LYRIC FOR SALE

By Tinka

[Verse 1]
Don’t know if this is for me
Don’t know why I’m so deeply unhappy at times
I hate my phone, ‘cause you’re glued to yours
Jump when you snap your fingers or slam the doors

[Verse 2]
I hate my voice, ‘cause you’re shouting with yours
Always down on my knees, but not just for chores
Traded my calm for your chaos with ease
Surely love shouldn’t feel like a slow disease

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m becoming like you
An insecure, jealous, controlling, out-of-control mess
Who loves you—
We both only love you
Can I love you any less?

[Chorus]
Don’t know when last I’ve felt so lonely
Lonely while you hold me
I find myself hopeless without you
But also a little hopeless with you

[Verse 3]
I’m just the spare wheel, waiting for a turn
With friends you speed ahead, and I crash and burn
Stunt my own growth, lost in your gear
While I keep trying to shift, but you’re nowhere near

[Bridge]
No one to talk to, no words that feel right
No soft place to land when I cry at night
Drifting from friends who once knew my name
Turning from family—but I’m not sure who’s to blame

[Chorus - Repeat]
Don’t know when last I’ve felt so lonely
Lonely while you hold me
I find myself hopeless without you
But also a little hopeless with you

[Outro]
I know this isn’t for me
Still don’t know why I’m so unhealthily in love this time
Kept holding on just to feel something true
Now I’m half of myself and still not enough for you