Adrian Mallinson

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Adrian Mallinson

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

SIX GUITAR STRINGS BUT NO GUITAR
SHE’D BEED TAKEN FOR A RIDE

BUT NOW SHE’S FOUND HER WAY BACK HOME
IT TOOK A LONG TIME BUT IT’S ALL SO FINE

SHE’S BEEN TRAVELLING LIGHT BUT IT FEELS SO RIGHT
AND WITHOUT A GUITAR SHE CAN STILL GO FAR

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

NOW SHE’S WHERE SHE WANTS TO BE
NO NEED TO RUN AND HIDE

THE SWEET FRAGRANCE OF VERMILION ROSES
GRASS SO GREEN AND THE AIR SO CLEAN

THE BIRDS ARE SINGING AND THE SUN IS BRIGHT
NO NEED TO THINK ABOUT WHERE SHE’S BEEN

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

SHE FLEW SO HIGH LIKE A BIRD IN THE SKY
SHE LISTENED TO THE WHISPERING WIND IN THE TREES

NOBODY REALLY CARED WHERE SHE CAME FROM
AND NOBODY ASKED WHERE SHE WAS GOING

BUT OH HOW I CARED, I CARED SO MUCH
NOBODY MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHE DID

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

AND NOW SHE’S GONE BUT WHO REALLY FEELS IT
ONLY ME AND I TREMBLE INSIDE

TOO FRAGILE FOR ALL THE NOISE AND THE HASTE
SHE HAD TO LET IT GO AND FIND A PEACEFUL PLACE

IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE AND EVERYTHING’S THE SAME
BUT NOT FOR ME I NEED HER BY MY SIDE

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

NOW I’M IN TOO DEEP, CAN’T GET NO SLEEP
I SHOULD’VE KNOWN BETTER BUT ITS WAY TOO LATE

I COULDN'T SEE THROUGH THE DISGUISE YOU WEAR
AND I KNOW IT’S ALL A GAME TO YOU

I’M THE ONE WHO’S HURTING COZ I FELL FOR THAT SMILE
THE SMILE YOU USE TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
THEN SPIT IT OUT WHEN YOU’RE TIRED OF CHEWING

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

NEXT TIME I WON’T FALL SO EASILY
INTO THE TRAP THAT THE DEMON LAYS

I FELL TOO FAR NOW IT’S HARD TO GET UP
TO CRAWL BACK OUT OF THE HOLE I’M IN

I WON’T GO THROUGH THIS EVER AGAIN
I JUST CAN’T HANDLE ALL THE PAIN

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

THE DEMON’S GRIN


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SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

SIX GUITAR STRINGS BUT NO GUITAR
SHE’D BEED TAKEN FOR A RIDE

BUT NOW SHE’S FOUND HER WAY BACK HOME
IT TOOK A LONG TIME BUT IT’S ALL SO FINE

SHE’S BEEN TRAVELLING LIGHT BUT IT FEELS SO RIGHT
AND WITHOUT A GUITAR SHE CAN STILL GO FAR

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

NOW SHE’S WHERE SHE WANTS TO BE
NO NEED TO RUN AND HIDE

THE SWEET FRAGRANCE OF VERMILION ROSES
GRASS SO GREEN AND THE AIR SO CLEAN

THE BIRDS ARE SINGING AND THE SUN IS BRIGHT
NO NEED TO THINK ABOUT WHERE SHE’S BEEN

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

SHE FLEW SO HIGH LIKE A BIRD IN THE SKY
SHE LISTENED TO THE WHISPERING WIND IN THE TREES

NOBODY REALLY CARED WHERE SHE CAME FROM
AND NOBODY ASKED WHERE SHE WAS GOING

BUT OH HOW I CARED, I CARED SO MUCH
NOBODY MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHE DID

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

AND NOW SHE’S GONE BUT WHO REALLY FEELS IT
ONLY ME AND I TREMBLE INSIDE

TOO FRAGILE FOR ALL THE NOISE AND THE HASTE
SHE HAD TO LET IT GO AND FIND A PEACEFUL PLACE

IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE AND EVERYTHING’S THE SAME
BUT NOT FOR ME I NEED HER BY MY SIDE

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

NOW I’M IN TOO DEEP, CAN’T GET NO SLEEP
I SHOULD’VE KNOWN BETTER BUT ITS WAY TOO LATE

I COULDN'T SEE THROUGH THE DISGUISE YOU WEAR
AND I KNOW IT’S ALL A GAME TO YOU

I’M THE ONE WHO’S HURTING COZ I FELL FOR THAT SMILE
THE SMILE YOU USE TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
THEN SPIT IT OUT WHEN YOU’RE TIRED OF CHEWING

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

NEXT TIME I WON’T FALL SO EASILY
INTO THE TRAP THAT THE DEMON LAYS

I FELL TOO FAR NOW IT’S HARD TO GET UP
TO CRAWL BACK OUT OF THE HOLE I’M IN

I WON’T GO THROUGH THIS EVER AGAIN
I JUST CAN’T HANDLE ALL THE PAIN

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

THE DEMON’S GRIN

A POCKET FULL OF DOLLARS BUT NO SPRING IN MY STRIDE
MY MIND’S ABSORBED, MY MIND’S DEGRADED

I WANNA CUT LOOSE AND DO THINGS MY WAY
I’M CRUSHED BY NUMBERS AND I FEEL SO JADED

THE FAÇADE IS GETTING TOUGHER TO MAINTAIN
IT’S AN ACT, IT’S A LIE, I’M JUST PRETENDING

UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO I’M LIVING IN LIMBO
LIVING IN LIMBO, LIVING IN LIMBO

END OF THE DAY AND I LOOSEN MY COLLAR
YANK OFF MY TIE AND ITS DOWN TO THE BAR

I PAY FOR THE DRINKS AS THE SUN GOES DOWN
I FEEL SO LIGHT, I COULD FLY SO FAR

BUT IT STARTS AGAIN WHEN THE MORNING COMES
I PUT MY MASK ON AND HOPE I DON’T SUFFOCATE

UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO I’M LIVING IN LIMBO
LIVING IN LIMBO, LIVING IN LIMBO

ONE OF THESE DAYS I’M GONNA BREAK THE PATTERN
FIND MY RHYTHM AND GO MY WAY

I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT, I JUST NEED TO BELIEVE
BELIEVE IN ME AND A BETTER DAY

I KNOW I CAN STOP THE NUMBERS CRUNCHING
CHANGE THE SCRIPT AND BREATHE AGAIN

UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO I’M LIVING IN LIMBO
LIVING IN LIMBO, LIVING IN LIMBO

LIVING IN LIMBO

YOU’RE THE STAR THAT MOVES THE MILKY WAY
THE ONE THAT SHINES AND MAKES MY DAY

BUT I DON’T KNOW IF I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN
YOU SAY YOU’RE LEAVING ON THE SEVEN TEN

A TRAIN THAT’LL TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME
TO A PLACE FAR AWAY SO I CAN’T SEE

BUT I WON’T FORGET YOUR SPARKLING EYES
AND YOUR SMILE SO SWEET THAT IT MAKES ME CRY

COZ YOU’RE THE STAR THAT MOVES THE MILKY WAY
THE ONE THAT SHINES AND MAKES MY DAY

WHEN YOU GET TO WHERE YOU’RE GOING TO
REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE ME FEEL SO BLUE

AND IF YOU EVER WANT TO COME BACK HERE BABY
I’LL BE WAITING AND I DON’T MEAN MAYBE

I’LL KEEP THAT CANDLE BURNING STRONG
I KNOW THAT IT’S HERE WHERE YOU BELONG

COZ YOU’RE THE STAR THAT MOVES THE MILKY WAY
THE ONE THAT SHINES AND MAKES MY DAY

YOU'RE THE STAR

I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M IN A CONFLICT ZONE
GOTTA BREAK OUT, WANT TO BE ALONE

I HIT ROCK BOTTOM WHEN I REACH FOR THE SKY
I BURN MY WINGS WHEN I TRY TO FLY

EVERY TIME I JUMP, I TAKE A DIVE
BUT I HAVE TO GET UP, KEEP MY DREAMS ALIVE

I WANT TO GET AWAY, A MILLION MILES FROM HERE
I NEED SOME SPACE, SLOW DOWN, CHANGE GEAR

FAR FROM THE NOISE, THE PRESSURE, AND THE HEAT
IT’S GETTING SO HARD JUST TO MAKE ENDS MEET

I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M IN A CONFLICT ZONE
GOTTA BREAK OUT, WANT TO BE ALONE

I’M PUSHED INTO MAKING PLASTIC CHOICES
BUT I JUST CAN’T HEAR, THERE ARE TOO MANY VOICES

IT’S ALL TOO FAST LIKE FORMULA ONE
AND BEFORE ITS HAPPENED ITS ALREADY DONE

I DON’T NEED TO SEEK, I JUST WANT TO FIND
SLOW IT ALL DOWN, A CONVALESCENCE OF THE MIND

I’M LOST IN A BLIZZARD OF WORDS AND IMAGES
BILLBOARDS, TELEVISION, AND GLOBAL VILLAGES

I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M IN A CONFLICT ZONE
GOTTA BREAK OUT, WANT TO BE ALONE

GOTTA BREAK OUT

I TRIED TO WRITE A SONG THAT WOULD MAKE YOU CRY
BUT IT JUST DIDN’T WORK, AND I DON’T KNOW WHY

I FOUND A KIND OF RHYTHM, PUT A BACKBEAT TO IT
BUT IT JUST DIDN’T FLOW, AND I REALLY BLEW IT

MOVE OUT OF YOUR SHADOWS AND SEE THE LIGHT
SEE THAT STAR THAT SHINES SO VERY BRIGHT

I JUST WANT TO SEE THOSE TEARS YOU HIDE
THE ONE’S THAT’LL FLOW WHEN YOU DITCH YOUR PRIDE

NOW IT’S YOUR TURN TO HELP ME WRITE THAT SONG
TO SHOW TO ME WHERE IT WENT SO WRONG

AND TOGETHER WE CAN BRING THAT RHYTHM TO LIFE
STOP THAT PAIN THAT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE

I TRIED TO WRITE A SONG THAT WOULD MAKE YOU CRY
BUT IT JUST DIDN’T WORK, AND I DON’T KNOW WHY

I TRIED TO WRITE A SONG

THE SEAGULLS ARE SPECKS IN THE DISTANCE
THE TIDE SLIDES UP AND DOWN THE BEACH
I’D LIKE TO TOUCH THOSE CLOUDS I SEE
BUT I KNOW THEY’RE ALWAYS OUT OF REACH

LIKE COTTON WOOL THEY DRIFT APART
REVEALING A SKY OF SPOTLESS BLUE
AND THE SEAGULLS SPEAK SO FAR AWAY
SOUNDS THAT BRING ME BACK TO YOU

DANCING ON THE SAND I FEEL SO FREE
THERE’S NO ONE HERE, JUST YOU AND ME

A BOAT BOUNCES WITH THE RHYTHM OF THE WAVES
THE WIND BREATHES WHISPERS INTO MY EARS
THE SEAGULLS HOVER AND CIRCLE ABOVE
JUST LIKE THEY DID FOR SO MANY YEARS

ALL THOSE YEARS WE DANCED AND DANCED
DOWN BY THE SEA JUST A MEMORY
BUT IT BURNS LIKE FIRE AND IT HURTS SO BAD
I WISH THAT I COULD JUST LET IT BE

DANCING ON THE SAND I FEEL SO FREE
THERE’S NO ONE HERE, JUST YOU AND ME

DANCING ON THE SAND I FEEL SO FREE
THERE’S NO ONE HERE, JUST YOU AND ME

DOWN BY THE SEA

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SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

SIX GUITAR STRINGS BUT NO GUITAR
SHE’D BEED TAKEN FOR A RIDE

BUT NOW SHE’S FOUND HER WAY BACK HOME
IT TOOK A LONG TIME BUT IT’S ALL SO FINE

SHE’S BEEN TRAVELLING LIGHT BUT IT FEELS SO RIGHT
AND WITHOUT A GUITAR SHE CAN STILL GO FAR

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

NOW SHE’S WHERE SHE WANTS TO BE
NO NEED TO RUN AND HIDE

THE SWEET FRAGRANCE OF VERMILION ROSES
GRASS SO GREEN AND THE AIR SO CLEAN

THE BIRDS ARE SINGING AND THE SUN IS BRIGHT
NO NEED TO THINK ABOUT WHERE SHE’S BEEN

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE
WITH NOTHING TO PUT INSIDE

SHE ARRIVED WITH AN EMPTY SUITCASE

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

SHE FLEW SO HIGH LIKE A BIRD IN THE SKY
SHE LISTENED TO THE WHISPERING WIND IN THE TREES

NOBODY REALLY CARED WHERE SHE CAME FROM
AND NOBODY ASKED WHERE SHE WAS GOING

BUT OH HOW I CARED, I CARED SO MUCH
NOBODY MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHE DID

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

AND NOW SHE’S GONE BUT WHO REALLY FEELS IT
ONLY ME AND I TREMBLE INSIDE

TOO FRAGILE FOR ALL THE NOISE AND THE HASTE
SHE HAD TO LET IT GO AND FIND A PEACEFUL PLACE

IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE AND EVERYTHING’S THE SAME
BUT NOT FOR ME I NEED HER BY MY SIDE

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK
WELL MAYBE SHE TRIED BUT SHE NEVER WENT BACK

SHE NEVER WENT DOWN THAT BEATEN TRACK

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

NOW I’M IN TOO DEEP, CAN’T GET NO SLEEP
I SHOULD’VE KNOWN BETTER BUT ITS WAY TOO LATE

I COULDN'T SEE THROUGH THE DISGUISE YOU WEAR
AND I KNOW IT’S ALL A GAME TO YOU

I’M THE ONE WHO’S HURTING COZ I FELL FOR THAT SMILE
THE SMILE YOU USE TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
THEN SPIT IT OUT WHEN YOU’RE TIRED OF CHEWING

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

NEXT TIME I WON’T FALL SO EASILY
INTO THE TRAP THAT THE DEMON LAYS

I FELL TOO FAR NOW IT’S HARD TO GET UP
TO CRAWL BACK OUT OF THE HOLE I’M IN

I WON’T GO THROUGH THIS EVER AGAIN
I JUST CAN’T HANDLE ALL THE PAIN

YOU SEEMED LIKE AN ANGEL BUT LOOKS DECEIVE
THEN YOUR SMILE TURNED INTO A DEMON’S GRIN

THE DEMON’S GRIN

A POCKET FULL OF DOLLARS BUT NO SPRING IN MY STRIDE
MY MIND’S ABSORBED, MY MIND’S DEGRADED

I WANNA CUT LOOSE AND DO THINGS MY WAY
I’M CRUSHED BY NUMBERS AND I FEEL SO JADED

THE FAÇADE IS GETTING TOUGHER TO MAINTAIN
IT’S AN ACT, IT’S A LIE, I’M JUST PRETENDING

UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO I’M LIVING IN LIMBO
LIVING IN LIMBO, LIVING IN LIMBO

END OF THE DAY AND I LOOSEN MY COLLAR
YANK OFF MY TIE AND ITS DOWN TO THE BAR

I PAY FOR THE DRINKS AS THE SUN GOES DOWN
I FEEL SO LIGHT, I COULD FLY SO FAR

BUT IT STARTS AGAIN WHEN THE MORNING COMES
I PUT MY MASK ON AND HOPE I DON’T SUFFOCATE

UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO I’M LIVING IN LIMBO
LIVING IN LIMBO, LIVING IN LIMBO

ONE OF THESE DAYS I’M GONNA BREAK THE PATTERN
FIND MY RHYTHM AND GO MY WAY

I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT, I JUST NEED TO BELIEVE
BELIEVE IN ME AND A BETTER DAY

I KNOW I CAN STOP THE NUMBERS CRUNCHING
CHANGE THE SCRIPT AND BREATHE AGAIN

UP AND DOWN LIKE A YO-YO I’M LIVING IN LIMBO
LIVING IN LIMBO, LIVING IN LIMBO

LIVING IN LIMBO

YOU’RE THE STAR THAT MOVES THE MILKY WAY
THE ONE THAT SHINES AND MAKES MY DAY

BUT I DON’T KNOW IF I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN
YOU SAY YOU’RE LEAVING ON THE SEVEN TEN

A TRAIN THAT’LL TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME
TO A PLACE FAR AWAY SO I CAN’T SEE

BUT I WON’T FORGET YOUR SPARKLING EYES
AND YOUR SMILE SO SWEET THAT IT MAKES ME CRY

COZ YOU’RE THE STAR THAT MOVES THE MILKY WAY
THE ONE THAT SHINES AND MAKES MY DAY

WHEN YOU GET TO WHERE YOU’RE GOING TO
REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE ME FEEL SO BLUE

AND IF YOU EVER WANT TO COME BACK HERE BABY
I’LL BE WAITING AND I DON’T MEAN MAYBE

I’LL KEEP THAT CANDLE BURNING STRONG
I KNOW THAT IT’S HERE WHERE YOU BELONG

COZ YOU’RE THE STAR THAT MOVES THE MILKY WAY
THE ONE THAT SHINES AND MAKES MY DAY

YOU'RE THE STAR

I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M IN A CONFLICT ZONE
GOTTA BREAK OUT, WANT TO BE ALONE

I HIT ROCK BOTTOM WHEN I REACH FOR THE SKY
I BURN MY WINGS WHEN I TRY TO FLY

EVERY TIME I JUMP, I TAKE A DIVE
BUT I HAVE TO GET UP, KEEP MY DREAMS ALIVE

I WANT TO GET AWAY, A MILLION MILES FROM HERE
I NEED SOME SPACE, SLOW DOWN, CHANGE GEAR

FAR FROM THE NOISE, THE PRESSURE, AND THE HEAT
IT’S GETTING SO HARD JUST TO MAKE ENDS MEET

I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M IN A CONFLICT ZONE
GOTTA BREAK OUT, WANT TO BE ALONE

I’M PUSHED INTO MAKING PLASTIC CHOICES
BUT I JUST CAN’T HEAR, THERE ARE TOO MANY VOICES

IT’S ALL TOO FAST LIKE FORMULA ONE
AND BEFORE ITS HAPPENED ITS ALREADY DONE

I DON’T NEED TO SEEK, I JUST WANT TO FIND
SLOW IT ALL DOWN, A CONVALESCENCE OF THE MIND

I’M LOST IN A BLIZZARD OF WORDS AND IMAGES
BILLBOARDS, TELEVISION, AND GLOBAL VILLAGES

I SOMETIMES FEEL I’M IN A CONFLICT ZONE
GOTTA BREAK OUT, WANT TO BE ALONE

GOTTA BREAK OUT


About Me

Bio

I am a writer by profession and have been a journalist and editor in the past. I have had two novels published. I have written some poetry and some of my lyrics have been inspired by these poems.

CV/History

Linguist with strong writing skills, currently working as senior writer in Paris for an engineering company. Previous experience in journalism, market research, and marketing in London and Paris.

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