Been a few places, seen a few things, I write based of those emotions which those experiences bring. I like to write, I like to see where my minds at when pen hits paper. The outcome to my mental mess is what you see posted.
Yeah, I got G.....Wa gon. Wheels and lights, with the Brabus pa-ckage. yeah you can say I'm gonna bra-ggin, worked my ass off and, I wasn't la-ckin. Hit this rap game hard and I continue stackin. Next ride might be JDM'n, straight from the source yeah that's mainland Ja-pan. Work hard to get my rides looking dope and stancen, might add some airbags so I can have them dirty dan-cin. I don't hate a style I roll it all as long as it's fle-xin. Tacuache trucks, lifted trucks, and mini trucks, yeah, Nissan and Da-tsun. No matter what it is, it just gotta be cu-stom. Double R, is dope, you can catch me straight class-in. 24's or maybe more, and lowered on-links. Drop another beat, get a check, and blow it on a la-mbo. Maybe a Hurry, or do it big with the SVJ and spend 7 hundo. Maybe a Mac with 1016's kit, and FI exhaust though. Add a hitch like my man's Alex Choi's has on his ride, looking mad dope, I'd definitely get my rides done at RDB down in Holly-wood. While I'm there, might as well Rub elbows with DDE and the crew, and if I'm lucky, emelia Hart-ford. After I get my whip I'll need to get a supercha-rger. Take it to Sheepy to make it a little fa-ster. My whips are dope so I hope I make Life of Pa-los. After that I'll take my rides to Vegas to race Houston Crosta. Get some chicken while I'm there and then to Utah to chill with Strad and Oscar. Hit up Heavy-D and Diesel Dave to fly the choppa. Get my truck done up by the fellas, lifted high I gotta, hop-up. More doors to my truck, call me In N Out, double, dou-ble.
Boy and girl from a small town, always together just fooling around. Come days and nights and nothings changed, boy and girl are still the same, till one summer day. They know now their in love, on that summer day something just sparked, for these two.
Billy and Rose are their names, peas of a pod, hearts the same, simple pleasures and Friday night games, creeks, trucks, are their thang, can't separate… These two.
Time's a passed and now they've grown, they're more in love than ever before, what will they do??
Talk about getting settled down but, Billy has plans of his own. Tells Rose before we, settle down, let me tell you about my little plan, she says ok.
He tells Rose he wants to serve, loves his country, doesn't just want to observe. Tells Rose, it'll open doors, he's convinced it's the right thing for him and her, but she's hesitant about this little plan, tell's em, if you join then I can. With tears in their eyes…He says ok.
They talk to the recruiter and enlist, they tell each other this is it, ain't no looking back.
A few months later orders come down, they'll be calling Iraq their new home, for, a, while. Got off the plane their boots hit the dirt, and they knew it's time, to get to work. Times were up and times were down, dodging bullets and, mortar rounds… It was rough.
Billy knew that his time would come and he wanted to marry his only one. Made a ring out of .50 cal round, wasn't pretty, but it was something round…Get's on his knee, get's a grip on his nerves, getting ready to say 5 life-changing words, says, baby… will you marry me? Rose begins to cry, she says when we leave here, we'll start our new life, and yes, I'll marry you.
Life's exciting for these two souls, but life will change little do they know only one will leave this hell. Next day Billy is sent out, on a mission to clear a route, didn't think it'd happen so soon. While on mission things take a turn, for the worst we'll soon learn, and Billy didn't make that trek. Later that day, Rose learns the news that Billy became part of the few, who sacrificed their lives for our freedom. Billy boy won't be back, he succumbed to his wounds from an attack, and his soul left this earth. Rose cries and drops to her knees, didn't get to tell him how much he really means, God, rest your soul brave man.
Rose had something to say before Billy went away, but now she asks the Lord to share it with Billy boy. Tell my Billy boy, we were expecting a little bundle of joy, and I'll make sure he knows his dad. I'll show him pictures every day, I'll promise to raise him the right way, so he can grow up to be like you.
Lord tell Billy please that I'll tell our son about how much you mean, and he'll know that your special.
I thank our servicemen, and women for your service, I salute, fighting for our red white and blue. Such an honorable thing, let me tell you it tugs on the heartstrings, thinking about what you go through. Lord keep them safe, out of harm's way and what else they may face, protect these brave souls.
She knew I was country, country boys always hungry, she asked me if I wanted to eat. Right there I knew that we were destined to meet. I couldn’t stop starin, but she wasn’t carin, knew it was love for me.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Her and I exchange more glances, her big blues had me strung. She had me breathless like I got kicked in the lungs. I know I have to have her, won’t stop till it’s done. Deep in my heart I know she’s the one.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Got the courage to ask her out. She said “I noticed you looking” and then she smiled. She said yes, and that drove me wild. I just stood there flustered and I was speechless for a while. Told her, honey, you make my heart melt, she started to blush then I blushed then she said “that was hear felt”.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Few days later we went on our date. It was magical, had a blast that day. We talked, had a few beers, she fixed me a plate. I saw our future and it looked great. I told her I could sit here till the end of time, and she said, “baby that’s fine”.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Few more dates, meals, and a few more beers, sealed our faith, and love flourished for years. We got married, started a family, and oh my dear. You make me a happy country boy that’s for real. Honey, I love every minute, month, and year, that we get to spend together, can’t help how I feel.
Oh honey…How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Oh honey.. I love more now.. Then ever in the past.
Yeah, I got G.....Wa gon. Wheels and lights, with the Brabus pa-ckage. yeah you can say I'm gonna bra-ggin, worked my ass off and, I wasn't la-ckin. Hit this rap game hard and I continue stackin. Next ride might be JDM'n, straight from the source yeah that's mainland Ja-pan. Work hard to get my rides looking dope and stancen, might add some airbags so I can have them dirty dan-cin. I don't hate a style I roll it all as long as it's fle-xin. Tacuache trucks, lifted trucks, and mini trucks, yeah, Nissan and Da-tsun. No matter what it is, it just gotta be cu-stom. Double R, is dope, you can catch me straight class-in. 24's or maybe more, and lowered on-links. Drop another beat, get a check, and blow it on a la-mbo. Maybe a Hurry, or do it big with the SVJ and spend 7 hundo. Maybe a Mac with 1016's kit, and FI exhaust though. Add a hitch like my man's Alex Choi's has on his ride, looking mad dope, I'd definitely get my rides done at RDB down in Holly-wood. While I'm there, might as well Rub elbows with DDE and the crew, and if I'm lucky, emelia Hart-ford. After I get my whip I'll need to get a supercha-rger. Take it to Sheepy to make it a little fa-ster. My whips are dope so I hope I make Life of Pa-los. After that I'll take my rides to Vegas to race Houston Crosta. Get some chicken while I'm there and then to Utah to chill with Strad and Oscar. Hit up Heavy-D and Diesel Dave to fly the choppa. Get my truck done up by the fellas, lifted high I gotta, hop-up. More doors to my truck, call me In N Out, double, dou-ble.
Boy and girl from a small town, always together just fooling around. Come days and nights and nothings changed, boy and girl are still the same, till one summer day. They know now their in love, on that summer day something just sparked, for these two.
Billy and Rose are their names, peas of a pod, hearts the same, simple pleasures and Friday night games, creeks, trucks, are their thang, can't separate… These two.
Time's a passed and now they've grown, they're more in love than ever before, what will they do??
Talk about getting settled down but, Billy has plans of his own. Tells Rose before we, settle down, let me tell you about my little plan, she says ok.
He tells Rose he wants to serve, loves his country, doesn't just want to observe. Tells Rose, it'll open doors, he's convinced it's the right thing for him and her, but she's hesitant about this little plan, tell's em, if you join then I can. With tears in their eyes…He says ok.
They talk to the recruiter and enlist, they tell each other this is it, ain't no looking back.
A few months later orders come down, they'll be calling Iraq their new home, for, a, while. Got off the plane their boots hit the dirt, and they knew it's time, to get to work. Times were up and times were down, dodging bullets and, mortar rounds… It was rough.
Billy knew that his time would come and he wanted to marry his only one. Made a ring out of .50 cal round, wasn't pretty, but it was something round…Get's on his knee, get's a grip on his nerves, getting ready to say 5 life-changing words, says, baby… will you marry me? Rose begins to cry, she says when we leave here, we'll start our new life, and yes, I'll marry you.
Life's exciting for these two souls, but life will change little do they know only one will leave this hell. Next day Billy is sent out, on a mission to clear a route, didn't think it'd happen so soon. While on mission things take a turn, for the worst we'll soon learn, and Billy didn't make that trek. Later that day, Rose learns the news that Billy became part of the few, who sacrificed their lives for our freedom. Billy boy won't be back, he succumbed to his wounds from an attack, and his soul left this earth. Rose cries and drops to her knees, didn't get to tell him how much he really means, God, rest your soul brave man.
Rose had something to say before Billy went away, but now she asks the Lord to share it with Billy boy. Tell my Billy boy, we were expecting a little bundle of joy, and I'll make sure he knows his dad. I'll show him pictures every day, I'll promise to raise him the right way, so he can grow up to be like you.
Lord tell Billy please that I'll tell our son about how much you mean, and he'll know that your special.
I thank our servicemen, and women for your service, I salute, fighting for our red white and blue. Such an honorable thing, let me tell you it tugs on the heartstrings, thinking about what you go through. Lord keep them safe, out of harm's way and what else they may face, protect these brave souls.
She knew I was country, country boys always hungry, she asked me if I wanted to eat. Right there I knew that we were destined to meet. I couldn’t stop starin, but she wasn’t carin, knew it was love for me.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Her and I exchange more glances, her big blues had me strung. She had me breathless like I got kicked in the lungs. I know I have to have her, won’t stop till it’s done. Deep in my heart I know she’s the one.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Got the courage to ask her out. She said “I noticed you looking” and then she smiled. She said yes, and that drove me wild. I just stood there flustered and I was speechless for a while. Told her, honey, you make my heart melt, she started to blush then I blushed then she said “that was hear felt”.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Few days later we went on our date. It was magical, had a blast that day. We talked, had a few beers, she fixed me a plate. I saw our future and it looked great. I told her I could sit here till the end of time, and she said, “baby that’s fine”.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Few more dates, meals, and a few more beers, sealed our faith, and love flourished for years. We got married, started a family, and oh my dear. You make me a happy country boy that’s for real. Honey, I love every minute, month, and year, that we get to spend together, can’t help how I feel.
Oh honey…How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Oh honey.. I love more now.. Then ever in the past.
Went to strip club, spent a little money, got drunk, and met my first love. Our eyes met, sparks flew, I knew what she was made of. Knew I had to ask her out, I didn’t care. Stayed back to talk to her, we talked till it was late. Next day we were, on our first date. We ate and drank whiskey, it was apparent that she wanted to mate.
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck around to see what this might beee. Here I am now telling my, redneck, love, story…
Took her on the back road, pulled my shit out and let her lick some wood. Couldn’t say anything other than, it felt good. Asked me if I’d lick her, I said I would. She pulled her panties down, and just went beast mode.
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck around to see what this might beee. Here I am now telling my, redneck, love, story…
Think she’s a keeper, took her to momma, and momma said she can stayyy, Cause we some rednecks we got married the same day. I’m in love, at least for the mean time, what can I sayyy?
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck around to see what this might beee. Here I am now telling my, redneck, love, story…
A few months later we had a little redneck, on the way. When she told me threw my hat, smacked my knee, and I yelled yaaaayyyy! Swigged some moonshine, fxxxing felt great. Knew when I met her, at the strip club, she was the one for meeee.
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck areound to see what this might be. Who would’ve thought a redneck stripper was the one for me ,but here we are now few kids, a trailer, and we’re still married.
Little guy played soldier when he was young. Grew into an athlete in school, he was a genius, he was no bum. He graduated and followed his dream, his dream of being a United States Marine. The little guy now big, went to boot camp, where there he was the guide, yes he was a champ. Went to the fleet as an infantryman, then his time came to deploy to Afghanistan. There he fought long and hard, kept the enemy at bay, kept them afar. Armed with his M-4, he took no mercy, fought to protect his Marines because they're deserving. He fought in the hills and down below, he loved being a Marine, you can see it his face, you can see his eyes glow. He took all the battles with not even a flinch, til his day came lying there in a ditch. While bleeding from his wounds, he thought about his life before he grew.
Thought about his life anew. Thought about playing soldier when he was young. Thought how in school he was no bum. Thought about his athletic days. Thought about boot camp, and how it paved the way, he thought about the day he earned his, EGA. Last thought was, I'll do it all again, if I wasn't on my way out, I'd continue this fight in Afghanistan. As he lay there, the fight was still on, in his dying glory, he tried to fight on. His eyes now close, his soul reaching for the sky. Rest easy Marine, rest easy little guy!!
What's it like to smile, be happy, and free? To walk the earth with no stress, just to be carefree. What's it like not to worry everyday? Not to have anxiety like it's normal to live this way. What's it like to be panic free, be able to function just normally? What's it like to have friends? Someone to talk to when ones at their wits end. What's it like to have a family? One to run to when life gets heavy. What's it like to not be angry? What it's like to take things with a grain of salt and be steady. What's it like to smile, be happy, and free?
How does one go about living this way? stranded in a mental maze, not sure how to feel today. Lost soul is an understatement for sure, when the life that's lived is so hard to endure. With so many questions and no answers in sight, will there ever be happiness, will there ever be light? All I see is darkness and my vision blurred, not sure how I got here, what exactly occurred. I don't know happy, I don't know love, I don't feelings life's been fxxxing rough. Been through some shit and this is the outcome to that, to all that haven't been here and suffered, I tip you my hat.
What's it like to smile, be happy, and free? To walk the earth with no stress, just to be carefree. What's it like not to worry everyday? Not to have anxiety like it's normal to live this way. What's it like to be panic free, be able to function just normally? What's it like to have friends? Someone to talk to when ones at their wits end. What's it like to have a family? One to run to when life gets heavy. What's it like to not be angry? What it's like to take things with a grain of salt and be steady. What's it like to smile, be happy, and free?
I don't wish this shit on my worst foe, the life of a lone wolf, no friends, not a soul, and no fxxxing hope. This shit's not for the timid, oh no it's no joke, it's this way of life that lead me to the dope. Sucking the glass dick was all that I can do, all that I can do in order to endure all that I've been through. What's it like I ask you to be normal and free? but maybe your definition of normal is different than from my reality. I stare at the mirror and I don't like what stares back. It reminds me of what I am, it's darkness and horror that I glare at. fxxx this, I'm done, take note from what I write. Make your changes early, and eternally you'll see the light.
What's it like to smile, be happy, and free? To walk the earth with no stress, just to be carefree. What's it like not to worry everyday? Not to have anxiety like it's normal to live this way. What's it like to be panic free, be able to function just normally? What's it like to have friends? Someone to talk to when ones at their wits end. What's it like to have a family? One to run to when life gets heavy. What's it like to not be angry? What it's like to take things with a grain of salt and be steady. What's it like to smile, be happy, and free?
I live in my mind that's trying to get me. The dude upstairs, I swear he hates me. Floods me with thoughts that won't let me escape me. I can run, but run from where? I can't escape, the dude upstairs. He's made his home in the middle of my mind, he's like the troublesome neighbor that parties all night. I can't escape the life long lease, this dude knows what he's doing he's brought me to my knees. The dude upstairs works at the oddest times, when I lay my head down is when he truly shines. The man upstairs he never quits, never ending yapping, man he's making me sick. This bastard and I need to get along, I'm tired of having him in my mind where he doesn't belong. Everyday it's same old song, in regards to this fool in my head, this dude needs to be gone, seems like the only way is death. Maybe he'll leave after I take my last breath. Mr. voice in my head, will that work for you? When I release my soul, you'll go too? Can't hear his answer amongst all that is there, WILL YOU PLEASE RESPOND, THIS ISN'T FARE. What do you want from me, I really don't know, is it to just not sleep, fxxx it then I won't. You want to talk? well, say what you will, can't function anyway, I'll listen, I'll just sit here still. Booom! bye bye mother fxxxer you're gone now, the loud sound you heard was a shot in between my brows. Won't hear you say a word anymore, I'm done with you, ok, please close my casket door.
I used to smile, before my soul was torn, before I was completely scorned, and before I picked the pipe and got blown. I used to smile, when I had reasons to, when I gave a shit about living life anew. I used to smile about the good ol days, now I think about how to end today. I used to smile at some point in life, then I started contemplating taking my own life.
I used to be what I used to be, but today I am a man, a man that’s free. I’ve made my bed and laid in that shit, but at some point I got woken and decided to get a grip. I look at myself and where I’ve come, a lyrical success, I finally won!
I used to smile, but what the fxxx for? I don’t remember shit, I shouldn’t care anymore. I must not remember those happy days, maybe because there not real, it’s a dream about me living that way. I never fxxxing smiled that’s an absolute lie, I’ve always thought what’d it be like, but I ask myself why? I’ve always been torn, I’ve always been scorned, and I’ve always chosen the pipe to get blown.
I used to be what I used to be, but today I am a man, a man that’s free. I’ve made my bed and laid in that shit, but at some point I got woken and decided to get a grip. I look at myself and where I’ve come, a lyrical success, I finally won!
I used to think that way, every damn day. Now things are different, a little better I must say. I’ll take the good that I’m feeling today. I made a change, I let the pipe go, I started a family, I began to grow. I started spitting lyrics, but not at a show. I do it for me, so I can track my own growth. I share these lyrics with anyone bro, so maybe, another soul can grow, If I can help another with my story, than why the fxxx not bro. From here on out there’s no way but up, get on the elevator and push straight to the top.
I used to be what I used to be, but today I am a man, a man that’s free. I’ve made my bed and laid in that shit, but at some point I got woken and decided to get a grip. I look at myself and where I’ve come, a lyrical success, I finally won!
When I get to the top I’d like to be, comfortable as a father, husband, and financially. I’d like to be the guy… That can share a success story from a struggle, and that’s no lie. At the top I’ll have friends that lead me the right way, not the old motherfxxxers that lead me a stray, maybe have a homie like Omi that’ll put me under his wings, show me the ropes after he’s shown me the strings.
I used to be what I used to be, but today I am a man, a man that’s free. I’ve made my bed and laid in that shit, but at some point I got woken and decided to get a grip. I look at myself and where I’ve come, a lyrical success, I finally won!
Yeah, I got G.....Wa gon. Wheels and lights, with the Brabus pa-ckage. yeah you can say I'm gonna bra-ggin, worked my ass off and, I wasn't la-ckin. Hit this rap game hard and I continue stackin. Next ride might be JDM'n, straight from the source yeah that's mainland Ja-pan. Work hard to get my rides looking dope and stancen, might add some airbags so I can have them dirty dan-cin. I don't hate a style I roll it all as long as it's fle-xin. Tacuache trucks, lifted trucks, and mini trucks, yeah, Nissan and Da-tsun. No matter what it is, it just gotta be cu-stom. Double R, is dope, you can catch me straight class-in. 24's or maybe more, and lowered on-links. Drop another beat, get a check, and blow it on a la-mbo. Maybe a Hurry, or do it big with the SVJ and spend 7 hundo. Maybe a Mac with 1016's kit, and FI exhaust though. Add a hitch like my man's Alex Choi's has on his ride, looking mad dope, I'd definitely get my rides done at RDB down in Holly-wood. While I'm there, might as well Rub elbows with DDE and the crew, and if I'm lucky, emelia Hart-ford. After I get my whip I'll need to get a supercha-rger. Take it to Sheepy to make it a little fa-ster. My whips are dope so I hope I make Life of Pa-los. After that I'll take my rides to Vegas to race Houston Crosta. Get some chicken while I'm there and then to Utah to chill with Strad and Oscar. Hit up Heavy-D and Diesel Dave to fly the choppa. Get my truck done up by the fellas, lifted high I gotta, hop-up. More doors to my truck, call me In N Out, double, dou-ble.
Boy and girl from a small town, always together just fooling around. Come days and nights and nothings changed, boy and girl are still the same, till one summer day. They know now their in love, on that summer day something just sparked, for these two.
Billy and Rose are their names, peas of a pod, hearts the same, simple pleasures and Friday night games, creeks, trucks, are their thang, can't separate… These two.
Time's a passed and now they've grown, they're more in love than ever before, what will they do??
Talk about getting settled down but, Billy has plans of his own. Tells Rose before we, settle down, let me tell you about my little plan, she says ok.
He tells Rose he wants to serve, loves his country, doesn't just want to observe. Tells Rose, it'll open doors, he's convinced it's the right thing for him and her, but she's hesitant about this little plan, tell's em, if you join then I can. With tears in their eyes…He says ok.
They talk to the recruiter and enlist, they tell each other this is it, ain't no looking back.
A few months later orders come down, they'll be calling Iraq their new home, for, a, while. Got off the plane their boots hit the dirt, and they knew it's time, to get to work. Times were up and times were down, dodging bullets and, mortar rounds… It was rough.
Billy knew that his time would come and he wanted to marry his only one. Made a ring out of .50 cal round, wasn't pretty, but it was something round…Get's on his knee, get's a grip on his nerves, getting ready to say 5 life-changing words, says, baby… will you marry me? Rose begins to cry, she says when we leave here, we'll start our new life, and yes, I'll marry you.
Life's exciting for these two souls, but life will change little do they know only one will leave this hell. Next day Billy is sent out, on a mission to clear a route, didn't think it'd happen so soon. While on mission things take a turn, for the worst we'll soon learn, and Billy didn't make that trek. Later that day, Rose learns the news that Billy became part of the few, who sacrificed their lives for our freedom. Billy boy won't be back, he succumbed to his wounds from an attack, and his soul left this earth. Rose cries and drops to her knees, didn't get to tell him how much he really means, God, rest your soul brave man.
Rose had something to say before Billy went away, but now she asks the Lord to share it with Billy boy. Tell my Billy boy, we were expecting a little bundle of joy, and I'll make sure he knows his dad. I'll show him pictures every day, I'll promise to raise him the right way, so he can grow up to be like you.
Lord tell Billy please that I'll tell our son about how much you mean, and he'll know that your special.
I thank our servicemen, and women for your service, I salute, fighting for our red white and blue. Such an honorable thing, let me tell you it tugs on the heartstrings, thinking about what you go through. Lord keep them safe, out of harm's way and what else they may face, protect these brave souls.
She knew I was country, country boys always hungry, she asked me if I wanted to eat. Right there I knew that we were destined to meet. I couldn’t stop starin, but she wasn’t carin, knew it was love for me.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Her and I exchange more glances, her big blues had me strung. She had me breathless like I got kicked in the lungs. I know I have to have her, won’t stop till it’s done. Deep in my heart I know she’s the one.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Got the courage to ask her out. She said “I noticed you looking” and then she smiled. She said yes, and that drove me wild. I just stood there flustered and I was speechless for a while. Told her, honey, you make my heart melt, she started to blush then I blushed then she said “that was hear felt”.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Few days later we went on our date. It was magical, had a blast that day. We talked, had a few beers, she fixed me a plate. I saw our future and it looked great. I told her I could sit here till the end of time, and she said, “baby that’s fine”.
How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Honey I promise, I won’t move to fast.
Few more dates, meals, and a few more beers, sealed our faith, and love flourished for years. We got married, started a family, and oh my dear. You make me a happy country boy that’s for real. Honey, I love every minute, month, and year, that we get to spend together, can’t help how I feel.
Oh honey…How’d you steal my heart so fast? You and me baby, let’s make a pact. I want to love you, I want this to last. Oh honey.. I love more now.. Then ever in the past.
Went to strip club, spent a little money, got drunk, and met my first love. Our eyes met, sparks flew, I knew what she was made of. Knew I had to ask her out, I didn’t care. Stayed back to talk to her, we talked till it was late. Next day we were, on our first date. We ate and drank whiskey, it was apparent that she wanted to mate.
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck around to see what this might beee. Here I am now telling my, redneck, love, story…
Took her on the back road, pulled my shit out and let her lick some wood. Couldn’t say anything other than, it felt good. Asked me if I’d lick her, I said I would. She pulled her panties down, and just went beast mode.
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck around to see what this might beee. Here I am now telling my, redneck, love, story…
Think she’s a keeper, took her to momma, and momma said she can stayyy, Cause we some rednecks we got married the same day. I’m in love, at least for the mean time, what can I sayyy?
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck around to see what this might beee. Here I am now telling my, redneck, love, story…
A few months later we had a little redneck, on the way. When she told me threw my hat, smacked my knee, and I yelled yaaaayyyy! Swigged some moonshine, fxxxing felt great. Knew when I met her, at the strip club, she was the one for meeee.
All in all it was a good dayyy. She let me take her out, told me she wants to get laid. Wasn’t sure Sue was the one for meeee. But I stuck areound to see what this might be. Who would’ve thought a redneck stripper was the one for me ,but here we are now few kids, a trailer, and we’re still married.
Little guy played soldier when he was young. Grew into an athlete in school, he was a genius, he was no bum. He graduated and followed his dream, his dream of being a United States Marine. The little guy now big, went to boot camp, where there he was the guide, yes he was a champ. Went to the fleet as an infantryman, then his time came to deploy to Afghanistan. There he fought long and hard, kept the enemy at bay, kept them afar. Armed with his M-4, he took no mercy, fought to protect his Marines because they're deserving. He fought in the hills and down below, he loved being a Marine, you can see it his face, you can see his eyes glow. He took all the battles with not even a flinch, til his day came lying there in a ditch. While bleeding from his wounds, he thought about his life before he grew.
Thought about his life anew. Thought about playing soldier when he was young. Thought how in school he was no bum. Thought about his athletic days. Thought about boot camp, and how it paved the way, he thought about the day he earned his, EGA. Last thought was, I'll do it all again, if I wasn't on my way out, I'd continue this fight in Afghanistan. As he lay there, the fight was still on, in his dying glory, he tried to fight on. His eyes now close, his soul reaching for the sky. Rest easy Marine, rest easy little guy!!
What's it like to smile, be happy, and free? To walk the earth with no stress, just to be carefree. What's it like not to worry everyday? Not to have anxiety like it's normal to live this way. What's it like to be panic free, be able to function just normally? What's it like to have friends? Someone to talk to when ones at their wits end. What's it like to have a family? One to run to when life gets heavy. What's it like to not be angry? What it's like to take things with a grain of salt and be steady. What's it like to smile, be happy, and free?
How does one go about living this way? stranded in a mental maze, not sure how to feel today. Lost soul is an understatement for sure, when the life that's lived is so hard to endure. With so many questions and no answers in sight, will there ever be happiness, will there ever be light? All I see is darkness and my vision blurred, not sure how I got here, what exactly occurred. I don't know happy, I don't know love, I don't feelings life's been fxxxing rough. Been through some shit and this is the outcome to that, to all that haven't been here and suffered, I tip you my hat.
What's it like to smile, be happy, and free? To walk the earth with no stress, just to be carefree. What's it like not to worry everyday? Not to have anxiety like it's normal to live this way. What's it like to be panic free, be able to function just normally? What's it like to have friends? Someone to talk to when ones at their wits end. What's it like to have a family? One to run to when life gets heavy. What's it like to not be angry? What it's like to take things with a grain of salt and be steady. What's it like to smile, be happy, and free?
I don't wish this shit on my worst foe, the life of a lone wolf, no friends, not a soul, and no fxxxing hope. This shit's not for the timid, oh no it's no joke, it's this way of life that lead me to the dope. Sucking the glass dick was all that I can do, all that I can do in order to endure all that I've been through. What's it like I ask you to be normal and free? but maybe your definition of normal is different than from my reality. I stare at the mirror and I don't like what stares back. It reminds me of what I am, it's darkness and horror that I glare at. fxxx this, I'm done, take note from what I write. Make your changes early, and eternally you'll see the light.
What's it like to smile, be happy, and free? To walk the earth with no stress, just to be carefree. What's it like not to worry everyday? Not to have anxiety like it's normal to live this way. What's it like to be panic free, be able to function just normally? What's it like to have friends? Someone to talk to when ones at their wits end. What's it like to have a family? One to run to when life gets heavy. What's it like to not be angry? What it's like to take things with a grain of salt and be steady. What's it like to smile, be happy, and free?
Been a few places, seen a few things, I write based of those emotions which those experiences bring. I like to write, I like to see where my minds at when pen hits paper. The outcome to my mental mess is what you see posted.
