Alone
By Fallenfamous
When night time comes I have no one
other than me for company
No one but myself to talk to
dwelling in hellish misery
In the worst melancholy moods
haunted by memories
I picture the lovely faces
of girlfriends I once knew
If any of them cared for me,
secretly I wonder who
Who might have whispered in my ear
those three words, "I love you"
I never knew the time or day;
years drift by like a dream
I’m often running around myself,
taking thoughts to extreme
Looking back my mind loses track
like water down a stream
I’m living in a world of fantasy
dreaming my life away
I’ve always been a dreamer
dreaming both night and day
Living life under an illusion,
ready to go all the way
I live a life worshipping things,
afraid of what I lost
Or would I be searching again
keeping fingers crossed
As love gets used up and wasted
without counting the cost
I have a dream I’m living by,
A realisation that’s divine
This is going to be my last chance
to prove that you are mine
Show me the path and I’ll take it
I’ll make it one more time
Sometimes we hurt, sometimes we cry
Everybody finds themselves alone sometime
Chorus
When you're too tired for living
an you’re afraid of dying
There comes a time in your life
you have to stop trying
When there’s too much pain and heartache
eating your insides away
It’s hurting so much deep within,
no strength left for another day
I know how it feels to want to die,
how much it hurts to smile
Trying to fit in but never can,
it never feels worthwhile
Who cares how many masks you wear,
how many times you cry
Do you ever have those times you cry
and you don't know why
funny you never get used to
the tears and the pain
You try but the hurt keeps returning
over, again and again
Scared to live too scared to die,
too scared to love
What do you do, your even scared
of heaven above
Are my memories as chaotic
as they appear in dreams
More often I play it solo
away from the mainstream
Searching all around in my mind
for reasons to object
Reflecting where my thoughts lay
what I need to protect
A revolution and transformation
waiting in my mind's eye
Forgiving, untying, chasing
the odd trauma goodbye
Sometimes we hurt, sometimes we cry
Everybody finds themselves alone sometime
Chorus
Instead of thoughts locked away
in a forever sleep
Multiple types of regression
open doors digging deep
Parrot phrases signs and symbols
glimpse an inner meaning
No running away to escape
my own gory gleaning
Regardless of thoughts anew,
illuminating my mind
I search to discover
whatever reason I can find
Way down inside, tears once cried
from loves lying eyes
Feelings locked away forever
and a day to die
Hurt, pain, names never spoken of again,
burying the blame
If ever sad song was written
the ballad would bare my name
Painful memories of yesterday,
you don't want today
Passing of time may heal old wounds,
but scars can start hearsay
Tragic thoughts that cut you so deep
they can drive you insane
Darkest nights from a painful past
weigh like a ball and chain
Hidden in a place deep inside
where once floods of tears dried
Emotional hurt which I buried
never to feel again
So I can throw away my tears
from yesterdays of pain
Sometimes we hurt, sometimes we cry
Everybody is alone sometime
