Just a regular guy that rights down some of is thoughts

Broken loves and dreams
Carried to you the smell of pain
Like a predator hunting its prey
You started to chase me
I felt you coming
But I was too weak to run away
I tried to fight you
But you took over my soul
You made me your slave
And commanded me to seek loneliness
Against my will, I obey you
Drowning in darkness
In the silent and dark nights
As soon as I close my eyes
You come to seduce me
Forbidding me to forget you
I want to unleash myself
But I still fear the pain out there
Powerless, I lay down beside you
My unmerciful sadness

That strange and tasteful happiness
That will to be better
That cold yet poetic loneliness
That’ll remain forever
Love and Death walk together
And dance, in the fire ring of life
Together as allies forever
In truth and in lies
Forbidden fruit for some
So they call it Love
Lost forever in the grave
Where my heart remains alone
We met already a long time ago,
Memories are all that I have left
Living cursed by your absence
And the sadness of seeing you leave
Meaningless life this, without you
Walking through my veins
Heating my blood
And feeding my mind
Poisoned loves I have tasted
That killed my illusions
Hope has vanished and my heart is frozen
Emptiness was all that stayed
And that loss killed me
And my heart, has driven to loneliness
So, in death of that love I remain to be
For all time, in sadness
Love and death walk together
And dance, in the fire ring of life
Together as allies forever
In truth and in lies
Forbidden fruit for some
So, they call it Love
Lost forever in the grave
Where my heart remains alone
That strange and tasteful happiness
That will to be better
That cold and poetic loneliness
That’ll remain forever

It was just another day
But that day would be diferent
It was the day you came
To take over my body
Who are you
They call you pain
I can't see you
But I feel you all the time
I want to paint
But my hands are hurting
I want to walk
But my legs don't let me
You don't let me live
My life has become a nightmare
You are trapping me in this room
I am going insane
Why me
Why have you choose me
You are always here to punish me
I can't understand why
I will not give up
I will keep fighting
I will defeat you
and make you go away
Even with all your cruelty
Hope feeds my mind
With dreams and beautiful thoughts
I will always keep smiling

Broken loves and dreams
Carried to you the smell of pain
Like a predator hunting its prey
You started to chase me
I felt you coming
But I was too weak to run away
I tried to fight you
But you took over my soul
You made me your slave
And commanded me to seek loneliness
Against my will, I obey you
Drowning in darkness
In the silent and dark nights
As soon as I close my eyes
You come to seduce me
Forbidding me to forget you
I want to unleash myself
But I still fear the pain out there
Powerless, I lay down beside you
My unmerciful sadness

That strange and tasteful happiness
That will to be better
That cold yet poetic loneliness
That’ll remain forever
Love and Death walk together
And dance, in the fire ring of life
Together as allies forever
In truth and in lies
Forbidden fruit for some
So they call it Love
Lost forever in the grave
Where my heart remains alone
We met already a long time ago,
Memories are all that I have left
Living cursed by your absence
And the sadness of seeing you leave
Meaningless life this, without you
Walking through my veins
Heating my blood
And feeding my mind
Poisoned loves I have tasted
That killed my illusions
Hope has vanished and my heart is frozen
Emptiness was all that stayed
And that loss killed me
And my heart, has driven to loneliness
So, in death of that love I remain to be
For all time, in sadness
Love and death walk together
And dance, in the fire ring of life
Together as allies forever
In truth and in lies
Forbidden fruit for some
So, they call it Love
Lost forever in the grave
Where my heart remains alone
That strange and tasteful happiness
That will to be better
That cold and poetic loneliness
That’ll remain forever

It was just another day
But that day would be diferent
It was the day you came
To take over my body
Who are you
They call you pain
I can't see you
But I feel you all the time
I want to paint
But my hands are hurting
I want to walk
But my legs don't let me
You don't let me live
My life has become a nightmare
You are trapping me in this room
I am going insane
Why me
Why have you choose me
You are always here to punish me
I can't understand why
I will not give up
I will keep fighting
I will defeat you
and make you go away
Even with all your cruelty
Hope feeds my mind
With dreams and beautiful thoughts
I will always keep smiling

When I find you
Hapiness invades me
A smile takes over my face
I feel like a little boy
I was expecting you for a long time
Finally I meet you
Why is my heart jumping around
Why do I feel that I am dreaming
Tell me why
Why are you so perfect
Tell me why
I look into your eyes
So I can see your soul
I start to feel strange
Love is trapping me
I can't control my desire
I kiss you passionately
Why are you so wonderfull
Why do I miss you when you are not around
Tell me why
Why do I feel weak without you
Tell me why
Sudennaly you move away
I see you leave
But I am frozen
Hapiness becomes sadness
I feel wounded
I am back to the real world
Why do I feel lonely
Why do I remember you all the time
Tell me why
Why is my heart hurting
Oh tell me why

Broken loves and dreams
Carried to you the smell of pain
Like a predator hunting its prey
You started to chase me
I felt you coming
But I was too weak to run away
I tried to fight you
But you took over my soul
You made me your slave
And commanded me to seek loneliness
Against my will, I obey you
Drowning in darkness
In the silent and dark nights
As soon as I close my eyes
You come to seduce me
Forbidding me to forget you
I want to unleash myself
But I still fear the pain out there
Powerless, I lay down beside you
My unmerciful sadness

That strange and tasteful happiness
That will to be better
That cold yet poetic loneliness
That’ll remain forever
Love and Death walk together
And dance, in the fire ring of life
Together as allies forever
In truth and in lies
Forbidden fruit for some
So they call it Love
Lost forever in the grave
Where my heart remains alone
We met already a long time ago,
Memories are all that I have left
Living cursed by your absence
And the sadness of seeing you leave
Meaningless life this, without you
Walking through my veins
Heating my blood
And feeding my mind
Poisoned loves I have tasted
That killed my illusions
Hope has vanished and my heart is frozen
Emptiness was all that stayed
And that loss killed me
And my heart, has driven to loneliness
So, in death of that love I remain to be
For all time, in sadness
Love and death walk together
And dance, in the fire ring of life
Together as allies forever
In truth and in lies
Forbidden fruit for some
So, they call it Love
Lost forever in the grave
Where my heart remains alone
That strange and tasteful happiness
That will to be better
That cold and poetic loneliness
That’ll remain forever

It was just another day
But that day would be diferent
It was the day you came
To take over my body
Who are you
They call you pain
I can't see you
But I feel you all the time
I want to paint
But my hands are hurting
I want to walk
But my legs don't let me
You don't let me live
My life has become a nightmare
You are trapping me in this room
I am going insane
Why me
Why have you choose me
You are always here to punish me
I can't understand why
I will not give up
I will keep fighting
I will defeat you
and make you go away
Even with all your cruelty
Hope feeds my mind
With dreams and beautiful thoughts
I will always keep smiling

When I find you
Hapiness invades me
A smile takes over my face
I feel like a little boy
I was expecting you for a long time
Finally I meet you
Why is my heart jumping around
Why do I feel that I am dreaming
Tell me why
Why are you so perfect
Tell me why
I look into your eyes
So I can see your soul
I start to feel strange
Love is trapping me
I can't control my desire
I kiss you passionately
Why are you so wonderfull
Why do I miss you when you are not around
Tell me why
Why do I feel weak without you
Tell me why
Sudennaly you move away
I see you leave
But I am frozen
Hapiness becomes sadness
I feel wounded
I am back to the real world
Why do I feel lonely
Why do I remember you all the time
Tell me why
Why is my heart hurting
Oh tell me why
Just a regular guy that rights down some of is thoughts