LYRIC FOR SALE

By Zadri Gunhardi

Not like my world
Not like my life
I tried to pull it out
The more I try, the harder I am
The more I insist, the more I am reluctant

I do not like to be here
I like to stay away
Do I want to try it again
Even dragging my pain out
I just want to be calm
Living the rest of my life

I ask someone I know
To help me out
From the noise of my imagination
That never ends
I do not want to be tormented
I do not want to get hurt
I've had a lot
I just want to quit

Please awake me from this daydream
Take me out of here
Find my new life
Getting started is precious
Not wasting my time in this curse

I just ask someone
If I get out of all these tortures
I will seduce to anything
Not to take me back to where I used to
My heart will not be able to feel it again
It was bored, tired and almost numb

Take me away from this place as I wish
Save me, protect me
And start with me
To forever flanking the handle
Do not let go
Do not let it disappear