[Verse 1]
She's a widowmaker, widowmaker, widowmaker, and she's at my door
Even out of my mind, I wouldn't take her
Red hair, blue dress would end me up in such a mess, though I must confess
Some things I must deny
She's a fire, just like her eyes, I do admire
Simply hypnotising, but poison is what she's hiding, it is what she does possess, on my knees I can't fear less
[Chorus 1]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
I wish that I were faultless, but she keeps putting me to the test
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning and wanting me to expire
[Verse 2]
Widowmaker, how much longer will I forsake her
Not interested, broken and a mess
I've ended up a shell of myself
No money, got no wealth
Just a thorn in my side
So a song inside, I must confide
[Chorus 2]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning and wanting me to expire
[Bridge]
My mind is up in the clouds, under duress
Not much more can I handle, I digress
So I continue to find a reason, I'm a mess
Love isn't something that costs a dollar or less
It's a passion, dreams coming true, but not something I will find through you
[Final chorus]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning, wanting me to expire
[Outro]
You're a widowmaker, a widowmaker, just not a faker, leave me alone and close that door
Let me melt into the floor, forever more
Because you cause me too much distress, I'm far from obsessed
You're not worth my time at all, something more yet something less
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
Conspiring, coinciding with them reminding me that they are no better than a rat
Moving less and getting fat, growing older and bolder, a fresh and new folder
Avoid the temptation that is prevalent throughout the nation
Broken and disturbed, nothing spoken and nothing heard
Hard as hell yet soft like caramel
I feel abandoned and defeated although not yet completed
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
Life is such, such a mess and hard to bless
When you're walking in the dark, a light you try to pass
Jesus is carrying me currently, no it's not my time to ascend
But I'm overstimulated and on the mend
So I call up above to help me when all I feel is quicksand
When I feel better, I will walk again
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
I've got issues that do not need tissues, problems that I wait for an answer
God makes me dance whilst the sun continues to shine
A rare gem, one day I'll find
I'm not going home yet, this is only the start my friend
I'm tough like titanium, dangerous as uranium
Not completed, abandoned, yet not defeated
Hard as hell yet soft as caramel
Unique and ubiquitous
Look everywhere, and you'll find me
Life is short, no further from the truth it can be bought
I have passion like the king of fashion
Open your mind and use your imagination
The clock ticks over, not looking for a lover
Just smother me like a broken sea
The waves, they tumble, I cannot speak as I fumble
Life is short, no further from the truth it can be bought
Therein lies a lesson to be taught
It doesn't matter about your thoughts
Love and kindness come at no cost
Doing the opposite is your loss
I'm tough like titanium, dangerous as uranium
Not completed, abandoned, yet not defeated
Hard as hell yet soft as caramel
Unique and ubiquitous
Look everywhere, and you'll find me
This life doesn't come with a fee
Broken sleep, thinking deep
Fragmented yet gently operated
The clock ticks over, not looking for a lover
Just smother me like a broken sea
The waves, they tumble, I cannot speak as I fumble
Yeah, the clock ticks, and I listen to this
Another minute, another thought, intertwined in it
[Verse 1]
She's a widowmaker, widowmaker, widowmaker, and she's at my door
Even out of my mind, I wouldn't take her
Red hair, blue dress would end me up in such a mess, though I must confess
Some things I must deny
She's a fire, just like her eyes, I do admire
Simply hypnotising, but poison is what she's hiding, it is what she does possess, on my knees I can't fear less
[Chorus 1]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
I wish that I were faultless, but she keeps putting me to the test
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning and wanting me to expire
[Verse 2]
Widowmaker, how much longer will I forsake her
Not interested, broken and a mess
I've ended up a shell of myself
No money, got no wealth
Just a thorn in my side
So a song inside, I must confide
[Chorus 2]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning and wanting me to expire
[Bridge]
My mind is up in the clouds, under duress
Not much more can I handle, I digress
So I continue to find a reason, I'm a mess
Love isn't something that costs a dollar or less
It's a passion, dreams coming true, but not something I will find through you
[Final chorus]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning, wanting me to expire
[Outro]
You're a widowmaker, a widowmaker, just not a faker, leave me alone and close that door
Let me melt into the floor, forever more
Because you cause me too much distress, I'm far from obsessed
You're not worth my time at all, something more yet something less
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
Conspiring, coinciding with them reminding me that they are no better than a rat
Moving less and getting fat, growing older and bolder, a fresh and new folder
Avoid the temptation that is prevalent throughout the nation
Broken and disturbed, nothing spoken and nothing heard
Hard as hell yet soft like caramel
I feel abandoned and defeated although not yet completed
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
Life is such, such a mess and hard to bless
When you're walking in the dark, a light you try to pass
Jesus is carrying me currently, no it's not my time to ascend
But I'm overstimulated and on the mend
So I call up above to help me when all I feel is quicksand
When I feel better, I will walk again
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
I've got issues that do not need tissues, problems that I wait for an answer
God makes me dance whilst the sun continues to shine
A rare gem, one day I'll find
I'm not going home yet, this is only the start my friend
I'm tough like titanium, dangerous as uranium
Not completed, abandoned, yet not defeated
Hard as hell yet soft as caramel
Unique and ubiquitous
Look everywhere, and you'll find me
Life is short, no further from the truth it can be bought
I have passion like the king of fashion
Open your mind and use your imagination
The clock ticks over, not looking for a lover
Just smother me like a broken sea
The waves, they tumble, I cannot speak as I fumble
Life is short, no further from the truth it can be bought
Therein lies a lesson to be taught
It doesn't matter about your thoughts
Love and kindness come at no cost
Doing the opposite is your loss
I'm tough like titanium, dangerous as uranium
Not completed, abandoned, yet not defeated
Hard as hell yet soft as caramel
Unique and ubiquitous
Look everywhere, and you'll find me
This life doesn't come with a fee
Broken sleep, thinking deep
Fragmented yet gently operated
The clock ticks over, not looking for a lover
Just smother me like a broken sea
The waves, they tumble, I cannot speak as I fumble
Yeah, the clock ticks, and I listen to this
Another minute, another thought, intertwined in it
I wish that I could run away, start life a new way
Never spoken, I'm not broken, just a puzzle that has never been completed
Not so much fragile, just jumbled
I am running, running against the wind, around the bend
Look smart and think sharp, my motto and my moral aptitude
Leaves me secluded, fending for myself, something to defend
I wish that I could run away, start life a new way
Never spoken, I'm not broken, just a puzzle that has never been completed
Not so much fragile, just jumbled
If you were to ask if I was on the mend, broken and what I recommend, Life is a test and you're either at your best or running behind, either way you're learning
I wish that I could run away, start life a new way
Never spoken, I'm not broken, just a puzzle that has never been completed
Not so much fragile, just jumbled
The answer to reality is something that beckons me. It is your choice to be proactive; your gains are just for you. Have great compassion for all, give love unconditionally, and you'll find peace eternally
Run away, to something new, something kind and something spoken. Run away, keep running against the wind, don't be like a sail being pushed in the direction of the flow, push against the powers, make yourself go, go, go.
You can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make them drink, you can lead a person to knowledge but you cannot make them think...
There will always be a light at the end of the tunnel
Till then, I may find myself in trouble
Trouble comes and goes, sometimes it's double
As I walk, I fumble, until the time comes, trouble
These thoughts exist, because I deny your kiss
I cannot quite work you out and why you cannot see that I'm not interested, you're trouble, make that double
Every breath around you seems like my last
Yes, I did have a shady past
But you cannot be a part of my future, you must depart
Find a new extension to your intentions
You tore me apart
These thoughts exist, because I deny your kiss
I cannot quite work you out and why you cannot see that I'm not interested, you're trouble, make that double
How can you love without thinking above
I seem to struggle, panting and in a bubble
Sale away from me, you need a new future and forget our past
These thoughts exist, because I deny your kiss
I cannot quite work you out and why you cannot see that I'm not interested, you're trouble, make that double
I don't love you, it is clear to see
I'm beached from the troubling sea
Why won't you just let me be
Getting near you will cost me a fee
I don't like you, I never did
I just wanted to show you Godly love, to keep you from the tree
This is the last song I will make about thee
She's a widowmaker
Even out of my mind, I wouldn't take her
Red hair, blue dress would end me up a mess, I must confess
Some things I must deny
She's a fire, just like her eyes
Simply hypnotising, but poison is what she does possess
Widowmaker, a pain and heart breaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, wanting me to expire
Widowmaker, How much longer will I forsake her
Not interested, broken and a mess
I've ended up a shell of myself
No money, got no wealth
A thorn in my side
So a song, Inside I confide
Widowmaker, a pain and heart breaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, wanting me to expire
My mind is up in the clouds, under duress
Not much more can I handle, I confess
So I continue to find reason, I'm a mess
Love isn't something that cost a dollar or less
It's a passion, dreams coming true but no through you.
Widowmaker, a pain and heart breaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, wanting me to expire
You're a widowmaker, a widowmaker, leave me alone and close that door, let me melt into the floor, forever more because you cause me too much distress, I confess, you're not worth my time at all
I don't understand people who get a thrill from upsetting others
They are controlling psychotic sociopaths; to hell with them
Let's just do the maths, they have no conscience
Drama is their 2nd language
Emotional damage
But still, I rise and I keep moving forward
Even when I fall, it is in a forward motion
If my life came to a point when I lost all my might
I'd travel south to the coast
Hire a canoe and fall through, down to the ocean floor below
I am pretty mellow these days. I am pleased with God's grace
It feels like I'm in hell, a majority of the time
But I'm not ready to become an anchor yet
I have many regrets
Can't change the past
Time has slowed its pace, not at all fast
I don't understand people who get a thrill from upsetting others
They are controlling psychotic sociopaths; to hell with them
Let's just do the maths, they have no conscience
Drama is their 2nd language
Emotional damage
Public and exposure therapy is demanding on me
I turn on my autopilot, now easy to do
There are still. voices, I realise that they will never go away
So I just pray for forgiveness and strength to endure this shattered world
Honesty is the key to ultimate integrity
We all dream of Love, Peace and Unity
Can you see clearly, you don't need to fear me
I fear not tomorrow for today has wounded me to exclaim
I have anxiety, fear and dismay
Searching for the answers
Riding up on a panther
Drinking water from my decanter
Slowly dancing to advance here
I am wounded, my mind isn't sound
I walk around and abound
Feeling the earth under my feet
Listening to my heartbeat
Wondering which way to go
Sitting now, searching for flow
Searching for the answers
Riding up on a panther
Drinking water from my decanter
Slowly dancing to advance here
I have come a long way
keeping the evil at bay
Helping others to see
But sometimes, I need to let it be
Searching for the answers
Riding up on a panther
Drinking water from my decanter
Slowly dancing to advance here
The spiritual level of duress
I wonder if I will ever pass the test
This is something that I confess
I believe in God but I am a mess
Life isn't a contest
Searching for the answers
Riding up on a panther
Drinking water from my decanter
Slowly dancing to advance here
I drink the fluid of the holy blood
I eat the bread for up above
I will probably never fall in love
Stirring up the emotions of life
Reading the book, the infinite knife
The institute of holy advice
I sit and relax, no need for a wife
Searching for the answers
Riding up on a panther
Drinking water from my decanter
Slowly dancing to advance here
My mind is full of anxiety
My heart and mind are fighting within me
The heart states to let it be
Whilst my heart is cast out to sea
I sit down and think
Drinking the holy juice
Will I ever be of use
I no longer wish to let loose
Too much trauma and abuse
[Verse 1]
She's a widowmaker, widowmaker, widowmaker, and she's at my door
Even out of my mind, I wouldn't take her
Red hair, blue dress would end me up in such a mess, though I must confess
Some things I must deny
She's a fire, just like her eyes, I do admire
Simply hypnotising, but poison is what she's hiding, it is what she does possess, on my knees I can't fear less
[Chorus 1]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
I wish that I were faultless, but she keeps putting me to the test
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning and wanting me to expire
[Verse 2]
Widowmaker, how much longer will I forsake her
Not interested, broken and a mess
I've ended up a shell of myself
No money, got no wealth
Just a thorn in my side
So a song inside, I must confide
[Chorus 2]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning and wanting me to expire
[Bridge]
My mind is up in the clouds, under duress
Not much more can I handle, I digress
So I continue to find a reason, I'm a mess
Love isn't something that costs a dollar or less
It's a passion, dreams coming true, but not something I will find through you
[Final chorus]
Widowmaker, a pain and heartbreaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, burning, wanting me to expire
[Outro]
You're a widowmaker, a widowmaker, just not a faker, leave me alone and close that door
Let me melt into the floor, forever more
Because you cause me too much distress, I'm far from obsessed
You're not worth my time at all, something more yet something less
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
Conspiring, coinciding with them reminding me that they are no better than a rat
Moving less and getting fat, growing older and bolder, a fresh and new folder
Avoid the temptation that is prevalent throughout the nation
Broken and disturbed, nothing spoken and nothing heard
Hard as hell yet soft like caramel
I feel abandoned and defeated although not yet completed
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
Life is such, such a mess and hard to bless
When you're walking in the dark, a light you try to pass
Jesus is carrying me currently, no it's not my time to ascend
But I'm overstimulated and on the mend
So I call up above to help me when all I feel is quicksand
When I feel better, I will walk again
I wish that I could go away, find a wife and start a new life
Pressure building inside, nowhere to hide so I stay strong and continue the ride
Not many anymore can I confide, so many have lied
It's not time to fly
I've got issues that do not need tissues, problems that I wait for an answer
God makes me dance whilst the sun continues to shine
A rare gem, one day I'll find
I'm not going home yet, this is only the start my friend
I'm tough like titanium, dangerous as uranium
Not completed, abandoned, yet not defeated
Hard as hell yet soft as caramel
Unique and ubiquitous
Look everywhere, and you'll find me
Life is short, no further from the truth it can be bought
I have passion like the king of fashion
Open your mind and use your imagination
The clock ticks over, not looking for a lover
Just smother me like a broken sea
The waves, they tumble, I cannot speak as I fumble
Life is short, no further from the truth it can be bought
Therein lies a lesson to be taught
It doesn't matter about your thoughts
Love and kindness come at no cost
Doing the opposite is your loss
I'm tough like titanium, dangerous as uranium
Not completed, abandoned, yet not defeated
Hard as hell yet soft as caramel
Unique and ubiquitous
Look everywhere, and you'll find me
This life doesn't come with a fee
Broken sleep, thinking deep
Fragmented yet gently operated
The clock ticks over, not looking for a lover
Just smother me like a broken sea
The waves, they tumble, I cannot speak as I fumble
Yeah, the clock ticks, and I listen to this
Another minute, another thought, intertwined in it
I wish that I could run away, start life a new way
Never spoken, I'm not broken, just a puzzle that has never been completed
Not so much fragile, just jumbled
I am running, running against the wind, around the bend
Look smart and think sharp, my motto and my moral aptitude
Leaves me secluded, fending for myself, something to defend
I wish that I could run away, start life a new way
Never spoken, I'm not broken, just a puzzle that has never been completed
Not so much fragile, just jumbled
If you were to ask if I was on the mend, broken and what I recommend, Life is a test and you're either at your best or running behind, either way you're learning
I wish that I could run away, start life a new way
Never spoken, I'm not broken, just a puzzle that has never been completed
Not so much fragile, just jumbled
The answer to reality is something that beckons me. It is your choice to be proactive; your gains are just for you. Have great compassion for all, give love unconditionally, and you'll find peace eternally
Run away, to something new, something kind and something spoken. Run away, keep running against the wind, don't be like a sail being pushed in the direction of the flow, push against the powers, make yourself go, go, go.
You can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make them drink, you can lead a person to knowledge but you cannot make them think...
There will always be a light at the end of the tunnel
Till then, I may find myself in trouble
Trouble comes and goes, sometimes it's double
As I walk, I fumble, until the time comes, trouble
These thoughts exist, because I deny your kiss
I cannot quite work you out and why you cannot see that I'm not interested, you're trouble, make that double
Every breath around you seems like my last
Yes, I did have a shady past
But you cannot be a part of my future, you must depart
Find a new extension to your intentions
You tore me apart
These thoughts exist, because I deny your kiss
I cannot quite work you out and why you cannot see that I'm not interested, you're trouble, make that double
How can you love without thinking above
I seem to struggle, panting and in a bubble
Sale away from me, you need a new future and forget our past
These thoughts exist, because I deny your kiss
I cannot quite work you out and why you cannot see that I'm not interested, you're trouble, make that double
I don't love you, it is clear to see
I'm beached from the troubling sea
Why won't you just let me be
Getting near you will cost me a fee
I don't like you, I never did
I just wanted to show you Godly love, to keep you from the tree
This is the last song I will make about thee
She's a widowmaker
Even out of my mind, I wouldn't take her
Red hair, blue dress would end me up a mess, I must confess
Some things I must deny
She's a fire, just like her eyes
Simply hypnotising, but poison is what she does possess
Widowmaker, a pain and heart breaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I must confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, wanting me to expire
Widowmaker, How much longer will I forsake her
Not interested, broken and a mess
I've ended up a shell of myself
No money, got no wealth
A thorn in my side
So a song, Inside I confide
Widowmaker, a pain and heart breaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, wanting me to expire
My mind is up in the clouds, under duress
Not much more can I handle, I confess
So I continue to find reason, I'm a mess
Love isn't something that cost a dollar or less
It's a passion, dreams coming true but no through you.
Widowmaker, a pain and heart breaker
I'm anxious, shuddering and shaking
Keeps me losing my will, not a destiny fulfilled
She couldn't care less, this I confess
I'm only good for one purpose, misunderstood
Like another piece of wood, on the fire, wanting me to expire
You're a widowmaker, a widowmaker, leave me alone and close that door, let me melt into the floor, forever more because you cause me too much distress, I confess, you're not worth my time at all
Just a Christian Hayseed, self taught musician, great with guitar but violin is an ambition. I do enjoy the odd spot if fishing and don't really care about nuclear fission but if you ever ask me what is my mission, in my condition I'd consider a transition in to something a little more Godly, A righteous rendition
Play guitar to family and friends, around the campfire and up along the bend.
Open to requests
