Professionally I am a Banker but I Love Writing Songs...its like Speaking my Soul Out.

The darkness creeps in and the hope fades
Suddenly, I feel my existence is on stake
Oh! The sadness so deep, all I do is to weep
Weep till my eyes dry
Then I hear my soul whisper an out cry…
Why can’t I survive?
I want to try…
I want to fly high
You can’t stop me…
You can’t break my wings!
I can be hurt, bruised and broken
Come on, tear me and rip me open
But now I know how to fight
And stitch my wounds tight!
Go on and paint my life dark
But I have got a spark
That will ignite and make everything bright
And I will hear my soul whisper…
Why can't I survive?
I want to try
I want to fly high
You can't stop me
You can't break my wings...
I will survive…will be alive…
Yes I will try
To fly high…

Times are hard and I just fall apart.
My soul is in pain and emotions all dried.
The tears are no less than acids and the struggles,
They all prick.
O life! Is that a kind of trick?
So what if it hurts,
So what if it breaks me down,
This is the cost of winning the crown,
The thorns and scorns they make me frown
But no no, they can never let me down.
I know life’s logic, its just to move on,
But still it ends so tragic, turning everything up side down.
Then I can’t see the picture, its no more clear,
I wana run away to hide from my fears.
Yes it hurts, yes it breaks me down,
But I know,that is the cost of winning the crown,
Thorns and scorns can make me frown,
But no no, they can never let me down.

What can I do?
I really miss you
I never thought I would miss you again
I wonder why life plays such a game
It was all well
For you, for me and for him
But why do I miss you now again.
You didn’t even try to make me stay,
All I have to say,
Is still I miss you again.
I wonder why its happening,
My world is again shattering.
Its like going to hell,
And nothing is well…
With my soul again.
Nobody will ever understand,
Neither him nor you,
My sighs and blue.
No one will ever have a clue,
That I have started to miss you again.
You are never going to come I know,
And I am never gona go.
Because I know,
Keeping a distance is the best decision,
For you, for me and for him.
But still you know ,
I have started to miss you again.
What can I do?
I hate you but I miss you too.

The darkness creeps in and the hope fades
Suddenly, I feel my existence is on stake
Oh! The sadness so deep, all I do is to weep
Weep till my eyes dry
Then I hear my soul whisper an out cry…
Why can’t I survive?
I want to try…
I want to fly high
You can’t stop me…
You can’t break my wings!
I can be hurt, bruised and broken
Come on, tear me and rip me open
But now I know how to fight
And stitch my wounds tight!
Go on and paint my life dark
But I have got a spark
That will ignite and make everything bright
And I will hear my soul whisper…
Why can't I survive?
I want to try
I want to fly high
You can't stop me
You can't break my wings...
I will survive…will be alive…
Yes I will try
To fly high…

Times are hard and I just fall apart.
My soul is in pain and emotions all dried.
The tears are no less than acids and the struggles,
They all prick.
O life! Is that a kind of trick?
So what if it hurts,
So what if it breaks me down,
This is the cost of winning the crown,
The thorns and scorns they make me frown
But no no, they can never let me down.
I know life’s logic, its just to move on,
But still it ends so tragic, turning everything up side down.
Then I can’t see the picture, its no more clear,
I wana run away to hide from my fears.
Yes it hurts, yes it breaks me down,
But I know,that is the cost of winning the crown,
Thorns and scorns can make me frown,
But no no, they can never let me down.

What can I do?
I really miss you
I never thought I would miss you again
I wonder why life plays such a game
It was all well
For you, for me and for him
But why do I miss you now again.
You didn’t even try to make me stay,
All I have to say,
Is still I miss you again.
I wonder why its happening,
My world is again shattering.
Its like going to hell,
And nothing is well…
With my soul again.
Nobody will ever understand,
Neither him nor you,
My sighs and blue.
No one will ever have a clue,
That I have started to miss you again.
You are never going to come I know,
And I am never gona go.
Because I know,
Keeping a distance is the best decision,
For you, for me and for him.
But still you know ,
I have started to miss you again.
What can I do?
I hate you but I miss you too.

Some things are not meant to be mended.
Sometimes even after you do good
People are offended.
They are far from understanding the truth
Let them be
Of your integrity, you need not give them a proof.
They once were friends
But now have turned into fierce fiends.
Maybe this was always their true color
That I had simply shut my eyes on
Now come on
Let them be
With or without won’t affect your destiny.
Only if they could ever understand
That taking this stand
Was for their own good.
Despite the distance
For them you always stood.
Only if they could ever understand.

I hate you tears, I hate you when you roll down my cheeks,
Why do you have to come out, what is the need?
Why don’t you vanish like vapors,
You come out for a person who hardly cares!
You make my emotions stir within
And it just spins…
Spins me off the track…
Making my soul crack
Crack me into pieces
And my life just freezes.
Some emotions are locked in my heart’s prison cell,
Coz when I see your pictures, they scream and yell.
No, I’m not jealous to see you with your loved one,
I know that is meant to be
So I have set you free
to be with her…
But all I feel for myself is to just disappear..
You make my emotions stir within
And it just spins…
Spins me off the track…
Making my soul crack
Crack me into pieces
And my life just freezes.
I’m lost, I am grieved that we had to depart,
I feel broken and crushed in my heart.
Life moves on but a part of me has left…behind
With the memories that will never rewind…
Lost forever, to come back never…
It is this loss that makes my soul crack
Crack me into pieces and my life just freezes.
Making my emotions stir within..
And it just spins…
Spins me off the track..
Making my soul crack..
Crack me into pieces..
And my life just freezes..

Sitting at the window, I see the clouds rain
Its all wet here, but not yet drowned in the tears of pain
I can see the clouds getting clear, after pouring out its tears
Like the eyes getting clearer after pouring out the fears
Are you scared of the thunder and hail?
Does that tear down the sky?
Are you scared of the pain?
Does that rip you apart?
In this life you’ve got a part
Play it, you are a warrior
The rain will stop and there’ll come sunlight
So, in the dark there’ll be a moonlight
There’s always a little beam that drives away the gloom
A spark in you that will help you bloom…
The thunder that left you scared
The pain that made you cry
Stop hurting, its time to try
Spread your wings, take a glide and fly…
Are you scared of the thunder and hail?
Does that tear down the sky?
Are you scared of the pain?
Does that rip you apart?
In this life you've got a part
Play it, you are a warrior!

Pimples or wrinkles
Scars or stretch marks
Weight gain or weight loss
But that’s no reason to be pissed off
The body is but clay, it’ll wear out soon
What matters is to make your soul bloom
Shape up, shape up your soul,
kneel down, kneel down and pray
That’s the only way..
To come out of the disarray.
Your soul is at stake,
Wake up and make up your mind
To never let your soul die…
The body will die and decay
For your misdeeds it’ll never pay
A make-over can transform you
But to the way of eternal life, it can never conform you
It’s your soul that’ll keep you alive…for years infinite…
So let this be your drive
To shape up, shape up your soul
To kneel down, kneel down and pray
Coz this is the only way..
to come out of the disarray.
Your soul is at stake…
So wake up and make up your mind
To never let your soul die…

The darkness creeps in and the hope fades
Suddenly, I feel my existence is on stake
Oh! The sadness so deep, all I do is to weep
Weep till my eyes dry
Then I hear my soul whisper an out cry…
Why can’t I survive?
I want to try…
I want to fly high
You can’t stop me…
You can’t break my wings!
I can be hurt, bruised and broken
Come on, tear me and rip me open
But now I know how to fight
And stitch my wounds tight!
Go on and paint my life dark
But I have got a spark
That will ignite and make everything bright
And I will hear my soul whisper…
Why can't I survive?
I want to try
I want to fly high
You can't stop me
You can't break my wings...
I will survive…will be alive…
Yes I will try
To fly high…

Times are hard and I just fall apart.
My soul is in pain and emotions all dried.
The tears are no less than acids and the struggles,
They all prick.
O life! Is that a kind of trick?
So what if it hurts,
So what if it breaks me down,
This is the cost of winning the crown,
The thorns and scorns they make me frown
But no no, they can never let me down.
I know life’s logic, its just to move on,
But still it ends so tragic, turning everything up side down.
Then I can’t see the picture, its no more clear,
I wana run away to hide from my fears.
Yes it hurts, yes it breaks me down,
But I know,that is the cost of winning the crown,
Thorns and scorns can make me frown,
But no no, they can never let me down.

What can I do?
I really miss you
I never thought I would miss you again
I wonder why life plays such a game
It was all well
For you, for me and for him
But why do I miss you now again.
You didn’t even try to make me stay,
All I have to say,
Is still I miss you again.
I wonder why its happening,
My world is again shattering.
Its like going to hell,
And nothing is well…
With my soul again.
Nobody will ever understand,
Neither him nor you,
My sighs and blue.
No one will ever have a clue,
That I have started to miss you again.
You are never going to come I know,
And I am never gona go.
Because I know,
Keeping a distance is the best decision,
For you, for me and for him.
But still you know ,
I have started to miss you again.
What can I do?
I hate you but I miss you too.

Some things are not meant to be mended.
Sometimes even after you do good
People are offended.
They are far from understanding the truth
Let them be
Of your integrity, you need not give them a proof.
They once were friends
But now have turned into fierce fiends.
Maybe this was always their true color
That I had simply shut my eyes on
Now come on
Let them be
With or without won’t affect your destiny.
Only if they could ever understand
That taking this stand
Was for their own good.
Despite the distance
For them you always stood.
Only if they could ever understand.

I hate you tears, I hate you when you roll down my cheeks,
Why do you have to come out, what is the need?
Why don’t you vanish like vapors,
You come out for a person who hardly cares!
You make my emotions stir within
And it just spins…
Spins me off the track…
Making my soul crack
Crack me into pieces
And my life just freezes.
Some emotions are locked in my heart’s prison cell,
Coz when I see your pictures, they scream and yell.
No, I’m not jealous to see you with your loved one,
I know that is meant to be
So I have set you free
to be with her…
But all I feel for myself is to just disappear..
You make my emotions stir within
And it just spins…
Spins me off the track…
Making my soul crack
Crack me into pieces
And my life just freezes.
I’m lost, I am grieved that we had to depart,
I feel broken and crushed in my heart.
Life moves on but a part of me has left…behind
With the memories that will never rewind…
Lost forever, to come back never…
It is this loss that makes my soul crack
Crack me into pieces and my life just freezes.
Making my emotions stir within..
And it just spins…
Spins me off the track..
Making my soul crack..
Crack me into pieces..
And my life just freezes..

Sitting at the window, I see the clouds rain
Its all wet here, but not yet drowned in the tears of pain
I can see the clouds getting clear, after pouring out its tears
Like the eyes getting clearer after pouring out the fears
Are you scared of the thunder and hail?
Does that tear down the sky?
Are you scared of the pain?
Does that rip you apart?
In this life you’ve got a part
Play it, you are a warrior
The rain will stop and there’ll come sunlight
So, in the dark there’ll be a moonlight
There’s always a little beam that drives away the gloom
A spark in you that will help you bloom…
The thunder that left you scared
The pain that made you cry
Stop hurting, its time to try
Spread your wings, take a glide and fly…
Are you scared of the thunder and hail?
Does that tear down the sky?
Are you scared of the pain?
Does that rip you apart?
In this life you've got a part
Play it, you are a warrior!
Professionally I am a Banker but I Love Writing Songs...its like Speaking my Soul Out.
I am just a beginner, but really enthusiastic about it.