?)
I found the strength to reclaim my soul
(I'm so lost and out of place, how)
And escape the noose that is your control
(Can I be found without a trace now?)
You are the voice, in my head
You are the noise, that I dread
You have no choice, it's my life
You get annoyed, unless you're right
The ignorance, I avoid
My confidence, you've destroyed
You cause migraines, that I don't need
You'd rather bitch, and watch me bleed