I am a writer with a degree in languages and literature, and have recently decided to transform painful experiences of my life into lyrics.
Life used to be an easy season,
when they were the problem
Confusion, exhaustion, but it was always them
Then one day I woke up, a villain in my mirror
Frozen, broken it couldn’t be any clearer
You’re calling, I ain’t answering
Confused if I even want to come
Why now, why you?
Something inside me’s numb
Was the wait too long?
Why does this feel so surreal?
Please tell me I’m not the villain
And teach me how to feel
You’re calling, I ain’t answering
Confused if I even want to come
Why now, why you?
Something inside me’s numb
Your face so soft, your hug so real
I melt a thousand times
Can’t figure out what’s wrong
Please help me how to feel
Life used to be an easy season,
when they were the ones to leave
Now watch a girl in a sundress
Confuse the real for ideal
Life used to be an easy season,
when they were the problem
Confusion, exhaustion, but it was always them
Then one day I woke up, a villain in my mirror
Frozen, broken it couldn’t be any clearer
You’re calling, I ain’t answering
Confused if I even want to come
Why now, why you?
Something inside me’s numb
Was the wait too long?
Why does this feel so surreal?
Please tell me I’m not the villain
And teach me how to feel
You’re calling, I ain’t answering
Confused if I even want to come
Why now, why you?
Something inside me’s numb
Your face so soft, your hug so real
I melt a thousand times
Can’t figure out what’s wrong
Please help me how to feel
Life used to be an easy season,
when they were the ones to leave
Now watch a girl in a sundress
Confuse the real for ideal
Life used to be an easy season,
when they were the problem
Confusion, exhaustion, but it was always them
Then one day I woke up, a villain in my mirror
Frozen, broken it couldn’t be any clearer
You’re calling, I ain’t answering
Confused if I even want to come
Why now, why you?
Something inside me’s numb
Was the wait too long?
Why does this feel so surreal?
Please tell me I’m not the villain
And teach me how to feel
You’re calling, I ain’t answering
Confused if I even want to come
Why now, why you?
Something inside me’s numb
Your face so soft, your hug so real
I melt a thousand times
Can’t figure out what’s wrong
Please help me how to feel
Life used to be an easy season,
when they were the ones to leave
Now watch a girl in a sundress
Confuse the real for ideal
I am a writer with a degree in languages and literature, and have recently decided to transform painful experiences of my life into lyrics.
