Suffering The Pain
By Natasha Toolate
Verse 1: Becoming the victim that gets burned
People didn't want me to have a turn
Hopefully it could be a lesson learned
Others build their greed that soon surrounded me
I was able to get away
Point my toes to another page
Having my feelings in a different pace
So many different versions to fill in the blanks
Having ideas that made bank
Not getting my arm or a leg yanked
Different speeds to do good deeds
Dealing with more problems than I need
Lying about me when I am ready
It looked like that so obviously
Curves that whole curiosity
Chorus: Save me from the past
Memories are sure to last
Pain of suffering
Not having to depend on anybody
People always start bluffing
You are in the need
They don't care about me
Expecting the I'm in for greed
Lying through their teethe
I was the victim that needed to be free
I was left abanded
Verse 2: I changed my mind on being kind
While others stepped out of line
Can't even see, they're becoming blind
Mistaken by people's words
Wanting to hurt
It was dumb to try to betray
Puts the coward in their place
Wanting to have me erased
I got something else planned
Having a better way to see
For the people that thought that they were better than me
Chorus
Verse 3: I hated the way they made me feel
While I was stuck in a tragedy so real
Nobody like me
I was a victim of people's deception
Having me be a rejection for someone else's mention
I got my own hopes and dreams more than anybody needs
I was swallowed in by the heart
Love tearing me apart
Chorus