Ardemus Riley (Laura Mary McNeill)

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Laura Mary McNeill

CHORUS

Toy with me?
Your destroying me
A host's plea
Your parasitic need
Drain me dry
All my energy
Take my blood
Vampire love

I want you to Look at me and not be able to look away
I want you to obsess on me when I am away
I want you to insist I know, you are here, not on the go
I want you, if you can't do that
Exit now stop responding back

I don't do stalemates, there just a waste of time
Guards just won't come down, dissipates the passion, all the prime
Freezes out the heat, frozen are my tears
All I want is that you want to deal it straight with me
That can't be a big deal

Exit know, stop responding back
If you can look at me then easily turn away
I will wait for someone else,
It's all to beautiful too accept a discount counterfeit love

Look Away

CHORUS
I don't know what I can say or do
To let your know I am true
Your more than a flavour of the month


Your a lifetime flavour to me
The only flavor I ever want to be
My true home is with you
I could never take my eyes from you


All that is and going to be
All I want is that to be you
Anything I can say or do
Happily I bid for you


Always the foremost of my mind
I see you then life behind
Ever in your strong embrace
Ever in my life of faith
All to you I promise and adore
All to you my ever more


Come upon me in your bliss
Let me be your mad poetess
Round and round I spin in your
Out of life to the abyss of your
Gather me about yourself
Gather me and indulge yourself

Everything for your delight
Everything sublime of flight
Drink me in and drink more
Forever replenished
Forever my joy

I DON'T

CHORUS

You tear me up inside
It's all so senseless
Your stiff as a board
I'm begging you to give way
You know I need your softer side
Yet you keep giving it away



Don't know when this will break
This is horrible, I can not wake
Yesterday, I was ten feet off the ground
Today a broken mess, you refuse to come around


I don't know what I can do
I'm at the table interest accrued
Your stiff as a board and won't give way
Look at me, I'm standing here, I haven't broken the line
Leaving it up to you, is leaving you behind


I don't want to leave you but if you let me walk away
What else can I do, there is nothing more to say
I am at the table, I have not broken the line
Stillness and stiffness
The air crushes my heart and stifles my mind

GIVE


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CHORUS

Toy with me?
Your destroying me
A host's plea
Your parasitic need
Drain me dry
All my energy
Take my blood
Vampire love

I want you to Look at me and not be able to look away
I want you to obsess on me when I am away
I want you to insist I know, you are here, not on the go
I want you, if you can't do that
Exit now stop responding back

I don't do stalemates, there just a waste of time
Guards just won't come down, dissipates the passion, all the prime
Freezes out the heat, frozen are my tears
All I want is that you want to deal it straight with me
That can't be a big deal

Exit know, stop responding back
If you can look at me then easily turn away
I will wait for someone else,
It's all to beautiful too accept a discount counterfeit love

Look Away

CHORUS
I don't know what I can say or do
To let your know I am true
Your more than a flavour of the month


Your a lifetime flavour to me
The only flavor I ever want to be
My true home is with you
I could never take my eyes from you


All that is and going to be
All I want is that to be you
Anything I can say or do
Happily I bid for you


Always the foremost of my mind
I see you then life behind
Ever in your strong embrace
Ever in my life of faith
All to you I promise and adore
All to you my ever more


Come upon me in your bliss
Let me be your mad poetess
Round and round I spin in your
Out of life to the abyss of your
Gather me about yourself
Gather me and indulge yourself

Everything for your delight
Everything sublime of flight
Drink me in and drink more
Forever replenished
Forever my joy

I DON'T

CHORUS

You tear me up inside
It's all so senseless
Your stiff as a board
I'm begging you to give way
You know I need your softer side
Yet you keep giving it away



Don't know when this will break
This is horrible, I can not wake
Yesterday, I was ten feet off the ground
Today a broken mess, you refuse to come around


I don't know what I can do
I'm at the table interest accrued
Your stiff as a board and won't give way
Look at me, I'm standing here, I haven't broken the line
Leaving it up to you, is leaving you behind


I don't want to leave you but if you let me walk away
What else can I do, there is nothing more to say
I am at the table, I have not broken the line
Stillness and stiffness
The air crushes my heart and stifles my mind

GIVE

CHORUS
I'm in the basement y'all
Mmmmmm
With my cracked out cousin Lucifer
Mmmmmm
He'll be ris'in now
Mmmmmm
I'll be push'in on
Mmmmmm


Not my brethren
Mmmmmm
Pop sung his song
Mmmmmm
Still he rages on
Mmmmmm
Tribulation dawn
Mmmmmm


And we've won the war
Mmmmmm
And I'm going home
Mmmmmm
Pop big and strong
Mmmmmm
He ain't having none
Mmmmmm


He cometh on
Mmmmm
New Kingdom come
Mmmmm
New Jerusalem
Mmmmm
And I'm going home
Mmmmm
And we've won the war
Mmmmm

I'M IN THE BASEMENT Y'ALL

CHORUS
Years of camaraderie
Did you ever say
Your proud of me?


Years of camaraderie
Hard work
Commitment for free
I work hard for you
Strive to meet the toll for you
Never satisfied
Why can't I try


No just disappointment
Sad and grief
The flower that won't grow in darkness
I waste your time
With all this oxygen
I'm sorry I wasn't better
I didn't realize judgement played here

Measure up
Or you will lose
Hiding the entire time
Until I left there
Years of camaraderie
Empty, false, bare
No true connection
You've nothing to spare

Like you don't know me
It's been swell I think
The taste in my mouth acidic
Nothing more for me

For all I do
Seen as noncompliance
There you go again
Stomp it
Crush it up
Make me swallow it

Years of camaraderie
Did you ever say your proud of me
Face it you can't handle me
Octopus no true grasp on me
Let it go, a choice you made

Lose your temper
Nonsence I pay
Could not give a worse send off
Expecting anyone would come back
You are insane
Wondering who plots and ploys
Control my gain

You're the only source
I'm the villian
Harsh words
Final killing of course
You've done your hurt
With no remorse
Always about you
Your feelings, about what I do

YEARS OF CAMARADERIE

CHORUS
What scent is this?
My blood ignites!
I can't resist!
A devotee knows no strife!


I have a man, in my life
I can't resist
A devotee knows no strife
I have a man, in my life

Maybe I'll leave tomorrow
Tonight I'll be his wife
Diego played Frieda
Pierre had Marie
Petruchio tamed Kate
Thats where we be

Passions so deep
Beyond this world they reach
A devils match, a devils' match indeed!

WHAT SCENT IS THIS?

CHORUS
In and out, you come in my life
Making me your hearts delight
Pleasing me, we dance all night

Drowning now in your bliss
I never, ever longed for this
Inside lives but half a soul
You to thee I must hold

It makes you crazy
I can't resist
Your precious touch
Your naked lips

Its my desire for you to be
In my arms
Holding me

Fate just won't let us go
Have my sword
Its a match for yours
Without it there is no complete
Divine will, I can't compete

Haunting me, I'm called to the floor
Music spins, delirious I know
What comes next, we fall in love
There you go, come into my life
In and out
Make up your mind
If it is me, you can't resist
Have your set, have your bliss

Push and pull
Battling our way
Lets go easy
All the way

To my heart, I can't resist
Your naked touch
Your precious lips
In my arms
For you to hold
My hearts' desire
My precious gold

From me you will get no fight
My heart melts
At your delight

PRECIOUS

CHORUS
I have a man
He doesn't know it
I have man
He'd never show it


Don't want to be free
He keeps me always
Sometimes I am cloudy black
He is the dawn

Funny when he enters the room
Everything is better always
Sun never gloom
Black is my dawn

He enters never gloom
I a balloon, he an oak tree
Often times a willow for me

Enter the room
Dark is my dawn
Blown away curtains
My shows' back on
Bright are the lights
Warm is the breeze
He keeps me always

He can be me
Pretty balloon
Handsome oak tree
Always in bloom

CLOUDY

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About Me

Bio

I am just embarking on a pursuit of turning my hobbies into profit. I enjoy all forms of writing. Writing lyrics was the first at home hobby writing, that came upon me. I hail from a celtic household, in what was a small settlement of catholics, way out in the country. My home had many instruments. My others mostly played the instruments and I picked up the beer cans. Often was practice after dinner and on holidays, to sit around and take turns being musical. Play a instrument or sing a song or do a dance. I have written off and on for many years. Now I'm just doing what makes me happy.

CV/History

Resume not relevant here, as I have not used my wordsmithing for creative gigs. All employment, prior to 2017, was in corporate customer service. On the front line, dealing with the general public. I'm required to spend time alone to concieve, however I really enjoy being around people, too. I love the variety of walks, of life. Offers plenty to learn and even hostile individuals offer a kick. Optimistic by nature.

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